Chapter 18: The Man She Wants to Keep

After sending Jiang Shouheng and Jiang Yusheng away, in the huge room, only Shen Nanhe was left, oh, yes, there were three dogs.

Shen Nanhe walked to the sofa alone, the whole person tilted his head and fell up, and the three dogs lay on the carpet at her feet, sticking out their tongues to look at the sky.

Shen Nanhe also raised her head and looked at the ceiling four or five meters high, with a beautiful crystal lamp hanging on it, she blinked her eyes softly, and now it was finally quiet, but it was too quiet, she was even a little scared.

took out his mobile phone, Shen Nanhe finally couldn't help it and called Ruan Xiaotian.

Ruan Xiaotian couldn't contact Shen Nanhe recently, and when he saw her call, he connected almost instantly, and then said loudly, "Hey! ”

Shen Nanhe stared blankly at the ceiling and said softly, "Xiaotian." ”

Ruan Xiaotian's anxious voice came, "Where have you been these days?" You won't be able to get in touch when you go abroad, right?! ”

Shen Nanhe still said softly, "I moved out to live, opposite the school, the innermost building of the Nanguo Mansion, buy me something to eat, I'm hungry, oh, by the way, there are KingB, QueenB, Zheng Shao is also there." ”

Ruan Xiaotian asked, and then said, "Xiang Zheng is also there?" ”

Shen Nanhe said, "The dog that Xiang Zheng gave me, the three of them are also there, buy more things." ”

Ruan Xiaotian wanted to ask Shen Nanhe if he had a stomach, but now he couldn't tell it clearly on the phone, so he could only say loudly, "Okay, you wait." ”

Shen Nanhe hung up the phone, turned sideways, put his arm on QueenB's long black hair, touched its ears, and said loudly, "Your little uncle went to buy food, wait a while." ”

As if he could understand human words, the big dog looked sideways at Shen Nanhe, then stuck his tongue in, swallowed his saliva, and stretched it out again.

Xu is half an hour later, Shen Nanhe's doorbell rang, she was about to fall asleep, the three big dogs fluttered and stood up, Shen Nanhe opened his eyes in a daze, barefoot, turned over and opened the door.

Opening the door, Ruan Xiaotian stood at the door, his hands were full of various takeaway bags, and even a bag with cherry cake was in his mouth.

Shen Nanhe hurriedly got out of the way, Ruan Xiaotian kicked off his shoes at the door, and then walked in.

Three big dogs wagged their tails around Ruan Xiaotian, who put a bunch of things on the marble table in the living room, and then turned out a large bag of dog food from a bag.

Turning his head, Ruan Xiaotian said, "Did they bring their food bowls?" ”

Shen Nanhe sat on the sofa and pointed in the direction of the storage room, Ruan Xiaotian walked over, took out the food bowl of the three dogs from the room, put dog food in it, and then took out the beef buns for dogs and mixed them with beef and dog food.

The three dogs obediently pouted on the ground to eat, Ruan Xiaotian was panting, and he could finally sit down.

Shen Nanhe sat cross-legged and opened the bag, which contained sushi, sashimi, barbecue, takoyaki and all kinds of snacks, sweets, and drinks that she loved.

Raising his eyes to look at Ruan Xiaotian, Shen Nanhe said, "How did you do it?" ”

Half an hour, is Ruan Xiaotian Superman?

Ruan Xiaotian took out a tissue, wiped the sweat on his head, he looked at Shen Nanhe, and the first thing he said was, "You have been for a long time, where have you died?" ”

Shen Nanhe glanced at his eyes and replied loudly, "I'm going abroad." ”

Ruan Xiaotian said, "Don't avoid answering lightly, just give it!" ”

Shen Nanhe took out the takoyaki, took a bite, and then replied vaguely, "Aren't I coming back, why are you still asking the bottom of the matter?" ”

Ruan Xiaotian frowned and said, "It's been more than twenty days since you left, almost a month, can I not ask?" ”

Shen Nanhe was silent, bowing his head and eating.

Ruan Xiaotian looked at Shen Nanhe and said loudly, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Shen Nanhe was silent, opened the sushi box, she broke open the chopsticks, sandipped a tuna sushi, opened her mouth wide, and put it in.

The small mouth was stuffed full, and Shen Nanhe only cared about eating and didn't speak.

Ruan Xiaotian glared at Shen Nanhe, then took out a pair of chopsticks and ate as well.

The three big dogs quickly ate all the dog food, and then sat side by side in front of Ruan Xiaotian, selling cuteness.

Ruan Xiaotian took out a whole box of fresh salmon, tore off the plastic wrap on it, then took out a slice and said to KingB, "Shake hands." ”

KingB's big gray peach face was full of joy, and his eyes stared directly at the piece of salmon, it raised its big furry paws, and shook Ruan Xiaotian carelessly.

Ruan Xiaotian shook hands with it, and then fed it a slice.

The room was quiet, except for the sound of Ruan Xiaotian talking to the three dogs.

He didn't pay attention, and when he turned his head, Shen Nanhe had already eaten up a whole box of sushi and was now eating barbecue.

Ruan Xiaotian looked at Shen Nanhe, she hadn't seen her for almost a month, she seemed to have lost seven or eight pounds, and her collarbones were bulging.

Frowning slightly, Ruan Xiaotian said loudly, "You eat slowly, there are so many, and no one will rob you." ”

Shen Nanhe inhaled frantically, her heart was so empty, it seemed that food could give her a little sense of security and satisfaction.

After eating until she couldn't stuff anything else in her mouth, Shen Nanhe took the drink that Ruan Xiaotian handed her, and when there was a little space in her mouth, she grunted and began to drink again.

Ruan Xiaotian looked at Shen Nanhe for a long time, and after making sure that she was doing it on purpose, he reached out and pulled her arm, and said loudly, "Crazy, you?" ”

Shen Nanhe lowered his head and replied loudly, "I'm hungry." ”

Ruan Xiaotian frowned and said, "Shen Nanhe, don't take me for a fool!" What the hell is going on? ”

Shen Nanhe felt uncomfortable in her heart, when she used to live at home, she always ran out desperately, but now, she succeeded, Jiang Shouheng agreed to let her come out to live, but for what, her heart was so empty, as if she wanted to swallow herself.

Lowering her eyes, Shen Nanhe's eyes turned red, and after a while, she said loudly, "Xiaotian, I miss my grandfather." ”

Ruan Xiaotian frowned slightly, and then said, "Don't hum first, tell me, what's going on?" Why did you suddenly move out and live? ”

Shen Nanhe stretched out his hand and wiped his eyes, and then said, "I don't know what to do...... I just want to come out and live. ”

Ruan Xiaotian heard it in a fog, he looked at Shen Nanhe and said, "Then what are you doing?" Shen Nanhe, the two of us today, let's make it clear, how long ago did you start to be wrong, Xin Yuzhen and I didn't think about it before, but now you are getting more and more weird, this time you haven't contacted us for a month, what is hidden in your heart? ”

After Shen Nanhe stopped, she realized how uncomfortable her stomach was, frowned slightly, and replied with her eyes down, "Since it's something I want to hide, I just don't want to say it, don't ask." ”

Ruan Xiaotian said, "What's the matter, I still can't know the Dao?" ”

Among these friends, Ruan Xiaotian and Shen Nanhe have known each other for the longest time, in their adolescence, they accompanied each other, once they both thought that there were no secrets between each other, but now, Shen Nanhe clearly told Ruan Xiaotian that she didn't want to tell him.

Shen Nanhe leaned back and replied loudly, "You won't want to know Lu Dao." ”

Ruan Xiaotian said, "If you don't say it, how can I know Lu Dao and I don't want to know Lu Dao?" ”

Shen Nanhe was silent for a long time, then slowly raised his head and looked at Ruan Xiaotiandao, "Let me ask you a question." ”

Ruan Xiaotian paused slightly, then frowned, "What? ”

Shen Nanhe said, "What is the thing you have lived to be so big and insisted on for the longest time?" ”

Ruan Xiaotian muttered subconsciously, "What kind of problem is this......

Shen Nanhe frowned and said, "You answer me!" ”

Ruan Xiaotian thought for a while, and then said, "With you." ”

Shen Nanhe frowned slightly, Ruan Xiaotian looked at her and said, "From childhood to adulthood, the thing I have insisted on for the longest time is to start messing with you since I was six years old, and until now, it has been more than twelve years." ”

When Shen Nanhe heard this, she gently hooked the corners of her lips, as if thinking of the past, she smiled lightly.

Ruan Xiaotian said loudly, "Why do you suddenly ask this?" ”

Shen Nanhe's eyes looked at a certain place attentively, her lips opened slightly, and she said loudly, "I regret coming back to Hong Kong a little, if we have been in the United States, maybe we will still be as carefree as before." ”

Ruan Xiaotian frowned and said, "What is there in your heart that you can't get by?" You name it, and I'll help you figure it out. ”

Shen Nanhe chuckled, with helplessness and a hint of mockery in her eyes, she said loudly, "If it could be solved, I wouldn't have gotten to this point." ”

Ruan Xiaotian seemed to feel something, and he asked tentatively, "Don't lie to me, you and Han Dong are not really in love, right?" ”

Shen Nanhe was silent, and Ruan Xiaotian continued, "You have someone in your heart, but you use Han Dong as a guise, what are you for?" Is it to anger that person, or is it to cover up something? ”

Shen Nanhe frowned slightly, and his lips pursed.

Seeing this, Ruan Xiaotian was even more sure of what he was thinking, and he said in a deep voice, "Nanhe, don't lie to me, who is the person you want to hide?" ”

Shen Nanhe slowly raised her head and looked at Ruan Xiaotian, her eyes were open, there were tears in her eyes, and several times, she wanted to blurt out that name.

It's too tiring to carry everything on your back alone.

Shen Nanhe has never been so lonely and helpless as she is now, she seems to be looking for someone to share with her.

Slightly opening his lips and trying hard several times, Shen Nanhe finally said loudly, "Xiaotian, I love him too much, so I want to protect him, I won't tell anyone." ”

As he spoke, a large string of tears fell from Shen Nanhe's eyes.

Ruan Xiaotian's heart chuckled, he had seen Shen Nanhe cry a few times, and he was afraid that it was because of the man she wanted to protect.

After being silent for more than ten seconds, Ruan Xiaotian spoke up, "Okay, if you don't want to say it, I won't ask, but you have to promise me that no matter what happens in the future, don't hide alone like this time, you know that we are all worried about you." ”

Shen Nanhe nodded, buried his face in his knees, and sobbed softly.

Ruan Xiaotian didn't go over to comfort Shen Nanhe, because he knew her character too well, she didn't like to be sympathized with, and she didn't like to be pitied, she just needed time to heal step by step.