Some people say that the most wonderful feelings in this world are love at first sight, because two people will never know the Tao before they meet, and there is such a person in this world who will let himself fall in love at the first moment he meets each other, and he can't extricate himself.

Mulan, do you know the way? I didn't believe in love at first sight, but after I met you, I did.

Perhaps, you are the catastrophe arranged for me by God, I meet you in this life, fall in love with you, I am destined to be doomed.

I still remember that when Yunshang Pavilion first met you, I fell in love with you at first sight, and I didn't understand at that time, what that moment of atrial tremor represented, and then I realized that it was the beginning of the catastrophe in my life.

Later, I reunited with you on the banks of the Qingbi River, you played against everyone, I marveled at your chess skills, admired you, and began to find that I seemed to have an unusual feeling for you.

I was very angry that someone was bullying you, and I ignored the danger of being recorded by the prince's cousin, and ordered someone to secretly get rid of the three admirals and yamen. Although my people were a step late, they still didn't go in vain, the three people who were killed by a knife had a lot of holes in their bodies, even if they arrived in the underworld, presumably Lord Yama wouldn't recognize who they were.

Mulan, do you know the way? The night you invited the guest of the curtain and chose the prince's cousin was the first heartache in my life. For the first time, I understood what it means to be heartbroken, what it means to be sad, and what it means to be involuntarily.

For the first time in my life, I wish I was an ordinary person, not a prince of the Hou Mansion who looked beautiful on the outside, but in fact couldn't do many things as he wanted.

Later, you disappeared mysteriously, and I was very worried. But after receiving the box you sent, and knowing that the Prime Minister also received a box, I was a little happy. Because that means that you have nothing to do, and it also means that you have nothing to do with the prince's cousin and Prime Minister Zhuge Cheng.

After that, I was very anxious for a long time, because I didn't know where you were, hoping for your news, hoping that you would be safe, hoping that you would be ...... You can come back soon.

The moment I learned that you were back, I was so excited that I couldn't find the north, and I rushed to the street impatiently, eager to meet you again, that was the first time in my life that I realized what it means to not see you for a day.

I don't know which street and alley you are in Yecheng, like a headless fly running all over the street, fortunately, God still favors me, soon, I found you, you and I reunited, like a story as wonderful and thrilling.

Both then and now, I am glad that you saved that child, because I have another past that I can recall. It's just that every time I think of you saying that you don't have a heart, my heart will feel a little painful, like a needle prick, like a worm bite.

It's not that you don't have a heart, but your heart has never belonged to me......

Once, I didn't believe in fate, but now that I think about it, many things, maybe really doomed, at that time, if I was stronger, I would directly bring you back to the Hou Mansion to settle down, let you stay by my side, instead of letting you be outcast, and finally have the opportunity to live in the Prime Minister's Mansion, I think between us, maybe there will be the possibility of being together, but unfortunately I lost this only opportunity.

Since then, I have also made a lot of efforts, and my father's disapproval at the beginning to his approval later can be said to be a very different change for me. It's a pity that before this transformation has any effect, you disappear again, disappear from my life, and refuse to give me a chance.

Although I am a noble prince, and there are countless beautiful concubines in the palace, but they are just a play on the spot, used to confuse outsiders, I have never touched them, and the first moment they entered the mansion, I have already confessed my position to them, and they understand their situation. Yet, even though I'm telling you this, you're still dismissive of me.

I am also a human being, I will also be hurt, in this world, you are the first person to hurt me so deeply, but sadly, although you hurt me very badly, I can't let go of you no matter what, and I have never hated you.

If unrequited love is poison, I think that from the moment I met you, I was destined to be poisoned into the bone marrow and there was no cure.

Later, in Wuyi, we unexpectedly reunited, and we learned that you were Mu Bangqing, the prince's cousin had been looking for, and at that moment, I was almost sent to hell. If you are Bai Mulan, just a Chu Pavilion woman, I may still be able to fight and use some means to let you marry into the Mo family, but if you are Mu Bangqing, I can only bury my feelings in the bottom of my heart.

Mulan, do you know the way? Because of you, I have been melancholy, degenerate, self-exiled, tormented between you and your family, and struggled between you and the Tiansheng Dynasty. If I were asked who I care about in this world, I would say that I care about you more than my parents.

No matter who you are, whether it is Bai Mulan or Mu Bangqing, no matter who you will marry in the future or whose wife you will become, I sincerely hope that you can be happy.

For you, and for the future future of the Mo family, after Zhuge Wuwei defeated the prince's cousin, when the imperial uncle ordered the Mo family to go out of the mountain, I chose to stay out of the matter.

My father once asked me if I would regret doing this in the future, and if I would blame myself for ignoring myself and causing the heavens to fall, and I knew that no matter how the annals of history will be written, and how future generations will judge, I will not regret my decision, because everything is not as good as the smile you cast on me at this moment.

"Master Mo, I haven't seen you for a long time, don't come unharmed."

"Long time no see, how are you lately?"

Compared with the past, you are a little more beautiful, and they all say that pregnant people are more beautiful, and now I believe it.

"I'm fine, what about you? How is it going? ”

"I'm also fine, you sit, I just ordered someone to make a pot of tea, it's the best Biluochun treasured in my family, you can taste it."

"Okay, I'll taste ......"

“…… Well, it tastes good and is fragrant. ”

"How many months has the baby in your womb? How is the child? ”

You experienced such an encounter in the woods, this child, presumably it is possible that he was left behind at that time, and I don't know how to do it...... Is it acceptable for this child to exist......

"Son, it's been more than four months, and in a few days, it will be five months. The doctor diagnosed and said that the child was fine and healthy. ”

More than four months...... Wasn't that exactly the time?

"Brother Wuwei...... Is it good for you and your child? ”

"He's very good to me and my children, although Xixia has just been founded, and he has a lot of affairs to do, but every day, he will come to my palace on time to visit me and my children, and he will never be late."

"That's fine, since he is good to you and the child, and you will be the only one in his harem in the future, then I don't have to worry about anything."

If he couldn't accept the existence of this child, I was still thinking that I would raise it for you if you wanted to, but now it seems that I don't have to worry about it.

"Huh! I've been talking about my business, I live in the palace, my daily life is so ordinary and simple, there is almost nothing to say, and you are in the people, you must be exposed to a lot of new and interesting things every day, you might as well talk about what is happening around you. ”

"My life is also very normal, nothing more than taking care of the family business, and other than that, there is nothing special."

"I heard that you dismissed all the concubines in the house?"

This one...... Do you know the truth? I wonder if you ever had a fluctuation in your heart after hearing the news? Presumably there is, right? However, what you're going to say next, I can roughly guess.

“…… Well, for each of them, I gave them a considerable amount of resettlement money to find their own happiness. ”

"What about yourself? What are your plans for the future? But already have a girl you like? ”

Scold! Sure enough, this is the person I know, tenacious, intelligent, resolute, and kind, but when you don't know it, you hurt people deeply.

But I know that your intentions are good, you want me to live well, you want me to be happy, so I don't blame you.

“…… Not yet. ”

"Then you have to work harder, you can go outside more, I believe that in the world of the world, there will always be a special woman who makes you happy, and you deserve to be happy."

"Huh! Perhaps. ”

"Queen Mother, the emperor is looking for you everywhere, you should go back to the palace quickly. If you don't go back, he will probably have to tear off the roof of the palace! ”

"Aoba, why are you here?"

"Niangniang, after the emperor finished handling the affairs and saw that you were not in the palace, he was so anxious that he ordered his subordinates to look for you everywhere, you should go back with your subordinates quickly."

"I'm catching up with Mo Gongzi, I won't be able to go back until later, you ...... first"

"Niangniang, you don't know the temper of the emperor, what he cares about most now is you and the little master, once he can't see you, he is so anxious as if something. Mo Gongzi is an old acquaintance, you can make an appointment with him to meet next time, and his subordinates believe that Mo Gongzi is a reasonable person, don't count these things, you can go back with your subordinates quickly, in case the emperor really lifts the palace. ”

"This ......"

"Since Brother Wuwei is in a hurry to find you, you can go back first, we can make an appointment next time."

“…… Mo Gongzi ......"

"Go ahead, I just have a deal to negotiate later, and it's almost time to get over now."

"That'...... We'll see you next time. ”

"Hmm."

"Master, the queen has already gone away, let's go too."

"Zhang Liang, don't worry, I'll sit down for a while, and when I finish drinking this pot of tea, it's not too late to leave."

Brother Wuwei sent Aoba to you, because he was afraid that I would talk to you for too long, right? Unexpectedly, Brother Wuwei, who called for wind and rain and dominated the court, would be so stingy. But being stingy just means that he cares about you, and if he is good to you, I can rest assured of everything.

As for me, rest assured, I will try to make myself well. Even if I'm alone forever, I'll take care of myself so that you don't feel guilty about it.

As for my heart for you, whether you understand it or not, I just need to understand it myself.

I know that there is a kind of feeling, called falling in love at first sight, and then seeing love, and seeing love at third sight...... Death.