550 Pain and difficulty eating

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On the night of the first day of October, Yu Wenyan spent his birthday in the house.

After that night, the entire mansion knew that Dao Yu Wenyan had avoided the agency and entered the outside of the Deyue Pavilion, but they knew each other.

It's not so much that Su Yan wants to change the formation, but that she has already made up her mind and will never see Yu Wenyan again.

Although Liu Feifei is tired, he hasn't done so much work for a long time, he is really a little out of breath, and he can't refuse, his senior sister finally asked her to help, and she can't do it without doing it. smiled and looked at the drawings, "Senior sister, don't worry, I will call the early autumn and Bai Teng too, and I will be busy for a long time, and then call a few clever little guys to help, it should be done before the second watch." ”

"You've worked hard......" So-yeon looked out the window with a thoughtful expression.

Liu Feifei hurriedly said: "It's not hard! It's not hard, my sister asked me to help, I'm happy. ”

As long as the senior sister is happy, she can do anything.

Liu Feifei knew that Su Yan had something on her mind, and she must be sad about the retreat.

are all engaged, and they will quit when they say they will leave.

"Feifei." She called softly, "You said that I am not very selfish, selfish enough to insist enough, I only think about our family, but I haven't thought about Yan Shizi's difficulties, he must be unwilling to withdraw from his family, but what can I do?" ”

The princess on the left shoulder told Shen very clearly: she doesn't like Su Yan.

She also has her own dignity, and people have said it so clearly, hoping that the Jiang family will withdraw from her family, but she wants to be entangled?

She can't do it!

"Feifei, change the formation, even the formation set up by the wall in the house has also changed, that's right! It's my decision and insistence, and I don't have anything to do with him anymore. If we see each other again, Yuwenyan is just our Senior Brother Yan, nothing......" She almost murmured, but her expression was sad and helpless.

Liu Feifei thought of her panic and her fear when the Yu family said that she didn't accept her in the past, so when Jiang Shulin proposed to be husband and wife first, she didn't refuse. She only has Jiang Shulin. There was nothing else but him.

But Suyan is different, without Yu Wenyan, she has parents, brother and sister-in-law, and a family that loves her and spoils her.

Even Su Yan is just a vulgar girl, she also has sadness, and she is also unsatisfactory.

The disgust of the princess on her left shoulder, as well as the words that asked the Jiang family to withdraw from her family, greatly hit Su Yan's heart.

Liu Feifei struggled to say something.

Persuasion will only play a role in Su Yeon. It is likely that the more persuasion you try, the worse it gets.

"Senior sister withdrew. Don't you really regret it? ”

"Feifei. You know me, I am a person who will not wronged myself. ”

"Senior sister shouldn't quit her family. Yan Shizi is sincere to you......"

It's rare to have a heart!

When Yu Wenyan was in the northwest, he treated Su Yan well, and Liu Feifei saw it all. Now even she and Jiang Shulin have children. So Yeon and Yu Wenyan retreated.

Liu Feifei saw that she looked calm, "You see me and Shulin, the old lady didn't agree earlier, but don't you accept it now?" ”

So-yeon was speechless.

It's been a long time, but I'm afraid I've already quit my family.

It was her own choice.

Even if I want to tie the knot again, I'm afraid that the princess on the left shoulder will not agree.

"I have five elder brothers, but the princess only has one son, Yu Wenyan. No matter how much my mother opposes it, she will accept it safely. And although my mother is occasionally spicy, she is kind-hearted. Reasonable. The princess on the left shoulder is different, Yan Shizi and I have not yet withdrawn, and she has already looked for a candidate for the princess of the good world. Although my mother was opposed to you being with Sixth Brother in the early days, she didn't pick a daughter-in-law. Feifei, my heart is in turmoil. I didn't think it would be like this. I always thought that as long as Tang Guan and I treated each other politely, no one would criticize them. But I didn't expect that the princess would have such a big prejudice against me because of this......"

"Last night, Yu Wenyan saw me outside the Deyue Pavilion, and I quarreled with him. Do you know what he said? When he said about Tang Guan, he said that he believed it, but he was afraid that he would not believe it in his heart. If he doesn't trust me, even if I marry him despite the princess's objections, the rest of the day will be very difficult. ”

"Marriage is a woman's biggest thing, and I can't bet on it. I can't let my parents, brothers and sisters-in-law worry about me, for fear that I will be troubled by my mother-in-law, for fear that I will be wronged...... and Yu Wenyan, she has been arguing with the princess for so long, how tired he must be. If I let go and let him find a woman he likes and the princess likes, this is the real happiness......"

Liu Feifei was the best listener, and she sat on the side, listening to So-yeon talk about her heart.

At home, Liu Feifei is still Su Yan's most trusted person.

Liu Feifei nodded, "Senior sister, I understand." You do this not only for yourself, but for the good of everyone. My own thoughts are too selfish. ”

"No, you're not selfish, it's that you are too true and too deep in love, you don't have so many worries as mine, so you will naturally leave your name behind and only be good to my sixth brother. Feifei, don't hide it from you, I secretly blamed you in my heart earlier. But now, I really understand how difficult it was for you at that time. I also thought about marrying Yan Shizi by pretending not to know that Princess Lu Dao hated me, but I couldn't do it. I can't ignore my parents' worries, and I can't ignore my brother and sister-in-law's love for me, because they love me too much, but I can't ignore ......."

She cherishes the dignity of the Jiang family, and the words of the princess on her left shoulder are too ugly, not only related to her pride, but also the dignity and face of the Jiang family, if she knows and pretends not to know, she can't do it. If she licks her face to please the princess on her left shoulder, she can't do it.

"Senior sister, don't say it. I get you! I really understand you. You have a good rest, I will lead people to change the formation around the wall. ”

She whispered.

In the morning food, Su Yan didn't eat, and only drank half a cup of tea.

For lunch, when Mama Qing sent it, she ate a few bites and put it aside.

She really couldn't eat it, and she panicked when she thought of Yu Wenyan.

To him, she is a person of affection.

What she can do is to try her best to maintain the face of the Jiang family and take care of her family's feelings, as for her thoughts, she can put them aside for the time being.

Xu was too selfish in her previous life, and in this life, she can't help but think more about her family.

Years of life in the nunnery were like a nirvana, cutting her off from her once willful self, learning to meditate, learning to change, and over time, she became what she is now.

She could only take care of one side, she selfishly chose her family and chose her own dignity, because her pride and the reputation of the Jiang family were tied together.

At this moment, Su Yan, if she knew that the person behind her was Concubine Fu. I don't know if I will resolutely withdraw from my family.

She buried her head in sorting out the doctor's and patient's notes, no one comforted her, her temperament was too stubborn, and she was the only one who could comfort her.

After sorting out the notes for a while, she took a book, snuggled up on the warm couch and read it, looking at this little story of wild history, the whole tangled heart gradually calmed down, looking, she fell asleep on the couch.

Mama Qing entered the house. Carefully snatched her book from her hand. Pulled the quilt and covered her.

She came in and asked So-yeon what she wanted to eat?

I didn't think she was asleep.

Mama Qing exited the inner room. Went down the stairs.

Tian He, Bai Zhu and the others didn't dare to step out of the Deyue Pavilion easily, and changed the formation, to get out of the way, which was different from the previous route, and several people were stunned when they looked at the formation. However, Bai Fei and a few other big girls, because they had learned the knowledge of formations earlier, they were able to understand it at all.

Tian He greeted him and called "Mother".

Mama Qing said: "Didn't you tell you to go to the big kitchen to get evening food, why are you still here?" ”

Tian He hung his head, "I can't remember, I'm afraid of making a mistake." ”

Mama Qing sighed lightly, she was a person who didn't understand the formation, and it was okay to go back and forth two or three times. I was a little scared for the first time, but when I saw that there was nothing wrong, I was not afraid.

led Tian He and Bai Zhu out of Deyue Pavilion, "It's really stupid, even I know how to go." You don't. ”

Bai Zhu smiled: "It's Mama who sees better than us." ”

Mama Qing said sharply: "These days are unusual, they are all smarter, the county lord has to stay guarded, Bai Fei and Bai Zhi have gone to help Mrs. Six set up, you can't help, and you are not allowed to cause chaos." ”

Mama Qing completely regarded it as adding chaos to leading them out, wasn't it just such a distance of more than ten zhang, but these two girls didn't dare to come out.

Tian He asked timidly: "Mother, we will come back from the evening food in a while, will you pick us up outside?" ”

Mama Qing's eyes widened, and she said indignantly: "I've received it once, don't you know how to go?" As stupid as you are, I'm afraid that you won't even be able to learn half of Bai Zhi and Bai Fei's skills. It's good to be hit by a stone or a branch, and it happens to have a long memory. ”

Bai Fei also suffered a few times, and so did Bai Zhi, who was beaten by a branch a few times, so she learned the formation by heart, so that they couldn't make it themselves, but it would be the simplest.

When he came back, Tian He asked Bai Zhu to try to walk, Bai Zhu tiptoed, took the footwork in his hand, as if he was walking on a single-plank bridge, and finally arrived in front of the gate of the Deyue Pavilion, and went back, leading Tian He to go back, and then arrived at the Deyue Pavilion safely.

Mama Qing had a worried face. The county lord didn't eat anything all day, so how could it go on like this. If the old lady knew the truth, she might be more sad. The county lord told her that if the old lady asked, she would say that she had eaten more than usual, and made up a panic and said, "I ate half a bowl of gruel and half a steamed bun in the morning, and a small half bowl of rice at lunch, and a bowl of soup; Soak a few bites of rice in the soup at dusk and eat it", obviously didn't eat a few bites, but coaxed Mama Qing to deceive Yu's family.

Tian He came over and asked Mama Qing: "Mother, we left the four of Sister Bai Fei, do you want to eat with us." ”

Mama Qing got up and scolded angrily: "If you are really an ignorant person, you know that you can eat by yourself, and the county lord has not eaten a few mouthfuls of food all day, and you are still smiling." As soon as you get out of the Moon Pavilion, even the people in the other courtyard feel sorry for the county lord, you are in this courtyard, but one by one you have no heart and no lungs......"

Tian He was stunned, his eyes were red, and tears slid down his eyes.

She kindly asked Mama Qing to eat, but she was scolded.

"Who are you dropping those tears to show you? The county lord has suffered a great grievance, and I have never seen anything like you. Go back to your meal, don't bother me. ”

Bai Zhu and a few rough girls saw that Mama Qing was in a bad mood, so they didn't dare to provoke her, so they hid in the wing room to eat, spoke in a low voice, and through the window lattice, they saw Mama Qing go up to the attic.

Bai Zhu comforted Tian He, who was crying and eating at the same time: "Don't cry, the county lord hasn't eaten for a day today, and Mama is not feeling good." ”

Tian He said: "I'm also uncomfortable, but my mother ...... It's too hard to hear. ”

At the beginning, it was said that it was good to take care of her and her brother as her own children in Jinyang's hometown, and Qing Mama had 60 acres of fertile land and a yard in the suburbs.