Chapter 44: Prison Visits
After a few toasts, my emotions flowed along with the wine. Tears came down all the way down, in the damp eyes, but seeing Yang Jian's handsome appearance, Que Ting's eyes turned into a touch of brown red, and he was looking at me sadly. He didn't reach out to wipe my tears as usual, but just exhaled faintly and said, "Are you worried about my future?" I'm not afraid of burning fires or steel knives and necks. ”
I turned my face to the side, wiped the tears on my face indiscriminately, the sadness and bitterness in my heart were indescribable, I took a deep breath and asked tentatively: "Yang Jian, if there is a way to protect you, but you can no longer be an immortal in the heavenly realm, are you willing?" ”
"In the past, if someone asked me like this, I was a thousand and ten thousand willing, I didn't want to have anything close to my uncle of the Heavenly Monarch, the relatives of the Heavenly Family are not as good as the gods next to me think, I have long wanted to withdraw from this cage, but I couldn't get out of it before, and now I can't get out."
"For what?" I was amazed at the certainty of Yang Jian's words.
"For you!"
I gasped.
Yang Jian said: "In the past, I couldn't withdraw when I was unconcerned, but now I have a heart to worry about, how can I leave?" I'm gone, what are you going to do? Who's going to take care of you? ”
My tears poured down. This heart-to-heart confession pierced my heart like a sharp needle, and I couldn't breathe. I asked myself, how can Jiangzhu inherit such deep affection?
Seeing that I was crying miserably, Yang Jian's eyes were full of distress, he got up and walked to my side and took me into his arms. My head rested on his arms, and I listened to the sonorous beating of his heart, as if swearing something, and my whole body was soft and intoxicated. Let me sink for a moment in such an obsession. When Yang Jian wrapped his red cloak around me, I was haunted by his warm and masculine scent, and I closed my eyes with satisfaction. In a split second, I came back to my senses, and I pushed him away in a panic, got up and stepped back. Yang Jian looked at me in surprise, my heart was crossed, and he said coldly: "Yang Jian, from now on, please don't be sentimental!" ”
"Zhu?" Yang Jian grunted in injury.
I gritted my teeth and had to say it again: "Don't say that the heavenly realm can't tolerate children's private affairs, even if it does, I won't have half a thought about you." ”
"For what?" Yang Jian raised his voice, but he was extremely forbearing.
"Do you still need to ask? Who did I come to Heaven for? For whom am I risking my life? For whom did I commit the bohemian thing? Didn't you and the Queen Mother of the West see it with your own eyes outside the Xiaoxiang Pavilion? I turned my back as I spoke, I didn't have the courage to see the enthusiasm in Yang Jian's eyes being extinguished by me little by little, I bit my lip hard for fear that I would tell him that what I said was against my will. My lips cracked in an instant, and the smell of blood gradually filled my mouth.
"I know." Yang Jian's voice couldn't be lower, as if all his strength had been used up, depressed, and weak.
"It's good to know the way, I don't need your protection in the heavenly realm, please don't be sentimental anymore. I deserve this Xiaoxiang concubine very well, and I don't want to be disturbed by any external factors. Your presence in Heaven will only affect my relationship with Shen Ying, and I will do all I have to say, you can do it yourself. I hurriedly finished speaking and rushed out of the prison as if I was running away, I was afraid that Yang Jian would see the loneliness of my back.
Yang Jian, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......
I ran out of the prison in a daze, ran to the edge of the Yao Pond in one go, and sat on the stones and wept bitterly. The carp in the pond are still colorful and competing for food. Watching them shake their heads and tails vigorously, I remembered the scene when Yang Jian took me to the Yao Pond to feed the fish. The first time he fed me bread with fish, I thought he was feeding me hunger, and he laughed at me as soon as I took a bite of the bread; The second time, he and I competed to feed the fish to see who fed the most bread, and we were eager to win until the last two played scoundrels together; The third time, in order to make me happy, he ate bread by himself, and choked after eating two large stacks of flour cakes, so I pushed him into the Yao Pond in a hurry...... Later, he brought me to the Yao Pond, and I hated him and wanted to take me to feed the fish, so he taught me to play water.
The past is vivid, and the joy is incomparable. I burst into tears and laughed, picked up a flat pebble from my feet and threw it at the surface of the lake, where it jumped a few times and finally sank.
Someone behind me tapped me on the shoulder, and I jumped up in shock, and turned my head to see that it was Tianjun. He stood behind me with a smile, and when he saw me turn around, his smile immediately faded, "Concubine Xiang, why are you crying here alone?" ”
I hurriedly got up and saluted, "It's the wind and sand......" I stopped my mouth suddenly, remembering that day when I cried to cover up my eyes, I said, "The wind and sand lost my eyes", causing Feng Bo to be relegated to the desert of the nether realm, and the guilt hit again.
Tianjun understood: "When we finish the affairs of the Heavenly Realm and fly away together, let's go to the desert to visit Fengbo at the first stop?" ”
I shuddered, and my eyes blurred with tears, but I saw that the Heavenly Monarch was smiling gently, with a kind and peaceful face.
Seeing that I seemed to be pondering, the Heavenly Monarch said, "I have made up my mind about your worries. Shen Ying's side, I have already asked my mother for favors, you don't have to worry, my mother has a special relationship with him and the Xian'e Xiantong on the other side, I plead for him, and my mother is also happy to push the boat. ”
Tianjun's words made me wonder in my heart, why does the Queen Mother of the West have special treatment for Shenying? Thinking about it carefully, she was indeed lenient to him, different from the fairy child next to her.
Tianjun said: "As for Yang Jian, you don't have to worry, I have decided to let him leave the heavenly court and go to the lower realm to worship and smoke incense, his character is not suitable for a foothold in the heavenly realm, he is emotional, and the righteous word is the head, this is the taboo of the heavenly court as an immortal, I am his uncle, he is my nephew, I naturally understand him......"
Let Yang Jian leave the Heavenly Realm, this is also what I hope in my heart. "Where is Tianjun going to send Yang Jian?"
"Irrigation of the river estuary."
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The Heavenly Monarch of the Lingxiao Hall issued a holy decree: the heroic martyr Zhaohui Xiansheng benevolent King Yang Jian violated the rules of heaven and went to the mouth of the Guanjiang River. Yang Jian left only one sentence to Tianjun's uncle: From now on, the road will return to the road, the bridge will return to the bridge, and listen to the tune and not listen to the announcement.
I stood by the Nantian Gate and waited for a long time, and finally saw a red cloak floating from the depths of the clouds. The red burned my heart like a flame. Yang Jian carried a three-pointed two-edged knife on his back, and a crescent-like slingshot on his waist, although he looked delicate but dressed up in a strange and mighty manner, when he saw me, he strode over.
The four eyes are facing each other, once in the sea.
"I didn't expect you to come and see me off." Yang Jian's expression was very lonely, and I was also full of sorrow about love and parting.
"I'm going to Guan Jiangkou here, I don't know what year and month we will see each other again, take care!" Grief clogged my chest like an ever-expanding wall, as if it was about to burst my entire chest, and tears instantly wet my eyes.
Yang Jian's hand was raised in the air and finally retracted, his voice was hoarse, his eyes were sad, and he said for a long time: "You also take care!" ”
Looking at each other with tears in their eyes, there is no word to repay each other. Just as we were speechless, a dog barked from the depths of the clouds, and we saw a snow-white light and shadow passing by, and the howling dog pounced at our feet. He screamed, with tears in his eyes, and he couldn't stop pulling Yang Jian's cloak in his mouth, reluctant to give up.
Yang Jian leaned over and picked up the Howling Sky Dog, his eyes clearly shining with tears. My heart was even more sad. I didn't expect Yang Jian to have such a deep relationship with the Roaring Sky Dog.
"Why don't you take Roaring Sky with you!" I propose.
The Howling Dog immediately barked in agreement, as if to express gratitude to me, and as if begging Yang Jian to take him along. Yang Jian pursed his lips and groaned for a moment, then nodded. The howling dog barked more cheerfully. I stepped forward and stroked the short white hair of the Roaring Sky Dog and said, "Take good care of General Yang for me." When I said this, I probably forgot my feelings, and when I raised my eyes, I saw Yang Jian staring at me tenderly, I trembled, and immediately covered up my reluctant emotions, and said coldly: "It's not early, General Yang let's go!" ”
Yang Jian put down the Roaring Sky Dog, hugged my fist, and said, "There will be a period later!" As he spoke, he strode towards the Nantian Gate. The Howling Dog spread its legs and followed him closely. The Heavenly Soldiers and Heavenly Generals of the South Heavenly Gate saw Yang Jian walking out of the palace and knelt on the ground in an uproar. Yang Jian hugged his fists at them one by one, and then turned around and waved at me, carrying the Roaring Sky Dog down to the clouds.
My tears welled up again, and the cigarette smoke in front of me was blurry in my eyes.
Yang Jian, you said that there will be a period in the future, can there really be a period in the future? Do you know that watching you walk out of the Nantian Gate safely, my wish will come true. Yang Jian, you said that you have someone you want to protect, do you know that I also have someone I want to protect? Yang Jian, you have to take care! Take care!
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Tianjun asked Xiantong to come to Xiaoxiang Pavilion to spread the word and invite me to go to his dormitory. I knew that he had everything in place, just waiting to get out. So a person lingered in the Xiaoxiang Pavilion for a while, visited every house and every house, and went to the bamboo forest to say goodbye to every bamboo. It turns out that if you stay in one place for a long time, you will be reluctant to separate. When companionship becomes a habit, they don't want to part with each other.
Bao Chan and Yu'er looked anxious and hesitant when they saw that I was sad. I couldn't tell them the pain in my heart, but after giving some of the treasures that Tianjun usually gave to the Xian'e of the Xiaoxiang Pavilion, she shared the rest between the two of them. Then he got up and went to the Heavenly Monarch's dormitory to find the Heavenly Monarch.
Walking out of the Xiaoxiang Pavilion, he raised his head and glanced at the three words "Xiaoxiang Pavilion" on the palace door, and felt indescribable melancholy in his heart. Farewell to Xiaoxiang Pavilion, from now on, there will never be a fairy like Concubine Xiaoxiang in the heavenly realm. My arrival was an accident, and so was my departure. Farewell mother-in-law, forgive me for saying goodbye, with your ingenuity and superb medical skills, you will definitely not have no place in heaven. Farewell, Shenying, forgive me for killing your mother for the sake of morality, and ruining the love we have already born. Farewell, Bao Chan, Yu'er, forgive me for not treating you as much as Fairy Chang'e, master and servant, I will still keep you in my heart. Farewell to the Queen Mother of the West, there will be no more thorns in your side in the heavenly realm in the future, because I have decided to end everything after meeting the Heavenly Monarch. I understand the heart of a mother, and I understand the meaning of the Heavenly Monarch to the people of the world, the Three Realms and the Ten Directions. You can rest assured, as long as there is no more Zhuzhu grass in the world, and there are no more Xiaoxiang concubines, everything will return to calm. The red girl can die, and so can Jiangzhu and Concubine Xiang.
With a smile of relief, I resolutely headed for the Heavenly Monarch's bedroom.