46. Chapter 46

Lao Zhaoyi looked at the clouds floating in the sky, and a happy smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"Yes, the emperor came to pick me up."

Lin Yuqing looked at Lao Zhaoyi's face with a very satisfied expression, although she didn't know if she went crazy before she came here, or if she went crazy after coming here, but in such a harsh environment, living alone for so long, if she was a normal person, she would not be able to stand it a long time ago. Perhaps, it is precisely because Lao Zhaoyi is crazy that he can live here alone for so long!

"Girl, what's your name?"

Lao Zhaoyi's sudden question made Lin Yuqing feel shocked, she lowered her head, looked at Lao Zhaoyi, and felt that Lao Zhaoyi's expression was very serious, and her eyes didn't look cloudy anymore, and the smile and expression on her face also matched very well, like a normal person.

Lin Yuqing smiled and said, "I'm Shen Xiu." ”

"Shen Xiu! It's a very ordinary name, just like you. ”

Lin Yuqing was very unhappy when she heard this, although the two of them had only known each other for the second day, but she had at least helped her find something to eat, and she would not belittle herself like this!

Lao Zhaoyi looked at Lin Yuqing's dissatisfied puffing cheeks, smiled secretly in her heart, and continued: "However, you are very kind and a man, this is enough. Before I leave, I can meet you, it seems that God treats me well! ”

Lin Yuqing felt that Lao Zhaoyi's words were very strange, and asked puzzledly, "What before leaving?" Are you leaving the palace? ”

Lao Zhaoyi did not answer Lin Yuqing's question, but pointed to the clouds floating in the sky and said, "You see, the clouds in the sky are so beautiful and pure, but that's because they have been floating in the sky carefree. No matter how pure the white clouds are, as long as they enter the palace, they will no longer be pure. ”

Lin Yuqing heard that Lao Zhaoyi was very organized, so he asked softly, "Zhaoyi Niangniang, are you okay?" ”

Lao Zhaoyi looked at her and smiled, "Okay, I won't do it again in the future." ”

Lin Yuqing smiled perfunctorily, thinking, where is this crazy disease said to be good, it seems that it is still not good!

"Okay, okay, then you wait a minute, I'll cook."

Lin Yuqing tried her best not to care about Lao Zhaoyi's state, so as not to stimulate her and become a crazy woman again.

Lao Zhaoyi got up with Lin Yuqing and said, "I'll go with you!" This is a place of self-destruction, everything is on its own. It's good that you can look at it all this with such joy. ”

Lin Yuqing smiled stupidly. She thinks today's Lao Zhaoyi is very strange, no, it should be very strange when she first saw it yesterday.

She finally picked the fruit, but after Lao Zhaoyi ate it, it didn't take long for her to spit it out. The way she speaks now is undoubtedly like a normal person, but that's what makes her feel even stranger.

The two of them simply cooked a meal, but Lao Zhaoyi kept watching Lin Yuqing eat, and he really didn't move at all.

"Niangniang, why don't you eat? Although these are not as good as coarse tea and light rice, we have to live! Eat a little bit of it! Lin Yuqing kindly persuaded.

Lao Zhaoyi smiled and shook his head, "I'm not hungry now, I'll eat when I'm hungry." ”

Lin Yuqing smiled, this old Zhaoyi didn't eat well yesterday, and now it's noon, and the two of them have their first meal today, how can they not be hungry? However, since Lao Zhaoyi said so, Lin Yuqing was not reluctant.

Lin Yuqing didn't want to die here like this, the age of her body was only sixteen years old, and there was still a lot of time for her to live, if she died here, then she would really be reincarnated as a human being in vain. She has made up her mind to live strong like Xiaoqiang. Only in this way can we usher in a better tomorrow.

After eating, Lao Zhaoyi took Lin Yuqing and walked into the woods. It turned out that not far from the house, there was a naturally formed pothole.

Lao Zhaoyi pointed to the pit and said with emotion: "Dust to dust, soil to dust, after a person dies, it is nothing more than a handful of dust." In my life, I lived in a mess, muddy, and empty of a good skin, but it was also in vain.

Once, there was a little guard who said that he would take me out of the palace, saying that anyone who entered Kurosawa Pond would be sent to hell, and there would be no chance to turn over. Those who enter the cold palace may still be favored by the emperor again, but Kurosawa Pond is a place where the palace is filthy, and no one will think of who else is in this place.

At that time, I was too young to understand the sinister hearts of the people in the palace, and I always hoped that the emperor would remember me. So, I turned down the little guard. However, the little guard was the only one who had ever come here to see me, and no one had ever come since I turned him down.

The expectation of the emperor in my heart has slowly become a delusion, a place where even a slave will not set foot in, how can the emperor with countless beauties think of it. ”

Speaking of this, Lao Zhaoyi looked at Lin Yuqing sadly and smiled sadly.

Lin Yuqing's heart was half cold, she saw the tragic situation of Lao Zhaoyi, to be honest, she once thought that the Queen Mother's kindness could be taken care of herself, and after ten days, no matter what, someone would always come to pick her up!

But now, she has no bottom in her heart. Lao Zhaoyi was isolated in this place because of illness, and the ruthless emperor didn't even send a doctor to see Lao Zhaoyi anymore, just like throwing garbage, leaving the beauty he once loved in this smelly place.

"It was the Queen Mother who punished me and locked me up in this place. I think the Queen Mother is so kind, she should let me go! Lin Yuqing was very unconfident to say what he hoped in his heart.

Lao Zhaoyi sneered twice, "That woman who is different from the outside? When the emperor died, he still remembered to send me a white dress, at that time, my illness had been cured, and she knew the truth. But no matter what, she still didn't take me back to the palace, and still let me live in this place where pigs and dogs are not as good. I know that she hates me. When she was pregnant, I was favored by the emperor, and she had hatred in her heart, and the dragon heir who hated herself didn't tie the emperor's heart. ”

Lao Zhaoyi spoke with a little pride, but also with a bit of desolation and loneliness.

When she reached the end of her life, she began to cough, and she couldn't even speak coherently.

"What's wrong with you?"

Lin Yuqing patted her on the back, hoping to relieve her pain a little.

Lao Zhaoyi held Lin Yuqing's hand and said with a smile: "Before you came here, although your consciousness was sometimes clear and sometimes vague, I knew that my time was running out. I'm glad that before I leave, I can meet a good girl like you who is willing to share my hardships. ”

She pointed to the hole and continued, "When I'm dead, bury me here!" After all, I've lived here for so long, and it's nice to have a burial place. ”

When Lin Yuqing heard Lao Zhaoyi say that he was going to die, his nose was sore, and he actually shed tears.

"I just met you, how can you go? If you leave and leave me alone, I will be sad and lonely. Do you want to eat? I know a guard who said he would come and bring me something to eat today, and if you wait a little longer, you won't die if you have something to eat. You have to think about how many snacks you haven't tasted, how many beautiful flowers you haven't seen, and if you die like this, you won't be able to see them. ”

Lao Zhaoyi looked at the scars on Lin Yuqing's face, wiped the tears from her face distressedly, and said with a smile: "I once lost the opportunity, and I will never see it again, if someone is worried about you, you should not miss it again, otherwise, you will become the second me, and I will die here." ”

Lin Yuqing's tears soaked in the slightest pain in the injured place, but she couldn't take care of these anymore.

"I don't want you to die, and I don't want to die here of old age. Let's get out of here together! I'll take care of you, and even if we can't leave the palace, I'll find a way to make your life a good one." ”

Lin Yuqing was crying very sadly, she was crying about the tragic life of the person who was about to leave, and she was also crying for herself, the tragic life she was about to usher in.

"Alright, you can help me into the house first!"

Lao Zhaoyi didn't even have the strength to stand up, she hadn't eaten for more than ten days. It's not that she doesn't want to eat, it's that her organs have failed and she can't eat. She is really grateful to God, she was not alone before she died, her life ended like this, if there is an afterlife, she just wants to be an ordinary woman and live this life plainly.

Lin Yuqing almost carried Lao Zhaoyi back to the house, and her tears never stopped along the way.

She followed Lao Zhaoyi's instructions and opened a wardrobe with only half a door. This place, except that the house is sturdy enough and does not need to be renovated often, is simply nothing.

Lin Yuqing took out a piece of clothing from inside, which was already white, and there was a layer of mold growing on it due to dampness. However, this is already the best of these blackened clothes.

After she handed over her clothes to Lao Zhaoyi, she fetched another basin of water, and then exited the room.