Chapter 306: Don't be angry
"Haven't you thought so? Didn't you, like them, think that I killed Old Man Naji?"
Yu Shu and Jingchen broke up unhappily yesterday, in the final analysis, because of disagreement, and there was a moment of anger.
But they are not five or six-year-old children, they will cut off the table and break off the relationship after a quarrel, Yu Shu was drunk yesterday, and he was angry, originally planned to wait for Aunt Cui to settle down, and then find a chance to talk to Jingchen, since everyone is here now, there is no reason to let him go back if he doesn't make it clear.
Yu Shu's words were straightforward, it was really Jing Chen's "I'm sorry" that she said to Ji Xingxuan in the court yesterday made her angry, she was originally a cautious eye, and she couldn't hold half a grain of sand in her eyes, if Jing Chen was a passerby, it would be fine, but she was the one who dug her heart and lungs into him and was kind to him, and in the end, she had to complain about her because of the death of an outsider.
"Xiaoyu, I never had such an idea," Jing Chen felt a little wronged, and was forced to ask by Yu Shu, he tried to express his meaning clearly;
"It's good that I'm guilty because of the Ji family's death, but I don't think you killed him, you misunderstood me, I'm blaming myself, not blaming you."
Hearing Jing Chen say this, Yu Shu's face did not improve, on the contrary, it sank a little, in fact, what happened yesterday had already made her see that Jing Chen, who had recovered his memory, was different from him when he lost his memory.
The amnesiac Jingchen doesn't remember who he is, he doesn't know what rules and precepts he has, among the people he knows, she is the only one who knows who he is, and at that time, the most important person to him was her, so he could understand her lies and could tolerate her unusual temperament.
But after recovering his memory, Jing Chen is no longer a careless person, in addition to her, there are other important people to him The Taoist masters of Longhu Mountain who changed his life against the sky, the emperor in the palace who loved him well, and the little sister who came down thousands of miles to find him.
It's because of these people that he can't even be tempted by himself, lest he have a seizure, not only the people around her, but also the people around him.
Including Ji Huaishan's death this time, why did he feel guilty, even if Jingchen didn't say it, Yu Shu also guessed at this time, not only because the pair of grandchildren who lied was imprisoned, but more importantly, because of that Ji Duxing. That night, Ji Xingxuan went to Huixing Street to find someone, and when he saw Jingchen, he didn't have a mascot like the Wanshou Sacrifice on his body, and Ji Xingxuan didn't have a yellow frost stone to protect himself, so it was likely that he swept to the end of the typhoon and was caught by Ji Duxing.
Yu Shu had long known that Jingchen was a very responsible person, otherwise he would not have secretly protected her and helped her get out of danger several times because he had noticed that Ji Duxing had attacked her in Yiyang City.
This has not changed from beginning to end, the difference is that he was only responsible for her when he lost his memory, but after recovering his memory, his sense of responsibility became a burden.
Just like now, Ji Huaishan's death seemed to her to be completely self-inflicted, and she couldn't blame others, but Jing Chen felt guilty, even if he knew that the two ancestors and grandchildren of Lu Dao were not kind to her, he felt that they were at fault on the one hand, and felt that they didn't deserve to die on the other.
After a night, Yu Shu can now calmly guess Jing Chen's thoughts, but she would rather not know what he is thinking, and she will not be embarrassed.
"Little fish?" Jingchen saw that Yu Shu was silent for a long time, thinking that she was still angry, so he was a little anxious, and thought of the alienated attitude when she got out of the car and left yesterday, and Xue Rui told him that she was drunk yesterday, so he got up from the chair at the moment, walked in front of her, lowered his head and said:
"If I said the wrong thing yesterday and caused you to misunderstand and make you unhappy, I will compensate you, don't be angry, okay?"
"Alas," Yu Shu sighed, raised his head in a complicated mood, looked at his face, and showed a wry smile, "You are really a fool." ”
She was angry with him now, but she didn't know what to do with him.
Yu Shu has not been in love in her previous life, and she has been with several people, but because she is busy making money and taking care of her younger brother, every relationship often lasts not long and will not be over
As a normal woman, she has also had one or two people she likes, and every time she explains it bluntly, because she doesn't like ambiguity, she always likes it, she likes it, there is nothing to hide, even if the result is that the other party refuses, she will accept it calmly.
Jingchen was completely an accident for her, she didn't think about developing any relationship with him at the beginning, she just thought that he was a good brother who shared weal and woe, but a man who was willing to take the white blade for her empty-handed, kept saying that he wanted to protect her, as a woman, how could he not move
So she didn't suppress this feeling as a matter of course, and when he lost his memory, she explained to him, and used a little means to communicate with him, and set up a relationship.
Who would have thought that the secret hidden in him was far more complicated than she imagined, and with the recovery of his memory, the department of the two returned to the beginning, boyfriend and girlfriend who had just been in office for a long time, and became good brothers overnight. According to Yu Shu's previous character, if you are together, you will be together, and if you don't, you will be separated, and you will never have any ideas about Jingchen again.
But she was stubborn this time, how could she not be willing to let the meat fly to her mouth like this, maybe because she gave too much and got too much, and the days of sharing weal and woe were unforgettable, so she couldn't give up on Jingchen, always thinking that the days were still long, maybe one day this piece of meat would fall into her bowl again.
However, before that day, she suddenly discovered that this piece of meat was not meat, but a very difficult bone, which made her entangled.
I want to let go as soon as possible, she is unwilling, she wants to continue to stare at this bone, and she feels that it is not a taste.
How to treat Jingchen in the end has become a headache for her.
Unable to think of an answer, Yu Shu decided not to waste his brain anymore, anyway, since this matter between men and women, since it can't be forced, then let it be.
At this moment, Yu Shu's mood became relaxed again, and said to Jing Chen:
"It's okay for me not to be angry, but you have to promise me one thing."
She didn't plan to have an awkward relationship with Jingchen, and she wasn't really a little girl, where did she get so much hypocrisy when she added up to almost thirty people before and after.
Jing Chen nodded without thinking about it, "I promise you."
Yu Shu raised his eyebrows: "I haven't said what it is, you agreed, in case I asked you to kill people and set fires, will you do it too?"
Jingchen shook his head, "You won't let me do that." ”
He counted her accurately, Yu Shu pursed his lips, and said stupidly: "Then you can't just agree casually, let me tell you, although you have the longevity sacrifice to protect yourself, you are not afraid of contact with people, and you must also be careful, not everyone is like me is a good person, and I was sold when I turned around, and I helped people to count the money."
Jingchen heard the concern in her words, and saw that her face was bright, so he honestly said "um". If he could, he didn't want her to be angry and sad, the last time he failed to protect her and make her suffer, he was already very self-blaming, and this time he made her sad because of his stupid mouth, it was not his intention.
"The fourth young lady of the Ji family, whenever you see her in the future, stay away, don't say a word to her, do you know the way?" Yu Shu made a request, which sounded like a clueless one, but in fact it had her concerns.
Although Jingchen didn't understand why Yu Shu asked him to agree to such a thing, he still habitually didn't ask questions and nodded in response.
Then he asked tentatively, "Then are you still angry with me?"
Yu Shu shook his head and smiled, waved his hand and said, "Forget it."
She's careful, yes, not stingy.
Jingchen got the amnesty, his expression was relaxed for a while, he looked down at her left hand, and asked: "Did I change the medicine I gave you yesterday, I heard that you drank alcohol, this is not good, until the bones are healed, you still don't touch the bar."
Yu Shu touched his fingers and said, "It's not in the way, I drank osmanthus brew yesterday, and that wine is good for qi and blood, and it's also beneficial."
Yesterday, she was going to drink spirits, and she was stopped by Xue Rui early in the morning.
"Just pay attention to yourself," Jing Chen then asked, "You just said that your mother was locked up in the Ji Mansion, what are your plans, why don't I go with you and pick people out?"
"No need," Old God Yu Shu told her to visit Jifu during the day, and "easily" told Jingchen about Aunt Cui taking away.
Jingchen doesn't know too many mundane things, and he doesn't have any concept of concubines and slaves, so he doesn't know what is wrong with Yu Shu doing this, this has to be replaced by Xue Rui's presence, and when he heard Yu Shu doing this mess again, his face must be very exciting.
"Daozi, it's not early, you should go back to the palace." The guards guarding the door reminded Jing
Yu Shu realized that the sunset outside was all over and the sky was dark, so he got up and said to Jingchen: "Okay, you can go back quickly."
"Well, then I'll come back to see you tomorrow."
"Don't, I have something to do tomorrow," Yu Shu avoided the sight of the two guards, and whispered to Jing Chen: "I have to find a place for my mother to live, settle down, and when the princess's mansion is sorted out and you come out, we will get together again, and then call Brother Xue and His Royal Highness the Ninth together, oh, and your junior sister, add popularity to your new home."
"It's fine."
Yu Shu sent Jingchen to the gate, waited for the carriage to turn around and went around to the door, watched him get into the car, and was escorted away by two guards on horseback, one left and one right, just turned around to go in, but Yu Guang saw the other end of the intersection, a carriage hurriedly drove over, stopped at the door of her house, she had not seen this car, she was wondering what kind of guest it was, and she saw an anxious young man jumping out of the car.
The young man looked up at Yu Shu and said in a panic: "Yu, Sister Yu"
Yu Shu recognized that this was the Hu Tian'er who Baichuan Academy and Yu Xiaoxiu often played with, and was about to ask him what was wrong, when he saw the child beckoning the coachman, and Yu Xiaoxiu, who was covered with blood on his back from the car.