Chapter 150: Confused and Confused
Friends, friends
Have you ever remembered me?
If you are enjoying happiness
Please forget me
Friends, friends
Do you remember me?
If you are suffering from misfortune
Please tell me
Friends, friends
Have you ever remembered me?
If you are enjoying happiness
Please forget me
Friends, friends
Do you remember me?
If you are suffering from misfortune
Please tell me
Friends, friends
Do you remember me?
If you have a new one
You have a new side
Please leave me, leave me
On Liu Cheng's left, there is a newly opened store that is holding a celebration. What is the business, Liu Cheng is not in the mood to take a look, but the song "Friend" played from the newly opened store has reached his ears, which has resonated in his heart.
He couldn't help but think in his heart: Xuemei is really as the beautiful reporter said, in the case of loneliness and helplessness, she regarded herself as her only support. Now, the misunderstanding between her and Zuo Jun should have been resolved, Zuo Jun is the only one in his heart, and she is the driving force for Zuo Jun to work abroad all these years. And if he still 'dominates' Xuemei, what should the world think of him Liu Cheng?
But he thought about it again: as long as he and Xuemei really love each other, do they still need to care about the eyes of the world?
Soon, he was shaken by himself again: It is true that he loves Xuemei, doesn't Zuo Jun love him? He loves even harder, and some time ago, his emotions were still swaying between Chunmei and Xuemei, if Zuo Jun once hurt Xuemei, what about himself? When I decided to marry Chunmei. Doesn't it also make Xuemei sad?
He kept thinking along the sidewalk, and unconsciously came to the vicinity of Chunmei's house. He remembered Xuemei's words, and didn't read the letter that Zuo Jun wrote to her, if she already had no feelings for Zuo Jun, would she mind reading his letter? Do you want to see it, or don't you dare to look at it?
He was sure that the letters were already in Chunmei's house, and when he became interested in them, he walked to Chunmei's house
At this time, Chunmei's house was locked. Their family of three went to work and went to school, and they couldn't come back until noon, so they waited outside like this?
He reached for his mobile phone and wanted to make a call to Chunmei, but after reaching into his pocket, he came across a hard thing, and he took it out and saw that it was a bunch of keys. There is a 'new house' that he rents, but he also has a key to Chunmei's house, which was given to him by Chunmei before. Every time he came to Chunmei's house, the time was not fixed, and Chunmei handed him a key. You can come and go freely when no one is in the house.
He hadn't used it in a long time and almost forgot about it, when he found the key. He didn't call to disturb Chunmei. So he opened the courtyard door and walked in directly
In the Westinghouse, he found the black leather case he had seen on the TV news. He stared hesitantly for a moment, but opened the box, revealing the various papers in front of his eyes.
He picked up a few and looked at them carefully, they were all letters written to Xuemei in different periods.
Liu Cheng looked at these letters, including the back of cigarette box paper and waste document paper, and his heart couldn't help but be shocked. From these various letters, he had already read how difficult the conditions were for the left army to live, but he still persistently wrote to Xuemei.
Driven by his curiosity, he read the letters in no chronological order
In fact, he is not a person who is curious to look at other people's things, but he wants to understand from these letters how deep Zuo Jun's love for Xuemei is. However, as soon as he looked down, he couldn't stop, the man didn't flick his tears, but he was a tough guy, and tears flowed out of his eyes again and again
It's time to get off work at noon again, and Xiao Zhang accompanies Chunmei back home. When they saw that the lock on the door had been opened, and thought that Shanshan had come back earlier, Chunmei leaned over and knocked on the door, but when her hand touched the door. The door opened, and it was not plugged in.
Chunmei secretly complained in her heart, she had already told her daughter that if she came back first, she must insert the door from the inside, why was Shanshan so careless today?
But after she and Xiao Zhang pushed the door into the hospital, they didn't find any trace of Shanshan, and she couldn't help but shout: "Shanshan! “
However, there was no answer from her daughter, and she was nervous, and she hurried into the house, and found that the door of the Westinghouse was open. She leaned in and saw that it was Liu Cheng sitting inside, reading Zuo Jun's letter to Xuemei.
What surprised Chunmei was not that Liu Cheng would suddenly break into her house, but the undried tears on his face. "Brother Liu, why are you here?"
When she met Liu Cheng's eyes, she asked first.
Liu Wei wanted to leave after reading only a few letters, but he was immediately attracted by these letters, and he ignored that it was already noon.
Liu Cheng didn't answer Chunmei's words, he continued to read the letter in his hand that he hadn't finished reading.
"Brother Liu, what do you think they are doing?"
Chunmei rushed over, trying to stop Liu Cheng from continuing to watch.
Liu Cheng didn't have any energy at this time, and as soon as Chunmei stepped forward to grab it, the letter paper in his hand fell off his hand.
Chunmei hurriedly stuffed all the letters on all kinds of paper into the box, and then closed the box again.
Liu Cheng sat there without saying a word, bearing too much burden in his heart.
"Brother Liu, don't you look like this, okay? Xuemei loves you now, and she and Zuo Jun have long passed. Even she doesn't want to read these letters, so why do you have to make your heart clogged? ”
Chunmei looked at Liu Cheng's lost appearance and said with some distress.
When Xiao Zhang saw this situation, he didn't know how to persuade Liu Cheng, so he said: "Chunmei, you can talk to Brother Liu for a while, I'll cook, Brother Liu will eat here!" ”
"Okay, you have to prepare wine, I want to drink!"
Liu Cheng, who had not spoken, suddenly said such a sentence.
Xiao Zhang was stunned for a moment, and then quickly replied: "No problem, I'll drink with Brother Liu." ”
Shanshan happened to come back at this time, Xiao Zhang hurriedly took out the money and handed it to Shanshan and said, "You go and buy a bottle of 'Dejiang Laobaigan', I want to drink with your godfather." ”
Sansa took the money and went out to buy wine happily.
Liu Cheng was silent for a while, looked at Chunmei who was guarding his side, and then asked, "Chunmei, can you tell me the truth?" ”
Chunmei was stunned, she quickly nodded: "Brother Liu, why do you say that?" When did my sister tell you a lie! ”
Liu Cheng pondered for a while before slowly asking: "When you saw the news of the interview with Zuo Jun, what did you think at that time, were you moved by his spirit?" ”
Chunmei didn't expect Liu Cheng to ask such a question, she couldn't hide it, so she had to nod.
Liu Cheng then asked, "If you were Xuemei, would you be able to forgive him for his previous behavior?" ”
"I can't say anything about that, maybe! But"
"Chunmei, I know that you are afraid that my feelings will be hurt, so you are afraid that telling the truth will stimulate me, right? But it's useless for me to rely on you alone to sympathize, and now people in the world are sympathetic to the left army, which is the general trend. ”
"Brother Liu, do you want to let go again?" Chunmei said in surprise.
"Whether to let go or not is not something that I can decide subjectively!"
"Then are you worried about Xuemei? She'll be on your side. ”
"You may be right, if I don't let go, Xuemei can't refuse me, because I have too many 'favors' for her, which is enough to make her 'pay' for me. However, what I need now is a life of mutual love, not a one-sided heavy payment! ”
"Brother Liu, why do you say that? Xuemei is with you, I really feel extremely happy, I am also a girl, I can understand the psychology of our girls. ”
Liu Cheng shook his head and smiled bitterly: "This is the feeling before Zuo Jun appeared, but since he is back, everything has changed, if she turns Zuo Jun out for me, not to mention the eyes of the world, even if it is herself, she will bear huge pressure of conscience for the rest of her life, she is just a simple girl, can she bear such heavy pressure psychologically?" ”
"But if she loses it, she'll feel just as upset."
Liu Cheng's heart was in turmoil at this time, he shook his head and said, "Let's stop talking about it for now, let me think about it again!" ”
At this moment, Liu Cheng's mobile phone rang, he took it out and looked, it turned out to be Xuemei calling, and suddenly remembered that Xuemei said before going to work that she wanted to go back to their 'new house' for lunch, so he quickly answered
"Brother, where are you?"
"Xuemei, I'm sorry, I have something to delay, now at Chunmei's house, I want to drink with Xiao Zhang, you can come too!"
Xuemei has the key to Liu Cheng's 'new house', she couldn't see Liu Cheng after she entered the house, so she called to ask, when she heard Liu Cheng answer like this, she refused: "Then you drink, don't drink too much, I see that there is still a lot of food left here, if you don't eat it, it will be spoiled, I'll heat them up here, deal with a sip, and it's gone." ”
"Oh, that's fine, you can eat something, just in time for a lunch break, Xiao Zhang is still busy, and we can't eat for a while."
Chunmei was listening, so she hurriedly snatched Liu Cheng's mobile phone and wanted to persuade Xuemei to come over to eat, but Xuemei had already hung up the phone.
Xuemei was in that 'new house', looking at the leftovers, and she felt very uncomfortable. The matter of Zuo Jun really touched her a lot. However, in the past four years, she has fallen into Liu Cheng's feelings. Even when Liu Cheng and Chunmei were on good terms, her feelings for Liu Cheng never wavered at all, and compared to Zuo Jun, Liu Cheng could give her a sense of security. She has made psychological preparations to live up to Zuo Jun, and what she needs now is Liu Cheng by her side to constantly cheer and cheer her on. However (to be continued......)