Chapter 194: So Close, So Far
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When I arrived at the beauty store, Cigarette Scar Girl and Fei Fei were busy, and I saw that there were still two student-like teenagers sitting on the sand, watching TV and queuing up. I didn't expect business to be so good during the day, maybe it was a weekend, the cigarette scar girl just greeted me briefly, ignored me, and continued to be busy with her. I looked in the mirror, and now my head is not very long, and it is estimated that there will be people in the United States later, and there are outsiders here, and it is not convenient for me to talk about things with the scar girl. So I decided to go to the Internet for a while, and wait for the evening when there were fewer people, and then come back to talk. I stood up and said I'd go out and play for a while and come back to you in the evening. The Scar Girl snorted and ignored me, unlike what I had expected before I came, the Scar Girl was cold to me, not at all like we had slept before.
I played Legend in the Internet café, and at that time my leveling had basically reached a bottleneck, and I didn't level up anymore, but I just went with that group of friends to fight equipment and cut people. I played until late, I saw that the time was almost up, and I went back to the beauty store after leaving the Internet café, and the girl with the cigarette scar was sitting on the sand watching TV, and Fei Fei was still busy. The scar girl was surprised and asked me, "Ah, why are you back again?" I was a little speechless and said, "I didn't leave at all." The attitude of the cigarette scar girl made me very sad, she didn't care about me at all, and it was difficult for me to accept. The cigarette scar girl sighed and said: I'm tired today, if you cut your hair later, let Fei Fei cut it for you. Originally, I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, and when she said this again, I felt a little resentful, and I really wanted to shake my head and leave, but after all, I came to ask her for help today, and I still endured it.
I asked the cigarette scar girl: Have you eaten it? The scar girl replied: No. I reached out and grabbed the cigarette girl's hand and said, "Let's go, please go out to eat." The cigarette scar girl pulled her hand back and said, "You can buy it back, I'm too tired to go out and eat." I was a little upset and said, "Go out and eat, I'll tell you something." The cigarette scar girl was very resolute and insisted that I buy it back and eat it. Fei Fei was busy on the side, and said to me: You'd better not mess with Chenchen today, we've been busy all day, and we're all annoyed, so don't mess up. Fei Fei's words made me quite embarrassed, and I actually said that I was messing up, how could I stand this. I didn't say anything, stood up, walked straight out of the beauty store, and walked in the direction of the station. I'm going home, and if she doesn't take the initiative to find me in the future, I will definitely not take the initiative to find her.
I was very panicked all the way, and I couldn't understand how the cigarette scar girl could have such an attitude towards me. In retrospect, before I came, when I called, Scar Scar didn't say much, and she didn't really want me to come to her. I just didn't hear it, I was just worried about my own hot head. When I got home, the more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and finally I couldn't help it anymore and left a message for the pager of the cigarette scar girl. At that time, I was impulsive, so I said cruelly: We have known each other for 5 years, and I will never look for you again in the future. After finishing speaking, the stuffiness in my chest was finally relieved a little.
Lying on the bed, my brain is very messy, and I still hope that the cigarette scar girl can call me back to apologize and admit my mistakes, but it is difficult to think about the temper of the cigarette scar girl. Just when I was thinking nonsense, the phone rang at home, and I was a little excited, could it be that the cigarette scar girl came to admit the mistake. I answered the phone, and sure enough, it was the cigarette scar girl calling, and the cigarette scar girl said on the other end: As for you, you've known each other for 5 years, what's the matter, just say it, when did I say I wouldn't help you? This sentence made me even more uncomfortable, in the heart of the scar girl, I was a friend who would only ask her for help. I pretended to be indifferent and said, "I don't need you to help me with anything."
I heard the cigarette scar girl take a deep breath on the other end of the phone and say: Huang Zhong, I feel that it is better not to get too close between the two of us. You know what I mean, I thought about it some time ago, and I think we should still maintain that kind of good friend relationship. I interrupted her and said: Good friend?? Aren't we the two now? The cigarette scar girl emphasized: It's not the relationship like it is now, let me give you an example, it should be like the relationship between me and Guo Qiang and Cao Zhi. To be honest, after the last time we did, I always regretted it, and then I told Sister Fei Fei about it. Sister Fei Fei said that I was wrong to do that, I think Sister Fei Fei is right, I really shouldn't have been with you that day. But the matter has already happened, and the two of us regret it and are not in a hurry.
I didn't interrupt Scar, I just wanted to hear what she meant, I thought to myself, I've never regretted it, it's your own regret. The cigarette scar girl continued: Let's forget about the last incident completely, and don't say anything like that to me in the future, just like what you said on the phone today that you miss me, in this case, don't say it in the future. To be honest, I don't sound very comfortable, and you know, I have a partner now, and I'm fine with the "mouth" and we. I say all this, which means, don't get me wrong, we will continue to be good friends, but just good friends. If you ask me for help, no matter what, I will definitely not say anything, as long as I can help, I will definitely do my best.
At this time, I also completely understand the meaning of the cigarette scar girl, who I hate the most now, not the cigarette scar girl, nor the mouth of the cheap man, it is Fei Fei. This Fei Fei must have said a lot of bad things about me next to the Scar Girl, and the advice given to the Scar Girl is to keep the Scar Girl away from me, there is no need to guess, although the Scar Girl's words are not so clear, but from between the lines, I can hear that this Fei Fei has no ideas behind her back. The words of the scar girl are very reasonable and rational, and her tone is neither soft nor hard, and I can't find the words to refute her, which makes me angry with her.
I snorted twice, feeling a little annoyed, I can't just beg the cigarette scar girl to be kind to me. I said, "Okay, I see, then I'll hang up." Scar Girl: Huang Zhong, don't think about it, really, I don't mean anything else, I just want to make it clear. And are you looking for me today for something, you say, what's the matter? At this time, I didn't want to say it at all, so I told Sù Smoke Scar Girl: It's okay, don't say it. The scar girl said: Huang Zhong, I'm really angry about you like this, you say!! What the hell is going on!! This mother, don't say that you're still angry, if you want to be angry, I'm angry, and you're in a hurry.
I shouted at the time: What's the matter, didn't you ask me to say it, then I'll say it, you listen. You let you object, that with a mouth and a cheap man, it's okay to be honest with me, don't be old enough to bully Liu Million. Tell him that if he continues to do so endlessly, I'll cut off one of his hands. I hung up the phone before the cigarette scar girl spoke, although I was scolding the man just now, but in fact, I was angry with the cigarette scar girl. These words of the cigarette scar girl tonight made me doubt myself, am I really not as good as a? Is he much better than me? Why does Chenchen think that the mouth is better than me, why can he talk to the mouth man, but he treats me so much.
When I went to school on the first week, I was still very depressed, and I can say that my heart was as cold as the weather at that time. When I went out in the morning, I deliberately brought the scarf that Su Wanrong gave me last year, because Liu Million might ask Su Wanrong to come out together in the evening, and Liu Cheng would also bring his object with him. In this case, I may be on my own, so I am going to ask Zhuan Bi Ting if she will go out with us at night. At the end of class, Zhuan Biting came back from the toilet, and I asked her: Can you come out at night and spend Christmas Eve with me? Zhuan Biting said without thinking about it: I can't get out, I don't go.
As soon as I saw her like this, I thought to myself, even if I took you out, I guess I wouldn't be too happy. After eating at noon, I thought about it and decided to go find the dyeing girl. Out of the school gate, the dyed girl was not there, so I decided to go to her class to find her. It was winter, and most of the students stayed in the classroom after lunch. I found her classroom, and when I looked outside the door, it was full of people. Dye Mei and a few girls are chatting, they don't see me, what can I do, forget it, shout a voice. I shouted her name to Dye Mei: Shang Dan. It was so loud that she couldn't hear it because the classroom was noisy.
After I finished shouting, the classroom was a little quieter, and many of my classmates looked at me, probably because I had already heard of it in their hearts. Today they finally met the legendary sophomore boy who used Coke to chase down his sister. Seeing that it was me, Dye Mei smiled at me and came out. Ask me: What are you looking for me, brother? I asked: Are you free at night? The dyed girl said: Yes. I finally let go of my hanging heart and said, "Let's go out and spend Christmas Eve together that night." The dyed sister happily agreed, and asked me: Okay, is it just the two of us? I said, "And my friend." Ran Mei sighed and said: Then I will wait for you at the door of your class after school.
After the appointment with the dyeing girl, my mood is much better. In the afternoon, when I was studying on my own, Zhuan Biting chatted with me and asked me: Where do you go happy at night? I teased her and said, "Go to the buffet, do you want to go?" I can't go if I want to, who told you to just say no. Zhuan Bi Ting cut and didn't say anything, but I could see that she seemed to regret it a little. The opportunity was in front of her just now, but she didn't cherish it, and it was useless to regret it now. In the evening, the third year of junior high school ended a little earlier than us, and my sister was waiting for me at the door of the classroom. With this move, I can see that Dye Mei also belongs to a girl who dares to love and hate. After all, it takes courage for a girl in the third year of junior high school to wait for a boy at the door of the class in the second year of high school, and she is still so attractive.
From the body of the dyed girl, you can see the appearance of Han Xiaoxue and the scar girl when they were in junior high school, so I really like the dyed girl. The two of us walked out of the school gate together, and although she already recognized me as a brother, I still took her hand. Dye Mei wore very cute fur gloves, and I didn't have anything, but unfortunately I didn't feel the feeling of holding her hand. Dye Mei also let me hold her hand all the time, and we didn't talk much along the way, but it wasn't too embarrassing. This feeling is very comfortable, a bit like the feeling of falling in love, since I broke up with Han Xiaoxue, I haven't felt like this for a long time.