PS: Personal Soul Sharing

I just stood like that, and I watched, and I often did, standing alone on the side of the street, or on the overpass, or under the trees.

I just stood like that, watching quietly, usually in the afternoon, close to dark, because the sky changes the fastest at this time.

I just stood like that, quietly watching, the wind was very cool, at least more comfortable than the fan or the air conditioner, and maybe I would see an old man with white hair sitting quietly on the side of the street, I wouldn't ask him what he was looking at, and he wouldn't ask me, the two of them just watched like that, watching quietly, the difference was that he was sitting, and I was standing.

I just stood like that, quietly watching, the chaotic city, the crowds of people, the cars passing by, the changing traffic lights, the crowds of people passing by, and the unnatural blue sky overhead. I don't look at what kind of car it is, I don't count the traffic lights how many times, I don't care what the people who pass by look like, they exist here to depict a scene like this.

I just stood like that, quietly watching, all kinds of people, some were busy walking, some were taking a leisurely walk, some were pushing the baby carriage, some were singing with a loudspeaker, some were holding hands and laughing sweetly, some were walking silently, and some were walking far away with their bags. And I just watched, quietly watched, and it was just their life.

I just stood there and watched, maybe I'd light a cigarette and no one would tell me I couldn't smoke here, no one would care if I smoked here, no one would notice me, no one would think I was crazy. I just stood like that, watching quietly, like a spectator, I wouldn't disturb anybody else, no one would disturb me, we just existed like that.

I just stood like that, watching quietly, I don't know how long I had been standing here, I turned off my phone, and no one could find me. I just stood like that, watching quietly, at this moment, I don't have to worry about the bad life anymore, I don't have to worry about tangled emotions anymore, I don't have to worry about the boring work anymore. I just stood like that, watching quietly, just a spectator who didn't pay attention to anything. The cool wind, the quiet me, just stood still and watched.

I just stood like that, quietly watching, and I watched as the sky slowly darkened, the street lights turned on, and the number of people or cars walking on the street gradually decreased, and the sight in my eyes was blurred because of the darkness. I just stood like that, quietly watching, the wind was still blowing, and the people were still walking. It's just me, the new me and the current me. I knew that it was time for me to stop being in a daze, it was time for me to fill my stomach, it was time for me to go back, my life went on.

I just stood like that, watching quietly, and when I stepped out, I was back to my old world, and even though it was a terrible, very disturbing world, I came back. I walked like that, walking quietly, my messy heart followed, all the irritability, depression, and uneasiness followed, and I think I had the courage to face the bad life, the painful emotions, the boring work, and all the feelings that made me feel bad.

I walked like that, walking quietly, and my originally messy heart had been at peace for a moment.

I just walked like that, walking quietly, in fact, I could be very plain or crazy.

I just walked like that, quietly. I just walked like that, quietly.