Chapter 116: Dreaming Back to the Western Han Dynasty
It was like a dream two thousand years away, and now I am here, but I can only guard your grave.
In my dream, I always wanted to leave that dream, but today I stand here, but I can't forget you in my dream. There are two thousand years between us, and we can't touch each other.
It turns out that you are the most reluctant for me, and you are the most unacceptable to give up, and at that time my life seems to be only for you. But now how can I go to your side?
After returning from Xi'an, I almost fell into madness, thinking about how to return to my dreams every day, and even went to the hospital to prescribe sleeping pills in order to allow myself to fall asleep quickly. But after taking sleeping pills, I slept deeply without dreams, and the next day I had a splitting headache.
I searched the Internet over and over again, but everything was similar but different from what I knew. I watched the appearance of Huo Quzhi in "The Emperor of the Han Dynasty" on TV, and it was obviously not his face, but he still burst into tears.
I don't want to tell anyone about it, because I'm afraid that people will think I'm crazy and crazy. And no one can understand how to fall in love with someone in a dream.
It's been two years since I woke up from this dream, but no matter how hard I tried, I never got back to that dream.
I was walking down the street alone, and there was not a hint of wind in the sultry weather, and a few raindrops fell, and then the raindrops the size of beans seemed to pour down. I had no intention of hiding from the rain, walking in the rain and letting it wash away. Step by step, the whole person seems to be connected with this rain.
I walked blindly and aimlessly through the streets, until I no longer had the strength to do so. I crouched down and looked up at the sky, and the rain kept me from opening my eyes. How can I go through these two thousand years and return to you?
At this time, an umbrella was propped up on my head, and my heart froze, and then I was ecstatic and turned my head to look. saw Huahua's worried face, "Why are you here alone?" ”
I looked at Flowey's face, couldn't hold back any longer, and began to cry. Huahua patted me on the shoulder and comforted, "What's wrong with you?" Don't talk about it yet, go home first! ”
When I got home, Flowey helped me change my clothes and poured me a cup of hot water.
I took the cup and suddenly said, "Huahua, how do you say you can go back to the past?" ”
Huahua was stunned, "Your time has been abnormal for the past two years, how can you think of all the impossible things?" When do you want to go back? ”
I bit my lip, "Two thousand years ago!" ”
"God, 2,000 years ago? Isn't that the Han Dynasty? Huahua held her forehead with her hand, making a helpless gesture, seeing that I had a serious face, she didn't mean to joke at all. She said tentatively: "Why don't you go to the hospital and register for a look?" ”
I sighed and said, "Do you think I'm mentally ill too?" ”
Flowey shook her head, "I think you're in a depressed state." ”
I said seriously, "I'm not really sick, I know exactly what I'm doing." ”
Huahua said: "Why don't you try hypnosis?" I think a lot of people have been saying that hypnotherapy is good lately. ”
"Hypnosis?"
Huahua nodded: "It's just like in TV, people use hypnosis to treat some mental illnesses." ”
I refused, "I'm not sick!" ”
Huahua saw that I was willing to go to the doctor, and said casually: "If you really want to return to the Han Dynasty so much, I think you might as well put on Hanfu and pretend to be from the Han Dynasty, which can be regarded as a psychological suggestion!" ”
Flowey's words inspired me, and I immediately rushed out the door, and Flowey shouted, "Where are you going?" ”
"Go buy Hanfu!"
According to the memory in my dream, I wore a Hanfu and combed my hair in the style of the Han Dynasty. I covered all the modern objects in my house with a white cloth.
I locked the door, turned off my phone, and closed all the curtains so that nothing could disturb my sleep.
I lay down and told myself over and over again that I was in the Western Han Dynasty, and I would be able to reach the Western Han Dynasty when I opened my eyes. In the constant self-suggestion, I gradually became sleepy, and I slowly lost consciousness.
In the darkness, I felt someone shaking my arm, "Lan'er, wake up!" There was a soft call in his ears.
Slowly, with all my might, I opened my eyes and my heart began to beat wildly, and the scene here was exactly the same as what I had seen in my dream two years ago! I looked at the person in front of me, and a little girl in a green shirt was shaking my arm, and she said to me, "Lan'er, why did you fall asleep leaning against the fence?" ”
Be... Rui'er? Yes, it's Huo Fu and my good girl. So, here it is...
I stood up suddenly, Huo Quzhi didn't know where the road was? I looked left and right, desperately trying to find his shadow, so I lifted my skirt and ran towards the inner hall, leaving Rui'er with a stunned face.
When I walked to the front of Huo Quai's house, my footsteps suddenly stopped, and everything here had not changed, exactly the same as when I left.
But two years have passed, is he okay? How did he get along with the real Mulan when I wasn't there?
I plucked up the courage to stretch out my hand, inch by inch, timidly pushed open the door, and the person I had been thinking about for two years was right in front of me. Huo Quzhi was dressed in black, with blonde hair tied to a crown, and was looking at a sheepskin map in front of the desk.
His face didn't change at all, just as I remembered. The eyebrows like a sword, the eyes like the stars, and the slightly closed lips outline the beloved face in my heart.
I stood quietly in front of him, staring blankly at him. Huo Quzhi sensed my arrival, raised his eyes slightly, immediately lowered his head and continued to look at the sheepskin map, and said softly: "Lan'er, I've said it many times, you don't need to serve here, you go down!" ”
I was so suffocated that I couldn't help but walk towards him. I stood quietly beside him, looking at him with a smile, afraid that he would disappear in the blink of an eye.
Huo Quzhi saw me approaching, sighed lightly, turned his head to look at me, and said, "You go down first, it's not your fault, it's me... It's that I can't face you after all. ”
I still looked at him motionless, and there was a deep pain in his eyes. He slowly stretched out his hand, but it hung down in front of me. Huo Quzhi clenched his hands into fists and turned his face away.
I couldn't bear to see his painful appearance, and asked softly, "Why can't you face me?" ”
"Because you're not you anymore." After Huo Quzhi finished saying this, his body suddenly shook, and he looked at me suspiciously.
I smiled and called, "Go sick..."
Huo Quzhi's expression was suddenly stunned, and he said in a trembling voice: "Is it you?" ”
Tears welled up in my eyes, two years of longing, two years of waiting to see him was worth it. I stretched out my hand to hug him and called out urgently, "Go sick, it's me!" ”
Huo Quzhi seemed to be stunned, pushed me away, and said suspiciously: "Is it really you?" ”
With tears in my eyes, I whispered, "It's me, I'm back, because without this dream, I can't hear your heartbeat." ”
"Lan'er!" Huo Quzhi hugged me excitedly, and his strength strangled me so much that I could barely breathe, "I know that it is you, I recognize you, you are my Lan'er!" ”
"Why do you recognize me?"
Huo Quzhi wiped my tears with his hands, "On that day two years ago, you suddenly couldn't speak again, and you became the mute girl Lan'er before. The attitude towards me also changed back to the original deference, and I immediately knew that it was not you. Perhaps, Lan'er is still Lan'er, but it is not the one I love. ”
"So you're alienated from Mulan?" I asked.
Huo Quzhi nodded, "I'm also in pain, every time I see Lan'er, I think of the one who could talk before." I had to force myself to distance myself from her, but as soon as I saw her, my heart hurt. Lan'er, you're not going to go anymore, are you? ”
I shook my head, "I really don't know how long I can stay here, I don't know how long I can stay with you." I'm so selfish when I get sick, I want to love you, but I don't know if I can love you. ”
Huo Quzhi's arm hugged me tightly again, "I don't care, whether it's a year, a month, or a day, I'm willing!" ”
He pulled me, pointed to the map, and said, "Lan'er, look, there is another war." This time, His Majesty made up his mind to fight to the death with the Huns, and after this battle, there were no Huns in Monan! He looked at me and continued, "Do you remember? I said that when this battle is over and there is no more war in the world, I will marry you. ”
I nodded, "I remember, we agreed to leave the Central Plains together, go hunting and grazing outside the Saiwai, and live a free life." ”
Huo Quzhi looked at me deeply, "It's been two years, I miss you so much." ”
"Me too." I looked into his eyes and easily fell into it.
"What happened to you in the past two years? Where have you been? Sky! I have a lot to ask you, but now that you're by my side, I don't know what to say first! "Huo Quzhi faced me, and he was a little at a loss.
★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★ hussar general laughed at the sixteenth chapter of the legend and said that the number one Li Fan (Li Guang fan), Sima Qian, who specialized in black guard Huo, said bad things about Huo Quai's illness to Liu Che on this day, "Your Majesty, Huo Qubing doesn't care about his subordinates at all, the food you reward him, he would rather throw it away than give it to the soldiers if he can't finish it!" ”
Huo Quzhi saw that this old and angry young man was going to hack him again, and immediately defended himself, "I'm not a cook, how do I know if the food is eaten or thrown away!" ”
Liu Che nodded, "What is rewarded to you, whether you love to eat or love to divide others, that is your freedom." ”
Sima Qian didn't give up, "He also asked the soldiers to be hungry and accompany him to kick the juju, and the soldiers had to play match-fixing in order to eat early. ”
Liu Che said angrily: "Chinese football is harmed by match-fixing!" Our family is right to get sick, whoever plays match-fixing should be heavily punished! Okay, if you have anything to eat after you get sick, you can also give points to the soldiers, so that the trolls don't make a fuss again! ”
Huo Quai's face was bitter, "Okay, I know the truth!" ”