Chapter 46: An Impossible Confession

Zhang Bozhi said that the inevitable thing still has to happen. He turned to face Miao'er.

"Want to go?" Miao Er glared at Zhang Bo.

"..., don't go, old sister just ask." Zhang Bo saw Miao'er's grief in Miao'er's eyes.

"It's right if you don't go, I've really gone to get food, I'll invite you." Miao Er got up and left her seat, took Zhang Bo's cup just now, went to the water dispenser next to the sofa to add boiling water, and sent it to the coffee table next to Zhang Bo, signaling to sit down and drink water.

Zhang Bo didn't sit down, he wanted to rush back as soon as possible, but helplessly, in order to take care of Miao'er's emotions, he had to turn around, he knew that she had something to say.

"Have you been to this office?" Miao Hua asked faintly.

"I've been here a few times, and the stay is very short, when Lu Zhi is in office." Zhang Bo said slowly. It's calm.

"In this office, my shame is written, and my bitterness is written. My virginity was lost in this office. Miao'er's eyes were full of tears.

"What's the matter, could it be that Lu Zhi..." Zhang Bo was thoughtful, he seemed to understand something.

"Now two years ago, when I was first transferred, Lu Zhi invited me to have tea here, and he cared about his subordinates. He made two cups of tea in advance, one for himself and one for me. The tea was delicious, and he had a rare smile on his face. However, I slowly felt that something was wrong with my body, my whole body was hot, hot like ants crawling, I couldn't control it, it was on the sofa you sat on, he insulted me like a wolf, so that I lost my first time, I was very comfortable, regardless of the girl's shame, often came to him for tea, I needed him very much, I looked for him like a demon, as long as he had time, he repeatedly insulted me. I didn't know that he had ordered an aphrodisiac on the black market. At that time, I felt that I couldn't live without him. Miao Er couldn't cry.

Zhang Bo walked towards Miao'er, looked at Miao'er's tearful eyes, and gently tried to remove tears for him. However, the water in the small lake was still gushing outward, and I couldn't stop it.

"I tossed with him in the clouds until he was exhausted. Later, he found out that I was obedient to him, so he slowly stopped drugging me. Zhenzhen saw that something was wrong with me, her father was an old Chinese medicine doctor, and he prepared me a tea that detoxified and calmed the nerves, and I gradually regained my senses and recognized his face. Miao Er fell into Zhang Bo's arms and sobbed and cried.

"Miao Er is the strongest, the strongest.... Zhang Bo gently stroked her hair and stroked her back, like a father soothing his daughter.

After a long time, Miao Er stopped crying, opened Zhang Bo, walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, and slowly paced back.

"At that time, I always wanted to change the environment to breathe and look down as the hospital checked out. It was the day Hu Lick took office, in the clinic where you were, I met you, and that day, I used a little method to give you the initiative. So when he said that day, Wang Yun was jealous of licking. Miao Er recalled.

"I'm really grateful to you, I thought that's what I thought then." Zhang Bo said very honestly.

"I saw that you fell in love at first sight, and for some reason, I had plans to marry you. It's like I can't control Lu Zhi's aphrodisiac. Miao Er said one by one.

"It was a subconscious impulse." Zhang Bo said, deliberately reminding her.

"I was born to drink alcohol, and I have a very high hangover enzyme in my stomach, but what good is it for a girl to drink and be a hero. I have to cultivate myself and become a whole person again. I went to do ** repair, if I find you in my soul one day again, you know me again, I will always be with you, even if there is no such married life. Miao Er wiped away a lot of tears word by word.

"There is no grass at the end of the world, and the wise sayings from ancient times to the present will not change." Zhang Bo encouraged her.

"Actually, if the person you love is a cloud, when you think of him, you look up at the sky, and you will be sweet and happy in your heart. Although I can't catch it or touch it, what I see is real, and it's like the blue sky kissing the white clouds in my imagination. Miao Er let out a long sigh, and a sense of loss was rising.

"You're the most perfect seedling, you..." When Zhang Bo heard this, his heart was surging, a young child, there are so many lovely things hidden in his heart, gold, gold. Such a child lacks much care and guidance.

Zhang Bo stretched out his arms and hugged Miao Er in his arms, as if he was afraid that Miao Er would run away, and they could hear each other's uneven breathing. Miao Er looked up at Zhang Bo, what a familiar face, it was full of depth, full of vicissitudes, full of stories, full of morals and sentiments..., she hoped that Zhang Bo's face would be pressed down, she closed her eyes, waiting for that moment, the beating in her heart almost reached the limit.

Zhang Bo looked at her: this delicate face, with the imprint of justice, the pursuit of love, the unfathomable wisdom, the extraordinary talent..., the clear old mist rose to the eyelashes. Zhang Bo kissed her forehead, and in an instant, Miao'er's lips moved up, and her blood was boiling, and she wanted to open that firm line of defense, Zhang Bo sensitively realized.

"Miao'er, keep your first kiss." Zhang Bo slowly pushed Miao Er away, the love in Miao Er's heart was still rising, the red, halo was still blooming, and like colorful clouds, dreaming back to the sunset, she desperately pounced on Zhang Bo, but there was no kiss, just crouched in Zhang Bo's arms and whimpered.

"Brother, I'm going to kill you,... Whining... Woo woo..."Miao Er cried loudly, the cry and momentum were no different from the sea.

"Cry, scold, cry all the grievances in your heart, one is Lu Zhi's despicability, and the other is that my brother really shouldn't come to this world." Zhang Bo swallowed, he has never been soft on women, except for his wife Xu Rong, because this little Y head has come out of the confusion of love, or is walking, and he is strong, and he is a great Miao'er.

Lu Zhi's meanness and hypocrisy were something Zhang Bo didn't expect, Miao Er was physically and mentally hurt, which Zhang Bo never expected, but this girl who has not been deeply involved in the world can face it bravely. Zhang Bo does not accept Miao'er, not because she has lost her chastity, as long as a person is chaste in his heart, everything else is selfless. Of course, if Miao Er doesn't talk about it, Zhang Bo will never know what to do, the reason is not here, only don't think about it for the time being, Miao Er is so sad, let him be strong and be a soldier who is beneficial to the people.

"Brother, recite a poem for you?"

"I don't want anything right now, only tired."

"You'll want it."

"..., what kind of poem?"

"Carry it, and I'll rest in your arms like this. I am tired...! ″

"On the vast sea, the wind gathers and clouds. Between the clouds and the sea, the petrel flies like black electricity, proudly flying. After a while, it rushed straight into the dark clouds like an arrow, and it shouted... In the brave cry of the birds, the clouds heard joy. ”

"I would like to be this petrel, flying on the sea of humanitarianism,... Brother, you continue to memorize...! ”

"In this shout, the clouds heard the strength of anger, the flames of passion, and the confidence of victory."

"Brother, I understand, I shouldn't..." "The pursuit is right."

"Brother, I forgot Haiyan, I have turned into a pile of ashes, and when I see you resurrected, I am like iron, unconsciously going to magnetism."

"You are steel, as long as you want to do a good career, you must learn self-control, if I want to be weak, escape from reality, quit the industry, what will you do? "

"I'll be disappointed, I'll be desperate."

"Therefore, the pure love and righteousness of brother and sister are not necessarily longer than husband and wife."

"I must work hard and work hard to build a bridge of brother-sister affection."

"This is the direction, we are humanitarians, humanitarianism is holy, we can't sprinkle a handful of ashes in the temple of holiness and let the ashes fly.... You and I are always old and young, people in society, what kind of size will be measured. ”

"Brother, where did that petrel go? 〞

Miao Er whispered, as if she was asleep, and Zhang Bo recited Haiyan to her,

“… The petrel shouted and flew, like black lightning, through the clouds like arrows, and its wings whipped up the droplets of the waves. ”

Miao Er slowly raised her head, slowly took a step back, and with a sigh of tears, she was confused in the lotus chandelier... "Brother's good intentions are bigger than the sea, and higher than Haiyan's. ”

Outside the door of the office, Lan Zhenzhen was stunned with a tray holding the dishes, it seemed that she had been standing here for a long time, and there was a crack in the door, and a strong light shot out from the crack, bringing the sound out. The voices of these two people are constantly unchaotic, and their feelings are sincere. In this sincerity, there is regret and sadness.

Lan Zhen really can't figure it out, just because of the year, just because of the generation gap, Zhang Bo, why don't you cross it one by one...! is affectionate, it is ruthless, and it shatters a seedling, and each one is more ruthless than the other. Lan Zhenzhen cried, tears flowed, she hoped that Zhang Boping would fill the ditch, but she also hoped that Miao Er would be ruthless from now on, the love was deep, and the size of the hurt could not be counted.

There was no sound in the room, Zhang Bo walked out, covered the door, he smiled bitterly at Zhenzhen, there were tears on his face, walked over, walked past Zhenzhen, his steps were steady, through the heavy, heavy voice, there was nostalgia, there was pity, and there was narrating the story that just happened. He disappeared at the end of the hallway.

The tray in Lan Zhenzhen's hand fell to the ground unconsciously, making a crisp sound of trays and chopsticks, the door opened, and Miao Er walked out.

"Really, you're sick!"

"Heart, it's broken..."