When we meet the opposite sex under the traction of fate, we will always unconsciously produce a cowardice that we despise and even spurn. No matter how strong you usually are, you will always hesitate for a long time when you come to talk to you. It's like making a life-and-death decision!

Speaking of which, this is also human nature, doesn't it respond to the sentence: are you afraid of losing just because you care? If you just want to have fun, it doesn't matter if you succeed or not! But if you want to hold hands for the rest of your life, you have to think about it!

But always suffering from gains and losses is not a long-term solution, because the person who is qualified to live in your heart cannot be single forever because of you as a stranger. Therefore, there should not be the slightest hesitation when it is time to go out!

People don't wait for people, and happiness doesn't wait for people!

And Qiu Xiangchun's current situation is even more complicated, because she still has another person in her heart. Although the two have a striking "similarity", they even sometimes make her think of one person. But this is just her wishful thinking, and the outcome needs to be further explored!

Looking at Qiu Xiangchun, who was deep in thought and her brows furrowed from time to time, the woman in white asked softly, "What are you worried about?" ”

Qiu Xiangchun, who came back to her senses, said quietly: "Sister Yi, what if I fall in love with someone else, what should I do when I see him again?" ”

The woman in white smiled slightly and asked, "Then do you think you love him?" ”

Qiu Xiangchun was silent, and her eyebrows wrinkled even deeper!

The woman in white then asked, "If you can't tell whether you are waiting for him because of love or because of that unbinding commitment." It's better not to see each other than to see each other. Seeing each other like that would only hurt each other the most......"

After Qiu Xiangchun was silent for a while, she whispered: "I don't know if it's love!" But when I lose him, my heart will be heartbreaking, painful. I can't help but miss him, miss him, worry about him, and fantasize about the beauty and happiness I will have after becoming his wife. Every time he comes to mind, even if it's just a name, my heart beats fast......"

The woman in white sighed lightly: "If this is not love. So what is love? ”

Qiu Xiangchun's face turned pale. The body trembled, and the pitiful appearance made people can't help but care for and pity!

She has been denying this fact because there is a second person in her heart. This is quite conservative for her. It can be said to be unfaithful! In ancient times. Unfaithfulness is subject to repudiation and reproach.

The woman in white hugged Qiu Xiangchun in her arms. Softly comforted: "In this world, no one can force you to do anything except yourself. Because. You are living for yourself, not for others! ”

"After nearly 20 years of separation, the picture of memory remnants is just childish ignorance, who can keep a heart unchanged in the slightest? No! Even the nobility of those saints is just a disguise, a high face cast with hypocrisy! You can do this enough to put most people to shame. I believe that when he knows the truth, he will definitely not blame you. On the contrary, you will be ashamed of delaying your good youth because of yourself! ”

Looking at Qiu Xiangchun, who was crying silently, the woman in white said very seriously: "Xiangchun, if he really has you in his heart, he definitely doesn't want to see you tortured to death because of him." If you can find your true happiness, he will definitely send his blessings sincerely! If, when you meet, he only gives you an indifferent back, or a condescending cynicism, how can such a man be worth your effort? Such a man is not worthy of you! ”

Qiu Xiangchun nodded heavily, and her face returned to a little ruddy.

The woman in white wiped away her tears for Qiu Xiangchun and smiled softly: "Tell me about the person who can make your heart ripple after twenty years of peace!" ”

"Nirvana?" There was a little confusion in Qiu Xiangchun's eyes.

When Qiu Xiangchun said the word "Nirvana", the woman in white had a slight ripple in the depths of her eyes, which meant inexplicable!

Qiu Xiang said quietly: "When I saw Nirvana for the first time, I thought I had found 'him'. The familiarity that came from the bottom of my heart completely overwhelmed me. I couldn't help but pay attention to him, and I was fascinated by all means I had to find out what I could do to find out about him. His mood fluctuated with his joys, sorrows, and sorrows, as if I was living for him......"

However, with the passage of time, the ordinary man brought the world one surprise after another, and even amazed. The confidence in my heart could not help but waver, and little by little it dissipated. In the end, I gave myself an answer: he is not him! ”

However, this answer came too late. Because, I can't tell him from him for a long time...... How can a man's heart be divided into two halves? ”

After being silent for a while, the woman in white said solemnly, word by word: "Then how can you tell that he is not him?" ”

With a change in tone, the woman in white asked in a deep voice, "Have you ever wondered: he is him?" For nearly two decades, anything can happen. After all, when he was separated from you, he was just a child, in a stage where he was malleable in every way, not an adult who was already formed! Now, what he has become, no one knows! ”

Qiu Xiangchun was stunned and said in a low voice: "Sister doesn't often say, do you want to follow your heart?" That answer was given to me by my heart! ”

The woman in white sighed slightly and said with a wry smile: "But when we are deceived by ourselves, our hearts will deceive us...... How can you, who can't even recognize yourself, be sure that you have not been deceived by the heart that will be indifferent to you? This answer is nothing but the obsession in your heart, and it is also the obsession in your heart that keeps you in pain and torment all the time......"

"A heart cannot be divided into two halves, but it can hold two people at the same time......"

Qiu Xiangchun asked with teary eyes, "Then what should I do?" ”

The tone was full of soft begging, like grasping a life-saving straw when drowning. She was anxious to recognize herself, and she was anxious to recognize it all. Because, at this time, she is a helpless lamb who needs the care and guidance of others!

The woman in white said firmly: "Prove it with action." As long as you dig out everything about him, it's not clear whether he is him or not? ”

Qiu Xiangchun said in a low voice: "But...... But I'm afraid...... I'm afraid that once I fall into it...... I can't get out again......"

The woman in white sighed lightly: "Silly girl, don't you understand? For you, it's a relief to fall in......"

Qiu Xiangchun's body was shocked, and she murmured godlessly: "Falling into it is liberation?" ”

I can't help but ask myself in my heart: "Qiu Xiangchun, what are you afraid of?" (To be continued......)