Format our past and start all over again –

Xue Zuining didn't expect that he would still remember that crazy night, when she was sober after drinking, she wrote the words in his palm with tears in her hand, her face suddenly turned red, shouldn't he have fallen asleep at that time?

She glanced at him, only to see that his tired expression had fallen asleep.

There was a chill in his body from the inside out, as if he couldn't sleep hot, he tightened his arms and hugged her, the little woman in his arms was soft and hot, and it was his only source of warmth. She sobbed, her shoulders trembling slightly, and he stroked her, and before she knew it, she fell asleep again.

The next day, Xue Zuining vaguely heard the sound of talking, woke up, and found that he was nestled in Lu Huaining's arms, and Su Yi and Liang Feili were talking behind him. She looked back and met their gaze, her face so red that it dripped. Liang Feili smiled at her, "Come down, I'm going to give him an infusion." ”

Xue Zuining hurriedly got up, but Lu Huaining's arms tightened, his eyes didn't open, he slept in a daze, and only muttered, "Don't go......"

"I'm next to you, okay, you ...... infusion first"

He was weak, his arms were quickly unsheathed, and she jumped out of bed stroking her crumpled clothes, and he muttered a few more words and fell into a deep sleep.

The situation is not very clear, even a person like Su Yi who likes nonsense has no intention of making fun of it, everyone has breakfast, and when the doctor comes to check it again, he heard that his condition has not deteriorated, so he put a little snack. Xue Zuining pulled the doctor and asked, "He won't have any more problems, right?" If it goes on like this, it should be okay, okay? ”

The doctor said, "The condition is under control, but we still have to observe, after all...... If you don't see any signs of improvement, please let the patient be emotionally stable, try to accommodate him during this time, and be in a good mood to recover. ”

Xue Zuining nodded again and again, everyone saw that Lu Huaining's face had a faint color of blood, thinking that it was better, and seeing Xue Zuining there, it was expected that he would not be depressed, because they were all busy people, they had left a lot of work in the past two days, so they went back to deal with it, and told Xue Zuining to tell them about Lu Huaining's situation at any time.

Lu Huaining slept until noon and woke up again, seeing her looking at herself blankly, she couldn't help but smile, she leaned down and kissed him on the face, reached out and touched his cheek, felt sticky, so she went to get a basin of hot water, soaked the towel, and wiped him carefully. The contours of his face are still so perfect, three-dimensional like a knife and an axe, and there is a hint of tenderness in masculinity. She remembered his pale and haggard appearance when she saw him yesterday, and couldn't help but be stunned, the towel wiped back and forth on his face many times, and he didn't remind him, just looked at her gently, for a long time, and smiled lightly, "It's going to be rubbed." ”

When she came back to her senses, she found that the towel in her hand was already cold, and she blushed and immediately got up and went to change the basin of hot water, and closed the window so that the May wind would not blow in and cool him. She gently unbuttoned his hospital gown, took a towel to slowly wipe away the cold sweat on his body, and asked the nurse to bring a new set of clothes to change for him, he let her fiddle, only to feel that when her fingertips slid over her body, it was like an angel's feather gently brushing, making him feel that his heavy body was a lot lighter, and his heart suddenly overflowed with endless tenderness.

He was weak, even if he tried to cooperate, she had to work hard to change his clothes, when everything was done, she had a thin layer of sweat on her forehead, he leaned on the bed and looked at her, at this time her hair was a little messy and rough, her face was pale, her eyes were puffy from crying, and her clothes were wrinkled, but he thought she was so cute, his eyes were fixed on her face and he was reluctant to take it away, she was a little embarrassed by him, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?" I...... Do I have any questions? ”

"Let me take a good look." He stretched out his hand and gently stroked her face, trying to see the familiarity of the past from her face today, in fact, he smiled, her change was not changed after all. After a while, due to drugs and weakness, he fell back into sleep.

When he woke up again, Lu Huaining opened his eyes and found that Mrs. Lu was sitting on the edge of the bed, and Xue Zuining was not there, so he was stunned for a while, and asked, "Grandma, where is she?" ”

Old Madam Lu's expression froze, and she explained, "You slept for another ten hours, she was so worried that she hadn't eaten, and Chu Ci took her away to eat just now." ”

Lu Huaining's mind was settled, and Mrs. Lu sighed, "You care about yourself, okay?" ”

"Did I really sleep for so long?"

"Can there be a fake?"

Lu Huaining was silent for a moment, and then asked, "The body really can't stand it anymore?" ”

Old Madam Lu frowned, clenched his hand and said, "Don't talk nonsense! What can't survive! If it stabilizes, there will be a turnaround, the bleeding has stopped, and it should be okay to recuperate. You...... The side effects of the drugs you use will cause drowsiness, besides, there is so much blood loss, anemia and weakness, and the spirit will not be good, don't think about it, it's good, it's time to treat it, it's time to sleep, don't worry about anything, do you hear? ”

Lu Huai smiled quietly, "It's the same...... I haven't had a good night's sleep in months. ”

Old Madam Lu only felt sad, "Why do you want to be like this, your body is your own, what should we do if something happens to you?" Don't want to think about your family? That kid still calls me an old lady, I think it's not that our Lu family doesn't want him to recognize his ancestors and return to his ancestors, but that people don't look down on us. ”

"Grandma, if I hadn't told me this secret, he would probably have kept it a secret from me for the rest of my life. Chu Ci is always alienated from the Lu family, even if he is in the company, even if he is alone, he never reveals the slightest emotion, and he is used to it. "Lu Huaining has learned this secret since he was thirteen years old, and he has learned to bear silently and accept it. It is indeed not surprising that Lu Zhengxun will have such a product under his marriage.

He was mentally exhausted, and after talking for a while, he began to faint again, and intermittently talked to Mrs. Lu about some of the past, then closed his eyes and rested, but he always couldn't bear to fall asleep.

In another restaurant, the two ordered food, and then sat silently.

Xue Zuining looked at Chu Ci, who had already changed his identity at this time, and didn't know how to speak for a while, but after a long time, it was the other party who opened his mouth first, "How have you been doing in the past few years?" ”

All right? The answer should be yes, it's just that I've been lonely for four years.

Xue Zuining smiled politely and nodded, "It's okay." Her fingertips pinched the handle of the cup, hesitated, and finally raised her eyes and opened her mouth, "What about you?" When are you going to return to Lu's house? ”

"The Lu family?" Chu Ci smiled, "I have never been surnamed Lu, I was, I am, and I will be in the future." ”

A little puzzlement flashed in Xue Zuining's eyes, but he heard him take a sip of tea and said leisurely, "I've been working hard for the past few years, and I've almost forgotten what I used to be." Maybe when he recovers, it's time for me to take a vacation and be lazy. Dealing with money all day long, I feel like I'm about to become RMB! ”

Xue was drunk, she smiled awkwardly at his eyes, and secretly stuck out her tongue, if according to his logic, she had almost only dealt with red wine in the past four years, shouldn't she be a puddle of liquid?

"In fact, in the past few years, I have always watched the ups and downs between you and him. Do you know, when I saw that he used that method to take revenge on the so-called third party, the only thing I was glad about was that my mother and I chose to stay away from the Lu family. ”

Xue Zuining seemed to suddenly understand this man's thoughts, he had hidden his light for so many years, and concealed the blood of the Lu family flowing in his body, probably out of the protection of his relatives. The threshold of the Lu family is very high, and even Zhong Yilan, Lu Zhengxun's only lover, cannot enter the mastery, let alone an ordinary woman. But she could see that the mother, whom she had never met, had educated her son well.

"Mr. Chu, you are really worthy of my admiration." She looked at him, it was not easy for a man to keep himself sober and calm in such a materialistic world.

Chu Ci smiled faintly, he was not the product of a normal marriage in the first place, his mother, an ordinary woman, just met that man by mistake because of a wonderful piano. It wasn't until five years ago, knowing Zhong Yilan's existence, that he realized that his mother was just a substitute for storing his thoughts in that relationship.

Xue Zuining looked at the sad smile on the corner of his lips, and ripples rippled in his heart, "Mr. Chu, what's wrong with you?" ”

Chu Ci shook his head, "I just remembered something. He didn't want to explain more, so he changed the topic, "When there was a fire in Shengtian, you accidentally broke into the fire, in fact, you already admitted that you were in love with him at that time, right?" ”

Xue Zuining's face flushed, and he heard him continue, "Since you have given your heart away, don't torture each other anymore, in the past four years, it can be seen that he has been living in self-blame, to your mother, he is irreparable regret, to you, he is in love to hurt." His current body, to a large extent, may be that he feels that he can only be better off by torturing himself. ”

The round nails sank into the flesh, and the sharp pain spread from the palm of her hand little by little, suffocating and swept through the bottom of her heart, and in the past four years, he was not the only one who was tormented......

I don't know how long it took, it seemed to be very short, and it seemed to be very long, the closed door of the ward was opened, Xue Zuining walked in, Lu Huaining opened her eyes and stretched out her hand, she said hello to Mrs. Lu, sat down and was pulled by him, he saw that her eyes were still red, and said softly, "Crying again?" ”

Xue Zuining remembered his unconscious appearance, and remembered Chu Ci's words in the restaurant, he didn't know the taste of food, and his heart was sour, but he heard him relieved, "I'm just very tired, I slept heavily just now, just to make up for sleep, don't think nonsense, I don't bleed much, don't worry." ”

She nodded, feeling a thin warmth in his palm, and his heart relaxed slightly, but her eyes were still full of worry.