"Ah Wu, Ah Wu......" Chu Mao softly shouted Ah Wu's name, and there were no extra words, just holding her hand and rubbing his face.

Ah Wu's sharp eyes saw that the fingers of his eyes were rubbing Chu Mao's eyes, and there was a light reflecting out.

Where is Chu Mao's first meeting, as majestic as a jade mountain, as elegant as a bright moon. His shoulders collapsed, and at this moment he was more like a dying old man, like a jade plate falling from a high place and being crushed into powder.

Ah Wu shrank at the foot of the bed, looking at Chu Mao with tears in her eyes, it seemed in her heart that Chu Mao was omnipotent before this, and he had never been defeated. Even if it was so difficult when he was a child, Ah Wu could read in the eyes of that little boy stubbornness and persistence, and there was an indestructible desire to survive. But now, all that was left under his eyes was the silent desert.

Ah Wu tasted Chu Mao's pain, and at the same time chewed his own pain repeatedly. How did she get to this desperate situation step by step?

By the time Ah Wu really understood Chu Mao's heart, it was already too late. After experiencing such a betrayal, he didn't say that he snubbed her and killed her, but actually begged her with a shy face, and Ah Wu realized how heavy his status in Chu Mao's heart was.

Ah Wu asked himself why he didn't bet on Chu Mao's trust at that time, and bet that Chu Mao would choose himself between her and the eldest princess. But at that time, she didn't have that confidence, just because she didn't understand it. She pushes others with herself, and always thinks that everyone else is like her.

When the heart is small, the road is narrow.

Mama Hao, who Ah Wu hated very much, was indeed right, her selfishness not only harmed Chu Mao, but also herself. When Mama Gong persuaded her to be sincere to Chu Mao, she thought she had listened, but in fact, she didn't take it to heart at all, she just understood it self-righteously. She has lived two lives in vain, but she has not even experienced a little wisdom in life.

Even, busy with people, Ah Wu didn't know why Lu Dao was reborn by herself, but she seemed to be getting worse and worse in her two lives. In her previous life, she was the lord of Corning, and when she didn't know anything and didn't interfere with anything, her mother at least saved her life.

But looking at this life, all of Ah Wu's beliefs have been challenged, and now in retrospect, she really feels that she is worthless, but her ridiculous pride and conceit are to the extreme. She laughed at the first queen, hurt others and hurt herself, but then look at herself.

It was she who killed her mother with her own hands, not only injuring herself to the point of breaking her liver and intestines, but also wounding Chu Mao to the point that she was completely decent, and she probably also involved Daddy Rong and her mother-in-law Cui who selflessly gave her father and mother's love. also has to take care of the second brother's lifelong wishes, which is even more miserable than when he married He Rui in his previous life.

Ah Wu couldn't help but start pulling her hair, as if all the people around her would eventually be tired by her, although Ah Wu didn't want to admit it, but she still carved the three big words "Mourning Star" on her head.

Ah Wu sat on the ground dejectedly, as if she had never really thought about them, never treated each other sincerely. This is true for Chu Mao, this is true for the Rong family, this is also true for Second Brother Gu, and even for the eldest princess. She treats them all as pawns, and in the next game of chess, the name of this game is "Saving the Mother of the Past Life".

She didn't think about what these people wanted, and why they were willing to be her pawns, and even she didn't know what Princess Fuhui wanted, everything she did was to save Princess Fuhui's life and her glory and wealth.

But is it these two things that her princess mother has in mind, and she knows that she is her mother all these years, but she has been close? She kept making excuses, thinking that it was the eldest princess who rejected her, so she didn't get close, but she knew the truth from the bottom of her heart.

The heart of a child can truly repay the deep kindness of parents.

Ah Wu was holding herself by the pillar and trembling, she couldn't believe that she was such a person. She used the Rong family's father and mother to raise herself, without any feedback, and enjoyed their affection as a matter of course; She even took advantage of Second Brother Gu, and even used her feminine charm despicably, just to let Second Brother Gu go on the path she arranged to protect her mother; She also took advantage of Chu Mao, she went to great lengths to get his heart just so that he could show mercy to his mother's subordinates, and she also used the eldest princess to satisfy her self-satisfaction in reciprocating her kindness.

She seems to be taking advantage of all the people and things in this world, Ah Wu feels that she is simply terrible, and she is still proud of her own reason, her own exquisite calculations, and looks down on those stupid people who pay sincerely.

She can't look down on Acacia, Can't look down on Mama Hao, can't look down on Cui's, and can't look down on Chu Mao, in her heart these people are big fools, but in fact, she herself is a complete big fool.

Is it precisely because she is such a bad person that the genius punishes her for never being freed, even if she lives and dies, she has to suffer with her soul immortally?

Wu couldn't find an answer.

But even if Ah Wu is extremely bad, she has one thing that many people can't match, and that is persistence. For one purpose, she can go all the way to the dark, never look back, never get discouraged, and never give up.

Therefore, after the death of the eldest princess, Ah Wu will live, live sane, and not collapse mentally because of such a blow. She will keep looking for a goal for herself and a purpose to live.

When Ah Wu realizes that she has to endure endless suffering, she actually wants to see what kind of ending she can have in the end. Even if it is still endless in the end, there is still hope for the "ending" in her heart.

He Nianfang soon rushed to Changle Palace, and he gave Ah Wu a pulse, his heart sank, and his brows were furrowed. He pursued medicine all his life, but he encountered unbelievable situations in this queen mother twice.

After finishing the pulse with both hands, He Nian Fang knelt down and replied: "Back to the emperor, the pulse of the queen mother is like praying for the king's mansion that day, I am afraid that the medicine stones are ineffective." ”

Chu Mao came back to his senses when he heard He Nianfang's words, "You mean it's the same as when Ah Wu fell asleep without cause?" Chu Mao said excitedly.

He Nianfang nodded.

"Lu Ruoxing!" Chu Mao turned around and shouted.

Lu Ruoxing was so frightened that he threw himself at Chu Mao's feet, "The slave is here." ”

"Go to Daci Temple and invite Zen Master Huitong to come, I will allow you to gallop horses in the forbidden palace, and let Huitong and them also ride in." Chu Mao commanded.

Lu Ruoxing didn't hesitate for a moment, and immediately took He Fu, who was forbidden in and out of the palace at night, as if his butt was on fire, and ran out of the palace gate.

But Chu Mao's seemingly simple command stunned everyone standing in Changle Palace at this time. It is forbidden to gallop horses in the palace gate, and even the sedan chair is not allowed, except for the old and gracious ministers, if there is the emperor's special grace, there can be a bamboo sedan chair in the palace, but it only stops in the first three palaces. In the last three houses, there is no precedent for people riding horses and galloping.

Of course, the queen is in danger, and Emperor Jiahe's will is also reasonable, and no one dares to come out and pick a thorn, even the courtiers of the foreign dynasty who stick to the old rules are here at this moment, and I am afraid they dare not say anything.

Zen Master Huitong of Daci Temple and several of his disciples rushed into the palace overnight. The palace has been efficiently arranged with the ritual utensils of the monks opening the altar to chant the scriptures, and they are all the treasures of the magic vessels that have been used by the monks in the past dynasties.

It's a pity that Huitong and the others have been reading the scriptures for three days day and night, and Ah Wu can still only wander around his body and cannot enter the door. She was eager to return to Rong Xuan's body and let Chu Mao know that she was still alive.

If she is alive, then there are many people who will be able to live, and Chu Mao will not fall. He still has a lot of ambition left unfinished. He wanted to unify Tatar and restore a hundred years of peace on the borders of the Great Xia Dynasty; He wants to lead the yellow into the sea and establish an immortal work of governing the river; It is also necessary to change the transportation of grain by river to sea; but also to build strong ships that can sail to the four seas; I want to see what the other side of the sea is like, and he still has so much unfinished business.

Ah Wu had already seen it, but she was willing to admit it after Mama Hao went that she couldn't hate Chu Mao at all, she wanted him to live well, so she also wanted to live. But although she was willing to admit that she didn't hate Chu Mao, she couldn't forgive herself. may also ridiculously pretend that she hates him to fulfill her own filial piety.

It's a pity that this time even the monks chanted the scriptures to no avail. After Master Huitong fainted from dehydration, Ah Wu did not see the slightest possibility of going back.

After the end, it was Changchunzi who gave Chu Mao an idea.

It is said that it is to use the blood of the real dragon as a guide to lure the true phoenix back to its soul.

Ah Wu sat on Chu Mao's desk, and laughed out loud, where is this, such a stupid idea can be come up, isn't it obvious that Emperor Jiahe is going to die? Ah Wu estimated that this should be the idea that Lao Wu came up with.

Chu Mao has no children under his knees, and the King of Jin has been ready to move in the past two years, although Ah Wu is too lazy to care about Chu Mao's affairs, but he can't stop His Majesty from reporting the movements of the imperial court to her every day at dinner, so he knows a little about these things.

Ah Wu sat and waited for Chu Mao to let him drag Changchunzi out of the body and cut him, but when he turned around, he saw Chu Mao with a pensive face. Who is Changchun Zi? He is the master of Baiyun Temple, which has the most incense in the capital, and he is also the person who suggested that Chu Mao go to Zen Master Huitong and rescue Ah Wu.

So Changchunzi's words, Chu Mao was thinking seriously. Even if it is a straw, Chu Mao, as a drowning person, wants to stretch out his head to reach out.

"The emperor must not." He was the first to stand up against it.

The author has something to say: Wednesday, which is so busy that it turns black, is here again. So Mama can only code words overnight. During the day, it is the rhythm of can't code words. Therefore, this is not a double change, but a formal change.

But don't worry, because there won't be many chapters before it ends.

But Mama still wants to write the back more carefully. I don't want to continue to be a fast-forward outline author.

In addition, please separate the author from the text.