Ji Hongxuan stopped shouting when he saw her, but only pulled her hand down and held it gently and softly in his palm. Then he smiled stupidly and said, "I knew you wouldn't leave me alone." ”

"What the hell are you going to do?"

"I want to pick fruit, do you remember the loquat I gave you at the beginning, isn't it delicious?"

Nalan Jinxiu was sure that he was drunk, and not lightly. She pushed him with her hand and said in a threatening tone, "I don't care if you can hear me or not, you have to remember it for me, and don't mention it again!"

Her tone was fierce. When she was in Ji Mansion before, she also yelled at him like this. At that time, he let her be happy, and yelled back when he was unhappy. The two of you come and go, and I think it's very interesting.

At this time, Ji Hongxuan put on a smiling face, still the kind of harmless smile of humans and animals. It looks very innocent and cute. Nalan Jinxiu was originally a little angry, but now she can't shout a word.

A good boy, but he has a baby face. Ji Hongxuan used to be white and clean, and he was fatter than now, so he was very cute. Now it is sunburned in northern Xinjiang, and the whole person is tall and strong, but it will not make people think of cuteness.

At this time, he smiled like this, and Nalan Jinxiu felt very familiar. It's almost exactly the same as the boy she remembers. Her heart softened a little, and she moved her hand to comb the hair that was glued to the corners of her lips behind her ears, and whispered, "Why are you still the same as before, as if you haven't grown up." ”

Ji Hongxuan is still smiling. A boy of his age is afraid that others will say that he is immature, and he doesn't like others to treat him as a child. But at this moment, he felt happy in his heart.

It's a subtle feeling. It's like when he was injured as a child, his mother would give him a candy. Although the wound was painful, the candy was sweet. Her words may not be so in line with his thoughts now, but I have to admit that it makes him feel a sweet feeling in his heart.

"I have a bit of a headache. He looked at Nalan Jinxiu with a little pity in his eyes.

Nalan Jinxiu had no choice but to say goodbye to Xu Jince, and then let Mu Li carry him and walk to his resting place. Ji Hongxuan didn't like Mu Li, and felt that his shoulders were too hard, which made him uncomfortable.

"I don't need your help, I can walk on my own. Ji Hongxuan stretched out his hand and waved Mu Li away, although his steps were a little staggering, but he was not enough to fall. Nalan Jinxiu also let him go.

Ji Hongxuan went to the house and lay straight on the bed, without even taking off his boots. Nalan Jinxiu wanted to go over and take it off for him, but Mu Li took the lead. He quickly took off Ji Hongxuan's boots and put him in a normal sleeping position.

"You watch him here, I'll go to the room and cook some decanting soup. Nalan Jinxiu looked at Ji Hongxuan worriedly, she felt that when he woke up, she would definitely have a headache.

"I'll go with you. "Many people have drunk too much today, and although there are people on duty, Mu Li is still not at ease.

"No, it's not that far from here. ”

"Anyway, he won't wake up for a while, so let him fall asleep like this first. Mu Li had already gone out first.

Nalan Jinxiu felt that it was the same, he was drunk like this, but he was afraid that it would take two or three hours to toss, so he followed Mu Li and went out.

As soon as the two went out, the sleeping Ji Hongxuan opened his eyes. His eyes were very clear, he didn't look drunk at all, and even when he looked at the door, there was a hint of sharpness.

It's like two sharp knives trying to pierce the door. Of course, his eyes were not on the door, but wanted to give Mu Li. Don't think he can't see what Mu Li thinks about Jin'er.

Thinking of this, he suddenly hooked the corners of his lips and condensed a sarcastic smile. There are really people in this world who are confident enough, and they don't look at what their identity is, whether they can be worthy of others.

Even he felt that he was not worthy, and if he wanted to marry her, he had to work harder. What is the basis for Mu Li, who has nothing? Just because he used to be her personal guard? What about the friendship between him and her.

"Heh......" Ji Hongxuan laughed sarcastically, and then said word by word: "No, self, measure, force!"

Nalan Jinxiu came back after cooking the sobering soup, and saw that Ji Hongxuan was still asleep in a proper manner. She didn't know if she should call him or not.

In fact, drunk people should not sleep, at least not until they wake up. But if he is not allowed to sleep, he will probably make trouble again when he wakes up. She was really afraid that he would be drunk, because she had just learned it.

Ji Hongxuan is like having a telepathy with her. He pressed his two hands on his forehead, rubbed them a few times, and said inarticulately, "Headache." ”

Seeing that he had woken up, Nalan Jinxiu leaned over to the side of the bed and asked in a gentle voice, "Is it a bad headache?"

Ji Hongxuan nodded, slapped his forehead twice with his palm, and said in a dumb voice: "Where did my brother get the wine, it can't be fake!"

Nalan Jinxiu had already made a basin of warm water before, twisted a handkerchief with his hands, and wiped his face carefully. The tone was helpless: "It's all barley wine, it's you who drank too much." ”

"Is there one?" Ji Hongxuan shook his head and said, "I drank a total of three jars, and I didn't drink much at all." Do you know how much I can drink on a regular basis?

After he finished speaking, he seemed to feel that the degree was not enough, so he stretched out his right hand and opened the whole palm. It means that it is indeed the five altars.

Nalan Jinxiu believes that he has a ghost. She pressed his hand and said, "Don't talk, be honest." ”

Ji Hongxuan was pretending to be drunk, how could he listen to her so much and settle down. If he was awake, she wouldn't have been so close to him.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but sigh in his heart. This girl has grown up, and she knows to guard against him. If he wants her to change her mind and accept him in another way, it seems that it will be a long way.

"I've been in northern Xinjiang for several years, and I've forgotten what Jinling is like. ”

Nalan Jinxiu had already wiped his face, and started to pick up the decanting soup and send it to his lips. Seeing that he opened his mouth to drink very cooperatively, he replied: "It's still the same, nothing has changed." ”

"Tell me about it. Ji Hongxuan finished drinking the sobering soup, and he still looked unenergetic.

"What are you talking about?"

"Anything, as long as it's about Jinling. ”

Nalan Jinxiu was particularly familiar with Jinling City, but if she was asked to say it, she didn't know where to start. After thinking about it for a long time, she didn't know what to say, so she said with a wilted expression: "Didn't you go back during the period? And you haven't been in northern Xinjiang for a few years, how can you say that you don't remember if you don't remember!"

Ji Hongxuan knew that she didn't want to say it. In fact, he was also looking for something to say, but he accidentally turned the topic to Jinling. The last thing she wants to hear now is Jinling, and the last thing she wants to mention is the third brother.

"I want to drink water. He smashed his mouth, frowned and said, "This soup you cooked is so bitter that I feel bitter in my throat." ”

Nalan Jinxiu pulled down his messy hand and put it away, helplessly: "Don't move, I'll go and pour water for you." ”

Ji Hongxuan was very obedient this time, and sat obediently at the head of the bed, not moving.

Nalan Jinxiu came back with water, handed it to him, and watched him drink a glass of water in one go. I couldn't help but smile and said, "I feel that the biggest change in you in Northern Xinjiang is that you gobble up everything." ”

"Where is it comparable to Jinling here, fighting a war is a serious matter, and you have to take time to eat. I once rode a horse for three days and three nights, and even ate and drank on horseback. ”

Nalan Jinxiu looked at his dark and bright eyes, and was gradually a little distressed by what he said. Speaking of which, he was only fourteen years old when he came to Northern Xinjiang, and he was still a half-old child.

If it weren't for the fact that Jinling paid attention to the dignity of his concubines and the Ji family didn't pay attention to him, how could he have come here? He was able to survive to this day, and I don't know how much suffering he has suffered.

"Do you still want water?" Nalan Jinxiu's tone was much softer now than just now.

Ji Hongxuan nodded. Seeing her turn around and pour water again, her heart was surprisingly calm and peaceful. No one knows what he has experienced in the past few years, hesitation, fear, helplessness, struggle!

For the first time, he saw a living person die in front of him, for the first time he killed, for the first time he saw his close comrades-in-arms die...... Every time is an ordeal for him, but it is also a growth.

He was so scared that he couldn't sleep, so he had to take his fifth brother to accompany him. At that time, he also missed her, thinking about their most cheerful and carefree days in Jinling.

After more experience, he gradually got used to it. Accustomed to the lack of stability in one's own life, accustomed to wandering and killing, and even accustomed to the smell of blood.

In the silence of the night, he would think of the girl he loved. Thinking of her smile, of her delicate but still trying to protect him. No matter how painful it is, he can endure it, because he knows that every time he survives, he is one step closer to her.

He's just an ordinary guy and doesn't like to kill. He longs for peace and wants to live a normal life. However, he did not have that power, and his status as a concubine limited him. If he wants to go further, he has to put in more effort than others.

That's when he felt like a human being. He wished that time could stop here, that he could always have her by his side. His eyes were sour, and he raised his head, even if there were tears, he wanted them to flow back.

Nalan Jinxiu put the water cup into his hand and said softly: "The water may be a little cold, you drink it slowly." ”

Ji Hongxuan really took a small sip, then looked at her and smiled. He said: "Jin'er, can you not leave, just stay in the Xuanjia Army." "Stay with me.

He didn't say the second half of the sentence, he felt that the time was not ripe. If he told her his mind now, he was afraid that she would avoid him like a snake and scorpion. The days are long, and as long as she stays here, they still have a lot of time.