To live, people need to keep dusting their souls, introspection, self-blame, self-realization, and self-respect.

Lu Huaining's silent expression instantly lost all the color of blood, even a few points paler than white paper, and his voice lost its indifferent temperature hoarsely, "It was me who had an argument with her." ”

"If I'm not mistaken, this should be your first child too, right?" The female doctor seemed to be very sure, looking at the man's default expression, her voice was dyed with a little pain, "As a parent, I naturally know the joy of being a father for the first time, but a woman needs a man's support in such a period. Every child is an angel in the world with folded wings, and I, as a doctor, should naturally take care of every little life. However, whether it is for the intended parents or the unborn child, the malformed fetus is a great physical and psychological burden, and it is really helpless to recommend an abortion......"

"What did you just say?" Malformation? Is it my own auditory hallucination?

"She didn't tell you?" The female doctor was also quite surprised, "If this is the case, you had better communicate with her when the patient is sober." ”

At this time, the man's ears were thundered by the doctor's news like a thunderbolt from the sky, and he only felt that the boundless darkness was rushing towards him like a huge tide, and he barely stood up, but the ground was dark in front of him, his feet were unstable, and his body was planted back in his chair.

It turns out that the truth, so!

For two days and one night, the only thing that supported her to live was the sad nutrient solution. When a person deep in darkness wakes up from the faint smell of disinfectant water, his eyes are opened, his eyes are dropped, and he is monotonous and solemnly pale. The remnant sun penetrated through the gap in the curtain, a narrow one, revealing a faint red, it seemed to have a bloody taste, Xue Zuining frowned slightly and looked away, and a hazy feeling of dizziness came from the depths of his eyes, which disappeared after a while.

It turns out that this is the feeling of the aftermath of the catastrophe, and it seems that there is no ecstasy in other people's writings.

It took her a long time to relax and want to sit up, but she suddenly found that there was an arm on her waist, and her body stiffened in an instant, and when she turned her head, she only breathed a breath, and she was sleeping in the man's arms!

The man who was already sleeping lightly opened his eyes with her slight movements, staring at her intently, and in a familiar but unfamiliar look, he quietly reached out to comb her loose hair.

The feeling of her fingertips rubbing her skin made all kinds of terrifying memories of last night flood into her mind like a tide, she shrank in fright, but her hands covered her lower abdomen protectively, and the already shallow blood color faded in an instant. It took a while for Xue Zuining to react, and she opened her eyes and looked at the man who was a stone's throw away from her.

The crisp sound echoed in the ward, and the palms of his hands were numb, but the hatred in Xue Zuining's eyes did not subside at all, looking at his face quickly showing red marks, his eyes narrowed slightly, and his tense jaw showed that he was trying his best to endure.

She felt numb and painful in her hand, and when she looked at it, she found that her hand was wrapped in white gauze.

"Does it hurt?" Lu Huaining remembered the picture of her nails sinking deep in the flesh that night, and said that ten fingers were connected to her heart, how collapsed she should have been at that time.

Xue Zuining looked at the man's care at this moment, and remembered his desperate beating on the door and begging that night, as well as his innocent child...... The hand trembled uncontrollably, and the moment the man raised his eyes, a slap was thrown in his face again.

Lu Huaining closed her eyes and clenched her fists, she used her strength hard, but because of her weak body, the pain on her face was not very intense, but the feeling of being stabbed by a knife was better than these two slaps. He pursed his lips and tried to suppress the anger before he slowly opened his eyes, looked at her and said, "Are you better?" ”

"Get out!" She trembled and roared, trying to break his arms and run away, but he hugged her tighter, patted her gently on the back and said, "I'm sorry you hid it from me like that, I'm just too angry, I don't know if you're afraid of this...... Don't make a fuss, sleep for a while, and the doctor told you to rest more to take care of your body. It's not your fault that the child is gone, good, we still have a chance in the future. ”

Xue Zuining was stunned for two seconds, and suddenly began to struggle and writhe frantically, like a fish out of the water fluttering hard, "I never, never!" Lu Huaining, I hate you, I hate you! Why don't you die for anything! ”

After the operation, she was too weak, and she had a nutritional injection last night, but this was just a drop in the bucket for her body, who was originally damaged, and soon she ran out of strength, and quickly lost support like a balloon was punctured, and was forced to nest in his arms to gasp.

Lu Huaining was silent and stroked her back to appease, but felt her silent resistance, Xue Zuining closed his eyes tiredly, choked and spoke, "Lu Huaining, unless I die, I will crawl out of your sight even if I crawl ......"

He only felt that he had been poured a basin of cold water on his head, and it was like being poured a pot of boiling oil, and he didn't know whether it was hot or cold, his heart was pounding, and the blood was rushing along the blood vessels, so uncomfortable that the muscles of his whole body were tense. After a long time, he regained his senses, and the hand on her waist made her nowhere to escape, "Why are you angry again, there should be a limit to anger." Little liar, you can try to see if you will have the good luck this time next time. ”

"Little liar?" She suddenly smiled, tears oozed from the corners of her eyes, and her voice was hoarse, but she deliberately slowed down, "Lu Huaining, whether that child is healthy or not, all I want is to make you hurt!" ”

He lifted her chin and looked at her in pain but forced to calm down, so her somewhat distorted face smiled coldly, "Xue Zuining, you are really good!" ”

She indifferently opened her eyes and stopped looking at him, he was even more angry when he saw her like this, he held her face and kissed it wildly, she trembled, gritted her teeth to prevent him from penetrating the tip of his tongue, and then she couldn't stand it, she opened her mouth and bited. But the man reacted very quickly, quickly grabbed her cheek, and forced her to share the bitterness in his heart.

Warm tears quietly overflowed from the closed eyes and slipped into the sideburns, should I hate? It's just that why is it so painful and tired?

There was a numbing pain at the tip of his tongue, and his cool thin lips pressed against her trembling skin, "Xue Zuining, do you know Lu Dao, the moment I know the truth of Lu Dao, I know how ruthless Lu Dao you are!" The interlocked fingers followed his movements and placed them on the lower abdomen where she had once conceived a little life, "Tell me, have you ever loved it?" ”

The daylight had withdrawn at some point, and the whole room became dim, Xue Zuining looked at the man's expectant eyes, and her heart hurt like being pinched for some reason, and she forced herself to find her voice, "This question ...... It doesn't make sense anymore. ”

The man's eyes froze, he already knew her answer.

Xue Zuining looked at the warmth in his eyes, and just when she couldn't find the reason, she heard him whisper in her ear, "I love it too......"