Chapter 46 The Grave of the Heart

It's not good, and it's not the end now; You have to believe that the ending is always good-

The salvage was carried out day and night for seven days and seven nights, and all the people were exhausted, and everyone understood the result, but when the police vaguely persuaded Lu Huaining to give up the salvage, he was already exhausted and collapsed, and he actually smashed a punch on the man's face, and after that punch, he was also completely planted on the ground.

Seven days and seven nights, all hope has been frozen......

Lu Huaining was in a coma, fever, and kept going back and forth, three days later, he finally opened his eyes and looked out the window, it was obviously daytime, it was obviously a warm spring day, but in his eyes, all this was black and white, as if the entire world had been subverted in his eyes.

The cold liquid flowed into the body little by little, the man looked at the tiny bubbles in the tube, and ripped off the needle fiercely, and the eye of the needle that was not squeezed instantly splashed with bright red liquid, he watched a drop of red burst out on the cold floor, and the hoarse voice used all his strength, "Xue Zuining!" How could you be so cruel to me! "The first child, he didn't have a chance; The second child, before he knew it was coming, was lost.

"Why do you want to hide it from me......" The man grabbed his messy hair roots, "Why don't you want to believe me......"

Since then, no one has mentioned that name in front of him again, as if it was just a long dream of his, but he can still feel the brokenness in everyone's eyes after he turned around, as if an invisible awl pierced his heart at once, and the pain was numb.

He didn't mention her again, coming out of the hospital, going to work, getting off work, going home, everything was the same as before, such a regular life, so that the people around him were always worried about him, Mrs. Lu was worried, Su Yi was worried, Chu Ci was worried, Secretary Yang was worried, and even Xiaoyu was worried.

That day, Xiao Yu was picking up a few potted plants left by Xue Zuining in the living room, and he was rarely interested in intervening, pinching the yellowed leaves and saying lightly, "This little thing seems to be quite squeamish." ”

"It's very difficult to raise, I haven't applied fertilizer for a few days, and it's almost dry." The scissors in Xiaoyu's hand paused slightly, but he heard him calmly continue, "This person is not squeamish, but the things he raises are squeamish." Take good care of her, lest she be miserable. ”

In a word, Xiaoyu's back was cold, and he didn't even dare to come out of the atmosphere.

He woke up from his slumber calmly almost abnormal, not even sad enough to be frightening, but he was like that, until a month later, a full 30 days and nights she had been away from him.

He didn't go to work, he wasn't at home, his phone was turned off, and no one knew where he was.

That day, he sat by the river, sitting on the cliff bank where she had an accident, with a laptop computer next to him, on which the propaganda film of "Drunk Love" was played, and he recalled her and his bits and pieces again and again - "Dirty! It was the first time she had scolded him, and her eyes were full of anger, and she even raised her hand to pour the wine from his glass on his face. He still remembers the first time he was scolded, and he felt like a feather scratching, paradoxically making him not know how to react. Around that time, he fell in love with her.

He threatened her with the same reason each time, and looking at her helpless but helpless expression of submission, he tried to guess how she felt when she was tortured, trying to enjoy the feeling of revenge, but slowly, the feeling deviated from the predetermined trajectory and slid into another sinking swamp.

His number was always just an unnamed string of numbers in her phone, but such a woman rushed into the fire for him, but at the end of the day, she was left with a puzzling question, the child who left with her......

All of this was like a knife on his heart, and every time he thought about it again, the wound on his heart was a little deeper, but even if it hurt, he still wanted to recall, until the computer automatically turned off the power and shut down, and those common memories with her also came to an abrupt end, leaving only the pain of not being able to breathe......

The surroundings are very quiet, so quiet that there is only the sound of the wind and the whimper of the river, this place is very dangerous, usually few people come, since everyone knows that there was a car accident here that caused a corpse and two lives, no one dares to step into here, for fear of being contaminated with bad luck. So all day, he sat alone like that.

There was a cigarette on his fingertip, not that he didn't want to light it, but he didn't light it, because he remembered what she had said to himself, and lazily like a cat, "Smoke less in the future, I don't like it." ”

But now, can he interpret her "dislike" as she is worried that nicotine will accidentally hurt the little life in her womb?

He pulled out his lighter, lit it with a piece of rubber that he had brought from the car, and dripped the molten black liquid in a circle onto a glass bottle with a platinum ring lying quietly at the bottom of the sealed bottle.

"Cat, I don't know if you'll like it. If you see it, whether you like it or not, give me a dream......"

This is the first time since he woke up, whether he was alone or in front of outsiders, Lu Huaining called her name like this, but just this made his whole body tremble, a pair of dark eyes suddenly swelled up, and there was a full of pain pouring outward, and the tears fell uncontrollably like that, overflowing his throat and soaking into his heart.

In the nearly forty days since the accident, his calmness is not pretended, he is really calm, calmly going to work, calmly getting off work, calmly shuttling through the place where she once lived, calmly lying on the big bed where she slept, calmly sharing the air that remained of her breath, and in the dark, he always felt that she had not left herself, and always felt that she was still just angry with him as before, just avoiding him temporarily, so he was not sad, nor sad, and went to live every day peacefully......

He was waiting, but it seemed as if his waiting had turned into a dream.

At this moment, facing this sea, facing the emptiness that no matter how beautiful the production of "Drunken Love" was, she no longer responded to it, he felt lonely, felt that she had abandoned him, and he began to be afraid.

Suddenly raised his hand, only to find that his face was so wet at some point, and even he raised his hand several times to wipe it, but he still couldn't wipe the diffuse liquid, and there was no rain in the sky, it seemed that he was crying......

In addition to this dampness, there is also a faint whimper in my ears, whose voice is this? Who is crying so sadly?

Everything in front of him, Lu Huaining can no longer see it, he can't tell it, his eyes seem to be covered with a veil, and they all say that people will have a manifestation after death, but even if it is visible, "Cat, don't let me not see you, you come out and let me take a look, just take a look, let me know where you are?" Let me know if you're cold? ”

"Cat, I know you're afraid of the cold...... If you're cold, come to my arms......" Lu Huaining opened his arms and opened a posture to greet and hug her at any time, but until his arms were numb, his arms were still empty, and the only thing he hugged was always ruthless air, and he couldn't wait to jump down.

The call of "cat ......", Lu Huaining buried it in the bottom of his heart, "What are you for?" Why don't you even give me the last chance? ”

Am I doing too many wrong things? Or do you hate me so much that you want to punish me in this way, and you don't even want me to die? Cat, I know I'm wrong, but you won't even give me a chance to correct my mistake?

You are punishing me, and God is punishing me, and I can only cry in the face of the river when I think of you......

The whimper of the wind was louder, and the sound of footsteps behind him was approaching, and a female voice suddenly sounded, "You are really here." ”

The unfamiliar voice made Lu Huaining hesitate for three seconds, and finally slowly raised his face, the whole person had regained his calm, except for the slight redness of his eyes, there was no trace of tears, he got up, and the glass bottle in his hand flew towards the blue sea......

The long arc crossed the woman's eyes, but in exchange for a soft snort.

"I heard you're getting engaged soon? The other party is the daughter of Wanyi Group? An Xin also slowly walked to his side, "Aren't you afraid that she will be angry with you for being so fond of the new and hating the old?" ”

"Angry?" Lu Huaining sneered, "If she is willing to be angry, I hope she can really be angry enough to come out and bite me." ”

"Chen Sang is right, you really can't love Ning Ning, and you can't deserve her love." An Xinyi's eyes cast into the depths of the sea, the ring, which had already been swallowed by Bo Lang, "A woman can't even die in exchange for an upright identity." Her playful gaze swept over him, "Mr. Lu, is it true that in your man's world, only money and power are always important!" ”

"Miss An seems to be deeply touched." Lu Huaining's eyes fought back indifferently, in his world, that feeling, that love, no outsider can evaluate.

Anxin also laughed disapplauded, anyway, he was already in tatters, so what could he argue about?

"People say that promises are ...... to break"

"I said, I, Lu Huaining, have only one wife in my life, Xue Zuining......" Lu Huaining turned around without any nostalgia, and his eagle eyes swept over the peace of mind that was suddenly interrupted, "Then I will only guard her in this life." ”

Anxin also looked at the man picking up the computer on the ground, watching him leave, looking at his back, still so arrogant, with indifference that people couldn't approach, and then heard the man's last sentence kept repeating in his mind like an illusion, "Then I will only guard her ...... in my life"

And after Lu Huaining got into the car, his eyes fell on the ring box held in the palm of his hand, and the contents finally returned to the place where it should have been after being with him for so long, and he only wished that the sea water would rush and float with it to every corner of the world, and there was always a place where she could see the beauty of regret.

He took out his mobile phone and dialed a number, "Chu Ci, I want the best cemetery." ”

And when Chu Ci was still doubting whether he was hallucinating, the call had been cut off.

A week later, on a sunny hillside, there was a tomb with only an empty ring box inside......