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Nangong Lie looked at Ran Zimu's back and opened his mouth, but he didn't shout anything.
Just now he wanted to tell her that he cared about her and loved her words, but she interrupted him so calmly and indifferently, so that he could no longer speak.
Ran Zimu was carrying a schoolbag and walking heavily, if she hadn't stopped Nangong Lie in time, then he would have said that he would have asked her to leave him.
She doesn't want to leave him!
Even if he really doesn't like him, she shouldn't leave him!
As long as she was by his side, seeing him every day, hearing his words, and feeling his breath, she would be satisfied, even if she could not get his love for her in return.
What's more, she is not such a person who admits defeat so easily, as long as she stays by his side, she still has a chance. As long as she works hard, she can always find opportunities, and there is still a glimmer of hope.
Absent-minded in early reading, Ran Zimu kept looking at the backs of the first row of study committee members in a daze, secretly thinking about how to be as quiet as others, and look like a lady.
"Ran Zimu, come up and recite the Preface to King Teng's Pavilion!" The Chinese teacher knocked on the blackboard, threw the pen in his hand at random, and threw it into the pen case.
Ran Zimu stood up, hesitated to walk to the podium, and faced the dozens of students in the audience, his mind was blank.
"Yuzhang Ancient County, Hongdu New Mansion. The stars are divided into wings, and the ground is connected to Henglu......"
Zhang Keke secretly reminded Ran Zimu, Ran Zimu frowned, even if she looked at her mouth, she still couldn't remember what was in the article.
"Go down! Read well! Exams are still a few days away, so I'll wait until I graduate! The Chinese teacher shook her head helplessly.
His eyes were a little bad, he had always thought that the person Ran Zimu was looking at was Qiu Shao in the front row, and he had also heard about the rumors about her and Qiu Shao, so he reminded Ran Zimu like this.
"Don't think about it anymore, the exam is important!" Zhang Keke also reminded his friends who returned to their seats, "The exam is over, and a few months are enough for you to solve the problem." ”
"Hmm." Ran Zimu nodded lightly, his eyes empty.
Finally waited until the morning reading, she pushed away the book in her hand and ran to the front to find the study committee.
"Miao Miao."
"Zimu, is there something wrong?" Miao Miao slowly put down her pen, slowly raised her head, and asked with a smile, she is a member of the study committee.
"It's nothing. It's-" Ran Zimu hesitated, "I want to ask you, how can you be such a lady?" ”
"Oh, this one, it's simple. That is, when speaking, you should speak slowly and politely; When walking, you should be slow and not too big; When you laugh, you should also be slow, and you should not show your teeth when you laugh; It's even slower to do things, but this is not just slow, but to move steadily, not to be frizzy, but to make people feel methodical......"
Miao Miao kept laughing when she spoke, the kind that laughed very quietly, and Ran Zimu was extremely inferior when she saw it.
She secretly complained, the 'very simple' in Miao Miao's mouth turned out to be such a simple method! Isn't this a matter of human life? Although she is not a lady, she is not a girl who doesn't speak of any image, but it is really difficult to become like Miao Miao!
"That's what you usually ask of yourself?"
"Hmm. My mother taught me, and she supervised me in normal times, and I was also very conscious, so I developed such a character. However, I think my personality is too quiet, and sometimes I feel more like an invisible person, with no presence at all. Miao Miao still likes Ran Zimu very much, and she also envies Ran Zimu's cheerfulness and liveliness, so she didn't talk much, but she also said a few more words.
"No more. I think you're the best at it! I'm going to learn from you now, become like you, and be quiet like a girl. Ran Zimu made up her mind, although the road was difficult, she couldn't give up, because giving up this was equivalent to giving up Nangong Lie.
After chatting with Miao Miao for a while, Ran Zimu returned to her seat, wrote down everything she said in a small notebook, took it out and read it whenever she had time, and then forced herself to pay attention to every detail and strive to become a person like Miao Miao as soon as possible.
Throughout the day, Ran Zimu was quiet and talked after class, which made Qiu Shao think she was sick and came to care for her several times.
After school in the afternoon, Ah Qiang came to pick her up, she didn't see Nangong Lie, but felt more comfortable in her heart - give her a little more time to practice, so that she can behave better in front of him!
Hearing the sound in the living room, Ran Zimu stood up from his desk and repeatedly told himself to take small steps and walk slowly, before he walked out of the hall to greet Nangong Lie.
"Lie, are you back?" She smiled toothlessly, this was one of the rules and regulations that she had memorized for a day today.
"Zimu, what's wrong with you? Is there something uncomfortable? Nangong Lie walked over distressed and touched Ran Zimu's forehead, "I'll call the doctor." ”
As soon as he came back, he heard the people in the family say that she was very quiet, wilting, as if she was sick, and now she saw with her own eyes, and sure enough, it was what everyone said.
"It's not. I wasn't sick and I wasn't feeling sick anywhere. Ran Zimu shook his head, "Lie, you sit down and rest for a while, I'll go and see if Aunt Kitchen has cooked a meal." ”
A good woman must learn to take care of a man!
This is what Ran Zimu just used on the computer Baidu, and now he immediately applies what he has learned.
She waited until Nangong Lie sat down, soaked in water herself, went to the kitchen again, and helped her aunt set the table before she came out and called him, "Lie, you can eat." ”
Nangong Lie smiled and nodded, and followed her to the restaurant, just now he had been watching her busy figure, and suddenly felt that she had grown up and become a little woman who would be busy in the kitchen, but this little woman didn't seem to be happy at all.
On the dining table, except for Nangong Liebu's dishes, Ran Zimu has been very quiet, chewing slowly, and not making a sound at all.
"Zimu......" Nangong Lie looked at Ran Zimu with pity, "Yesterday...... It's me who is bad, I ......"
"No, it's my fault, I shouldn't be willful, I worry you." Ran Zimu took the initiative to admit her mistake, although she knew that he didn't come to chase her yesterday at all, and he didn't worry about her at all.
"Let this be the end of it! You prepare for the exam first, and after the exam, let's talk about some things, okay? Nangong Lie wanted to say something, but thinking that the college entrance examination was imminent, it was better to focus on the exam.
"Okay." Ran Zimu smiled reluctantly, she didn't know what was in Nangong Lie's mouth, so she was faintly uneasy.
The next morning, Ran Zimu got up early and personally prepared breakfast for Nangong Lie and the clothes to be worn for this day.
"Zimu, you have to study very hard, you don't have to get up so early, take a break." Although Nangong Lie was very happy with everything Ran Zimu had done for himself, he was afraid that her body would not be able to bear it.
She had been studying, and in his heart she had always been a child, in need of care and care, he never thought of asking her to do something for him, he had always done everything for her.
Today she suddenly took the initiative to do this for him, he was not moved or excited, it was fake, but for what he wanted, he suddenly had a sad feeling in his heart, as well as a feeling of distress.
"I don't care. It's that you work hard every day. Ran Zimu saw that Nangong Lie was leaving, so he hurriedly went to get his shoes, and after he changed them, he put away the slippers.
"Zimu, there are people to do this, you don't have to do it." Nangong Lie frowned slightly, the uneasiness in his heart became stronger and stronger, he put his arm around her shoulders and forced her to look into his eyes, "When I brought you back, I didn't think about making you suffer for another day, you don't need to do these jobs yourself, you just need to do what you like and want to do." ”
"I know it." Ran Zimu smiled, smiling a little hollow, look, this is a parent's care for the first child, he doesn't need her to care about him like a woman, all he wants is for her to do what he says and listen to him, "But I can do these things and want to do them." ”
"You ......" Nangong Lie's brows trembled into a figure-of-eight, sighed secretly, and turned to leave.
Originally, he wanted to send her to school, but the way she obviously pushed him thousands of miles away made him really not in the mood to stay with her anymore, which was simply a kind of mutual torture.
"Miss, sir, he ...... last night"
"Ah Qiang! Drive me today and call my driver to send Zimu! ”
Ah Qiang couldn't stand it anymore and came up with an explanation, he could see that the young lady was like this because she misunderstood her husband and thought that he didn't go to her last night.
But as soon as he opened his mouth, he was interrupted by Nangong Lie, and he didn't dare to say anything to Ran Zimu, so he could only follow him stupidly, "Sir, why don't you explain to Miss?" Look at Miss......"
"Lots of words!"
Nangong Lie snorted in displeasure, and Ah Qiang consciously shut up.
Although Ah Qiang kept his mouth shut, he was always uncomfortable in his heart, and he didn't understand what Mr. was stubborn about, explain it to Miss, and say a few good words, wouldn't it be good, why do you have to be so angry!
Nangong Lie leaned back in his chair, closed his eyes and recuperated, but his heart was a mess.
Leng Muxuan and Ran Zijin both said that the person Zimu liked was him, but he always had a feeling that he couldn't catch her, even if she was in front of his eyes, he still felt as if she had moved away from him.
He looked at her and smiled, but he smiled without any emotion. Her eyes were empty, she had no emotion, and she couldn't see joy or sorrow. Her face was flat, so flat that it was like a calm lake, and there was not the slightest ripple.
Her emotional changes used to be so obvious written on her face, in her every movement, in every sentence.
But now that everything is hidden from her, what the hell is wrong with her?