Chapter 27 All the way to hurt, all the way to love
A woman doesn't need to be captivated by the country and the city, she only needs a man to devote his life to her-
When the knife cut deep through his bones and blood, Lu Huaining thought that he would definitely die, but in his chaotic consciousness, he clearly heard someone calling his name.
It seems to be her voice. It turns out that she will keep herself!
Lu Huaining opened his heavy eyelids hard, and the strong rays of the sun shone in, and the moment of light after the long darkness brought him a natural uncomfortable dizziness.
After getting used to it for a long time, my eyes began to focus, and everything around me became clear, those white designs, and the strong smell of medicine, this is the hospital.
I replay the scary scene in my mind, cat? Cats!
He struggled to get up, but felt something soft pressing on his waist, and his nervous gaze fell on the sleeping face, as if she was uncomfortable because of the position of sleeping on him with her arms on her pillows, her eyes had a light blue color, her eyebrows were still slightly twisted when she fell asleep, and a faint blood oozed from the place where the infusion needle had just been removed from her hand.
Lu Huaining wanted to reach out for her to change a more suitable position for sleeping, but she heard a voice from outside the door, the door opened, and the little nurse saw him holding on to the edge of the bed and wanted to get up, and hurriedly stopped her, "Mr. Lu, your wound has not completely healed, and you can't move your body easily." If you need anything, you can call me. ”
"Okay, please put a dress on her." Lu Huaining couldn't help frowning when he saw her sleeping in the cold air like this.
The little nurse didn't expect the first thing the man said was like this, she bent down to take out the temperature meter under her armpit for Xue Zuining who was sleeping, her eyes couldn't help but glance a few more times, and she muttered in her heart: Who is this? There is actually the capital that makes men so worried that they even risk their lives!
"What's wrong with her?" Lu Huaining looked at the black blue on the back of Xue Zuining's hand, which was obviously a trace left by the infusion.
"Mr. Lu, please rest assured, she just had a fever because of the shock and cold, and now her body temperature has returned to normal, she just needs to take the medicine on time." The little nurse looked at the man's nervous demeanor, and scolded in her heart: He wouldn't blame himself and the hospital for his lack of care for people's colds and fevers, right?
The hand gently rested on her forehead and felt the temperature, which seemed to be normal.
"Take her temperature again." Lu Huaining remembered that when he took his temperature before, the nurse actually left, and it was difficult to guarantee that the thermometer would fail for a long time.
The corners of her mouth couldn't help twitching secretly, and the little nurse could only obey her orders, who made this big Buddha even the dean have to rush to stammer.
"Mr. Lu, if you feel unwell, please feel free to inform us, our hospital has arranged a full set of examinations for you, after all, it is safer to have a few more examinations." The little nurse took advantage of the time to take her temperature and explained to the person on the hospital bed, "The director explained that the wound on your back is deep because of the wound, so even if you get a tetanus shot in time, you must always pay attention to infection." As she spoke, her eyes fell on him, and she reached out to lift his hospital gown.
Lu Huaining frowned slightly to stop, "If there is anything uncomfortable, I will inform you, and now please go out." ”
And because of the reason why he suddenly moved his body, Xue Zuining in the dream was awakened instantly, and when he opened his eyes and saw that he was already awake, his eyes suddenly turned red, and the dream just now was full of terrifying scenes where he was covered in blood, and I remember that the doctor told her after the operation that if it was ten minutes late, the consequences would be unimaginable.
She admits that she was scared that if he had a case, she would die of guilt......
Therefore, she stayed by his bedside like this, waiting for him to wake up, guarding the deep guilt in her heart. This man may have hurt himself and innocent people deeply, and without him, his mother and Chen Sang would be fine, but when he fought for himself, she admitted that her heart was melting uncontrollably.
Lu Huaining was half-leaning on the head of the bed like this, waiting for the first words she spoke, but saw her lips trembling slightly, and she couldn't spit out a single word, he held her fingertips, put them on the corner of her lips and kissed them gently, and the slightly large movement involved the wound on her back, which made him grin, "Don't speak, are you scared stupid?" ”
Sadness filled his heart, when this man endured the pain and smiled at her, looking at her eyes was the cherishing of lost after natural and man-made disasters, in the face of such a scene, Xue Zuining finally couldn't help crying, crying and apologizing to him, "I'm sorry......"
Lu Huaining was stunned at first, and then laughed from the bottom of his heart! For him, the weight of these three words far exceeds the other three lingering words that belong to the lover.
Lu Huaining smiled and held her face, raised his head with difficulty, and kissed her affectionately, "You have become very brave!" It seems that in the last moment, she protected herself from her injuries and fell under her body.
And his sudden appreciation, the intimacy without reproach, made her heart tense with guilt even tighter after suddenly relaxing!
The grievances and sadness that were blocked in her heart were vented without scruples!
She instantly stretched out her arms and wrapped her arms tightly around his neck, buried her whole face in the crook of his arms, and cried almost catharsis, "You shouldn't have been so nice to me, I did something wrong......"
"But we're all fine now, aren't we?" Lu Huaining gently dropped a cherished kiss between her hair like soothing a frightened little beast.
Xue Zuining hugged him, didn't speak, just shook his head gently, and his heart was tormented by a sense of betrayal: Lu Huaining, I won't be able to do it well, when I handed over the information to others, the war without gunpowder had already been provoked by me. And now, I have no way out.
On the ninth day after Lu Huaining was injured and admitted to the hospital, the government public bidding for No. 10 in the east of the city officially began, and from before the bidding began, the financial media in City A and even the whole country paid attention to the three most powerful groups, Shengtian, Kunpeng and MS International.
In the corridor of the hospital, Xue Zuining stared at the subtitles at the bottom of the digital TV: Kunpeng Group successfully won the No. 10 auction at a price higher than the Shengtian Group's estimate of 170 million yuan and 115 million higher than MS International.
She was so rigid in place, the thermos bucket in her hand was pinched in the palm of the owner's hand, Zhang Qikun, who stepped out of the venue on the screen, was surrounded by the media and got into the car, and Shengtian's mistake became the focus of public opinion speculation, and the reporters chased after the representatives of Shengtian International who attended the auction.
"Excuse me, what does Sheng Tian think about this auction failure? Will the missed opportunity to cooperate with the German consortium affect Shengtian's future plans to enter the European market? ”
"Mr. Lu Huaining, CEO of Shengtian International, did not attend today, is it because he has planned to fail in advance? Can you explain it to us......"
In the face of the indiscriminate bombardment of media and public opinion, the representative of Sheng Tian was escorted away by the security guards of the venue without changing his face.
At the same time, Lu Huaining's gaze at the screen was still indifferent from beginning to end, and the people who arranged to attend the auction were all confidants within his pre-scope, and he could rest assured of the confidentiality of the plan, but the pressure of public opinion was something he could not ignore.
"Inform the public relations department that they will remain silent and not respond to the auction on the 10th, and as for the speculation of my disappearance, they will still respond with physical illness. The sales department will start the opening sales of the second and third phases of the Splendid Garden from tomorrow, and the news of my previous secret meeting with the German NC consortium must be kept secret. ”
"Understood." Chu Ci is naturally familiar with Lu Huaining's strategy in the mall, and sometimes he gives up temporarily just to fight back better. He immediately handed the person on the sofa a white envelope, "This is the scope of Miss Xue's private activities in recent days, and everyone she has come into contact with has a specific time and conversation record." In addition, Miss Xue has not had any contact with anyone from the Kunpeng Group since that day, you see, isn't it? ”
Lu Huaining glanced at the content recorded on the paper, and even the conversation when she went to the vegetable market to buy live chicken, and her face twitched secretly, "Fire the person who interprets the lip language, from now on, without my permission, the person who arranges for protection and tracking is not allowed to interpret her dialogue anymore." ”
"I will explain Mr. Lu's words word by word, please rest assured." Chu Ci left the ward immediately after cleaning up the burned ashes.
And Xue Zuining sat in the garden in a daze, the chicken soup in the thermos bucket had lost its temperature, and it wasn't until Xiaoyu and the driver Lao Yang, who came to pick up Lu Huaining's discharge, found her that she came back to her senses from the news, got into the car, and returned to the place called home in a daze.
In the bedroom, Xue Zuining sat on the tatami mat with his knees crossed, and the huge floor-to-ceiling window faced the deep blue sea, which appeared hazy in sight.
"Why do you keep being depressed? Do you prefer to stay in the hospital? Lu Huaining came out of the bathroom and saw that she was still in her original posture, and sat beside her, he seemed to be able to guess the troubles in her heart, and he seemed to be unable to read her thoughts.
The headphones were pulled off by the man's sudden movements, the voice in the player floated in the air, Xue Zuining looked back and glared, "What are you doing?" ”
Lu Huaining raised her head and pressed the action that she wanted to plug back in the headphones, "I'm going to ask you what you're thinking in your head." Don't listen to these nonsense things without anything, and you won't be afraid of going to Mount Emei to shave and practice when your brain cramps! Could it be that listening to these Buddhas will bless you? ”
"What a mess! People have a name, the "Great Compassion Mantra" of Buddhism Pudu sentient beings. Xue Zuining didn't know when she fell in love with Zen songs, she only knew that the enlightened words of the Buddhists could restore the tranquility of her heart.
“…… Success, it's my heart. Seeing her raise her eyebrows to defend herself, Lu Huaining took off one of her earphones, "Don't be stingy, let me purify my soul too." ”
In less than a minute, the man put the headphones back into her ear, and the words in his mouth were still saying, "What the hell, just fooling you sentimental women!" ”
"It's not that we women are sentimental, but that you men have too many calculations in their hearts, and you can't let go of them if you can't get them, ambition, desire. Hope, success or failure......"
"Yo, I've read too many Buddhist scriptures, when will I become a master of seeing through human nature."
"Don't interrupt!" Xue Zuining closed his eyes and reverently comprehended the realization in the Zen language with his heart, "Human nature is greedy, but the mistake should be or should be released, the Heart Sutra of "Prajnaparamita" says, according to the five aggregates are empty, the original meaning is that everything in the world is empty, what you see, what you want to get, what you have obtained, these are the root of your greed, and often people are blinded by the immediate interests, blindly pursuing things that do not belong to them, will be troubled, only accounting, so people, there are seven sufferings, birth, old age, sickness, death, resentment, love and parting, Seeking no suffering, the five aggregates are blazing and the brain is blinded by material interests, so there is the word "self-troubles......"
Lu Huaining looked at her steadily, her face with a peaceful breath raised slightly, her eyes passed through the rain outside the window, through the darkness, and put it in the ethereal, the white exhalation made her side face look suddenly blurred, she didn't know what she thought of, she sighed heavily in her misty eyes, and her hanging eyelashes crossed the air, and also crossed his heart, as if a warm goose feather fell on the soft thing in the chest, and her heart was pounding.
The last sentence of the Buddhist scriptures made Xue Zuining smile with relief, "One thought is lost, the Buddha is all sentient beings, one thought is enlightened, all sliving beings are Buddhas, Bodhi is empty, and the four are empty." ”
Lu Huaining is an atheist, he has never believed in gods, he only believes in himself, and at this moment, looking at her sitting quietly in the rainy night like an ink painting listening to Zen enlightenment, an indescribable feeling made him suddenly at a loss, and he always felt as if she was just a misty dust suspended in the air, and she would fly away from his world at any time.
"You say, is there really karma in this world?" She stared sideways.
Lu Huaining finally understood the contradictory uneasiness in her heart at this moment, but let his heart find support in the ups and downs, and his lips quietly slid past her ears, "I don't believe in karma, I only believe in my own heart." ”
So, even if it's wrong, it's right!