Chapter 3 tells you all about me

Nick's voice was lower than before, otherwise Shen Nanhe hadn't heard his voice for a while, so he felt a little strange inexplicably.

"Nanhe, I know that you are angry and don't want to forgive me, in fact, I am also angry with myself, I have not come to you for this time, first, I am afraid that you are angry and refuse to see me; The second is that I went back to Taiwan, and now that I have taken care of everything, I can't say that if I handle it well, I can deny the wrong things I have done before, I think your uncle has already told you, what kind of person I was in the past, right...... I'm a complete liar, but since I met you, I've really hated my past all the time, Nanhe...... I like you, I really like you......"

Shen Nanhe held a voice recorder, his eyes looked into the distance, and everywhere he looked, there was a beautiful scenery of Taiping Mountain.

Tears rolled in his eyes, Shen Nanhe held the recorder in one hand, and wrapped the neck of the giraffe doll on his body with the other, rubbing it gently.

In the voice recorder, Nick's voice continued, "Nanhe, since I have recorded this pen, I am ready for you not to see me today, but no matter what, I still hope that you can get to know me again." ”

The next paragraph was not touching, and even a little formulaic, but it made Shen Nanhe burst into tears, and his heart was like a knife.

"My real name is Cheng Zuxin, Taiwanese, 20 years old, 183 tall, and 67 kilograms in weight. My parents divorced very early, I lived with my aunt since I was a child, my uncle had a very bad temper, domestic violence, he beat my aunt, and also beat me, when I was young, my aunt was in order to help me block a wine bottle thrown by my uncle, and I was hospitalized with more than a dozen stitches, so at that time I was thinking, is there any way to make my uncle feel better, and beat my aunt less ...... with me"

"In my country, I dropped out of school to work part-time, takeaways, dock truckers, flyers, apprentices in barber shops... It seems that there is no job that I have not done, I work five jobs a day, give all the money to my uncle, his mood gradually improves, he really loses his temper less, and he beats my aunt and me less, that time, is the happiest time I have had in so many years. ”

Shen Nanhe listened to Nick's eloquent voice, and only felt that the pictures in the past were like vivid people, flashing in front of her, and she couldn't help hugging the doll in her arms, and the temperature on the doll made her feel like she was hugging someone.

"When I was sixteen years old, my uncle became addicted to gambling, he played cards all day long, and the more he played, my salary, has gradually not satisfied his desire to squander, so every time he loses money and comes home, his temper becomes bigger, he beats my aunt even harder, but he doesn't beat me, I know...... He's trying to force me into making more money for him. ”

When Shen Nanhe heard this, her tears couldn't help but fall down, this kind of story plot of the eight-o'clock stage drama, she never thought that one day it would really happen to the people around her.

Nick's voice sounded a little helpless, but it was more of a sigh for the past, although Shen Nanhe couldn't see his people, but a picture clearly appeared in his mind, Nick was sitting next to her at the moment, looking ahead, telling her about his past.

"I still remember, on the day of my sixteenth birthday, my aunt took me to a restaurant near my home, and ordered me a chicken soup pot, a steamed fish, and a green vegetable, I was so happy, I was very full and full, on the way back, my aunt said that she wanted to buy me a cake, I knew that she had no money, so she said no, but my aunt still insisted on buying me a chestnut cake the size of a palm, and said that after I went back, she would also put a candle on me to make a wish......"

Speaking of this, Nick's voice seemed to pause, silent for a long time, he continued, "I walked home with my aunt, opened the door, and before I could go in, I heard a woman's laughter from inside, we went in to see, it turned out that my uncle brought another woman back, that woman I know, she lives in one of our units, I have seen her pick up her daughter from school. ”

When Shen Nanhe heard this, it was as if he had entered a new story, forgetting the pain for a short time, and just listening wholeheartedly.

"Obviously, my uncle did something wrong, and it was obvious that I broke the adultery with my aunt, but my uncle and that woman, not only looked like they were showing off their might, but they even beat my aunt and told her to get out of the way, don't delay their good deeds, the woman pointed to my aunt's nose and said, 'You are a chicken that doesn't lay eggs'! I will never forget that sentence for the rest of my life, and from that moment on, I swore that I would let her taste the pain of having a daughter than not having one! ”

Shen Nanhe vaguely guessed what Nick wanted to do, and sure enough, Nick said, "After that, I deliberately approached the woman's daughter, and it only took me two weeks to get the woman's daughter to notice me, and took the initiative to ask for a relationship with me, and then ...... There was no more, her daughter went from skipping class to skipping school, from skipping school to skipping class, and then dropping out of school, and that woman blocked my door all day long and scolded my aunt and scolded me, and her daughter scolded her, and everyone knew about it, and then ...... They moved away, and my uncle never had any more dealings with the woman. ”

Shen Nanhe was like a fish in his throat, tears swirled in his eyes, and after a few seconds, he fell down suddenly, dripping onto his clothes, and disappeared in an instant.

Nick's self-deprecating voice came, "At first, I only thought that women could be my tools for revenge, but then gradually some rich young ladies took the initiative to come to me, they were willing to give me a lot of things, as long as I was willing to play with them, or to be their boyfriend, at first I was unwilling, after all, no man wants to eat soft rice, but then my aunt was beaten down the stairs by my uncle, half paralyzed, and needed to spend a lot of money on hospitalization, at that time there happened to be a rich girl chasing me, I agreed." Since then, you've learned the truth. ”

Shen Nanhe took the recorder and only felt that it was a hot potato, Nick sighed and continued, "After so many years, I only have two things to regret. One is that I have done so much, and I have not been able to save my aunt's life after all; The second is, Nanhe, I lied to you, do you know the way, I have changed my English name that I can't count, I can't remember, but I always like Nick the most, because this name will make me feel like a person again, and become the one you like......"