Chapter 37: Goodbye, my little kitten
Mo Xiaobei didn't expect Li Yi to call Xiaola the day after she was discharged from the hospital. At that time, she was shopping for groceries at the supermarket, and she was obviously stunned when she received the call.
I thought he had disappeared too.
"Are you willing to call me?" You know, he hasn't been in touch with her for more than a month.
Li Yi sat in the car, his hands and feet were cold, trembling nervously pinching his mobile phone, and asked tremblingly, "Where are you?" I'm going to look for you. ”
Hearing the nervousness and fear in his friend's voice, Mo Xiaobei straightened his face and said, "I'm at the Walmart supermarket in Dongcheng District, what's wrong with you?" ”
"Nope." The other party hung up the phone irritably.
When he saw Li Yi for the first time, Mo Xiaobei was not shocked, that man with black circles, red eyes, and disheveled clothes was really her self-proclaimed person who could break blood and flow grace?
When he saw Mo Xiaobei, Li Yi was stunned for a moment, then got out of the car, took Mo Xiaobei's hand and returned to the carriage, and went to light a cigarette with trembling hands, but he didn't light it several times.
Mo Xiaobei took the cigarette and lighter, lit it and handed it to him, and asked him worriedly, "What's wrong with you?" ”
In her impression, Li Yi rarely smokes, and usually only smokes one or two when she is in a bad mood, and there is absolutely no time for such a gaffe.
Li Yi in her impression is noble and cold and elegant, just like the spring breeze in February caressing the willow tree, infiltrating her life, bit by bit.
Li Yi took a hard puff of cigarette, leaned his head on the seat decadently, and spit out the smoke, his eyes were a little astringent, and his mouth was a little bitter.
Turning his head to stare at Mo Xiaobei, his eyes didn't blink, his mouth trembled, and he asked, "Listen to Ellie, you became Ye Muyang's mistress, is it true?" ”
Stunned for a moment, Mo Xiaobei nodded.
She didn't fail to see the cautious thin wings in his eyes, and the moment she saw her nodding, the thin wings turned into despair, and in the snap of her fingers, she disappeared.
Have you ever seen a sudden storm in the summer? Have you ever seen a calm sea suddenly surging with a surging tsunami? Have you ever seen a broken vase in an instant? At this moment, in Li Yi's eyes, Mo Xiaobei saw such a picture, as if the world world was ending here.
I don't know how long it took for Li Yi to laugh suddenly, shriveled and hoarse, with self-abandonment and self-mockery, Mo Xiaobei seemed to hear him ask when it happened.
So 1510 told everything about it.
For a long time, Li Yi didn't speak, and the hand outside the window was lit to his fingertips, but he was like a broken mud doll, and he didn't feel pain.
Mo Xiaobei was stupid, she had never seen Li Yi like this.
Shaking his arm, Mo Xiaobei cautiously spoke, "Li Yi......"
Coming back to his senses in a trance, Li Yi pinched the ashes of his cigarette, but still didn't speak, and after a while, he seemed to have returned to his usual appearance, and said to Mo Xiaobei with a warm smile, "You go back." ”
"Are you ......" Mo Xiaobei asked worriedly.
"I'm fine, you let me be alone."
"Okay." Mo Xiaobei opened the car door and got out of the car, and heard the person behind him say in a sad and intoxicated voice that was close to despair, "See you again, my little kitten." ”
I turned my head in surprise, but I saw Li Yi with a smile on her face, her eyes flashing with tenderness, and she looked at her dotingly.
Did you hear that wrong? She thought, "If there's something, call me." ”
"Okay." Li Yi looked at her obsessively, until she disappeared from her field of vision, only to realize that she had already burst into tears.
See you again, my little kitten.
If time could be repeated, he would have to tell her in the first place, that he loved her and that he couldn't live without her. If he could, he would definitely stand up bravely when she needed him the most, accompany her, love her, care for her, he would definitely not let her go out to be a bar girl again, he would keep her in captivity and spoil her at the beginning. He never wanted to stop answering her calls because he was busy with work. He never lost her again because of power. He never wanted her to live as a mistress again. If only time could start over at the first glance he saw her......
But there was no if, he lost her, for the sake of the country, he lost her.
In a trance, he seemed to return to the moment when he first met her, her panicked eyes were like a beam of sunshine, piercing his heart and baptizing his dirty soul.
Thou hast come down from heaven and thou hast fallen on the back of my horse. The appearance of jade, the eyes like clear water, and a light smile make my heart hot. You don't look back, spread your wings. Looking for the direction, the direction is ahead. A sigh that cooled my life. You are in the middle of ten thousand people, and you feel the glory. I can't see your eyes, will there be tears hidden. I don't have that kind of strength, and I can't forget if I want to. Just wait until the dark night to dream of the girl I once loved. Thou hast come down from heaven and thou hast fallen on the back of my horse. The appearance of jade, the eyes like clear water, and a light smile make my heart hot. You don't look back, spread your wings. Looking for the direction, the direction is ahead. A sigh cooled my life. You are in the middle of ten thousand people, and you feel the glory. I can't see your eyes, will there be tears hidden. I don't have that kind of strength, and I can't forget if I want to. Just wait until the dark night to dream of the girl I once loved.
Farewell, my most beloved kitten, because at this moment, I clearly know that I have lost you forever. And, no longer qualified, stand by your side to accompany you.