Chapter 19: Seeking Buddha

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I kept shouting, "Witch, witch, where are you, I want to see you, come out!"

The white mist in front of me suddenly changed, and I paused to see the witch come out of it. As soon as I saw her, I knelt down: "Witch, I beg you, can you ...... Bring Murong Li back to life like he did when he resurrected me?"

"I can't do it. As a god, Wu Yan lowered her eyes, she raised her hand to gently help me up, and said, "Murong Li's soul has been completely dispersed, even if he is a god, he can't violate the laws of heaven and earth. ”

"I don't believe it. I shook my head and said, "That's how you saved me, didn't you?"

"At that time, your soul was not dispersed, and your obsession was extremely strong, I could save you, when Murong Chen was born, I had absorbed some of your souls and Murong Li's souls as soul guides, and now your soul is still incomplete, how can I gather Murong Li's soul fragments that have already been scattered into thousands or even thousands of pieces. ”

I wanted to cry, but I didn't even have tears in my soul state.

"On the road ahead, you will lose more, and you have to accept the loss, the loss forever. ”

The witch's figure began to become transparent, and I knew that she was going to hide in the endless void again, so I hurriedly stepped forward and reached out and grabbed the corner of the witch's clothes.

The corner of the clothes in his hand turned into white smoke and blended into the surrounding white smoke.

"If you won that bet back then, I won't interfere with you for two thousand years. Once again, the witch vanished into the void as if it had never existed.

Did you win? Did you win or lose?

When I was caught by Ding Ruochen, he learned that I was the Liu Yinuo who was reincarnated in his junior sister back then, and the Liu Yinuo who was killed by him himself.

He hated me, and when he learned my identity, he tortured me like crazy, cut off my hands and feet, gouged out my eyes, and locked me in a dungeon.

She said, "How about we take a gamble?"

I asked, "Bet on what?"

She said: "Bet on Murong Li's love for you." ”

I asked, "How to bet?"

She said: "Bet on whether Murong Li will love you as much as he did when he sees you now." ”

The voice of the witch was a sorrow I had never heard before, and I asked, "What do you want to prove by this?"

She sighed and said, "Love has nothing to do with flesh and skin. To bet or not to bet?"

All of a sudden, I was scared that I was an ugly wretch, and I hated myself to the extreme, let alone others, and I didn't want to gamble.

"What if I say I won't gamble?"

Wu Yan smiled and said very willfully: "I have decided to gamble, so you have to gamble, if you don't bet, you have to gamble." ”

I asked, "How do you win, how do you lose, what if you win, what if you lose?"

The witch said, "If he hates you and forsake you, I will gather all the sufferings of all the ages in this life, and make you kill your son and husband, and become a god in your life." If he loves you as he used to, I will wait for you for 2,000 years, and I will not interfere in your life for 2,000 years. ”

Once, I hated others to manipulate my destiny the most, and then I won, but how am I going to spend these two thousand years?

Murong Li once painted my face for three lifetimes, but I couldn't accompany him to the end of his life. The love of a lifetime has left me alone for a thousand years. It turns out that eternal life without him is the most cruel criminal law in this world!

Now I wish that the witch could step in, if I can really become a god for a lifetime, and look down on the world to become like a witch, I am very willing, at least then, I will no longer suffer from the pain of longing, and it is the pain of hopeless longing.

Reincarnated again, reborn in the body of an interesting person - Murong Che's empress.

I wanted to kill Murong Che, but I was reborn as his wife, I have no intention of pursuing why she died, what happened to her, I only know the identity of this queen, but I don't have to worry about it.

After many years, the queen still lives in Yonghe Palace, and I ordered to move back to Fengwu Palace.

Maybe it was because I lived in Fengwu Palace after I was reborn in the previous life, and after Murong Che knew that the "queen" had moved back to Fengwu Palace, he came to Fengwu Palace and asked: "I lived well in Yonghe Palace, how did I move here?"

I looked at him, I hadn't seen him for many years, Murong Che had grown a beard and looked much older.

"I've lived here since I first entered the palace, and of course I'm going to live here. ”

"You're not the queen, who are you?"

Murong Che was so sensitive, I could see at a glance that I was not his queen, I smiled lightly and said: "Yesterday I sneaked into the imperial mausoleum to see if I left, the body was not destroyed, Murong Che, you saved the Murong clan, but you couldn't save yourself." ”

"It's you!" Murong Che's eyes widened in horror, "You want to kill me?"

"I'm already killing you. I smiled contemptuously, looked at him and whispered, "You have three days to deal with what is behind you." ”

"What do you mean?"

"Don't you understand, from the moment you stepped into Fengwu Palace, you have already been poisoned by me, and you will die in three days, so don't waste time here with me, go back and prepare for the future!"

Murong Che was furious and struck with his palm: "I killed you!"

I dodged and dodged Murong Che's attack, and sneered: "What is the use of killing me? It was you who killed me back then to cause chaos in the world and redivide the three kingdoms." ”

"It's you who are unkind!" The three-third world stabbed Murong Che's pain, and he said excitedly, "It was you who spread the plague, ruined my people, and killed my officials." ”

If you want to be benevolent, you should not be a monarch, heaven and earth are not benevolent, and all things are used as dogs; if you want to be benevolent, you must really be the people as dogs, and at the same time, the people as parents. I stepped forward and said, "I promised you to help you perpetuate your imperial power, but you didn't believe me, and everything now is caused by yourself, and you can't complain about others." ”

"Hahehe...... Murong Che smiled bitterly twice and said, "Three days, okay, okay, I will drag you into hell together." ”

That being said, three days later, I was still alive, three years later, I was still alive, but I was not very good, fortunately I had the red fox "Plum Blossom" with me, but then one day, the elderly "Plum Blossom" was eating a chicken, accidentally stuck the chicken bone, so I went.

At that time, I had become the queen mother, still living in Fengwu Palace, the years were long, the night was long, especially after the death of "plum blossoms", I felt lonely......

Later, I began to use my status as the empress dowager to start looking for men who looked similar to Murong Li throughout the country.

The rotten life soon exhausted the essence of this body.

Rebirth I, still so.

I don't know how many lifetimes I have lived like this.

One life, I met a monk who looked like Murong Li surprisingly, so I pestered him every day, asking him to be vulgar and to be with me.

But no matter how much I tempted, he was steadfast.

I finally lost patience, and cast a charm on him, no matter how high he cultivated, he still couldn't resist the power of the charm of the pupil, on a spring day, the peach blossoms bloomed brilliantly, and I lingered with him in a temple, under the Buddha statue, all night.

I thought that after this incident, he would be completely ruined, but when he woke up, he saw me hugging him naked, and he was not panicked, but only recited lightly: "Amitabha." ”

"I once heard someone talk about spiritual practice, and he said that whenever there is a trace of desire in my heart, I have to recite Amitabha, and if you recite Amitabha, do you have a desire for me, how about we do it again?" I wrapped my arms around his waist from behind him, biting his earlobe, and said softly.

If it were an ordinary man, he should have been messed up and emotional... Desire, but he just turned around slowly, looked at me with a compassionate and peaceful gaze, and said, "Donor, you have the heart of Qinglian, why bother to let lust destroy yourself?"

Such a holy look is not something Murong Li would have, I don't like his expression very much, I teased: "You say this, do you feel sorry for me? Then do you think this is good? You are still vulgar, marry me." ”

"Amitabha. The monk said, "The benefactor does not love the poor monk, even if the poor monk returns to the layman, it cannot relieve the suffering of the donor's love." ”

What a clear monk, I can see that there are other people in my heart.

"Donor, everyone has the natural ability to escape from suffering, this is the freedom of all beings, but the donor has ever thought that perhaps, the only thing that sentient beings can escape from is this escape itself. ”

The words of the monk, I listen to them familiarly, think about it carefully, isn't this a famous quote of Kafka?

"You can escape the pain of this world, it is your freedom and it is in your nature. But perhaps, to be precise, the only thing you can escape is the escape itself. ”

In a trance, I seemed to finally understand something, I let go of the monk and asked, "Pray for the Buddha, can you really get rid of the sea of red dust and suffering?"

The monk bowed his head and said, "If the donor asks for the Buddha, the poor monk can teach the donor the Dharma." ”

I nodded stunned and answered, "Okay." ”

Since then, the monk has been teaching me the scriptures every day, and the elusive and mysterious Buddhist scriptures have gradually aroused my interest, and I have carefully explored the mysteries, which are really infinite.

More than ten years later, the monk was invited to preside over a mountain, and the temple did not accept female nuns, so he wrote a letter recommending me to a nunnery.

I went, it was an isolated nunnery located deep in the mountains, there were only two nuns in the nunnery, and since then I have lived here, and more than ten years later, the two nuns died, and I became the presiding officer of this nunnery.

Buddhism is a good medicine for lovesickness.

But my lovesickness has entered my bones, no matter how many times I recite Buddhist scriptures and how much homework I do, Murong Li's figure is still rooted in my heart and cannot be dispersed.

For many lifetimes after that, as soon as I was reincarnated, I would seek out a monk from a nearby nunnery, and this was the case for many generations.

Later, I discovered that in every lifetime, my reincarnation, which originally had no mole on my chest, would grow a plum blossom mole on my chest and heart shortly after my soul entered the Lordship.

I don't know what this plum blossom mole means? After I died, before I was reborn, I asked Wu Yan, "Why? Every life, a red mole like a plum blossom grows on my chest?"

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