329 I can't wait for a result in my life (3000+)
Huo Siran raised his eyes and glanced at her,
looked at the towel she had dropped on the table.
Lin Yitong was slightly nervous, staring at him with clear eyes.
Huo Siran got up and filled the cup with hot water, to the point that it was half hot, and gave it to her. She took it obediently as her eyelashes drooped, and then a towel fell gently on her hairβhe saw her still dripping hair and wanted to dry it. The two of them were silent, only the FM vertical air conditioner was humming in the room, blowing a warm warm breeze.
Suddenly like a warm spring.
"This house is yours, I have transferred it to your name, I will talk about it, I still have two keys there, and I will give them to you when I turn around," Huo Siran said lightly, making a decision, "In the future, if I don't have your permission, I won't come here." β
The heat made Lin Yitong's little face cold and hot, and she said, "Are you trying to draw a line with me?" β
Huo Siran shook his head: "It's to give you freedom and independent space." β
Then, explain: "I won't use the 'natural' in the eyes of outsiders to force you to do anything because of getting along these days, you still have that time and freedom, think about it yourself." β
She smiled, the wall of the glass pressed lightly against her lips, like a stealing fox: "Aren't you afraid that outsiders will laugh at you, a dignified chief even risked his life in order to chase a woman, but he was still turned away and had to think twice before deciding whether to be together?" β
"It's not inevitable that even my life will be sacrificed, but a choice I made by chance." He faintly smiled palely, "This is just fulfilling the promise I made to you to protect you and meet your thoughts, and compensating for the damage you have suffered, which are two different things." β
If she can really make up for it, at least she shouldn't be disabled and can't be erased for life.
Lin Yitong raised his little face, and his eyes flashed with crystal light: "You think about it carefully, if you want to compensate for this, I don't think you will be able to repay it for the rest of your life." β
She's telling the truth.
Huo Siran nodded undeniably.
So now even if she says that she wants him to chase for the rest of his life, he can accept it.
In fact, he learned a lot about the hospital these days, including inviting the most professional medical and surgical experts to ask them about the life and obstacles of people with only one kidney in the second half of their lives. Also, once a hospital in Kyoto finds a suitable kidney source for Lin Yitong, as long as that person is a voluntary donation or just a voluntary organ donation after death, he will follow that kidney source for a lifetime, and once something goes wrong with her body one day, he can at least save it.
The soft little woman squinted her eyes, feeling that it felt very comfortable, and subconsciously asked, "Huo Siran, do you know what Lu Dao is for, even if you have done so many hurtful things to me, am I still willing to be with you now?" β
"I don't feel very aggrieved or resentful anymore, do you know what Lu Dao is for?"
Huo Siran's crimson thin lips were slightly pursed, waiting for her answer.
"Your gesture," she whispered, her little hand placing the glass on the table, repeating, "your gesture makes me feel comfortable and safe." I'll know that you'll never lose your temper with me, and you'll never hurt me again. Huo Siran, you make me feel reassured. β
In this world, no one has ever given her such a sense of peace of mind.
Like the infinite embrace and tolerance of the sea.
When I was with Lin Weilan before, my tutor didn't dare to be willful, and he was afraid and respectful of his mother; With Jing Sheng, even if he knows that his temper is too good to be embarrassed, he is still tormented by guilt every day when he derails mentally, and he doesn't even dare to tell him the truth. And with Huo Siran now, she feels like a roller coaster, with turbulent waves and ups and downs, but even if she is thrown to the top of the waves, she is not afraid of falling.
He has the tightest hugs. He is the strongest guardrail.
The chest of a true lover should be like the sky, making you feel extremely free to fly in it for the rest of your life.
Some people say that women are animals who forget the pain when they have good scars, but Huo Siran really made her no longer hurt, and even forgot the feeling of pain, and she knew that she would definitely not be hurt again in her lifetime.
"Butβ"
She suddenly changed her words, restrained her mind, under the light, her beautiful little face revealed a little calm, although there was still some apprehension in the depths of her eyes, but she still mustered up the courage to finish speaking.
"I'm not the only one who should be thinking about this. Ho Siran. You also have to, think it through. β
"It doesn't matter if a woman can have one less kidney, but if a woman can't have children for life, that's her biggest defect. I know that you have already prepared to sacrifice your life, even if it is exhaustion on me, but you must also look forward to the day in your lifetime when we can really be reconciled as before," she whispered, "I want to give you a warning about such a little fantasy and expectation in your heart, becauseβ"
"There's a good chance I'll never have a baby for the rest of my life, because of the original surgery, my chances of getting pregnant again are only 15 percent."
"So I adopted Xiao Taotao, because I was afraid that I would not be able to have it again in this life."
She was silent for a while.
"You have to think about it," her eyelashes twitched, and she turned her eyes to the glass of water in her hand, "wait until you accept it and feel that it is not miserable, and then continue." β
"Huo Siran, it is not a torment to spend a lifetime on something you want to do, but knowing that you can't wait for a result for a lifetime, you know that Lu Dao can't wait for a result all your life, which is the most tormenting."
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Heavy rain hit the city.
The western part of the castle is an area that was neglected when Kyoto was first built, like a child abandoned by God, and the signals, traffic, lightning protection, and even the streets are much inferior to the center of Kyoto.
When he walked on the road to the "mysterious address", the leather shoes under the man's feet were almost submerged in muddy water.
Once again, his foot sank into the mud puddle, and when he pulled it out, the man finally couldn't help frowning and swearing.
The tavern is just in front.
When the man came in to hide from the rain and closed the waist-length wooden door of the old inn, he finally saw the deserted tavern, where there were three or three guests, a long-haired woman wrapped in a shawl, sitting in the corner.
The reason why she noticed that woman was not because of her delicate makeup, rich accessories, or elegant clothing, which she did not have. All she has is a gesture. Obviously waiting, but so cold and beautiful as a flamingo, perched on the branches, not waiting for anything, as if the way to come will come.
The man clenched his hands tightly, hiding the thick calluses in his palms that had been sharpened by holding the gun for a long time, walked over, and sat opposite the woman wrapped in a leather jacket.
"Hello." He tentatively greeted her in the local language of Country F.
The woman raised her eyes.
The delicately groomed eyebrows were a little messy because of a period of no rest, but the bewitching silhouette was still there, and when I looked at the man and then at the back of him, there was only a curtain of rain pouring all over the sky, and it was obvious that he was the only one coming.
It's a lack of trust in her.
"Speak Chinese. I know you all will. She said coldly.
The man raised an eyebrow.
Thinking about it at this moment, there is no longer any doubt, it is obvious that this woman knows his intentions, and there is no need to go around in circles.
"What do those pictures mean?" The man changed his Chinese.
The woman leaned back on a wooden chair, knee-side, and her heavy cotton skirt stood a little oily, looking a little down. Qing said coldly: "Remind you that if you want to retaliate, don't attack Huo Siran." He just had such a big conflict with your country F, will the central government not give him the slightest protection? After speaking, he paused, "I guess you have already touched the nail - in the hospital for more than half a month, you have been ambushed, tried several times but failed once, and sacrificed a small half of the people, right?" β
The man gritted his teeth, this woman came out of nowhere, and she knew everything.
"Those pictures tell you that he has weaknesses, and in order to protect his weaknesses, he will jump out of the protective circle and make moves. That woman, you see? The woman leaned over, picked up a glass of dusty sake, put it to her nose and sniffed it.
The man nodded: "That's his wife?" β
"Sort of." Although she didn't want to, she had to admit it for the time being in order to complete the plan.
"You want us to arrest his wife and threaten him?" The man's face was a little grim, "But how do you know that this woman's protection is not high?" We couldn't get close to the hospital, so we couldn't reach her. β
The woman slowly raised her eyes to look at him.
"You want to save Ryan?"
"Yes."
"If you can't save Ryan, you have to continue to complete his unfinished mission and assassinate Hosran?"
"Yes."
The woman smiled: "Then I have already told you where his weakness is, I really can't lure Huo Siran out, but I still have a set of ways to deal with women." β
Seeing the man's eyes suddenly light up, she narrowed her eyes, "However, I have one condition. β