220. Two hundred and twenty, physical and spiritual possession
Ran Zijin took Hu Die for a walk and came back, and He Yacheng was fetching pills for her in the room.
"It's time to take your medicine, are you okay?" He Yacheng asked casually, and he didn't target anyone, he knew that Hu Die was unwilling to talk to him, so he didn't expect to get an answer when he asked like this.
Ran Zijin looked at Hu Die, and when he saw that she still didn't speak, he said to He Yacheng, "It's okay." Hu Die walks steadily, there are few people on the road outside, and there are few vehicles, so there will be no problems. ”
"Hmm." He Yacheng nodded, although this was the case, he was still worried about Hu Die, after all, her eyes were not good, and her hearing was also intermittent.
He took the water cup and put the palm holding the pill to Hu Die's mouth, "Hu Die, open your mouth and drink the medicine first." ”
Hu Die sat on the edge of the bed, and He Yacheng in front of him seemed to be clearer again, and he could probably see his face, but he could only stay at the position of distinguishing his nose, eyes and mouth.
She closed her mouth, unwilling to open it, and reached out to grab Ran Zijin.
Ran Zijin reached out and grabbed her hand, "Hu Die, let's take medicine first, okay?" ”
Hu Die nodded, but still didn't open her mouth, and pulled Ran Zijin to let go, her meaning was very simple, she wanted to ask Ran Zijin to feed herself medicine.
He Yacheng patiently stretched out his hand, waiting for her to open her mouth, "Hu Die, be obedient, drink the medicine and play again." If you're willing, can you ask Zijin to accompany you for a while? ”
Hu Die frowned, some wrinkles formed in the center of his eyebrows, and there was a faint anger in his cloudy eyes, "You go, go away!" I want Zijin to accompany me! ”
"Then you'll have to take the medicine first, huh? Well, open your mouth, okay? He Yacheng knew that Hu Die felt uncomfortable, so he had been very patient, even if her attitude towards him was bad, he endured it silently, as if he hadn't heard it, and those bad things didn't happen, he still took care of her carefully and gently.
"No!" Hu Die's hearing is okay now, he can hear his own pronunciation, and suddenly feels that his speech is so ugly, so he looks inferior and no longer looks at He Yacheng.
Her hearing was good and bad, and she hadn't paid attention to the sound of her own speech before, but now she suddenly noticed, she couldn't accept it, how could it be bigger than a big tongue, and her voice was thick and dumb, as if a male duck was calling all the time.
Hu Die held back the sourness in his nose and eyes, lowered his head, let go of Ran Zijin's hand, looked indifferent, swallowed all the loss into his stomach, and endured it alone.
"Hu Die......"
"Get out!" Hu Die suddenly raised his head and roared like an angry lioness.
This was the first outburst of temper after she woke up, and it was also the first outburst of irritability, and Ran Zijin and He Yacheng were shocked.
Ran Zijin hurriedly grabbed her shoulders and patted her back with one hand, "Hu Die, don't do this, no matter what, we have to drink the medicine first." Don't worry me, huh? ”
Hu Die shook his head and slapped He Yacheng's face, "You get out!" ”
He Yacheng didn't dodge, the slap hit his left cheek end-by-end, making a crisp sound, and the water in the water cup spilled, but he held the hand holding the pill tightly, protecting Hu Die's pill well.
Ran Zijin's eyes suddenly turned red, squatted down at Hu Die's feet, and took her hands on her knees, "Hu Die, we asked He Yacheng to go out first, but you have to drink the medicine well, okay?" If you are disobedient like this, I will be angry. ”
Hu Die lowered her head, feeling uncomfortable, she thought He Yacheng would dodge, but he didn't.
She wanted to see if his face was hurt, but she couldn't see it, and she couldn't see it, she couldn't give him any more hope, she couldn't do anything but be a drag on him.
"Hu Die, you drink the medicine obediently, I'm out of the city." He Yacheng put the pills on the table, filled the water cup again, and then said to Ran Zijin, "Please watch Hu Die drink the medicine." ”
Ran Zijin nodded, watched He Yacheng leave, and then said to Hu Die: "Hu Die, why are you doing this?" Hasn't He Yacheng become very mature? You see that he has recently learned to take care of people, and he is also very meticulous with you, and if you beat him, do you feel better? Hu Die, don't be like this, let's do it. ”
Hu Die heard Ran Zijin's words, but felt uncomfortable, so he pretended that he couldn't hear it now, and he didn't raise his head or speak or react.
Ran Zijin really thought that she couldn't hear it, sighed, stood up to get medicine and water, but when she got up, her eyes were dark, and her body fell forward.
"Zijin!" Hu Die only felt that a shadow in front of her had fallen, and instinctively stretched out her hand to grab Ran Zijin, but she still rolled to the ground, "Zijin, are you okay?" Zijin, you speak! I can hear! Zijin ......"
Hu Die called Ran Zijin, Ran Zijin didn't react, she thought her ears couldn't hear again, so she slapped her ears hard, rubbed and walked towards the door, pulled the door open, it was dark outside, she looked around blankly, and didn't know where to take a step at all.
She hurriedly held on to the door frame, stomped her feet anxiously and didn't know what to do, and after two minutes, she calmed down a little, mustered up her courage, and screamed "ah" in the empty corridor with that ugly voice.
He Yacheng heard Hu Die's cry, and immediately rushed out of the house, ran to Hu Die's side, and hugged her, "Hu Die, what's wrong with you?" What's going on? Don't scare me! ”
"Hu Die, what's wrong?" Hu's father and parents followed, and when they saw Hu Die's overly frightened look, they asked nervously.
Hu Die pushed He Yacheng away, groped into Hu's mother's arms, grabbed her hand, and pointed to the house.
Father Hu reacted quickly, flashed into the house, and Ran Zijin, who had fainted on the ground, said to the people outside: "It's Zijin who fainted." ”
Hu Die nodded at Hu Mu, since she heard her voice just now, she was reluctant and didn't have the courage to speak again.
"Yacheng, you take care of Hu Die, and your aunt and I will send Zijin to the doctor." Father Hu said to He Yacheng, and then asked Mother Hu to call Hu Die's care, and he sent Ran Zijin to the medical room with the help of Xiao Zhao and Xiao Liu.
Hu Die is a lot more obedient now, she doesn't follow Hu's father to make trouble, she doesn't make noise, she does whatever He Yacheng tells her to do, she sits on the bed obediently, drinks medicine, but just doesn't sleep.
After a while, she was entangled and entangled in her heart, and then she said two words with difficulty, "Zijin ......"
If it weren't for the fact that she was really worried about Ran Zijin, she wouldn't want to speak.
"I'll call and ask, don't worry." He Yacheng understood what she meant, so he called Hu's father and them.
After hanging up the phone, he said to Hu Die: "Zijin has woken up, it is anemia, I squatted for too long just now, and I got up a little harder, it's no big deal, just pay attention to nutrition." ”
Hu Die nodded and sat there in a daze.
"Hu Die, Zijin is not in good health, let's ask her to go back to China first, and I'll stay and take care of you, okay?" He Yacheng himself is also taking care of Hu Die, knowing how tired it is to take care of people, Ran Zijin has fainted, if he doesn't add her back, Leng Muxuantie will definitely die of worry.
"You can go too, I have a caretaker, and it won't be long before I should go back to China." Hu Die said lightly, even if she didn't want to speak, no one would know what she wanted to express if she didn't speak, so she could only open her mouth with difficulty, listening to her ugly voice while talking.
"I'll stay and return home with you, and I won't leave you behind." He Yacheng sat at Hu Die's feet and pulled a blanket over her lap.
He really can't leave her anymore, that time he left her, she became like this, he is already guilty, what he can do now is to take care of her, stay by her side for a lifetime, so that she will not feel lonely and lonely in her future life.
This is not him atoning for his sins, he knows that no matter what he does, he can't atone for his sins, he just wants to be good to her and watch her live her life well and peacefully.
"You don't have to pity me like this, sympathize with me, feel guilty about me, you are not to blame for all this." Hu Die's cloudy eyes didn't know that Lu Dao was looking there, anyway, she didn't face He Yacheng, and when she spoke, she was calm and calm before, without emotional bullying and change in expression, "I was injured because I didn't pay attention when I was driving, and it wasn't you who hit me with a car." He Yacheng, I just want to stay alone and quiet now, I don't want to think about anything else, I forgot what you said before, you go, I beg you, okay? ”
"Nope! I'm not going! He Yacheng resolutely refused.
He naturally knew that Ran Zijin was referring to that sentence, that is, he said that he wanted to marry her.
"Hu Die, what I said will always count, I am not sympathetic to you, nor pity, nor guilt, I really want to marry you because I love you." He was looking at her face and said earnestly.
His heart was sour, she used to urge him in his ear to marry him, but now she didn't want to marry him.
"But I don't love you, and I don't want to marry you." Hu Die said resolutely, "Before coming to the United States, my mother said that I was introduced to a partner, and I agreed to her, and after returning to China, I decided to get married." Don't disturb my happiness again. ”
She said so, but only she knew the pain in her heart.
She still remembered the dream about the child that day, the child didn't cry or make trouble, and she told He Yacheng in the dream when to go for a comprehensive examination of the child, which has always been imprinted in her mind, and she has never forgotten it.
That child really had a problem, although she didn't know what the problem was, but she knew that it was her fault. She is disabled, so the child she gave birth to is also disabled, and she doesn't dare to hope to have a child anymore.
So she didn't dare to marry He Yacheng, she had to stay away from him, so that he would also alienate herself, forget herself, and let him start a new life, instead of wasting time on her.
She knew that even if medicine developed in the future, she would never return to a healthy state if she underwent surgery again and again, and she was a wasted person.
The two have different minds, so every conversation ends in nothing, and they can't say a result at all.
He Yacheng still insisted on taking care of Hu Die, but Hu Die was still unwilling to take care of him.
After Ran Zijin fainted, Leng Muxuan immediately flew to the United States.
He asked Ran Zijin worriedly if he wanted to return to China, he really didn't want to ask her to go abroad again, not to mention that he himself had to bear the state of separation between the two, she was really tired of taking care of a patient.
Ran Zijin thought that Qiao Zheqing had bothered her again and again because of Ran Huabo's affairs, so she also decided to return to China once, so she followed him.
She was going to go to Ran Huabo to make it clear and tell him not to call Qiao Zheqing to be a lobbyist, in short, no matter what, she would not agree to donate bone marrow.
After Ran Zijin left, He Yacheng spent more time taking care of Hu Die, and Hu Die had no choice but to endure it.
On this day, Hu Die lost his temper with He Yacheng again, and the things in the house were still everywhere, and he also beat and kicked He Yacheng.
He Yacheng had no choice but to hold Hu Die and press it on the bed, and attached himself to kiss her.
She was still struggling, swinging on all fours, and kept kicking him.
He looked at her angrily in distress, grabbed her with one hand and pressed it with both hands on top of her head, and put the other hand around her waist.
"You let go of me!" Hu Die gasped for breath, her body was still very weak, and she had exhausted her strength to kick and beat people, so she was weak when she spoke.
"Don't let go. You are obedient and then put it. He Yacheng kept pressing her movements, smelling the scent of orchids with the smell of medicine on her body, and his breathing became rapid.
Hu Die is not hearing well, so he didn't know it, and he was still writhing under him.
He Yacheng's eyes were shining, he looked at her for a while, lowered his head and kissed her lips again, hugged her waist hand, stretched in from the hem of the wide hospital gown, rubbed it on the thin waist, and then slowly rose, touched the edge of her underwear, and was about to reach in to cover her beautiful body, but he found that Hu Die was no longer struggling, two lines of tears slipped down on his calm face, and he bit his lower lip deadly.
"Hu Die, I'm sorry......" he stopped his movements and wiped away her tears, "I didn't mean to...... If you are obedient, I will ...... Sorry ......"
He stood up, looked at Hu Die curled up on the bed, and said incoherently, and then he didn't know what he was expressing.
In fact, he really didn't want to do anything to her at first, he just wanted to scare her and tell her to be quiet and not lose her temper, so as not to be bad for her health, but when the two bodies were close together, he didn't hold back his bathing hope.
He really longed to have her, not the kind of physical possession that was purely out of the hope of the bath, but the possession of the soul full of love.
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