Chapter 98: Lost
"Ziyi, you refuse me, you let me go back, I accept, but you have to take this money, even if it is my heart, when the child grows up in the future, I hope he can grow up well and live a better life." If you don't accept this money, I don't accept your point of view, I won't leave here, then my heart will be very uneasy, I hope you will also understand my feelings, it can be said that now it is a broken heart, I feel that the whole world has changed, and there is no meaning. You shattered my beautiful dreams, made me have no direction, and I don't even believe in what love is! Sun Hao took the woman's hand, forced the bank card into her hand, and said with an extremely painful expression.
"Sun Hao, I'll take this money, I hope you leave here today and give me and my children a peaceful life! You're also a big man, it's time to find a woman, Shufang is a nice girl, you didn't think about going"
"Ziyi, I came all the way from Jingbei City, not to hear you tell me which woman is more suitable for me, I just want to see you, at least you can say a few words of comfort to me, instead of mentioning other women, aren't you pouring salt on my wounds!" When Sun Hao heard that Zhang Ziyi actually mentioned Hu Shufang in front of him, he immediately became angry. It's not because of anything else, but because I came all the way to you, because I wanted to do something for her, to comfort my psyche, and she made herself feel more uneasy!
"Sun Hao, you are also a man in your twenties, you should consider this problem, the ancients didn't say that starting a family and starting a family first. And then start a business, otherwise, if a person is not qualitative, it will be difficult to calm down and do things. I have been drifting in Jingbei City for so many years, and the reason why I finally left there is not that I am not able to live there, but that I did not find a man to struggle with, whether it is a woman or a man, in a foreign country, there is a lot of loneliness in my heart, and I need warmth and encouragement. Otherwise. When you are frustrated, you become vulnerable. It's hard to persevere, and if there is someone to support together, at least they can encourage each other, and in the face of the future, two people can face the difficulties of the future side by side. Such. I don't feel lonely either. From an emotional and psychological point of view, the probability of success is a little greater. Don't you think? ”
"Yes, you're right, but why don't you fight with me in Jingbei City even though you know the way? I'm young though. Very unruly, but compared with the previous me, I have changed a lot, and I am still working hard, I firmly believe that I can create history, change my destiny, because I have ideals, I have my own goals, but you yourself know the way, why don't you give me a chance, let me suffer so much! Isn't it too cruel for you to do this, don't you think? In the face of Zhang Ziyi's refusal, Sun Hao still wanted to try to persuade her, even if he didn't miss the opportunity to fight for it at the last moment.
"Sun Hao, don't you want to pull everything on me, okay? I've experienced too much before, I'm not a young girl who just graduated, my heart is dead, unlike you who have just entered the society, full of hope for life and the future, you are eager to succeed, and you are eager for the future destiny to be dominated by yourself, for you you need a girl who is as positive as you to work together, instead of finding a person like me, whose heart has died to live with, like to gather people in groups, if you are with me you will not be happy, you are like a lion imprisoned in a cage, After all, one day I will become the king of the forest, and I just want to live an ordinary life, this is the contradiction between the two of us, and this contradiction is irreconcilable, I believe you know better than me, and I believe that you are more loyal to your heart's call to you, right? ”
"No, what kind of bullshit is this! You can't find this kind of reason for refusing me, you can even directly say that you don't like it, you don't like it, there's nothing to be embarrassed about, and you say so much like this, it can only make me understand you more and more, and I know very well what kind of person I am, I just don't think you have the courage to face it, not to say that it is suitable or inappropriate! Faced with Zhang Ziyi's theory, Sun Hao is still unconvinced, he doesn't believe in the so-called suitability, he only believes in his inner calling, at least, his feelings for her at the moment are unique and sincere, that's all!
Sun Hao struggled to persuade Zhang Ziyi in the end, but fortunately she accepted the 150,000 yuan she gave her, which made Sun Hao more or less comforted, but she was still greatly hurt.
With tears, he drove his Daben out of the small village, people are so fragile and vulnerable, Sun Hao, who was full of confidence, was hit again, and people were hit by all thoughts from the boiling point of excitement all at once, it seems that the entire world has changed, and there is no point in living in this world.
The car drove to the downtown area of Chengdu, parked in front of a bar, today is destined to be a sleepless night, Sun Hao, who was hit hard, decided to come to this Fengyue field to seek excitement, in order to wake up from loss and despair.
Sun Hao drank three glasses of high-strength whiskey mixed by the bartender in a row, his face began to turn red slowly, and the figure in his eyes began to shake slowly, Sun Hao shouted to the waiter: "Another drink!" ”
"Sir, you have drunk a lot, this wine is a strong liquor, we have a rule in the bar, drink three glasses of wine and don't let the guests drink it again, besides, this is a high-concentration liquor, drinking too much is not good for the body!" The waitress said.
It stands to reason that it is really not easy for the bar to do this, drinking too much wine is really not good for the body, especially when people are troubled, the more you drink, the greater the side effects, but at this time, when Sun Hao was sad, the waiter's kindness touched the nail, Sun Hao, who has always been reasonable, was unusually today, grabbed the waitress's hand and said, "What?" I don't give you money or what? Master spends money drinking here, why don't you sell it? Yes! ”
The waitress choked back tears, as if she had been greatly insulted, yes, whoever puts this thing on her body will not be able to stand it, what is this called, kindness is regarded as a donkey's liver and lungs!
"Xiaohong, why did you offend this master! Don't hurry up and apologize to him! A fashionably dressed woman with heavy makeup stood next to Sun Hao and the waiter, smiling all over her face. (To be continued......)