123. Inner monologue

"But uncle, I don't understand a little. You said at the dinner before that you can't devote yourself to music, which means that you don't really like music, and now you say that you don't want this as your main career in the future, so why do you work so hard to learn music? Hearing Lee Jun-hyuk's answer, Jung so-yeon asked puzzled.

"Well, that's it. Oh, your dish is here, let's eat first. Just when Lee Jun Hyuk didn't know what Lu Dao said, it happened that Pu Hwazi walked in with the dishes that had been prepared.

"Come on, what you called."

"Xie Lu, Xie Oni!" Waiting for Park Huazi to put the dishes on the desk, Zheng Xiuyan said sweetly.

"You've never been so gentle with me." Seeing Zheng Xiuyan's well-behaved appearance, Lee Jun-hyuk was uneven.

"Because Sister Hanako is very good to us every time, like you, uncle, you take it as fun to make us angry when you have nothing to do." Hearing Lee Jun-hyuk's words, Zheng Xiuyan glanced at her and said,

"But I'm the one who invited you to dinner." Li Junhyuk said depressedly.

"You're not the one who cooks or serves the dishes." Zheng Xiuyan has a heartfelt speech.

"Okay, okay, hurry up and eat, I'll send you back when you're done."

"But uncle, you haven't told me the reason yet." Waiting for Park Hwa-ja to walk out, Jung so-yeon asked while eating a delicious salad.

"What is the reason?" Lee Jun Hyuk pretended to be stupid.

"Hmph, if you don't want to say it, forget it." Jung so-yeon can see that Lee Jun-hyuk is pretending to be stupid. Although Zheng Xiuyan said so, it could be seen from her eyes and movements that she was even more curious about this matter.

"Stinky uncle, bad uncle." While talking, Jung so-yeon said "quietly" in a voice that was enough for Lee Jun-hyuk to hear, while using a fork to strain the half of the egg in the salad.

"Well, I'll tell you the story of me and the music, but you have to make sure you don't let a third person know about it." Seeing Zheng Xiuyan's appearance, Lee Jun-hyuk thought about it for a moment and said.

"Well, I promise, I won't tell her even the crystal." Hearing this, Zheng Xiuyan, who was a little sullen, suddenly lit up, and the difference between before and after made Lee Jun-hyuk feel amazing.

"Is this so worth looking forward to?" Seeing Zheng Xiuyan's appearance, Lee Jun-hyuk asked with a wry smile.

"Well, is it boring to be idle. By the way, let's find out. Let it go, Jung so-yeon began to tease Lee Jun-hyuk.

"Well, if that's the case, I won't say it." Hearing Zheng Xiuyan's words, Lee Jun-hyuk feigned anger.

"Uncle, there has never been a time when you can't do what you promised, is it that you are going to break your credibility this time?" Putting a large piece of avocado in her mouth, Zheng Xiuyan covered her mouth and said with a smile.

"Really, Xiuyan, you have learned badly from those girls, you were so gentle and honest when I first met you. Look at it now, I can't even talk about you. He poured himself another cup of tea, and Lee Jun Hyuk said with a smile.

"Cut, it's as if you're a victim, uncle, and the time I came here wasn't depressed by your anger." Zheng Xiuyan looked at Li Junhyuk's angry appearance and said it back.

"It seems to be the same." Hearing Zheng Xiuyan's words, Li Junhyuk thought back a little, indeed, no matter whether Zheng Xiuyan came alone or with other girls, she would be teased by Li Junhyuk for a while every time.

"Hmph, it's good to know the way." Habitually puffing out her mouth, Zheng Xiuyan whispered.

"Okay, okay, I know what I said, and I'll try to correct it in the future." Seeing Jung so-yeon's appearance, Lee Jun-hyuk smiled.

"That's pretty much it, uncle, you can say it."

"I don't see it, are you still quite persistent about this matter, I thought that there was nothing wrong with just turning that topic over, but I didn't expect that you haven't forgotten it."

In fact, this is the second time that Lee Jun Hyuk has diverted from this topic, but he didn't expect that Zheng Xiuyan was so persistent about this matter, and he was pulled back by Zheng Xiuyan twice.

"Of course, every time we chat, it's you who listen to us, and we haven't heard anything about you." Hearing Lee Jun-hyuk's words, Jung so-yeon said as a matter of course.

"Okay, okay, I'll tell you why I studied music." has promised Jung so-yeon, Lee Jun-hyuk is no longer ready to be silent, and said happily.

"Before coming to Korea, I was a soldier in the UK, and in the army, there were six people in my squad, and at that time, my comrades-in-arms and I mentioned our dreams at a party, and one of the twins dreamed of becoming musicians, the younger brother became a singer, and the elder brother became a producer." Playing with the teacup in his hand, Lee Jun-hyuk said in a deep voice.

"We had an agreement that if someone can't fulfill his dream for some reason, someone else will do it for him." Saying this, Lee Jun Hyuk took a deep breath and drank the tea that was already a little cold in one gulp.

"Later, I was transferred to serve in other places, and these comrades of mine had an accident during a mission."

"So, uncle, you are learning music because of this commitment." Hearing this, Zheng Xiuyan's eyes turned red and said.

"Hmm." didn't know what to say, Li Junhyuk simply agreed.

"I'm sorry, uncle, for causing you sadness." Putting down the fork in her hand, Zheng Xiuyan said softly.

"What to say, this is not a sad thing, I was a little silent just now, just because I recalled the time when we were together, and I was a little nostalgic." Seeing that Zheng Xiuyan was about to cry, Li Junhyuk smiled warmly, patted Zheng Xiuyan's head gently, and said.

"So, uncle, your original intention of learning music is to fulfill the dreams of your comrades." Because of Lee Jun-hyuk's actions, Jung so-yeon's mood calmed down a lot.

"So to speak."

"But uncle, what is your own dream?" After solving the doubts in her heart, Zheng Xiuyan had new questions.

"What to do, I don't know what to do." Hearing Zheng Xiuyan's words, Lee Jun-hyuk smiled bitterly and said helplessly.

"How is this possible, how can anyone not know their dreams!" Hearing Lee Jun-hyuk's words, Jung so-yeon was really surprised.

"When I was a child, my dream was to be like my father and become the best soldier, that dream was the only dream I had when I grew up, and that dream was realized most of it when I was in service, but from the moment I retired, this dream was far away from me. Now, I don't know what my dream is, but I have something I must do, which is to fulfill the dreams of my comrades. Saying this, Lee Jun-hyuk became very determined.

"Uncle, do you feel tired doing this?"

"To be honest, in fact, from the moment I left the army, I was full of confusion, even if I was admitted to university, I didn't know what I should do in the future, what I wanted to do, and it was from then on that that I fulfilled the dream of my comrades-in-arms, which became the main theme of my life. Now, I can't tell whether I'm doing this for my comrades or for myself, because I feel that my life is very fulfilling now. For the first time, Lee Jun Hyuk spoke his heart.

Looking at Lee Jun Hyuk's serious appearance and listening to Lee Jun Hyuk's inner confession, Jung so-yeon walked into Lee Jun Hyuk's inner world for the first time and saw his true appearance.

It was also at this time that she sketched Lee Jun-hyuk's entire personality and appearance in her heart for the first time. Thinking about it, the feeling she felt when she first met Lee Jun Hyuk was actually not the same as the feeling after becoming a friend later, here, there are reasons why Lee Jun Hyuk worked hard to change his personality, and there are other reasons.

And after this time Lee Jun Hyuk's inner monologue, Jung so-yeon finally connected the upright feeling when she first met Lee Jun Hyuk with the person in front of her, so to speak, this is Lee Jun Hyuk's original appearance.