Chapter 215 Sincere Words
Looking at Xiao Yue's sad expression, Yang Zijian couldn't help but put his hand on her shoulder and said: "Xiaoyue, you are not wrong, because there is nothing wrong with loving someone wholeheartedly, but you are also a rational girl, although the last time you went to Dejiang, you found that your friend who had experienced the wind and rain and tribulation with you had entered the marriage hall with other girls, but you were able to bury all the pain in your heart and accept it all silently. But when you find out that he is suffering from this disease, the experience of suffering with him in the past comes back to your mind, and you have the urge to share weal and woe with him. But this time is different, Zuo Jun now has a favorite girl by his side to take care of, and your pain and loss at this time can be understood. However, love needs to be empathetic, you have to consider who Zuo Jun needs more at present, and you should let the girl who can be his life force accompany him through the last years in the future, this is the best interpretation of your love for him. Love is like this, when you can't have each other, you should step aside and silently bless each other. ”
Yang Zijian's words made Xiao Yue's mood suddenly brighten, and she couldn't help but say: "Zijian, thank you for your persuasion, you have completely seen through my heart, I have figured it out now, and I will definitely use another kind of love to fulfill his happiness in his 'lifetime'." ”
Yang Zijian smiled with satisfaction: "It's good if you can figure it out, Zuo Jun is indeed worth loving, just because his love for Xuemei has always adhered to his original intention, especially when he met such a wonderful you later, he still did not waver in her, which I appreciate the most." ”
When Xiao Yue heard this, she couldn't help but ask again, "Zijian." Do you think I'm better than Xuemei? ”
Yang Zijian explained with a smile: "You are both good girls, but there is no comparison, she is very beautiful, very simple and affectionate, and she is worthy of Zuo Jun's desperate love for her." As for you, in my mind, you are beautiful in every way, and it is impossible to describe it in a simple word 'beautiful'. ”
Yang Zijian's words reminded Xiao Yue of her conversation with Zuo Jun in the African desert, and there was a striking similarity between their words, Zuo Jun's feelings for Xuemei were not exactly how Zijian felt about himself?
She thought of this. He looked up at him and said, "Zijian." Since you know that my love for Zuo Jun is inseparable, what do you think of me? ”
Yang Zijian stared at her affectionately: "Xiaoyue, as long as you are not someone else's baby, then my love for you is still loyal." If your happiness has something to rely on. Then I'll step aside. Bless you silently. ”
Zijian's few emotional words made Xiao Yue's tears welled up again, and she lamented: "But I have never been tempted by you before, don't you feel lost?" ”
Yang Zijian nodded and said, "I said I was not disappointed." That's a lie, it's because of how I feel about you that I can understand your feelings about Zuo Jun, we love each other very stupidly, but I'm luckier than you, Zuo Jun's life is not long, and your blessing to him will come to an abrupt end, but I hope my blessing to you will continue until the end of my life"
"Zijian, please don't say it!"
Xiao Yue had mixed feelings at this time, and she threw herself into Zijian's arms emotionally
In the process of recovery, Zuo Jun also saw Yang Zijian's affection for Xiao Yue. In this way, he was very relieved, he always felt that he owed Xiao Yue too much. When he saw that Yang Zijian was so good, he hoped that Xiao Yue could come together with him, and he not only expressed this wish to Xiao Yue. When Zijian came to visit him, he asked Xuemei to take Xiao Yue out for a walk, and he wanted to talk to Zijian alone
When he heard Yang Zijian talk about his past relationship with Xiao Yue, Zuo Jun couldn't help but say: "Zijian, I can see your affection for Xiao Xiao, she is a good girl, and I have had an extraordinary experience in Africa, if I am not moved by her at all, it is fake." However, Xuemei has occupied a place in my heart before, if there is no Xuemei, I will definitely fall in love with her, in fact, I have fallen in love with her deeply, but this kind of love is beyond the love of men and women. So, when she is in danger, I will also go out of my way to save her. I can't give her anything because I already have the girl I love, let alone now, but I want you to bring her everything and love her well. ”
After Yang Zijian listened to Zuo Jun's words, his eyes were full of deep respect for Zuo Jun, so he said frankly: "I am very glad that Xiaoyue was able to meet you when she encountered the most danger. She told me about what happened in Africa, and if it weren't for you, she would have been ruined by the robbers. Although I had always had a crush on her, I was ashamed of my powerlessness when she was in danger. I thank God for allowing her to meet you, for giving her a second life, and for perpetuating my dreams. I am full of gratitude to you, and if you can come together with her, I will bless you from the bottom of my heart. If the favorite in your heart can be cared for by other men to be happy, you will also be extremely gratified, because the true meaning of love is to be happy because of the other party's happiness, happiness and happiness. ”
At the same time that Zuo Jun and Yang Zijian were talking in the ward, in a small amusement park not far from the hospital, Xuemei and Xiao Yue sat on the stone bench and opened their hearts to each other
"Xiao Xiao, Zuo Jun's wound is almost healed, I will take him back to Dejiang soon, thank you and Zijian for your care for more than a month."
Listening to Xuemei's words, Xiao Yue smiled: "Xuemei, we have shared weal and woe during this time, and any kind words are too outside." Zuo Jun is a good man, although he suffers from this disease, but seeing your spirit of not giving up, I am also glad for him, his choice is right, even if the two feelings cannot last long, but to have a short opportunity to accompany each other day and night is also the most precious memory in life. In the future, you will be alone to take care of Zuo Jun, and I hope you will feel happy while feeling the pressure. ”
Xuemei's eyes moistened, "Although you don't want me to say thank you anymore, I still have to say 'thank you' to you now." It is not only his luck that Zuo Jun can meet a confidant in trouble like you, but also my luck. With you, there are many more people who care for us and will help me overcome all the difficulties and setbacks in the future, and Zuo Jun and I will happily walk hand in hand to complete the journey of life in the future. ”
When Xiao Yue heard this, her nose couldn't help but sour, she couldn't tell Xuemei about Dr. Luo's judgment, but she really hoped that Zuo Jun, accompanied by Xuemei, would be able to prolong his life indefinitely.
Another half a month passed, and Zuo Jun was finally able to be discharged from the hospital. Xiao Yue did not let Zuo Jun return to Dejiang immediately, but insisted that he and Xuemei come to their home to recuperate for a few days.
Neither Zuo Jun nor Xuemei could refuse her kindness, so they agreed to her request.
Yang Zijian personally drove them to Xiao Yue's home.
That night, Yang Zijian and Xiao Yue cooked together and held a celebratory dinner for Zuo Jun and Xuemei. Xuemei wanted to go into the kitchen to help several times, but was pushed out by Xiao Yue with a smile.
Zuo Jun sat on the sofa in the living room, and when he saw this scene, he smiled and said to Xuemei: "Xuemei, don't go in and 'help'." ”
Xuemei was surprised: "How do you say that I 'do a disservice'?" Don't you think I'm stupid? ”
Zuo Jun hurriedly shook his head and said, "Where do you want to go?" Haven't you heard that men and women are matched and don't get tired of working? The two of them are working together tacitly, are you involved in it, aren't you afraid to be someone's 'light bulb'? ”
Xuemei suddenly said: "Yes, I'm so confused, thanks to you for reminding me." ”
When it was time to start the meal, Zuo Jun still wanted to take a sip of wine, he raised his wine glass and said: "Xiao Xiao, Zijian, during the period of my treatment in Beishi, thanks to you, my thousand words of gratitude are all in this glass of wine." ”
Yang Zijian hurriedly stood up and said: "You are just in good health, just take a sip, I actually have to thank you, if it wasn't for you coming to Beishi for treatment, I wouldn't have had the opportunity to contact Xiaoyue for so long." ”
Yang Zijian's words made Xiao Yue's face blush slightly, and she just wanted to open her mouth to say something, but was stopped by Zuo Jun's words.
"Xiao Xiao, don't talk yet, listen to me say a few words."
When Xiao Yue fell silent, Zuo Jun said emotionally: "It is indeed a kind of fate for us to sit together today, because we are all people who love in our hearts, and even people who do not hesitate to give everything for the people we love." After I met Zijian, I felt very cordial, because we all have a beloved girl in our hearts, and we are always unswerving for the love in our hearts. Of course, fate often jokes with us, Zijian and his beloved girl have been separated for so many years, and it is not easy to get together again. And I, because of the life of the year, I was forced to leave my beloved girl for many years, and when we finally came together, fate tested us again"
When Zuo Jun said this, he was a little excited, and his voice was a little choked. He took a deep breath and said, "Although I have such an illness, I still have to thank God for being kind to me and having her by my side in my most difficult moments." I am also grateful to those who sacrificed themselves for the sake of our fulfillment, and they are also my relatives and Xuemei. In addition to Xiao Xiao, I would like to thank a friend who is thousands of miles away. You are all the people I respect the most in my left army's life! ”
Zuo Jun's words surprised both Xuemei and Xiao Yue, Xuemei's nose was sour, she knew that the friend Zuo Jun was referring to thousands of miles away was Liu Cheng. In order to fulfill his responsibility for love, he once again bravely let go.
When Xiao Yue heard this, she had mixed feelings, and her voice was choked: "Zuo Jun, please don't say it again." ”
Zuo Jun shook his head and said, "Xiao Xiao, please listen to what I have to say." ”
His topic then pointed to Yang Zijian (to be continued......