Chapter 18 The Past

"You didn't react to such a handsome man standing in front of you for a long time, it's really unreasonable, other women are drooling when they look at me." Xu Ze handsomely flicked a strand of bangs on the front of his forehead, leaned over and lifted a few bags she put at her feet and put them in the trunk of his car.

Xue Zuining came back to his senses at this time, walked over and pulled his hand that wanted to close the back cover, "Xu Ze, why are you here?" ”

The man smiled slightly, pulled down the car cover with her hand, "It just so happened that I happened to see you passing by here, you see, we are really fateful." ”

"Because of your size! Are you stalking me? "Xue Zuining is not a fool, this supermarket is completely in the opposite direction from his company or apartment, how could he just pass by?

"Well, I'll admit I'm stalking you." Xu Ze generously admitted, but he was not the only one who was stalking. He snorted coldly, glanced in a certain direction, and intimately took Xue Zuining's shoulder and walked to the co-pilot, "Get in the car first, you have to beat or scold and wait until you get home." ”

Before Xue Zuining could react, the person had already been pushed into the car by him.

Not far away, Lu Huaining looked at this scene with a gloomy expression.

The car was driving at an average speed on a wide road.

In the passenger seat, Xue Zuining looked at the rapidly receding scenery outside the car window, said a word with a calm face, and was indifferent to the apologies of the man next to him.

"Zui Ning, you should know what kind of person I am, saying that I can die for a single tendon, if I really give up so easily, I won't wait until now. If that man could really give you happiness and peace, I would never choose to do that. And now, God has given me such an opportunity again, and I will definitely seize it. What's more, the Xu family and the Su family are kinship families, and I think if I chase you, I will definitely get the support of the elders in the family. So, you shouldn't be surprised by my appearance. ”

Xu Ze took the trouble to explain, and seeing that she still ignored herself, she simply drove the car to the side of the road and stopped.

As soon as Xue Zuining saw the car stop, he immediately went to open the door, but he didn't expect the door to be locked.

She turned her head and glared at Xu Ze, and said in an indifferent tone, "Unlock the lock, I want to get out of the car." ”

Xu Ze sat still, looking at her with beautiful eyes, and was silent for a while before smiling bitterly, "Xiao Ningning, do you want to be so cruel to me?" I am not asking you to accept me right away, nor are I asking you to marry me. It's just because I like you that I want to take care of you and share your pain with you. Can you please stop being so me for my sake? ”

His seemingly aggrieved and helpless complaint was like a basin of cold water that extinguished Xue Zuining's anger......

She looked at his slightly pale face, remembering that he had only undergone surgery for less than a week, and the wound must still be red and swollen and had not healed, but because she was worried about her, she didn't even care about her body, and dragged her sick body to take care of her.

She is grateful for such a strong and heavy love, but she can't bear it.

But the words of refusal had already been said too much, and she didn't know what else she could say to break his thoughts about herself.

"Xue Zuining, why don't you give me a chance? If my feelings for you bother you, then don't think of me as a man who likes you. You only treat me as your loved one, or your ordinary friend, so that I don't feel bothered. ”

"But my relatives or friends don't want to live with me." Xue Zuining replied to him, his tone was quite helpless, "Xu Ze, what should I do with you?" You know, I don't want to hurt you, but I really can't respond to your feelings. ”

"You give me a chance, if I really can't respond......" he paused and let out a long sigh, "I throw in the towel." ”

Xue Zuining shook his head, "I just want to welcome the birth of my child safely now, as for the rest, I really don't have the mood to think about it." She sighed slightly, her palm caressing her upper abdomen, but her eyes were fixed on him, "And, even if we can be together, what should the elders of the family think of the child in my belly, do you want me to be sorry for the three families at the same time?" Then I would be a real sinner. ”

The air seemed to freeze for a moment.

Xu Ze looked at the hand she placed on her abdomen, and the protruding Adam's apple slid gently up and down, as if relieving the swelling pain in her throat.

He opened his eyes and turned his back to her to look out the window, his back trembling slightly in Xue Zuining's sight, as if he was desperately suppressing something.

Xue Zuining rubbed his forehead helplessly, feeling a little more distressed about him in his heart than the guilt he felt before.

Finding a man who loves herself more than everything to accompany her for a lifetime is almost the happiness index of all women's lifelong struggles, but she has repeatedly rejected this kind of happiness that can be met but cannot be sought, because her heart has been completely given to another man, so even if she knows how good and excellent the man in front of her is, she can't waver in the slightest.

A happy and long-lasting marriage must have mutual love to be complete, and if it is only united because of the feeling of distress for each other's efforts, it is sympathy, not love. The marriage achieved in this case is a complete harm to the party who gives unreservedly, because you give him marriage, but you can't give him the heart he wants, such a marriage is not happiness, but bondage.

"I'll get off here." She broke the silence.

Xu Ze didn't respond, and after a long time, he sat upright, looked at the road in front of him, and his expression was so calm that Xue Zuining couldn't see his emotions at this time.

"Pregnant women have to keep a good mood, I watch comedies when I'm in a bad mood, and every time I watch it, my mood gets better, and when I get home, I'll introduce a few films to you. It's a pity that I haven't received this kind of schedule before, otherwise it will definitely make your baby laugh in the belly. ”

The car started again, Xue Zuining looked at Xu Ze's well-defined side face in silence, and sighed softly, such pain really shouldn't continue to be entangled.

More than ten minutes later, the car stopped in front of the villa.

Xue Zuining got out of the car, Xu Ze had already taken out the ingredients and various daily necessities she had purchased in the supermarket from the trunk, and without asking any advice, he walked straight to the door and waited for her to open the door.

No matter what he said, it was useless, Xue Zuining chose to be silent.

When he opened the door and entered the house, Xu Ze helped to sort out the contents of the bag, and Xue Zuining stood aside and watched, feeling a lot in his heart.

Xu Ze's persistence is as good as her. She thought that unless he was willing to let go, or she and Lu Huaining got together again, he wouldn't give up, right?

"I'm hungry, can you cook me something?"

Xu Ze suddenly spoke, and there was a grunt sound in his abdomen.

Xu Zeying remembered that he was still a patient, and couldn't help but feel a little sad when he saw his expression of cautiously asking for her opinion.

"You go and lie down on the sofa for a while, the wound is not healed yet, stop moving, I'll give you a bowl of noodles."

Xu Xuze smiled slightly, "I just know that you are still worried about me." ”

Xue Zuining tugged at the corners of his mouth, barely pulled out a smile, and turned around and walked to the kitchen.

Outside the villa, Lu Huaining looked at the closed door through the car window, and never looked away for a long time.

- I think you're mistaken, I said that if you can't make her happy, then it's up to me to give her happiness, so now it's not me who takes care of her, but for myself.

He has always known very well that Xu Ze's feelings for Xue Zuining have never stopped, so he always reminded himself not to give him a chance to get close to Cen Huan. And now, it was he who personally narrowed the distance between the two of them and created an opportunity for him to get along with her day and night.

The vibrating sound of the incoming call pulled back his thoughts, and he took out the phone and connected it, and a man's voice came from the other end, "Where?" Let's meet sometime. ”

Lu Huaining said "um" and then hung up the phone.

Hanging up the phone, retracting his gaze, he started the car and drove away from the villa.

When I arrived at the place where I usually met, I happened to see Su Yi's dusty figure, and when I saw him, I didn't speak, but just poured water vigorously, looking like I was coming back from Africa.

After a long time, Su Yi looked up at him and asked, "Have you seen someone?" ”

Lu Huaining acquiesced, Su Yi looked at his gloomy expression and patted him on the shoulder, "Don't worry, there will always be a solution to things." ”

"Su Yi, you are really good at comforting people." Lu Huaining smiled a little self-deprecatingly.

Su Yi took a sip of tea, "This so-called, the sins of heaven are forgivable, and the sins of oneself cannot be lived." Who made you torture people so much, and finally they came back and made a baby daughter missing, I see you, you are the representative of bad men in China. Don't say that my old man wants to whip you, now I want to beat you with the soles of my shoes to relieve my anger. My family already owes my aunt, and now my old man has put all his heart to make up for it on her, and he will naturally protect her and prevent you, a dangerous person, from approaching. However, as long as this person has a heart, he is not afraid, isn't one of people's hearts locked by you now? As long as she persists, you still have a chance. ”

Lu Huaining took a sip of cigarette, but the cigarette that was smooth in the past was particularly choking today, he coughed lightly, "I want to know what happened to her biological parents back then?" Why do you want people to drop their bags? You tell me! ”

Su Yi looked at him and shook his head, "Do you know what the identity of her biological father is?" It's the Xue family who walks between black and white! ”

Her real surname is Xue?!

"Back then, my aunt was kidnapped and threatened by the Xue family, and Xue Jin, the third young master of the Xue family, also met my aunt at that time. After the worst incident, my aunt came back safely, but her heart was lost. The love of the red door lady and the underworld young master is naturally impossible to be recognized by the two opposing families, and then the two eloped, the child was born in a country hospital, and the arrangement of the newborn is to come with the surname, thinking that she is close to the child who unfortunately died, and the conditions of the school hospital are limited, so it is naturally much more convenient for others to do their feet. It was what happened at that time that made her take so many detours in the first half of her life. ”

Lu Huai listened to all his explanations quietly and fell into silence.