In the early hours of the morning, the alternating keys of C major, Fe minor and E major, played slowly in this night less than an hour before dawn, without singing, only a lonely hollow piano and a glass of light wine.

Some people say that in the intertwined world, perhaps only when you are completely drunk can you see the quiet and peace in your heart, and you are lonely but enjoying it at that time.

I stopped to enjoy the lonely playing, and the cold wind that sneaked in made me feel a little cold.

It's early spring in Italy, the season when loneliness is most easily experienced.

I gently licked the moist warm air, so cold!

Fingertips swiped slightly across the surface of the piano, maybe my life is just like this key, black and white.

At least, sadly in the eyes of others.

However, I am enjoying my life now.

Dawn, 5:04. Slowly, in the corner of the sky outside the window, a little light was revealed. I stood by the window, looking at the world outside, imagining that at the same time and in different places, there were people who liked to enjoy life that others didn't understand.

I smiled shallowly, and in the reflection of the window next to me, there was a light in my eyes that I didn't even understand, and maybe I would have to go back there eventually.

- I embrace loneliness, I enjoy it, but occasionally I hate it.

By: A woman who is paradoxically in love