Chapter 118: Favorability
Looking at the woman's compassionate look, Sun Hao felt very uncomfortable in his heart, he even hated himself a little, how could he still be so self-controlled, he was already a person in his twenties, and he was still so virtuous. Sun Hao's heart was completely disturbed by the woman's crying, and he didn't know how to comfort her.
After all, Sun Hao is a big man, and he is also a big man with an extremely strong machismo.
In this way, the two of them were silent, there was no trace of anger in the huge room, Sun Hao couldn't hold it back, and mustered up the courage to say to the woman: "Sara, I'm really sorry, I was too impulsive just now, please forgive me, hey, I'm real, I don't know what to say." ”
Sun Li wiped the tears on her face, looked up at the ceiling, smiled faintly, and said: "Every time, you are always like this, I hope you can really mature in the future, I have told you hundreds of times, you always don't listen, I know that you have your own way of life and values, but, after all, you and I are both as social people, we need to integrate into this society, not just live in our own small world." Yes, I said before that I would agree to some overly demanding requests, but I didn't sleep with you, I am a very traditional person and a very principled woman, and you hurt me about this matter. Don't look at me sometimes very open in social situations, in fact, I am a very traditional woman in my bones, many people, including many things, do not look at flowers in the fog, just like me, a very open person on the surface, in fact, I am a paranoid traditional woman in my heart. ”
Sun Hao lowered his head and pondered for a moment. whispered to the woman: "Sara, growing so big, except for a short love in college, I haven't had a real love with any girl, in fact, I also hope that I can talk about a vigorous love, from the moment I saw you, I was completely conquered by your unique temperament, but, because you are my top boss, so I have never dared to confess to you, of course." I'm also afraid to confess to you. I was rejected by you, I don't know what to do when I see you every day? If that's the case, how can you be embarrassed? So, I've always buried this feeling in my heart. Never dared to express it to you. That's all for today. I'm still going to make my point of view to you, no matter if you have a bad friend or not, no matter what kind of bullshit American Dr. Yang is. What I like is you! ”
"Sun Hao, I don't want to talk to you about this matter anymore, I've already told you before, don't pull it out again, okay? And in a few days it will be the day he returns to China, and I have told you that I have made an agreement with him that I will be his bride when he returns to China, and I hope you can come out and stop pestering, and what I want to tell is that even if he does not come back, there is no result between me and him, and it is impossible between me and you.
I can't accept age alone, I can't accept a girl who is so much younger than me, and you will make me feel insecure. I still say the same thing, you are still young, many things are not very clear yet, and now for you, there is just a wave of excitement shuttling in your bones, just a good feeling, a man's good impression of a woman. The point is that this kind of good feeling cannot last, sooner or later one day you will lose that good feeling, you will not have that kind of feeling for me, and I just pursue a dull life, the difference in personality between the two of us is too great, I hope you can understand my suffering, rather than being able to see that there is no good result in the future before you start, there is no need to let yourself fall into it again. It's better to find a girl who likes you, I watch Suteng advertisements, there are several young and beautiful girls staring at you every day, you can also consider it, for people my age, I really can't afford to hurt, and I hope you can understand. As a mature woman, a responsible woman, Sun Li said her inner words to Sun Hao, although Sun Hao did not accept it, but, after all, this more or less gave him a further understanding of the woman in front of him.
Sun Hao took out a cigarette, lit it, took a soft breath, and then said to the woman: "Sara, I know what you said, and I know everything, but I still want to fight for it." Although it seems so slim to me, if I don't fight for it, I don't have a chance at all, and people live to strive for their own happiness, not to blindly accept reality. However, in the future, I will not be as impulsive as I am today, and I will bury this feeling deep in my heart. ”
"Sun Hao, with your current age and current stage, it is normal to have this impulse and this good feeling, but it is not suitable for people of my age, so what I mean is not that you are wrong, but that you met the wrong person at the right time, hehe! If you think about it, if you fall in love with a young and beautiful girl, if you are lifeless, then she will definitely think that you are very boring, not fun at all, and it is estimated that after the first time, it will be difficult for you to ask her out. The woman burst into tears and laughed, but Sun Hao did not agree with her words.
"Oh, My-God! You are the first girl to say that she is old, no girl has ever said that she is old in front of me, and you are still very young, in my eyes, you are no older than those seventeen or eighteen girls, I think you lack a mentality, a young mentality, no matter when, you must have a young mentality, if you put yourself in the position of an older woman, your mentality will become worse and worse, there is not a celebrity who said: mentality determines character, character determines destiny!" Sun Hao argued.
"Sun Hao, if you stand in a woman's point of view, you won't think about it like this, women are different from men, of course, it refers to older girls, older, just like me, I can't afford to hurt, for me, it's not how cool my daily life is, but longing to have a home, a quiet harbor, I have struggled outside for so many years, I have experienced too much, and the edges and corners of my body have also been smoothed out by reality, and the life of a good feeling is no longer the object of desire for me. The two of us look at the problem from different angles and come to different conclusions. ”
"Maybe you're right, but I still firmly believe in my own point of view, live in the moment, today I'm happy, happy or not, as long as I live happily every day, I think it's okay, instead of blindly escaping reality, to pursue the so-called bland, of course, in the end everything will be bland, but, our life is a process, not a direct step towards the end of life, so, if we ignore the process of life, then what is the point of our life? To know the way, the process needs to be good, and you need to feel good! (To be continued......)