My eyelids jumped, and I tried to open them, and found that the sunlight was shining all over the room, and the white light that pierced my eyes turned out to be the light that came in through the curtains.

I sat up from bed, rubbed my hair, looked at my phone, and found out how I slept until the afternoon. In a daze, I felt as if I had forgotten something very important, but I couldn't remember what it was.

I haven't slept well lately, I deliberately opened a hypnotic APP when I went to bed last night, and I fell asleep listening to the sound of the tides in Hailang, I seem to have had a long dream, but after waking up, I don't remember everything in the dream at all.

I stretched, got up and changed my clothes, and went out for a meal. When you go home after eating, turn on your computer and surf the Internet. I was surfing the Internet, and my friend Huahua called, "Where are you?" Go shopping in the afternoon! ”

"Good one, see you in the old place!" I said.

When I went to see Flowey, she beckoned to me, "Here!" I've been waiting for you here alone for a long time! Lin Qianxin didn't come either. ”

After I sat down, she looked surprised and asked, "Why did you go last night, why did you come out with two dark circles under your eyes?" ”

I touched my face and said, "Are you okay?" I just didn't sleep well last night, I had a bunch of messy dreams, and I woke up and forgot all about it! ”

Huahua smiled evilly, "It's not a spring dream, right?" ”

I thought about it seriously, "It seems that there are too?" ”

Huahua smiled: "Which handsome guy did you dream of?" ”

"I forgot!" I said helplessly.

"Lin Qianxin, this dead girl, let us pigeon again." Huahua said.

"Needless to say, it must be President Shao Da who won't let him go!" Lin Qianxin's boyfriend is a rich and handsome man, and he is very clingy to her, and Huahua and I both know about it.

"Forget it, ignore her."

After shopping with Huahua, we went to the movies again and went home. I was a little distracted throughout the day because I always felt as if I had forgotten something important.

The days passed like flowing water as usual, and nothing expected happened. On this day, it was about to rain, and I trotted with an umbrella to catch up with the bus near the platform, but the little bag skirt couldn't open my legs, and I didn't catch up after all.

I sighed and stood helplessly on the platform, bored to look at the billboard on the platform. An ad caught my eye, "67 applause and 103 laughs from the audience, this year's musical you can't miss." ”

What is it that deserves so much laughter? I twisted my head, unable to think of it. There is a kind of numbness that spreads in this city, where everyone repeats their own things day after day, like machines.

Will the machine also have a big laughing moment? When I was a kid, I dreamed that I would save the planet one day, but now I realize that I can't even save myself.

After returning home, I turned on the TV and saw that Xi'an tourism was being introduced, and the program was very interesting. I used my computer Baidu to check it and found that there are many attractions worth visiting in Xi'an. Terracotta Warriors, Huaqing Pond, Famen Temple and so on.

It's been a boring time lately, so it's better to go for a walk. I'm a casual person, and I often think of traveling alone with my bag on my back. So I immediately booked a ticket to Xi'an, casually packed a few clothes and went out.

The plane landed in Xi'an, I stayed at the hotel, and went to visit the attractions I wanted to see with my bag on my back. I was especially lucky when I went to Famen Temple, because the Buddha bone relics are only open on weekends, and I just caught up with it.

In three days, I have visited all the tourist attractions near Xi'an, and I took my mobile phone Baidu to see what else I could see. A name appeared in front of my eyes, "Maoling".

"Han Mao Mausoleum is the mausoleum of Emperor Wu of the Western Han Dynasty Liu Che. It is located in Maoling Village, Nanwei Township, northeast of Xingping City, 40 kilometers northwest of Xi'an City. It is now a national key cultural relics protection unit. It was built between 139 BC and 87 BC and lasted 53 years. ”

"Maoling sealed soil is covered bucket shaped, the existing residual height is 46.5 meters, the base side of the bottom of the tomb is 240 meters long, the cemetery is square, the side length is about 420 meters. So far, the soil on the east, west and north sides still exist, and there are still the tombs of Mrs. Li, Wei Qing, Huo Quai, Huo Guang, Jin Riyan and others in the tomb of Lingzhou. ”

Seeing this introduction, I had a strong desire to go and see it, so I immediately went to the bus station to buy a ticket and get on the bus.

Looking out the window on the highway at the receding scenery, I had an indescribable feeling that I was going to see an old friend. When I bought a ticket to enter the Maoling Museum, this feeling became even stronger.

I followed the tour group and listened to the tour guide's introduction, "Huo Qu fell ill in the sixth year of Yuanzhen, that is, in 117 B.C., Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty commemorated his military exploits, and built a large tomb for him in the northeast of Maoling, like Qilian Mountain. There are huge stones piled up on the sealed soil, and stone people, stone beasts, etc. are placed in front of the tomb. ”

It was as if someone had suddenly been pounded my chest, and the pain was inexplicably sharp, and I felt as if I had lost something precious.

I involuntarily left the crowd and walked towards Huo Qu's sick tomb, green and lush, went up a few steps, approached the huge tombstone, and wrote "Han Hussar General Da Sima Champion Hou Huo Gong went to the sick tomb", I reached out to touch the word "go sick", my brain became blank in an instant, and tears flowed down the ground.

The memories in my dreams are like fragments, pieced together by me, yes, how can I forget him? I remembered that I had become a woman named Mulan in my dream, and I loved Huo Quai.

The experience of those years in the dream gradually became clear, Huo Quzhi, Chu Jinmo, Nangong Yun... Faces appeared in my mind, this memory was lost, I felt unable to breathe, and my hands were clutching at the painful heart.

Am I really going to be around you, or is it just a dream? If it's a dream, why do I feel such pain at the moment?

Was my experience with you a dream or real? Is it because of my existence that changes your story? If it's all about cause and effect, then what should I do?

It was like a dream two thousand years away, and now I am here, but I can only guard your grave. In my dream, I always wanted to leave that dream, but today I stand here, but I can't forget you in my dream. There are two thousand years between us, and we can't touch each other.

It turns out that you are the most reluctant for me, and you are the most unacceptable to give up, and at that time my life seems to be only for you. But now how can I go to your side?

After returning from Xi'an, I almost fell into madness, thinking about how to return to my dreams every day, and even went to the hospital to prescribe sleeping pills in order to allow myself to fall asleep quickly. But after taking sleeping pills, I slept deeply without dreams, and the next day I had a splitting headache.

I searched the Internet over and over again, but everything was similar but different from what I knew. I watched the appearance of Huo Quzhi in "The Emperor of the Han Dynasty" on TV, and it was obviously not his face, but he still burst into tears.

I don't want to tell anyone about it, because I'm afraid that people will think I'm crazy and crazy. And no one can understand how to fall in love with someone in a dream.

It's been two years since I woke up from this dream, but no matter how hard I tried, I never got back to that dream.

I was walking down the street alone, and there was not a hint of wind in the sultry weather, and a few raindrops fell, and then the raindrops the size of beans seemed to pour down. I had no intention of hiding from the rain, walking in the rain and letting it wash away. Step by step, the whole person seems to be connected with this rain.

I walked blindly and aimlessly through the streets, until I no longer had the strength to do so. I crouched down and looked up at the sky, and the rain kept me from opening my eyes. How can I go through these two thousand years and return to you?

At this time, an umbrella was propped up on my head, and my heart froze, and then I was ecstatic and turned my head to look. saw Huahua's worried face, "Why are you here alone?" ”

I looked at Flowey's face, couldn't hold back any longer, and began to cry. Huahua patted me on the shoulder and comforted, "What's wrong with you?" Don't talk about it yet, go home first! ”

When I got home, Flowey helped me change my clothes and poured me a cup of hot water.

I took the cup and suddenly said, "Huahua, how do you say you can go back to the past?" ”

Huahua was stunned, "Your time has been abnormal for the past two years, how can you think of all the impossible things?" When do you want to go back? ”

I bit my lip, "Two thousand years ago!" ”

"God, 2,000 years ago? Isn't that the Han Dynasty? Huahua held her forehead with her hand, making a helpless gesture, seeing that I had a serious face, she didn't mean to joke at all. She said tentatively: "Why don't you go to the hospital and register for a look?" ”

I sighed and said, "Do you think I'm mentally ill too?" ”

Flowey shook her head, "I think you're in a depressed state." ”

I said seriously, "I'm not really sick, I know exactly what I'm doing." ”

Huahua said: "Why don't you try hypnosis?" I think a lot of people have been saying that hypnotherapy is good lately. ”

"Hypnosis?"

Huahua nodded: "It's just like in TV, people use hypnosis to treat some mental illnesses." ”

I refused, "I'm not sick!" ”

Huahua saw that I was willing to go to the doctor, and said casually: "If you really want to return to the Han Dynasty so much, I think you might as well put on Hanfu and pretend to be from the Han Dynasty, which can be regarded as a psychological suggestion!" ”

Flowey's words inspired me, and I immediately rushed out the door, and Flowey shouted, "Where are you going?" ”

"Go buy Hanfu!"

According to the memory in my dream, I wore a Hanfu and combed my hair in the style of the Han Dynasty. I covered all the modern objects in my house with a white cloth.

I locked the door, turned off my phone, and closed all the curtains so that nothing could disturb my sleep.

I lay down and told myself over and over again that I was in the Western Han Dynasty, and I would be able to reach the Western Han Dynasty when I opened my eyes. In the constant self-suggestion, I gradually became sleepy, and I slowly lost consciousness.