Figure it out, what?

She listened in a daze, and felt that everything that happened at this dusk seemed very abrupt, but she nodded slightly, indicating that he could ask.

Huo Siran smiled faintly and asked, "If I hadn't done those things to you four years ago, you would have always loved me, loved me like you did at the beginning, right?" ”

She was even more dazed, not knowing what he was doing with those things again. should be saved, he saved, to Yunshang, he also used practical actions to show what he meant to her, she would never misunderstand anything again. Hurt was hurt, but she had at least tried to trust him...... I also tasted the good taste of this belief...... What's wrong?

"Isn't that right?" He asked again.

She hesitated, nodded, as if afraid of not being pious enough, and whispered, "I will." ”

He got the answer.

So, remember, Huo Siran, if one day you fall into hell and never recover, it is all your own fault, and it is your own hands that caused this result.

Huo Siran put a faint smile on his lips, and after the slightly rough palm clearly experienced the warm and silky touch of her little face, he suddenly said in a low voice: "You haven't had a relationship with Jing Sheng—nothing to do with it." Tongtong, that night was fake. ”

The little face that was gently placed in his broad palm slowly changed color.

Lin Yitong's gaze staring at him began to change, and there was a light of doubt in it, and that trace of dependence and trust gradually faded and became cold.

"What are you talking about?" Her voice was still very soft, thinking that she had just misheard, that night she woke up from Gu Jingsheng's bed and was bumping into him who broke into the door, she clearly remembered his anger at that time, and the shot that exploded in Gu Jingsheng's shoulder.

Huo Siran expected her reaction, and told herself to be sober, sober to face it, and to bear this cruel change and truth.

"You are clean, from the beginning to the present there is only me and no one else. The words I used to call you debauched and unbearable were all bastards, bastards hurt you deeply, every single word. He explained in a low voice, laughing with a self-deprecation that bordered on cruelty, "Do you remember that medicine?" Before I came back from Heihe that year, you and Jing Sheng, you were injected with this medicine. ”

Her little face gradually turned white, not only because his words reminded her of the doubts about that year, but also the words that Yun Fei told her before she "died" four years ago...... And the certainty in his Huo Siran's words, he said so surely, could it be that all this has been investigated?

"Did you resist violently at that time? I should believe in you, no matter how irrational you are, you will not go against the passion of others. But I believed it at the time, especially when Jing Sheng confessed, I even shot ......" Huo Siran said his feelings word by word, talking about the sins of those years, "I am so unconfident and insecure, you were so right at that time, even if I love now, I will not hesitate because of doubt, but I didn't understand at that time." Everything that followed, you know the way. ”

Later, he was endlessly sarcastic, furious, beaten, and sadistic. She endured it, every time she explained her grievances, every time she carefully verified, she only attracted deeper harm.

She hurts. On the balance with Yunshang, he once doubted her personality from her loyalty to her feelings.

He didn't even dare to say that there was no jealousy and revenge factor in the encirclement and suppression of Gu Jingsheng.

Yes. Hosran, yes.

"Tongtong, I'm so sorry for those things." He whispered in a hoarse voice, the smell of blood coming out of his thin lips, indicating that blood had stained his entire chest.

The slender man's face became pale as paper, and his little hands trembled and held on to the handle of the rattan chair, trying to stand up, but Huo Siran gently comforted his shoulders and neck, and faced her closely, with a deep and shallow red in his deep eyes, like a blood-stained plateau rhododendron all over the mountains. She was forced to look up at him with her little face tilted slightly.

That year, Yun Fei stepped on her fingers and looked down on her on the cliff, laughed arrogantly, and said, "Lin Yitong, do you know the way?" You have suffered so many sins because of cheating in marriage, in fact, they have all been suffered in vain, don't you know the way? You have never had anything to do with Gu Jingsheng, how could you possibly be pregnant with Gu Jingsheng's child? Your children belong to your husband, do you hear clearly? Your child who was beaten down by Huo Siran is you, you, you, yourself, yourself, you! ! ”。

At that time, she had her head up, her hair was flying, and her dying eyes were blank. Now that the dust had settled, she understood.

"You wait," Huo Siran held this breath, his tone trembled slightly, and he wanted to dig out all the hidden things in his heart to show her, "I'm still not finished." ”

"I have known about this matter for a long time, but I have never had the courage to tell you, I am afraid, I am afraid that after you know the Tao, you will not be able to avoid a rupture, no matter what the factors outside are that are fueling the troubles, it is me who hurts you, it is me who does something unwarranted for no reason, hurts you." The corners of Huo Siran's mouth floated a bitter arc, just raised, and faded away stiffly, as if the pain was uncontrollable, "But I can't hide it, in my ...... After knowing that Lu has said so many things. ”

Because concealment is deception, he can't even lie to himself and pretend to be innocent to face her.

"It turns out that kidney is the most regrettable decision I have ever made in my life......"

Lin Yitong looked at him, motionless, thinking that he would tell her what a shocking truth, or decide, even the worst outcome, she had thought about it in this electric light.

But she guessed the beginning, but she didn't guess the result.

"I'd rather die than force you to have that operation," he said in a low voice, sourly choking his words through his throat, "if I had known in advance that kidney had been gouged out just to be left in a corner and slowly rot......"

It was like a terrifying thunderclap that exploded overhead, and the face of the slender person on the rattan chair revealed an incredible light, and the blood on the little face suddenly faded, and his eyes flashed to look at him.

How so? What is he talking about?

The warm palm caressed her shoulders and neck, rough and gentle, but now it became like a ghost's hand. Huo Siran's handsome face was also bloodless, like a trapped beast that had been suppressed for a long time, broke free from the protection of the cave and rushed out, allowing the thunder and lightning to flash in the mountains and forests washed by the torrential rain.

"That surgery doesn't have to be done," he explained in a slow voice, tearing out his heart and bones every word, "Yunshang's kidney cancer is only one-sided, and removing one side is enough...... There is no successful match at all, but I was deceived into believing it, I forced you, and you lost a kidney for no reason. You wouldn't have had to. ”

He finally tasted the feeling, and every word he spoke, it was like a burning pain coming up from his chest, piercing his throat.

You could have been healthy, lively, and flawless, even if you hated me. But now there is none.

"Tongtong, I'm sorry."

Lin Yitong's breathing became extremely weak, she once thought that she had experienced all the worst things in this world, but it turned out that it was not the worst.

At that time, she also thought that she was pregnant with Jingsheng's child, and she was ashamed, but the matter of using her child's life and a kidney to save Yunshang still touched her bottom line. She refused, but he was half begging and half coercing, she thought that it would be useful to resist, only to find out that he had already decided. She was in so much pain at that time, it hurt the people she loved the most, and even deprived her of her most flesh and blood and health.

Later, after she calmed down repeatedly, she thought clearly that she was too immersed in the feeling that she had lost all of her feelings, so maybe it was even more painful. Mother's death is obsession, there are external causes but not all, if the consequence of her refusal is to watch the death of Yunsheng, who she thought was innocent at the time, perhaps, maybe, she will really compromise to save people in the end.

But that premise is based on the premise that your own kidney is useful.

But now, what does he say?

Ye Xiao watched from a distance, the two had been talking, and then talking and talking was wrong, the slender person on the rattan chair suddenly got up, and the rattan chair was hit by her stumbling footsteps and retreated most of the time, Huo Siran wanted to catch her, she broke away in a hurry, stared at him and took a few steps back.

This earth-shattering thunderbolt made her scalp numb, and the part of her lower back hurt so much that she couldn't straighten her waist.

"Tongtong......" he called to her in a dumb voice.

"Don't come...... she raised her hands lightly at her side, her eyes were hot and moist, as if to resist this cruel fate, she whispered in a dumb voice, and when he didn't listen to her and took a step forward, she glared at him and screamed sharply, "Don't come!! ”

Ye Xiao's heart tightened, and he rushed forward without hesitating anything, and wrapped his arms around her thin shoulders to support her.

"What's wrong? Don't you get excited, take it easy, tell me what's wrong? His head slowly turned to Huo Siran, his eyes bloodshot with rage, "What did Huo Siran tell her!" ”

Huo Siran was depressed, standing in place, his eyes wrapped around her like a warm tide, he smiled bitterly, and his expression was on the verge of collapse: "This is all the things I hide from you, I can't hide it, when I know the Tao, I can't wait to kill myself like you are now...... I thought everything could be saved, but I couldn't think of any way for two days to forgive myself. ”

"Tongtong, I think we should be true this time, and we can't go back."

Ye Xiao was the closest to these words, and he heard them most clearly, he didn't know what Lu Dao was, which was enough to make Huo Siran, who had always been conceited and persisted to the point of outrageousness, decided to give up and felt irretrievable.

"Let him go...... the man in his arms trembled, and the hot tears of the bean were rolling down, dripping all over his little face, burying himself deep in a place he couldn't see, and hissed, "Let him go——!!! ”

She doesn't want to see him again!! Never again!!

Ye Xiao's heart ached from the sound of tearing her eardrums, wrapped her shoulders tightly, buried her head in his arms with a trace of moist heat in his eyes, and stared at Huo Siran viciously.

Qin Fangrong upstairs was startled by the movement, and couldn't help but open the window to look down, and saw Huo Siran smiling miserably, looking at her, taking a step back, and then really walked out of the courtyard step by step. Step by step, step by step, when he reached the door of the car outside, he held the roof with his hands in despair. And in the courtyard, her own son was hugging Lin Yitong and patting her trembling back, until she slowly eased up, glanced at the door that had become empty, and her eyes were fiercely red, and the pain was so bad.

"You'll be fine," Ye Xiaowu comforted her, even if she didn't know what happened to Lu Dao, "You have survived such terrible things before, you will be fine......

Lin Yitong turned her head, only to feel that the pain was unavoidable, she closed her eyes, and felt that she was slowly, slowly being dragged into a hell as cold as an ice cave.

*********

Room at night.

Ye Xiao sat on the edge of the bed, staring at the bedside lamp until his eyes were about to go blind, the person on the bed suddenly moved slightly, he was suddenly stunned, and the bed was stretched out to both sides of her.

Lin Yitong woke up after tossing and turning, his long eyelashes slowly opened, and he saw Ye Xiao appear in a white field of vision.

He let out a smile that was so faint that he almost couldn't see it, and said in a dumb voice, "Don't you even know your own room?" ”

Only then did she react, sat up gently, and murmured, "Child......"

When she woke up in this room and couldn't see Xiao Taotao, she was always unsteady in her heart.

"My mother will take it downstairs," Ye Xiao put a pillow on her back, "I'll pick it up for you later." ”

She frowned slightly, and couldn't remember: "I ......"

"You were just on the sofa," Ye Xiao explained, "Come into the house with me and sit down, I said go pour a glass of water, and when I came back, I saw you fainting there, and I was scared to death." Then came a mischievous and sly signature smile, "But my mom said you were fine." ”

"What did he tell you?" He asked cautiously, "There are so many things about your past that I don't know how to tell, and I can't guess what would make you like that." ”

"I want to be quiet," after thinking for a while, Lin Yitong said softly, in his mind, scenes flashed back to the background of today's dusk, he caressed her face, and every word she said to her, her little face gradually turned pale, "Ye Xiao, you let me think about something slowly, okay?" ”

Ye Xiao looked at her, and finally nodded slowly.

Putting the water on her bedside, he got up and walked out.

Qin Fangrong in the living room frowned again when he saw him coming down: "Didn't you say that you would go back to the military region at night?" What time is it, what do you want to do? ”

"I look like I can go back like this? Didn't you see what happened today? Ye Xiao was indifferent, and poured a glass of water for himself to drink, coping with his mother.

"Of course I did, but what does that matter to you? Is this our daughter-in-law still able to keep you? Your own mother told you to stay for two more hours, and you were in a hurry with me, what does this mean now? ”

Ye Xiao slowly put down the water cup and looked at Qin Fangrong: "Mom, when she needs to testify in court, you are duty-bound, it seems that no matter how busy you are, you are willing to testify for her, you are obviously reluctant to let him suffer a little grievance, why did you come to me, you are so repulsive and disgusted with her?" ”

Can people be two-faced?

Qin Fangrong had to admit that the people trained by the army matured at an astonishing speed, in the past, this kid would only be tough with himself, and he would only play greasy, but now he can reason with her so calmly.

"I don't want her to be wronged because I treat her as a sister, but you are my son......"

Ye Xiao sneered and turned his face away: "Don't prevaricate me with this kind of talk......"

"Haven't you given up yet?" Qin Fangrong was shocked, "You didn't see what happened to those two people now?" It's normal for couples to be noisy and noisy, which one you opened when you took advantage of the weakness? ”

"That's because you didn't hear what they said today," Ye Xiao's eyes became serious, determined, and even paranoid that he didn't allow anyone to change, "But I heard it, no one would say such a heavy thing when they quarreled." Since people can't go back, they have to move forward, and if they go forward, they will meet new people, and I have been staying there all the time, just waiting for her to come. ”

Qin Fangrong's eyes widened, and he was speechless.

"I'm going to buy some medicine, didn't you say she has low blood sugar? It has to be made up. Ye Xiao got up and left.

"You neurotic, what medicine do you need to buy for low blood sugar, just eat more......" Qin Fangrong nagged him, trying his best to call it back, but he didn't dare to say it seriously, the drumstick of danger in his heart had already beaten intensively, as if something was imminent, "Ye Xiao, Ye Xiao, you come back for me!" ”

Ye Zijing walked out and looked at the front and back curiously: "What's wrong?" ”

Qin Fangrong was not angry, stared at the white and cute little Taotao in his arms and asked him, "Do you want Taotao to be your grandson?" ”

Ye Zijing's eyes widened suddenly, and he looked carefully: "It's good to be a grandson......

"Get out." She was even more angry.