Chunmei was stunned by Xiao Zhang's indifferent attitude: "Why don't you drink it?" ”

"I'm not interested in chicken soup, besides, I don't lack anything here, I don't like to receive charity from others anymore, you better bring things back, it's better not to come to this place again in the future, do you think it's convenient for me to meet outsiders at the moment?" Can you give me a little bit of self-esteem? ”

Listening to Xiao Zhang's rebuke, Chunmei's tears flowed down suddenly, and she cried: "Do you really feel that I came to see you to see your jokes or charity?" It took people three hours to bother to boil the chicken soup, and that's it, do you still disdain? In order to boil this chicken soup, my hands were burned and blistered, and you not only didn't appreciate it, but also bullied people. ”

Women's tears are the best weapon for men, especially for men who love them deeply, the lethality is huge, when Xiao Zhang saw Chunmei's crying, the indifference he had just pretended to be was all deflated, and hurriedly said: "Chunmei, don't cry, it's me who is not good, I shouldn't lose my temper with you, I drink chicken soup." ”

When Xiao Zhang's tone softened, Chunmei burst into tears and smiled, she found a bowl and a soup spoon, poured the slightly hot chicken soup into the bowl, and fed it into Xiao Zhang's mouth with a soup spoon

In the days to come, Chunmei found that if she treated Xiao Zhang like a big sister coaxing her little brother, it wouldn't work at all, whenever Xiao Zhang deliberately pretended to lose her temper and wanted to stimulate Chunmei to leave, as long as she was willful, Xiao Zhang would obediently 'bow down', she was three years older than Xiao Zhang, but she had to pretend to be a little sister in front of him, after a long time, when Chunmei came, the nurses here immediately said to Xiao Zhang: "Your sister is here again!" ”

Although Xiao Zhang is very strong towards Chunmei on the surface, he is psychologically fragile, and once Chunmei, accompanied by Xuemei, came to see him at night. He was already asleep, Chunmei stayed for a while, and just wanted to leave with Xuemei, but Xiao Zhang suddenly said in a dream: "Chunmei! Please don't leave me, I can't live without you."

Chunmei had already walked to the door of the ward, and when she heard Xiao Zhang's cry in her dream, she quickly turned around and ran to his bed, only to find that Xiao Zhang had tears hanging from the corners of his eyes and fell asleep again.

At this time, the nurse next to him spoke: "He often talks like this in his dreams. He only nagged the name 'Chunmei'. ”

Chunmei suddenly had mixed feelings, she leaned over to stare at the sleeping Xiao Zhang, and her tears of emotion slipped down his hospital bed.

When Xuemei saw this scene, her heart moved, and on the way back, she quietly asked Chunmei: "Sister Chunmei, I have some questions, I don't know if I should tell you?" ”

Chunmei said angrily: "Dead girl, we are already sisters in the same trouble." Why are you still polite to me? If you have anything to say, just say it! ”

Xuemei took the opportunity to say: "Sister Chunmei, do you often come to visit Comrade Xiao Zhang like this, do you miss him for saving his life, or do you have a special affection for him?" ”

listened to Xuemei's questioning. Chunmei pondered for a while, then asked, "What do you say?" ”

Xuemei couldn't help but say: "People say that a woman's heart is a needle under the sea, and no one can figure it out. I can't guess what you think, but I saw Comrade Xiao Zhang's true feelings for you. ”

"What are you guessing about? Just because he saved me, do you still call my name in your dreams? ”

"That's not all! I still have a factual basis. ”

Chunmei listened. couldn't help but stop, she faced Xue Meifa and asked, "Then tell me, what else have you discovered?" ”

Xuemei saw that she was more serious, and she didn't show weakness, so she said: "Take the incident where he saved you that day, we were both hung upside down on the ceiling by those villains, and the rope was dipped in gasoline and was lit, at that time Brother Liu didn't know how to choose under the two of us, at that time Xiao Zhang was at least hiding at the gate thirty meters away from the two of us being hanged, according to Brother Liu told me afterwards, he was standing between the two of us, it was difficult to choose, but his eyes were also looking around, hoping to find something that could be used to pave the way, but, I didn't find anything, but I didn't find Comrade Xiao Zhang running over until my rope was burned and I was about to fall, which means that he ran out to save you when Brother Liu ran to me and was about to catch me first. But your rope was also burned the moment after my rope was burned, if Comrade Xiao Zhang had the usual mentality of saving people, it would be too late at all, let alone Xiao Zhang, even the fastest sprinter in the world did not have that kind of sprint speed. But Xiao Zhang managed to catch you with his body at the moment when you were about to land, what does this mean? ”

Chunmei didn't expect Xuemei to talk about it, she couldn't help but be a little embarrassed, but quickly calmed down, and she asked Xuemei: "Then what do you say?" ”

Xuemei just said a question, she had already thought about how to answer, so she replied: "This is the speed of love!" Only when you are with the other person's mind can you arrive in time to catch you at a speed that exceeds the limit of physical fitness. This kind of love is the most innocent and deep, he must have focused all his thoughts on you at that time, and then lost his sense of self-preservation, otherwise, you would have only been slightly bruised, and why did he hurt so badly? I have heard the story of a little girl who accidentally fell from the window on the fifth floor of her house, and the mother standing at the door wanted to grab her daughter, but it was too late, so she ran down the stairs and caught the child before she landed. ”

"Really? Will there be such a thing? ”

Listening to Chunmei's questioning, Xuemei hurriedly affirmed: "This is the real thing, it has been spread all over our village, do you know how long it took for that little girl to fall from the window on the fifth floor?" ”

Chunmei shook her head.

Xuemei then said: "The fifth-floor windowsill is more than ten meters high from the ground, according to the acceleration of free fall in physics, it only takes more than a second, and the little girl has to land, and if the mother runs down the stairs on the fifth floor, according to the normal speed, how many seconds will it take?" She was like Superman! But she was just an ordinary weak woman, and only the strength of love allowed her to overcome all obstacles, rush down the stairs at incredible speed, and catch her daughter smoothly. ”

Listening to Xuemei's description, Chunmei fell into deep thought, she recalled the scene at that time, Xiao Zhang did appear suddenly without warning, if there was a lack of excitement, it was impossible to save herself in time.

Seeing that Chunmei fell into deep thought, Xuemei took the opportunity to preach again: "I heard that Comrade Xiao Zhang's spinal nerves have been damaged, although there is no effective drug treatment, but it is not completely broken, why can I lose all functions?" ”

"So what's going on? Do you know how to heal? ”

Xuemei hurriedly shook her head and said, "I don't understand!" But I understand a truth, that is, Comrade Xiao Zhang's psychological emptiness, and produced a certain psychological disorder, so that he lacks confidence in his future life, in this case, he lacks a kind of spiritual power, so that his essence nerve cells are completely anesthetized, if he can give him a hope for the future, it is likely to let him activate his nerves, then he will automatically recover. ”

Chunmei felt incredulous, and she wondered, "Then how can we make him have hope for the future?" ”

"Of course it's love!"

Xuemei replied word by word, and then said: "If you let him get love, he can burn his passion and produce the kind of spiritual will that he did to save you at the expense of his life." It is possible for him to get the nerves in his spinal cord to recover on their own and get back on his feet. But who can give him love? Only Sister Chunmei, you! ”

Xuemei said this, although she had a certain amount of selfishness, but it had a strong reaction in Chunmei's heart, and the confusion buried in her heart these days seemed to have emerged, and she should think about it.

That night, everyone fell asleep, but Chunmei was not sleepy at all, she sat up, looked at Xuemei who was sleeping on the side, and then quietly got out of bed

She put on a coat and walked out of the room, she paced in her small courtyard, looked up at the bright moon in the night sky, and thought for a long time

She recalled the scenes of her relationship with Xiao Zhang, thought of Xiao Zhang's considerate care of herself when she was trapped in the mountains, and remembered that night Xiao Zhang would rather suffer mosquito bites and use two police hats to repel mosquitoes for herself

Xiao Zhang loves himself, there is no doubt about it, his love is not manifested in any words, but in some specific actions, perhaps, those who do not have ambiguous manners and vows, but can stand up for themselves without hesitation at the most critical time, that kind of love can make people feel down-to-earth.

Xuemei just said very reasonably, Chunmei secretly thought in her heart that when love is deep, she will completely forget herself for the other party

If Brother Liu encounters this situation, won't he be obligated to do so?

However, love is not only who she needs, but also who she is more suitable for, Chunmei thought of this, her mood suddenly brightened up (to be continued......