864 Blame him
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She must be the most confused mother in the world, and she doesn't even know what to say about being pregnant.
She once said like the Yu family that after the Yu family gave birth, it would take three or four months before there was a day, and she never came, she only thought it would come in another month or two. She also heard Yu say that if she breastfeeds her child in person, some of them will not come to Tianqi until July or August or even longer, and she will not get pregnant during breastfeeding.
There were so many possibilities, but she didn't think that maybe she was pregnant.
"Ah Yan, you scold me, you blame me, right? It's me who is not good, I don't even know what to say......" Thinking of this child who was born too late, he also looked like her, maybe like Yu Wenyan, his heart hurt, and he cried on the bed.
Child, she can't live with this child.
This one was born too late, and this unformed child was just gone.
Shivering like a fallen leaf in the cold wind, her voice was heartbroken, she felt guilty and sad, and several emotions were mixed in between, turning into a bitter cry that even she herself couldn't understand, there was guilt and discomfort in it.
Yu Wenyan's heart was like a knife, she blamed herself for not knowing the slippery tire, but he felt guilty because she was poisoned and couldn't save the child.
Do you want to tell her the truth? It was actually he who hurt her.
It was him who was wrong, but she was the one who was hurt.
Yu Wenyan whispered "Yan'er", bit her lip, and slowly sat on the edge of the bed, "It's not your fault, it's me who hurt you......"
So-yeon cried a little more slowly, sobbing lowly, and looked at him with teary eyes.
He continued: "When you were unconscious. I asked Master to come and check the pulse. Master said that the poison you had earlier had not been cleared. This kid ...... I can't keep it even in April or May......"
She stopped crying, two lines of crystal tears slowly flowed, hanging on her face, as charming and weak as pear blossoms with rain, his eyes trembled, he wanted to caress her face, but he hung down weakly, and his eyes were full of affection. Deeply guilty.
"Senior Brother Huang Sang didn't prescribe me an antidote, I also took it for a few days......"
He couldn't have made it up on purpose to comfort her, right?
It was he who hurt her, he had to face it, and she had more power to know, even if she would be sad and sad, he still had to tell her the truth, and he couldn't let her carry the guilt of herself. "That medicine is one of the Fifty Poison Spectrum."
Su Yan looked at Yu Wenyan in amazement, she had always thought that the medicine was made by himself. No, he tossed it out on his own. It was actually the medicine on the poison book, she had heard of the poison book, but because she studied medicine, she had not read the book, and Wu Jue and Qiu Chunhua did not allow her to read it, saying that the book was all poisons that harmed people.
Unexpectedly, Yu Wenyan read it and remembered the recipe of each poison above.
Yu Wenyan lowered his head, buried deep in his heart with a thousand feelings of shame, and his eyes were filled with deep guilt, "When Ye begged me to dispense medicine, I didn't think about it, I just thought that this medicine was the most difficult to solve......"
The medicine prepared by Huang Sang may not be able to cure this poison. The drugs on the poison spectrum are not easy to solve. Huang Sang can't solve it, and it's even more difficult for others to solve it.
Her hand caressed her abdomen, her eyes were empty, and she was desperate, could it be that she could not have children again.
There may be no cure!
Yu Wenyan didn't make the right medicine for the Ye family, but he already regretted it.
If you don't blame him, it's too hard!
"You...... How can this medicine be dispensed? How can it be? β
hurt others, but also hurt her.
Thinking of this, Su Yan turned her head and pointed to the door and shouted, "Get out of the way!" You're out of the woods! Out of the waterβ"
Bai Zhi heard the voice and entered the inner room, looked at Su Yan who was furious, and looked at Yu Wenyan carefully, he looked like a child who made a mistake, and he didn't know what they said, Su Yan grabbed the pillow and smashed it at Yu Wen Yanfei, and then turned her head to look for something that could smash him.
Yu Wenyan saw that she was crying and angry, and her heart was anxious. She just lost a child, sitting in a small confinement, she can't be angry, she may fall ill in the future, and hurriedly said: "Don't be angry, I'm going out!" I'm going to get out of the way now! Turning his head and exiting the inner room, as soon as he went out, he heard So-yeon crying loudly.
Bai Zhi was so anxious that she hurriedly comforted in a warm voice: "Princess, your body is important, you are still sitting in Xiaoyue, you can't be angry, let alone cry, don't cry and hurt your eyes." β
Su Yan pointed to the direction where Yu Wenyan left: "That's a vicious person, no wonder my mother often says that harming people is indispensable, he ...... He ......, "Thinking of the medicine he dispensed, thinking of the poison because of his tiredness, Su Yeon's tears couldn't stop flowing.
Will she still have children?
That kind of medicine is very difficult, every one recorded in "Fifty Poison Spectrum" is the most difficult poison in the world, and some medicines have no solution at all, if they can't be solved, it will be difficult for her to have children in this life.
Yu Wenyan, how could he make such a poison.
As soon as Mama Qing entered the inner courtyard door of Qinse Hall, she saw Yu Wenyan standing in the courtyard, her face was painful, and when she heard Su Yan's scolding voice in the inner room, her heart tightened, and she asked, "How did the prince provoke the princess?" β
Yu Wenyan was a little timid, "Mama go and persuade her." Her eyes were on the glamorous woman behind Mama Qing, and behind her, there were several subordinates holding cloths and gifts.
Mama Qing sighed lightly and said, "This is Mama Sun, the queen mother has rewarded the princess to recuperate." These gifts were also given by the Queen's mother! At the end, he glanced at Yu Wenyan reproachfully, although he only glanced at him, he seemed to be trying to eat people, Yu Wenyan's heart trembled slightly, "The princess is sitting on Xiaoyue, even if you blame her, you can't be angry at this time, how can it be good?" β
Mama Qing entered the inner room, looked at the crying Su Yan, and was also relieved with Bai Zhi.
"Princess, you can't be angry anymore, it's not worth it to be angry."
"How can this confinement person cry? Don't cry and break your eyes. β
It's all useless, Su Yan didn't scold anymore, but her tears still flowed disobediently.
Mama Qing glanced at Bai Zhi and said, "The queen mother has been rewarded, the cloth and clothing are all excellent, and she has also rewarded ginseng, bird's nest and many other things, and also rewarded fifty taels of gold......
Su Yan stopped crying and looked at Mama Qing, the queen rewarded so much. Xu is because of guilt. But that's it. It is clear that it has nothing to do with the queen's mother and son.
Bai Yan brought Grandma Sun to meet Su Yan.
Su Yan sat on the gum, looked at the well-dressed grandmother, and said: "The queen and the second prince need to adjust their bodies, especially the second prince, this is a serious illness, and the person has lost weight, there are people in my house to serve, it is better for me to let Bai Zhi send the grandmother back to the palace." Go back to serve the queen's mother and son. β
Mama Sun bent her legs and knelt on the ground, her expression was firm, she had heard from the palace people early in the morning, there were many princes' mansions and county palaces, but the princess on the left shoulder was the most generous, she was selected by the queen to send it, and several other grandmothers, which were not envious, said that she had a good relationship for the rest of her life.
"The old slave came to serve the princess by the order of the queen. If the princess wants to send the old slave back, she will definitely be laughed at by the palace people and will not serve...... If the princess dislikes the old slave. Let's just kill the old slave! β
Mama Qing immediately lost her smile, could it be that she still relied on the palace? "What Grandma Sun said, my princess is also kind."
"When I left the palace, the snow goose and cuili girls of Fengyi Palace specially told the old slave to serve the princess wholeheartedly, and wanted to condition the princess's body......"
Before Grandma Sun finished speaking, she heard a familiar woman's voice outside the courtyard: "Yan'er, it's rare that the queen has a hard time, you accept Mama." There are many people around you to take care of it, and you can rest assured that you are a mother. β
Su Yan was taken aback.
It's not Ling Wei, it's the Yu family who has arrived.
The Yu family got Tian Zhuangshi to go back to report the news, and heard that Su Yan had a miscarriage in the palace due to overwork from taking care of the second prince, so he immediately rushed over. Although she is a daughter who is married, she still holds it in her heart. As a mother, she knows that her daughter has an accident, and what she needs at this time is a trusted relative who can be by her side.
Ling Wei and Yu Shi had a few words, and personally brought her to visit Qinsetang, and as soon as the two entered the door, they heard Grandma Sun's words.
Ling Wei said: "Mama Sun is the palace grandma who is the best at recuperating confinement, and she was carefully selected and sent by the queen's mother, Yan'er, you can stay." β
The two mothers pleaded, but So-yeon was not easy to insist.
Mama Sun kowtowed heavily and said with a smile: "Princess, the old slave will go to the big kitchen to cook food for the princess." When the princess comes out of the moon, she must be fat and fat. β
Yu entered the inner room with the help of the big girl, and Ling Wei followed silently.
Looking at Su Yan, who was haggard and bloodless, Yu sighed worriedly, "My son, you are really a fool, Huai Yaodong was at that time, everyone else saw it, but you didn't know what to do." I have a child, this time ......."
The first time is gone, and this second time is so confused.
Mama Qing stood on the side of Su Yan's gums, winking desperately at Yu, signaling her not to blame again.
Ling Wei said warmly: "Mother-in-law, Yan'er and Ah Yan are still young, and there will be more children in the future......"
Just this sentence suddenly chiseled the pain in Su Yan's heart, and the teardrops were suddenly like beads with broken threads, and they fell when they said that they fell, Xu was sick, Xu was lost a child, and it was out of control. She thinks she is persistent enough, but at this moment, her mood is complicated, tears are raining down, and it is difficult to control it......
Yu said: "I'm still sitting on Xiaoyue, but don't cry anymore." Your sister-in-law and third sister-in-law heard that you had a miscarriage and wanted to come over to see you. Your sister-in-law sent the grandmother in the courtyard to buy chickens and fish, and she will bring them when she returns. β
Ling Wei looked apologetic, "Mother-in-law, we have everything in the house, and I will serve them well." β
Su Yan's miscarriage is something that everyone doesn't want to see, and she eats the things sent by her mother's family, and people here are not allowed to make irresponsible remarks, she Ling Wei is also a person who will treat her daughter-in-law well, and her face is still cured by Su Yan Zhang Luo, if she doesn't cure her face, how can she stand in front of people and talk now, and she can't hide herself.
Yu raised his eyes and looked at Ling Wei, "You are a virtuous mother-in-law, this is the intention of the mother's family, her own girl has a miscarriage, she can't live with the prince and you" But whenever this kind ......of thing happens, most of the mother's family feel guilty, and they will feel that their daughter can't live with their mother-in-law's family.
"My mother-in-law has seen the outside."
Yu originally wanted to say some intimate words to Su Yan, but Ling Wei sat on the side, and it was not easy to say much, so she told Mama Qing a few words, and asked Bai Zhi and the other four big girls to use more heart, so they and Ling Wei went out of the Qin Se Hall, and the two chatted while walking. (To be continued......)