Chapter 10 I Shouldn't Have Loved You So Much

The surroundings suddenly quieted down, Xue Zuining stood blankly, and everywhere his sight touched, there was a figure of his daughter crying or laughing or being naughty and coquettish.

Tears unconsciously flowed all over her face, and she slowly crouched down and hugged herself, and the suppressed low sobs spread in the silent space.

In the middle of the night, the man who was sleeping lightly on the bed turned over, and the place where his palm touched was not the warm body of the past, but a cold. Lu Huaining suddenly opened his eyes, turned on the table lamp, but where was her shadow!

The door opened, the light in the living room was on, he thought she was in the living room, and shouted but no one responded.

Standing in front of the empty living room for a while, he walked straight to his daughter's room, and sure enough, he saw Xue Zuining sitting on his daughter's bed in a daze with a bunch of toys and clothes, pinching the milky white dress with his fingertips, which seemed to be very hard.

He walked over and sat down behind her, wrapping his hands around her from behind her.

"Why don't you rest so late?" Lu Huaining pressed against her cheeks that were blown cold by the evening breeze, "I didn't eat much for dinner, are you hungry now?" I'll make you something to eat. ”

Xue Zuining didn't seem to hear what he said, and he didn't even blink his eyes.

"Cat ......" Lu Huaining pulled her body, pinched her chin with one hand and lifted it, forcing her to look at herself, and this time before he could speak, he heard Xue Zuining look into the depths of his eyes and say softly, "If I didn't love you so much, if I didn't be so persistent in love, if I chose to stay in Italy and choose to disappear from your life forever, wouldn't all this ......happen?"

Lu Huaining's heart ached when he heard this, and he lowered his head to kiss her lips, but Xue Zuining turned his head to avoid it.

"Huaining, I'm in pain, as soon as I close my eyes, I can immediately dream of my daughter, and when I wake up, I think of her, I feel like I'm going crazy. Seeing myself in the mirror today, I even wanted to kill her......"

Lu Huaining knew the self-blame and pain in her heart, but she didn't expect it to be so serious.

"I hate that person, but I hate myself even more, it was my love for you that hurt Puffy, I can't forgive myself, I can't pretend that nothing happened, and I still love you like before. Although I know that I have gone too far and is unfair to you, when I see you, I am reminded of what I have endured now. I don't want to hate you too, so ...... I think we'd better be apart for a while, and maybe you'll find that maybe it's easier for us not to be together. ”

It was as if he had been hit hard in the chest, and there was a suffocating pain. Lu Huaining never expected that she would be such an identity in her eyes, not someone she could rely on.

"I'm sorry, please forgive me for being so selfish......" Xue Zuining closed his eyes, not looking at his handsome face in an instant, afraid that he would be soft-hearted.

"You said you wouldn't leave me." After a long time, Lu Huaining regained his voice, and his always confident voice revealed a trace of panic that was not easy to detect, "Is it because I said the wrong thing tonight that you want to punish me like this?" ”

"I'm sorry...... After something like this, I can't do it. ”

"I don't agree." Lu Huaining hugged her tightly, so strong that he seemed to rub her into flesh and blood.

Xue Zuining frowned uncomfortably, but remained silent.

Pain can make her feel that she is still alive.

"I won't let you leave me, never." Lu Huaining groped for her lips and bullied her fiercely, almost brutally ravaging her lips and tongue, and the restlessness and restlessness of the past few days were like a beast in a cage looking for an exit. He knew that if he nodded softly and let her go at this moment, this time, for them, it would be an eternal farewell, not separated by the distance between life and death, but forever by looking at each other across the clouds.

Xue Zuining's body was weak, and he couldn't struggle at all, and when he was carried back to the bedroom of the two and pressed into the bed, he realized what he was going to do, and immediately begged him in panic, "I don't want to do it...... Don't get pregnant again...... You let me go, I don't want to lose ...... again"

"Well, I won't lose ...... again He ......kissed her eyelashes tenderly, his burning breath brushing her face.

Xue Zuining couldn't listen to his reassurance, and twisted her body to resist his affection, but the clothes on her body were quickly stripped off, and her whole body was cold, making her helpless and frightened, and her body trembled violently.

Lu Huaining knew what she was worried about, but she didn't plan to stop because of this.

Perhaps only having a child again can make her recover from the pain as soon as possible and dispel the idea of leaving him.

He didn't deny that it was a bit despicable, but he had no choice but to keep her.

The hot body was covered, the broad palm gently caressed the trembling delicate body under him, he took her lips and kissed it moderately, giving her everything he had unreservedly, but found that she only resisted the coldness.

I don't know how long it took, a low moan. A powerful muffled snort erupted in the groan and heavy gasps, and Lu Huaining sucked the soft lips of the person under him fiercely, and it was sublimated in an instant!

By the time everything calmed down, Xue Zuining had already fallen into a coma.

Lu Huaining couldn't bear to press her, turned over slightly, but caught a glimpse of a drop of crystal that slipped from the corner of her eye, a throbbing pain in her chest, kissed her forehead, got out of bed and went to the bathroom to put water to wash her.

After doing this, he tucked the corners of the quilt for her, and then exited the bedroom.

There was only a can of beer in the fridge, and it seemed that without that little mischievous figure from this house, this place could no longer be called home, just a cold grave.

The can was opened, the white mist rose, Lu Huaining walked out of the kitchen, but found a bright light flashing on the carpet, and when he got closer, he found that it was Xue Zuining's mobile phone.

He paused, picked up his phone, and glanced at a strange call, and an unfamiliar number in the middle of the night.

It must have been just a harassing call, he thought, and just hung up, the bell rang again. Only this time, when he was about to pick it up, the phone automatically hung up. And when he wanted to check the number specifically, he found that there was no trace of that number in the incoming call communication!

Lu Huaining stared at the dimmed mobile phone screen, and when she put her mobile phone back on the coffee table, she picked up her mobile phone and dialed a set of familiar numbers.

Early in the morning, Xue Zuining woke up quietly, her eyes hadn't opened yet, and she had already felt that there were two focused eyes watching her remember the scene when she was forced to love last night, her delicate eyebrows twisted slightly, she pretended not to wake up yet, she turned sideways to avoid those two eyes, but she heard a soft sigh in her ears, and then a big hand covered her cheek, and her movements gently stroked.

"I know you're awake. I made you breakfast, you have to finish it obediently, I don't like you being too thin. ”

Xue Zuining Quan didn't hear it, and there was no reaction.

"The company has an important contract to sign, and I may have to come back to accompany you later." Twisted her face and leaned over her lips to peck lightly, reluctantly withdrew the hand that cared for the touch of her skin, and stood up, "Remember to eat, even if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about the baby in your belly, after all, we haven't taken any protective measures during this time, and you have a good chance of getting pregnant." In order to prevent her from eating, Lu Huaining had to find such a lame reason to restrain her stubbornness.

Xue Zuining still closed her eyes and didn't respond, and she didn't open her eyes until he walked out, her hands on her flat abdomen, and the expression on her face was dazed.

He must be trying to use the child to dissuade her from leaving, right?

But how innocent is the child? It was used as a tool for containment!

She had taken one out of her own hands, and now her daughter had left because she had not protected her, what right did an incompetent mother like her have to have another baby?

What's more, her daughter's departure has already made her nervous, and she has no mood or energy to meet her third child, so she will not allow herself to get pregnant again.

Lifted the quilt and got out of bed, took out a pregnancy test stick from the drawer of the bedside cabinet, and walked into the bathroom nervously, more than ten minutes later, there was a sound of bottles and cans falling to the ground in the bathroom, and Xue Zuining came out of the bathroom, opened the closet and took a set of clothes and hurriedly changed them, and took the bag and mobile phone and walked out of the bedroom.

Sheng Tian Building.

"Secretary Fang."

A faint voice came from behind, Fang Qing was stunned for a moment, and when he turned around, he saw that he hadn't seen it for a long time...... Chu?

Isn't he supposed to be on vacation? Why did you come back without warning? Seeing Chu Ci at the door of the hall, this made Fang Qing not mentally prepared at all, she naturally smiled on her face, "Chu Tezhu, why are you here?" ”。

Chu Ci smiled faintly, "What's strange about me here?" In fact, the current travel is just crowded, I feel bored and come back to sell the holiday in advance, I happened to meet Secretary Fang, and I said hello to you, why did Secretary Fang come so early? ”

Fang Qing was stunned for a few seconds, and quickly returned to a smile, "I can't sleep in the morning, so I want to come over early." ”

Chu Ci raised his eyebrows, bowed his head slightly, and looked clear.

Fang Qing smiled back, "In the past half a month that Chu Tezhu has been leaving, I have been thinking about when you will come back, usually you will have some work to tell me to do, so as not to make me so boring, I can only be in a daze in the air after calculating the accounts every day......

Chu Ci suddenly smiled and said, "Well, you help me make a letter of guarantee." ”

Fang Qingjiao's good face was slightly stunned, and she quickly understood what Chu Ci meant, and nodded, "Okay, can you do it now?"

"That's right, I have something else to do in the morning, so I'll bother you."

"No, no, I'm glad I can help you!" Fang Qing's face showed that kind of admiration again.

Chu Ci just smiled slightly, "...... Let's go. ”

The man walked in front of him, Fang Qing looked at his back, and soon the smile disappeared from his face, and his expression became solemn.

Chu Ci sat on the sofa, raised his face to look at her, smiled slightly, and said softly, "Close the door, just come in and sit down." ”

Fang Qing hesitated for a moment, didn't think much about it, and quickly closed the door, she didn't expect to be able to enter this office again so soon, she tried to make her speech without excitement in her heart, "I haven't had much work for this time, I don't think I can be fulfilled, just have this opportunity, and be able to learn from Chu Tezhu again." ”

Chu Ci only smiled silently, took out a document from the drawer, and handed it to her, it was a detailed record of the entry and exit of funds, each of which was clearly listed, many of which were more than eight figures, and the accounts were surprisingly large. ”

"You have time in the afternoon to sort out last month's bill for me by the way, there is a detailed cashier order delivery note, you take a moment to read it one by one, this statement was originally intended to be given to Assistant Zhang, but he happened to be on a business trip, so I can only work hard for you."

Fang Qing calmly took the document, the guilt that had been pressing heavily on her heart disappeared at this moment, she originally thought that Chu Ci only valued her, and would let her be responsible for some relevant and more important documents, but now it seems that she is just a substitute for others, and the others are not there, so she has the opportunity to exploit this loophole.