January 7th, sunny!

"I don't know where you are, I don't know what you're doing, and I don't know if you remember the black girl who was often laughed at by you. Your disappearance from my world was so sudden that I was not prepared at all. I still vividly remember the day before you disappeared, the two of us were still sitting under the big locust tree in front of my house. Your hands are always so skillful, and at this time, the uncles and aunts in the village will laugh and praise you, saying that you have a gentle temperament and like to be shy, so you should give birth to a girl. And I, who is big and naughty, should give birth to a little man! Hee-hee, it seems, we should really switch things up..., it's going to be fun......"

March 25th, cloudy!

"Today is your birthday, and it's been ten years, three months and twenty-five days since you left. At this time of year, I would skip class and sit alone under the big locust tree in front of my house for a day. Because you once said that you would weave a wreath for me on your birthday! I'm waiting, I've been waiting......"

May 16th, cloudy!

"Every once in a while I have a dream, a very strange, strange dream. I dreamed of a familiar stranger stuck in the mud and sand, struggling violently, shouting for help. I wanted to help, but I couldn't reach out. It was a long time before it dawned on me that the stranger who gave me a familiar feeling was actually you. Are you going through something far away? Yours, I, will always pray for you......"

June 6th, thundershowers!

"I was awakened by a thunderclap. It was raining heavily, and the bean-sized raindrops were knocking on the windows. I was curled up alone in the covers, helpless. I remember when I was a child, whenever there was thunder, you who had always been laughed at by me and were timid, would always sneak out of the house and run into my room, holding your chin and quietly lulling me to sleep...... I miss that feeling...... Are you alright? ”

July 31st, light rain!

"Today a boy confessed to me and vowed to take care of me for the rest of my life. Truth be told, he's excellent! Well, you'll still be a little bit better than him, though. Guess what I said to him after the worst of the time? Hee-hee. I told him. If he can beat my boyfriend, I'll promise him. Ha Luha, he kept asking me who my boyfriend was, I just wouldn't tell him...... Because then he will never be able to beat my boyfriend...... Isn't it a scoundrel? Ha Lu Ha. I'm just going to be a scoundrel. Who made me already have a bastard in my heart? Boyfriend? I still like to call you a coward...... Coward. It's time to go home for dinner with my sister......"

August 2nd, sunny!

"I was criticized by the class teacher today, and it seems that I have been criticized for the first time since I started school. As for the reason for the criticism, it was because I was drinking. He was also very drunk. In the end, he was carried home by the head teacher himself. Hee-hee, don't be jealous, the head teacher is a woman, and she is still a famous female butcher in the school, and she has always been unkind. However, in my eyes, the head teacher is so cute. She was even closer to me than her own daughter. By the way, her daughter is my classmate and a good friend of mine. She kept saying sourly, in fact, I am her mother's daughter......"

"I don't know what Lu Dao is for, I really want to drink today, probably because I thought of you, and I accidentally saw a poignant story that was also waiting but ended with sadness...... What are you leaving without saying a word, without even saying hello? Where are you now, and do you remember our vows? I've been waiting for you, have you been waiting for me too? ”

"I've been stuck in your memory before you were three years old, and now more than ten years have passed, is the original memory still clear? Perhaps, I have been ignored from that vague memory, or erased...... What will be the final outcome of my wait? Will you still be as worthy of everything I gave you were? Are you still not my coward? ”

"After I sobered up, the head teacher severely criticized me. To say that I am a complete fool, too stupid to be reasonable. Hee-hee, it looks like I've always been stupid...... However, it's worth the ...... for you to be stupid."

Xiao Shi secretly told me afterwards that I had cried a lot when I was drunk that day, and I still had a name in my mouth. Xiaoshi said that she didn't believe that I, who was as strong as a man, would have such a weak side. By the way, Xiaoshi is very dissatisfied with you. She said that if she saw you, she would have to give you a good meal...... By the way, Xiaoshi is the daughter of my homeroom teacher, a very cute and cute girl......"

"Okay, it's time for class, so I'll write about it first."

"Prayer ......"

September 1st, sunny!

"Today was supposed to be a good day because I was going to report from the famous Huaxia University. However, on this good day, I had to separate from my grandparents, uncles and aunts in the village. Because my parents didn't worry about me alone, they had to accompany me to Kyoto for a while. The most uncomfortable thing about the relocation of the family is parting, and I really don't know when Lu Dao will come back...... I cried again, looking at the familiar faces, I couldn't bear to ...... I'm afraid that I will never see such a good person in the bizarre world outside, relatives...... I'm afraid that I won't be able to keep my heart and become me no longer me......"

October 1st, light rain!

"It's National Day, and I was going back to the village to have a look, but because my family happened to open a small shop. I was so busy that I had no choice but to give up. The small shop opened, and the business was booming, of course, there were some reasons for me. Who made me stand out too much? Hee-hee......"

"I've been in Kyoto for a month, and instead of the shock I imagined, I felt a sense of fear in a cage. Everything here is strange to me. It's like being in another parallel world with no emotion, pastel tones. Here, there is more indifference between people from the bones, as if there is a huge hatred. It's not the world I want to be, but I still like the life in the village, quiet and warm. In that small world, everywhere can be wrapped in warmth, so nostalgic...... If I could, I would spend my whole life there......"

December 7th, heavy snow!

"It snowed, suddenly, and there was a surprise that I hadn't seen in a long time. Unconsciously nostalgic for when I was a child, the two of us wrapped in thick cotton clothes and hats and had snowball fights in the wheat field. It seems that you have been bullied by me all the time...... Hee-hee...... I really want to have another snowball fight with you and see how embarrassed you are...... Alas......"

At the end of a certain month and year, the weather is unknown!

"I plucked a leaf from the locust tree we had planted together and sandwiched it in my favorite book of poems. Every year after that, I would pick a piece with my own hands and use it as a ring of memory. It's been eighteen years since you left, and it seems like a long time, but it seems like a short time. What a conflicting feeling......"

"Eighteen yellow leaves, eighteen years of spring and autumn. Maybe I won't wait for you anymore; Perhaps, I will wait for you for another eighteen annual rings; Perhaps, we have already met but do not know each other; Perhaps, we are destined to be destined to miss ...... in our lives."

- "All I was waiting for was a promise!" (To be continued......)