Chapter Twenty-Three: The Book Is Searched When the Time Comes End

"Wolf fetus, is this what you Hong Kong people call it? But wolves aren't like that, you! At the age of five, when he lost his temper, he killed the whole family, and when the first few police officers came to your house, it was said that they were so frightened that they now have to see a psychiatrist. But you can't be blamed, you're not born human, are you? The Hong Kong government invokes the child protection ordinance, no one knows the truth, except for your adoptive father, he has many friends, and after hearing about it, he took you home for adoption, and since then you have understood sex, and your temperament has been completely distorted, and you are grateful to him, not because he gave you everything, but because he accepted you. So you have chosen to forget some things, including your true origin, you can control your soul at such a young age, I really don't know how the public school found your voice so late, and how long do you want to sleep? Why can't you even accept yourself? ”

Although these words did not sound, they hit Xiangsheng's consciousness like thunder.

Xiang Sheng stood up and roared, "What do you know? Don't think I'm going to make a deal with you! No! I won't! ”

The voice laughed, "Just as the Soul Master will know how ignorant the world is, don't you feel how ignorant you were before after your spiritual consciousness is restored?" As long as you can cultivate spiritual power yourself, what if you don't have the identity of a soul master? What if it's a wolf demon? ”

Xiang Sheng said: "I don't know the identity of a soul master, but it doesn't mean that I agree with the old identity!" You don't even know this, you don't deserve to talk to me! ”

The voice was silent for a while, and said: "If in your mind, there is no difference between wolves and humans, then you dig with your hands now, the power is the same, if you can't do this, then the difference between wolves and humans is not objective, but your subjective existence." You don't recognize the animality that exists in your body, and you think that even if you reincarnate as a human being, it will still follow you, and you may be right, but if you can ignore this animality and agree that you are a person who really has no animality, then you are. Even if you are reincarnated as a wolf, you are still 'human', aren't you? ”

Xiang Sheng didn't understand what the voice was trying to break him, wasn't he a big demon king? Isn't he? Or was the voice actually leading him astray? Xiang Sheng looked at his left hand, which had been transformed back into a human hand, imagining that it had the same infinite power as a giant wolf claw, and then dug into the ground with one hand.

Bing still sneered at Sheng like tofu, and said: "Sure enough, you are not wrong, the difference between wolves and humans is only in my subjectivity, not in the objective In this way, I can be both a wolf demon and a human, and the two are one and two, two and one." On the other hand, I can be a human and a wolf, right? So, you will give me an identity, most likely your comrade or not? ”

The voice didn't sound anymore, and after a long time, it didn't sound anymore, Xiang Sheng sneered a few times, stood up suddenly, and slowly crawled back to the tent on the ground, the ideological struggle just now made him much more tired than a big battle, and he almost had a feeling of prostration. And this time the voice did not sound again until he fell asleep, and Xiang Sheng finally fell asleep again.

When Xiang Sheng needed the support of his friends the most, he found that there was no one he was willing to talk to. Even if his adoptive father is reborn, he will only show his tough side in front of his adoptive father.

Although the kid Lotte is small, he is also a clear thinker, and he is often blindly optimistic, and sometimes he is a good person to talk to, but it is impossible to express his state of mind so deeply as the little brother of the senior, not to mention that he is a proud Xiangsheng? Red Lion can rule it out for the time being, he really can't figure out whether he is really restored or fake, and it is even more difficult for Yinji to say it to her if she is a girl. Come to think of it, there is only Sky Eagle, a teacher who is also a teacher and a friend. But Xiang Sheng still felt that even if the Aquila was by his side, he would not tell him those dark memories before he was adopted, so there was Helena left in his heart, if she was still "alive", Xiang Sheng would definitely not mind telling her the darkest corner of himself.

Xiang Sheng woke up, and he looked at the "ice card" in his hand, which contained Helena's "single soul body".

Theoretically, all single souls are identical, like two physical atoms, and can completely replace each other.

However, for Xiang Sheng, this is a "unique" single soul body, even if he knows that "different" only exists in his own subjectivity. The voice didn't sound again, but Xiang Sheng slowly recalled "his" words.

All beings are equal! It depends on what scale is placed in front of it. In the face of the destruction of the universe, of course, all matter will return to the state of zero, which is the ultimate equality, because there is no space or time, and the particles that are undifferentially squeezed together are exactly the same from the inside to the outside (if there is inside and outside).

But if it's just raining, the person sitting in the car is not the same as the person walking on the road.

Xiang Sheng has been an existential since he was a child, he asks himself every moment not to do things that he will regret in the future, not just focusing on the beginning and the end, he also believes that all beings are equal, and since wolves and humans have souls, they can both cultivate souls. So, if he believes that he can abide by "humanity" every moment, it no longer matters that he was the starting point of the wolf clan? The redhead's words are not unreasonable.

But he found it almost impossible to do every moment with no regrets about what he did, and no matter how hard he tried, the result was still the way he is. Since perfection is impossible, the choice is necessary, so he decides to listen to the devil's advice (Offer).

The redhead's handsomeness still made him a little ashamed. When he looked closely, he forgot more and more about what the red lion looked like.

Just when he was looking at the red-haired man from ten meters away, the red-haired man suddenly smiled, in the misty galaxy, after waiting for I don't know how many years, in the cold winter of the southern hemisphere in 2020 AD, the red-haired man's smile that took away the glory of the world shone in this dark frozen world.

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