PS: Occasionally, I'm quite confused.

Because I use the divine power of Ding Ding, and the divine clothes that I summon are also Ding Ding. In other words, if one day I truly grasp the divine power in my body, will I become a woman?

It's really incomprehensible, and it feels scary to think about!

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Am I ready to kill?

In the face of those monsters, I can kill them without hesitation?

Faced with Bai Miaomiao's inquiry, I was stunned. Because I found that I hadn't really thought about it. I only think about protecting Xu Ping and Ding Ding, and I want to defeat those monsters; But really, what does it take to be successful in doing this? If you don't get rid of them, they'll soon come back, right? If I can't kill the killer, can I really protect the people I should protect?

The case of the dead dog is just an exception, it is a youkai who has actively attached itself to my side, and even has other purposes in mind. And what about the other youkai? When the time comes, even if I can defeat them, will they retreat? What if they choose not to give up?

It seems that there is no other way but to kill them.

But 'kill', am I done? I have never killed any living creature in my life, except for chickens and fish. Not to mention that the monsters are all humanoid, and killing them is actually similar to killing someone. Can I kill someone? Do I dare to kill again? At the end of the day, I realized that I couldn't do anything.

I can't dare to kill or even slaughter without pressure after changing the environment, like in the novel. The protagonists of those fantasy novels can kill the enemy without any scruples, and even step on the enemy's head step by step to success, have I done this? Can the protagonist of those historical novels command thousands of troops to fight without mind, but the disgusting battlefield can do it without changing his face and give the order to annihilate the enemy? I asked myself if I had come to a frustrating conclusion.

Not to mention killing countless people, I can't even kill a single person.

Psychological disgust prevents me from doing such a thing. I'm just an ordinary person, and I never thought that one day my body would be tainted with other people's lives.

My silence was looked at by Bai Miaomiao, and Chen Xinyi next to me wanted to comfort me but didn't know what to say. She was kinder than I was, and the killing of someone had never been in her consciousness. So when Bai Miaomiao brought up this topic, we were both stunned.

"You really can't do it, can you?" Standing on the sofa with a calm expression, Bai Miaomiao slowly lowered her head: "Actually, I can't do it either." ”

"Huh?" I looked up at her in surprise.

"Don't look at me like that! As a servant of His Highness, I have yet to kill any life. Spreading out her hand, Bai Miaomiao looked at me seriously and said, "God, you can't wantonly destroy the fate of other living beings. We have eternal life and great power, and if we act recklessly, we will bring destruction to the worldly realm. Therefore, although we are gods, we are also bound by order. We have no right to decide the life or death of a living being unless the King of Destiny declares that it has reached the end of its life. You've been asking me why I don't help you fight the enemy, and that's the answer. ”

In other words, Bai Miaomiao doesn't have the strength to fight the enemy, but can't do it? No wonder she always looks lazy, and that's why.

Suddenly, I had a feeling in my heart that I didn't know whether to say heavy or light.

Relaxed, that's because Bai Miaomiao admits to the same choice as her and us. In other words, I am not doing a wrong thing because I am powerless to kill the enemy. And heavily, because even if you have the strength, you still find that no one is ready. The dark youkai who have lost their minds are definitely not afraid to kill, so how should they deal with it when the time comes? The three main forces in the family, the dead dog doesn't seem to be very reliable, and Bai Miaomiao and I have never killed anyone, what should I do when the time comes?

Am I going to abandon these days of hard work and put them in danger again?

I clenched my fists fiercely.

Then in Bai Miaomiao's faint gaze, I made a choice.

"Are you sure?" Bai Miaomiao's expression changed, and her eyes were staring at me.

Nodding, I replied to her seriously: "There is no right or wrong, and there is no good or evil." I just want to protect the people who deserve to be protected! If you stop me, I won't hesitate to kill it! ”

"Ding Ding will support the little eucalyptus! Ding Ding will go back and tell his father that he can find a way to understand the cause and effect of the little eucalyptus. Then the little eucalyptus doesn't have to think about it, hmm...... At least it's psychological comfort...... "Ding Ding looked at me worriedly, raised his hand again, and whispered an idea.

The little guy has been hiding in the palm of my hand and eating lollipops, not thinking about it, but still paying attention to the movement outside.

When I heard Ding Ding's words, I was really moved. But what I do, I'll be responsible! Nodding to Ding Ding and touching her little head, I smiled and refused Ding Ding's help. Now that I've made a decision, how can I not have this responsibility? It's just killing a demon, just killing a chicken! They're all enemies anyway, so if you don't let me go, do you expect me to be soft-hearted and let it go? Hum!

Thinking about it like this, my mood is finally much better.

"Humph! Bored! Went to bed! Looking at me coldly, Bai Miaomiao suddenly turned around and walked back to her room.

"What's wrong with her?" Chen Xinyi looked at me curiously.

"Probably tsundere, right?" I winked at her and stretched again. Touching her hair in Chen Xinyi's expectant gaze, I continued my routine work in the past few days: "Let's go, I'll send you home." You're so late and you're dazed, and it's fun to get lost. ”

"People won't get lost!" glaring at me dissatisfied, Chen Xinyi stood up obediently. Turning around in front of my eyes, she suddenly winked at me mysteriously and said, "By the way, Xu Yu, do you want to take a look at the skills that Teacher Bai and I have learned?" That's amazing! Teacher Bai said that it is even more powerful than Xu Yu's super face punch! But it's strange that she kept smiling when she said this, and I don't know what Lu Dao was laughing at. ”

"You've learned a trick too?" I looked at Chen Xinyi curiously, and nodded expectantly: "Let me see, what Bai Miaomiao taught you." ”

"We go outside, and we can't do it at home." With a rare expression of excitement, Chen Xinyi hurriedly pushed the door and walked out.

I followed curiously, and then saw Chen Xinyi standing quietly in a small clearing not far away. She looked at me eagerly, and reminded me very seriously in my curious eyes: "Xu Yu, I want to target you!" Attention, Chen Xinyi's trick is coming! ”

After speaking, Chen Xinyi put on a somewhat weird pose. She leaned over slightly, lowered her head, and put her arms in a running posture one after the other; At the same time, the left foot stands still, and the right foot kicks back slightly, and the whole person looks like a calf is about to top the horns. Raising her head to look at me, Chen Xinyi glanced at me with a serious expression as if she was aiming. Then the next second, in my curious gaze, she actually rushed up with her head down like a calf. Screaming 'oops, yay~~', Chen Xinyi swung her hands and feet and kicked it, hitting it like a cannonball.

I didn't move, cold sweat dripping from my forehead, and I quietly watched her wipe past me.

'Boom' and several clicks, and countless mud rose from the flower beds behind them. In the midst of the mess of flowers and plants, a pair of calves struggled weakly......

"What are you doing here?" Pulled Chen Xinyi out speechlessly, I really don't know what to say.

"Chen Xinyi's rocket hammer, the name taken by Teacher Bai." Slapping the dirt on her body, Chen Xinyi hurriedly explained: "I want to protect my mother, Lao Xia Bo and Xu Yu, so I must learn to fight." Mr. Bai helped me think for a long time before I made this trick. ”

"Are you sure she's not bluffing you?" I frowned, wondering if I should discourage the stupid girl.

"Of course not!" Shaking his head seriously, a lot of grass clippings fell from his hair. Looking at me with a puffed mouth, Chen Xinyi said a little shyly: "Actually, I have experimented with Teacher Bai, and if you aim at the power, it is still very good." Probably the relationship between ghosts, this move has a certain amount of dark attribute power, hmm...... I don't really understand it, but it should be very powerful. Anyway, as long as you aim, I'm also very good! ”

With a fist clenched, Chen Xinyi cheered herself up seriously.

Looking at her expectant look and her trusting attitude towards Bai Miaomiao, I suddenly couldn't say anything dejected. Anyway, she's working hard, isn't she? Although I wouldn't agree to let her fight with me, and the 'Chen Xinyi Rocket Head Hammer' didn't really show any lethality, she finally found something to comfort herself and keep going. No matter how powerful it is, Chen Xinyi's enthusiasm cannot be denied. Since she likes it and has fun, let her keep going! A lonely life needs such a spark.

With a faint smile, I encouragingly touched her hair and picked the weeds on it: "In that case, let's work hard." Chen Xinyi's rocket hammer will definitely be a very powerful trick. Cultivate well, and then you must work hard to protect your mother and old Xiabo. ”

"Yes!" Nodding heavily, Chen Xinyi laughed happily.