In a music bar not far from the Lido Hotel, the lights are dim, the singing is gentle, and all kinds of petty bourgeoisie, after work, are here to have fun, grind their teeth, or listen to music to relax, or look for a free affair or something.

An An and I sat in a small booth in the corner, drinking red wine.

"If Lao Jia hadn't brought me over today, you wouldn't have shown up about this, would you?" An An's face was flushed, and her big watery eyes looked at me and asked.

"Why do you owe so much money?"

I sipped my red wine, looked at An An and asked.

"Losing money in business! All the savings were gone, and I originally wanted to borrow usury and sell the last goods, but the partner company heard that our benefits were not good, so they also withdrew! ”

An An's slender fingers supported her chin, and there were no violent emotional fluctuations on her little face, so she said indifferently.

"I'll help you!"

I said in silence.

"Hehe, no! Your money, I'll pay it back, I really will! ”

An An smiled and refused indifferently.

"Feel free to do whatever you want!"

I didn't force it anymore because I knew her character. She was sometimes a bit more rigid than I was, and I hadn't seen her ask anyone since the day I knew her.

At this point, we don't seem to have much to say. Compared with Lao Xian and Xiaoxiao, my first love with An An seems destined to be lonely in regret, it is more realistic, more down-to-earth, and more hurtful.

I wanted to go with all my heart, in fact, An An kept urging me to go back, but glasses of red wine poured into her stomach from her red lips, and I couldn't say anything about leaving.

Why, I'm always avoiding An An, because I'm quite afraid of her eyes, and even more afraid of this atmosphere.

The time was close to zero o'clock, the people in the bar were almost scattered, An An was completely drunk, and her little head was pillowed on her arms, lying on the table. I sighed and lifted her out of the bar.

Then I opened a room in the Lido, sent her in, took off her shoes, turned off the lights, and prepared to leave.

"Nannan, aren't you going?"

The moment I turned around, my waist was suddenly wrapped around two slender arms, An An lay on my back, her body trembled, her voice trembled, and she seemed to use all her strength to whisper to me.

She let go of her last reserve, let go of the stubbornness that she had insisted on for many years, and kept me for the first time.

"I have to go back!"

I gritted my teeth and refused.

"Nannan, why do I hear from you everywhere I go, why do I hide and still meet you all these years, I will always be alone, eating alone, shopping alone, sick alone!"

An An sobbed silently, took off all her defenses, and confided in me.

"You've drunk too much, go to sleep!"

My eyes were sour, and I grabbed An An's palm tightly, gritted my teeth and said.

"Poof!"

An An pushed me and hit the door panel directly, and before I could react, a pair of red lips stuck to my mouth, sucking hard.

"I'm afraid!"

I reached out and tried my best to control my strength, frowning and pushing her away.

"Whew!"

An An stood barefoot on the carpet, her hair disheveled, and looked at me panting.

"Xiaoyu is already pregnant with my child!! An An, I will accept you like a fucking beast again, that will harm you! I can't promise you anything because I'm married! Love first and foremost serves the family, you know?! ”

I clenched my fists and leaned against the door panel and continued in a daze: "You rest early, I'm leaving!" ”

"Okay, let's go, let's go!"

An Anmu was in tears and stood in place.

"Bang dang!"

I pulled the door open and walked away

It's still the same bar, it's still the same card room just now.

I held the bottle of red wine, drank it with a coo, held my head with my left hand, shed tears, grabbed the waiter who was yawning from sleepiness, and said, "You know what?!" She's really nice to me, silly as good as B! Paying off the debts for my dad, working hard to run the ocean, but I can't give anything to her brother, do you know what is the hardest thing in life? You don't know when you look at it, you're still young! But I can tell you that the hardest thing in life is that you reject others, and the harder thing is to reject someone you love and can't completely forget! ”

"Big brother, stop drinking!! We're almost out of work! The waitress yawned.

"Fuck, I'll tip you, two hundred an hour, you talk to me for a while, who the fuck am I talking to?"

I grabbed him tightly, the corners of my mouth foamed, and continued: "I'm rich, very rich, really, don't believe it!"

"Well, you're rich!"

The waiter nodded helplessly.

"I'm so rich, you can't imagine it! But I rarely go out with cash, basically someone else pays the bill, you see the money is red, it's like a blood bubble, the more you look at it, the more scary it is, but you don't have the courage to say you don't want it, how strange do you say this person is?! A Zhiwei died in Myanmar, and I told myself, with the money, this must be the last one! But it is precisely because we are rich that we come back and die again, breaking one of my best brothers! Walked a brother who couldn't run away with me for seven years, and I can only fucking watch, I can only look at An An, even if I have a lot of money, I can't let her start a normal life again, I am destined to let her live up to her in this life, but you know, you have failed a person, what is the psychological pressure? It's uncomfortable, it's really uncomfortable! ”

I gritted my teeth and continued to chatter, release.

"Big brother! Obedient ang, Niu B is almost blowing, let's go home! ”

The waiter dragged me tightly.

"I'm sorry for An An, I'm sorry for my brothers, I'm sorry for them!"

I lay on the table and muttered one sentence at a time.

"Nobody chicken. you! It's not over yet! ”

The waiter dragged me twice, but found that I couldn't pull it, and finally I was in a hurry and didn't care

Ten minutes later, I was thrown by the waiter at the door of the bar and sat in the snow, staring blankly at a row of straight street lamps, unable to move a single step.

"Squeak!"

When the car arrived, Ma Xiaoyou walked down in pajamas with a slightly bulging lower abdomen.

"What are you doing here?"

I asked, staring.

"Take you home!" Ma Xiaoyou replied crisply, walked to my side without complaint, and used all his strength to help me.

"If I don't go back with you, I'm annoying you!"

I said with a wave of my hand.

"Hehe, why bother me?" Ma Xiaoyou coaxed me and dragged me up.

"I'm annoying you!!" I squinted and cursed.

"Bother me, why don't you find someone else to marry?"

Ma Xiaoyou asked casually.

"Because you're mine now!"

"Huh!"

Ma Xiaoyou smiled, drove my arm, and walked to the car step by step, two rows of footprints were intertwined, and I couldn't tell you and me apart.