Chapter 31 Half Sea, Half Fire
The most beautiful helplessness of love is to meet the right person at the wrong time-
The strange feeling that she had never felt before made her panic, but her body betrayed her heart one step ahead of her consciousness, Xue Zuining couldn't distinguish this feeling that made her fall, and rationally wanted to resist and the desire that her body couldn't bear was like purgatory, maybe it was the splendor of degeneration into flowers, half sea, half flame......
The glimmer of light in the man's inky black eyes continued to spread, and finally turned into a bright star in the sky, lighting up her world......
The hand slowly let go, as if the drowning person had finally lost the most reluctant trace of life, and the ripples under his body turned into a huge whirlpool at some point, as if to suck him down, this feeling made him panic, and his big hand slammed the back of her head, he kissed her eagerly, and in the interval, his vague words came out, "Can you forget the past, forget my former bastard...... Cats, forget about them, okay? ”
Forget. This is the answer he gave her, it is the choice he gave, he can want her, but he can't give her what she wants, a pure love, but it becomes the rainbow that is out of reach of each other, and finally when the sun dissipates, all the short-lived beauty will end.
"Do you know, cat, how much I wanted to pull out your disguised thorn, but in that case, you would hurt; Leave them behind, I hurt. Lu Huaining gently kissed away her dazedness, pressed his forehead against her, and repeated over and over again, "Fortunately, everything is worth it, it's all worth it......"
The man's indifferent tenderness made her heart tremble slightly, like a leaf on a branch blown by the wind; Under his leadership, like a lonely boat in the sea, he rises and falls with him, but he can't find the other shore where he can stop......
The night is like a bewitching vine, carrying too many tears and sliding down silently, splashing one by one dustless splashes, and rippling layer by layer of false love.
Night, as still as water.
Xue Zuining finally slowly closed her eyes in the man's fiery obsession, Lu Huaining's slender fingers stroked her pale and somewhat cool cheeks, and the faint tears staggered the bewitching arcs, gently tidied her messy hair, slowly lowered her head and gently dropped a kiss on her forehead, "I'm sorry I hurt you so deeply...... Didn't protect our children well! ”
In the dream, she seemed to frown slightly because of the too intimate movements, her face gradually showed uneasiness, her lips moved slightly, and her brows tightened......
The man's smiling eyes looked at her quietly, and his big palm gently held up the small hands, wrapping almost all of her hands in the palms, and his eyes slowly moved down from her frowning brows, through the fine scars on his arms that had been left by filming......
Xu felt the temperature of his palm, Xue Zuining's slightly frowning brows gradually soothed, his pursed lips were gently closed, and his pale face gradually became calmer.
Lu Huaining kept staring at the bruises on her wrists, pursed the corners of her mouth, opened her thin lips lightly, and said leisurely, "Maybe even you don't know how distressing you are with your stubbornness, you must think that everything I did was to take revenge on you, but you know that when I first saw you, it was your voice that attracted me, and at that time, you happily sent birthday wishes to your boyfriend with notes under your fingertips." I originally thought that you would only be a passerby who I had never met in my life, but fate arranged for us to meet again and again, and when I finally found out your identity, it was not so much that I wanted revenge, but just to give myself a chance to get close to you......"
After the words fell, Lu Huaining slowly raised his eyes, looked at the calm face and said slowly, "Su Yi has told me more than once that you are a calm and cold woman, but I know that because you like "The Phantom of the Opera", you will fall in love with a cake with the same name as the heroine in the movie. It's not that you don't know how to love, you just need a reason......" He hugged her and sighed softly, his fingers interlocked gently to the flat lower abdomen, and his thin lips curled slightly, adding a little tenderness to his indifferent face, "So, when I learned that you were pregnant with our baby, I was thinking, maybe he contacted you and me...... Do you feel more at ease? Will you slowly forget your hatred for the baby's father because of your love for this child? You can even fall in love with me a little bit......"
It's just that this fateless child is gone after all, and he is destined to be a crippled beauty.
"I know that this child has made you disheartened, I know that you are in pain, but I can't let go of your hand, I can't convince myself to let you leave my world with hatred and regret after pushing my heart open. I'm sorry to make you lose your peaceful life, I'm sorry to deceive you......" Lu Huai quietly felt each other's heartbeats dancing together in this night, "So, when I learned from that script that you didn't have amnesia, I thought that story without an ending, let's give it an ending without an ending." If it weren't for that phone call, I'd have kept it a secret forever, sorry for choosing to lie to you again! ”
"During the time I was injured, I saw that you gave up everything you used to take care of me, even if it was your guilt, it was your kind charity, I naively thought, is it as long as my injury is never good, we can live like this forever......"
The man who couldn't get an answer finally fell asleep exhausted in his muttering, and when his steady breathing melted into the air, the woman's originally closed eyes slowly opened, and there was an astringent feeling in the corners of the eyes.
What made her originally chaotic consciousness extraordinarily clear on this night, her body was obviously tired to the limit, but there seemed to be an alarm bell ringing in her brain, she didn't know how to face the men around her and how to face herself after this crazy night. And she didn't expect to know so much about the Dao, and she didn't know the truth about the Dao. Perhaps, if the encounter between him and her changes the way, does that mean that reality will become a little brighter?
Xue Zuining looked blankly into the night, the future he once imagined was now gone, he originally thought that his marriage with Chen Sang could end all the tragedy, but he never thought that he would start another love! When she concocted the plot in "Strange Love" in the same way and took revenge on this man with desperate thoughts, she didn't calculate that what she would lose the most was her own heart!
Lu Huaining, I would rather you bring me a bone-chilling pain from beginning to end, rather than devouring pleasure, and finally let me walk into this narrower and narrower dead end!
The palm that wrapped her had a warm temperature, but it made her tremble with fear, and her fingertips gently stroked a stroke in the man's palm, and at the end of the sentence it was piecemeal spelled into a word.
That night, she kept clinging to him, like a kitten afraid of the cold, and he hugged her tightly, warming her body with his body heat.
A week later.
Xue Zuining faced the uninvited guest who appeared in front of her, and she knew that another force that destroyed her defense appeared.
Su Yi still has cynical eyes, but he is a little more mysterious, regardless of other people's questions and objections, he pushes people to his Land Rover.
Xue Zuining's resistance was ineffective, so she could only sit in the passenger seat coldly with her sullen breath, and when she saw the car stopped in front of a skyscraper at the back of the worst place, she was startled, "What are you bringing me here for?" ”
"Of course, I'm here to show you your man's style!" Su Yi opened the car door and made a "please" gesture to the people on guard in the car, his peach blossom eyes mysteriously raised, and his eyes fell on the magnificent Shengtian Building in front of him, "Don't you want to see how your man is strategizing in the mall and fascinating a group of men, women, young and old?" ”
"Su Yi, did he give you a rat medicine? Otherwise, why would you look at other people's horses! "Xue Zuining is very sorry for this dead man. Bao hated so much that her teeth itched, last time she threatened Xu Ze to trick herself to the club, and today she didn't know what damage tricks she had, at this time she naturally spared no effort to hurt people, "Do you like him?" ”
Su Yi almost squirted out a sip of tea, and his thoughts of accosting MM who delivered refreshments were suddenly indifferent, and he picked up a tissue and wiped the water stains on the corners of his mouth hatefully.
"Xue Zuining, you can damage a little more!"
In the tea restaurant attached to Shengtian, before lunchtime, Shengtian's employees poured in as if they had made an appointment, gathered in front of the large LED electronic screen, and did not know what they were waiting for.
And Xue Zuining was destined to be speechless and endless, "Hey, won't you just come to take me to see how Lu Huaining's employees collectively skip work and come out for morning tea during working hours!" ”
Su Yi was so angry that his fingers were trembling, his grandfather, master, I gave up my rest time to match you two hard-working mandarin ducks, you are good, you will not give up without damaging my skin! I don't want to tell you, I'm going to kill you in a hurry! Ha, I'm waiting for you to wait for the embarrassing scene of Sheng Tian in tears!
Xue Zuining looked at the man who was so angry with him that he directly treated him coldly, grabbed the mobile phone on the table, and when he got up to leave, he heard the screams of women in the crowd hugging the group, "Wow, it's ours...... It's long live, so handsome! ”
Xue Zuining's eyes immediately stared at the screen, today's Lu Huaining was wearing a dark suit, with a white-collared blue striped shirt, a pair of eyes like black gems staring, focused with firmness, firm and stubborn persistence, that gaze seemed to be looking through the lens to someone or somewhere, she looked at him, her eyes seemed to meet and weave with him across the screen, and her heart skipped a beat.
"Let's go, you're leaving!" Su Yi raised his eyebrows disdainfully, "Xue Da Beauty, the door is over there, quick, give me a back of your cold and arrogant and noble!" ”
Xue Zuining replied directly with his eyes: I just won't leave, what can you do with me! If you have the ability, you bite me!
And Lu Huaining on TV has no usual indifference, but has more meticulous solemnity, looking at him like this, Xue Zuining even forgot what kind of answer this man who disappeared in her life for a whole week gave her after that night.
Is it giving up, or is it endless entanglement?
The man's magnetic voice, like the canghua that has been through the four seasons, is so mellow and transparent, through the radio waves from a distance, beautiful like the sound of heaven, at that moment, everything in heaven and earth is quiet, only his voice rises and falls, like a gurgling stream, flowing in the air......