Chapter 196: Heavenly Evil Lone Star
Ancient Matsu is still the same chess game. The white-clothed fairy with crane hair and childish face is the prince of the East. With his back to me, and I, afraid to disturb him, quietly walked over and stood not far from him, silently watching him.
"Coming?" The prince of the east had already noticed my coming, and he stood up and looked back at me with a smile like a loving elder.
"Zhuzhu meets the prince of the east." I quickly knelt down and saluted.
The prince of the east smiled: "It should be to meet the father-in-law!" ”
I shuddered, the Queen Mother of the West had always refused to accept me, and the Prince of the East had so easily recognized my identity.
Seeing me stunned on the ground, the king of the east said, "Get up, your body has just recovered, don't kneel like this." ”
My heart warmed, my eyes were astringent, and I had the urge to cry.
"You have been recuperating in Lunshan for so many days, and I have not visited you because I think that the little doctor girl named Mother-in-law is very reliable, after all, it was my son of the Heavenly Monarch who personally selected it for you."
The words of the prince of the east made me unable to connect, and what lingered in my heart was the warm waves.
The Eastern Princes continued: "My son was an infatuated seed before he ruled the Three Realms, and he loved every relationship so intensely and inextricably, but he always loved so strongly and inextricably, and treated every woman he fell in love with. You say that he loves Bo and is not dedicated, but he is not, when he is in love, he treats every relationship seriously and responsibly, but every relationship will pass. So, this time, for you, Jangzhu, I'm not sure how long he can be dedicated to you......"
It turned out that the seemingly gentle smile of the prince of the east concealed this deep meaning. He was telling me that I wasn't necessarily an exception to Tianjun's feelings, and that I might just be just another poor woman after Ah Yue, Lili, and Snow Girl.
"But so what? I love him, no matter how long he can love me, whether he won't love me tomorrow, or he doesn't love me today, but as long as I love him, it's enough. ”
In the face of the Eastern Prince, I was not afraid and retreated, and straightened my waist.
The prince of the east still smiled so quietly.
But you can be sure of how much pure your love is. Don't forget to compare yourself to my Heavenly Son. You're also a lover and inattentive person......"
My body staggered backwards instantly.
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When I came out of the prince of the east, I lost my soul. The words of the prince of the east struck me, and I stumbled all the way, and walked aim. The footsteps are floating and floating. It's like stepping on cotton.
What qualifications do I have to say love and protection to the Heavenly King? I once had a male and female affection for him because of Shen Ying's kindness, and the hatred of my mother cut off this relationship like a sharp blade. In the emotional emptiness, I accepted Yang Jian, who had always been kind to me. I am obsessed with Yang Jian's love and doting on me regardless of return. So I began to throw myself into Yang Jian's arms again with turmoil. Then there was the amnesia, and when I sneaked into the Xiangxiang Cave in Fangchun Mountain and saw the purple-clothed man sitting on the swing under the cherry blossom tree, holding the book of heaven in his hand, my heart was once again turbulent. Behind my ears, I have been drifting between the three men of Shen Ying, Yang Jian, and Tianjun, and I enjoy the love and waiting of each of them, and then make each of them hurt.
Such a bead, such a me, even if I think back on it, are unacceptable. Love Bo and inattentive, I am such a water-based poplar, not pure woman. With such a me, what face do I have to say about love?
Walking among the mountains of Lunshan, I can't wait to find a crack in the ground to drill.
I was disgusted with myself. At the moment, I hate my body so much.
was dizzy, walking with self-pity, and the sky was darkening unconsciously. Suddenly, there was a flickering fire in the grove in front of me, which was particularly eye-catching in the dark night.
I was curious, so I quietly walked over. It was Mother-in-law. She was burning paper money, and there were words in her mouth.
I was momentarily confused, not knowing who she was burning paper money for, so I quietly stood and listened to what she had to say, and my mother-in-law, perhaps so engrossed, did not notice me.
I saw the orange firelight reflecting her focused cheeks, and I only heard her mourning: "Brother Ai Mang, Brother Chulong, my sister's demonic poison has retreated, and she is as beautiful as before." Although I know that your soul is gone, and you can't receive any money if I burn paper, I'll burn some for you, if your soul can still save that wisp......"
When the mother-in-law said this, her hand that burned the paper money shook and she began to cry sadly.
Listening to her whimpering, my body fell into the abyss.
Could it be that my demon poison was cured because of Ai Mang and Chu Long? I remember that by the Spirit River, when I went crazy out of control, Ai Mang and the First Dragon turned into two white rays of light and entered my body......
No wonder I always have the pain of my blood being filtered out in my dreams, it turns out that it is not a dream, it is real. Ai Mang and Chu Long washed away the demonic nature from my blood with their pure souls that had been impregnated with Bodhi.
Tears welled up in my eyes. I didn't bother my mother-in-law, I didn't expose the lies she had been hiding from me all this time, I didn't want to see her innocent appearance, I turned around and left the grove in despair.
Along the way, I let tears wash over my face, as if that would wash away my sins.
Why am I such an ominous person? I have allowed almost every friend and lover who is close to me and cares about me to be hurt to varying degrees. I have affected Yang Jian, Shen Ying, and Hailan Zhu, and now I have killed Ai Mang and Chu Long after killing Zijuan. Am I the fate of such a lonely star?
Back on the cliff where I had sat with Ana, I sat down.
I once remembered that Ah Yue wanted to push me off the cliff between Kunshan and Lunshan, and she told me that there was a piece of magma under the cliff, which could make the gods lose their souls, no less than the Lechuan River under the Mengpo Bridge, and could make the ghosts never be reborn.
At this moment, I felt the urge to commit suicide. I want to destroy myself so that I will never drag anyone down again, and I will never hurt anyone again. But a gust of mountain wind blew me up. My life was only bought by many people to protect me, Ai Mang and Chu Long's sacrifice was to fulfill my immortal body and live well, how could I easily let them down? I can't die, I can only live better.
Now I'm left with only Granny and Tenjun. How can I bear to let such a bad character drag them down again? In the midst of the chaos, I made a decision: to leave. (To be continued......)