Shen Zhu's gaze contained deep meaning, staring directly at Shen You, trying to probe his heart. Perhaps because he was afraid that Shen You would have other ideas, Shen Zhu deliberately explained: "Actually, it doesn't matter if you are the child back then, after all, for so many years, I am that child in the eyes of outsiders, I just think that if you are that child, after so many years, today, when we meet again, we can take the Shen family to another level." ”

The cold wind outside the pavilion was like a knife, but neither of them felt a trace of cold in their hearts, one was hot in their hearts, and the other was filled with huge information.

Power and desire have been the biggest killers of family affection since ancient times, and how many battles of swords and swords have been waged in the struggle for power, not to mention that they will not die endlessly, but at least they will score high.

When thinking about this, Shen You's heart unconsciously tightened, he was not the kind of person who would believe anyone who said a few words, especially the experience of cooperating with millions of people to go through the rivers and lakes together, so that he would not trust others easily.

Once trusted, it may be to give you the back from the bottom of my heart, but in the face of people who don't trust, I don't even owe a hypocritical smile.

"Maybe it's the same name! In the world of thousands of generations, all living beings, isn't the name originally a code name? Finally, Shen You said lightly.

At this moment, there is suddenly a kind of freedom to make a major decision, many things, how entangled and difficult it is in the process of thinking about it, but when I really do it, I suddenly find that there are not so many difficulties, and all the difficulties may be just an illusory obstacle for myself.

Hearing Shen You say this sentence as if he didn't care about it, Shen Zhu, who was still faintly looking forward to it, was shocked by the huge loss, and just subconsciously sighed.

Although the wind in Sijiu City on a winter night has gradually decreased, the cold that is as hard as a knife is becoming more and more pervasive, especially after drinking wine in the middle of the night, the original high liquor has become gradually cold due to the rapid expansion of blood vessels after warming up the body at first.

"Hopefully the next time we meet, we'll still be able to drink and talk." After being silent for a while, Shen Zhu took the initiative to interrupt the meeting.

"I hope so!" Shen You's answer was a little uneasy.

The two men looked at each other and smiled, and then parted.

There are naturally many origins and causes on the rivers and lakes, and the so-called body can't help but show it vividly at the moment when the two words "hope" are spoken.

When he was separated from Shen Zhu, Shen You was still at ease, but when he really walked on the seemingly endless streets of the dark, lonely and cold Sijiu City, the coldness and helplessness that he had deliberately suppressed were vividly reflected at this moment.

He knew his origins, which was told to him by his good brother Zhao Tiedan, who had secretly given him several meals, when Niu Ba, who adopted him, went to sea and did not return.

The nameplate with the red rope around his neck is still there, and his bones have been thickened by the years, but some things have become more precious with the passage of time.

These things that he had been deliberately cherishing and never colliding with suddenly sprouted at this moment, and they grew wildly with an unstoppable barren grass, and the whole heart seemed to be occupied at this moment, and the feeling had nothing to do with pain, it was a dullness similar to and lack of oxygen.

Lying on the bed that Wu's mother had already laid out for him, the quilt should have been dried today, and there was a smell of sunbathing in the cotton, this kind of intimacy was something Shen You had never felt, after all, walking the rivers and lakes, whether it was a hotel of more than ten yuan and dozens of yuan a night or a hotel room of a few hundred yuan a night, when there was a lack of care in it.

Perhaps, this is the legendary family affection? Shen Zhu's words stumbled into his mind again this night, mother, these two words, what a word to envy and look up to.

There are many things, and it is not terrible to have them all the time, but what is terrible is to lose them and regain them or gain them again. The former is not necessarily joyful, and the latter is not necessarily sad.

It's just that from the moment he chose to be in the Dai family's wings, all this didn't seem to be so important, and in his mind, Shang Ying, who was lame, and Gongsun Ying, who had his calf cut off, and the millions who had been adrift in the rivers and lakes for half his life, and the young Chen Qiushi, a monk who was full of longing to follow him to the rivers and lakes.

This person's face appeared in his mind, and he suddenly felt that the burden on his shoulders became heavy, and what flashed in his mind before he fell asleep was the sentence he said to the three crippled people Mo Ruoliu, some people are not destined to live for themselves.

Life is so short, instead of exhausting all your efforts to try to carp jump over the dragon gate, or quietly waiting for death from the beginning, the final outcome of both is the same, but some people choose to work hard, for others, or for themselves to be able to sing in this period of time to leave a strong stroke, the blank paper of life is more gorgeous, all of this can be referred to as a dream.

Mo Ruoliu has it, and Shen You also has it.

The following days seemed to be dull, because of the reason for recuperating from his internal injuries, the west courtyard of the Dai family also became a good shelter for Shen You. Shen You had wanted to hide before, but now he did it easily, and in the eyes of many people, living here is just a rookie named You Shen who doesn't know anything.

Zhang Menghu, Nalan Changge, and Ye Bei either proposed to visit him several times by themselves or in a group, but they were all easily blocked by Dai Luoshu, women are different from men and have a sense of righteousness, and even blocking the car is just blocking the car and even don't need to send out an explanation.

However, Wen Ci and Dai Luoshu came to see him a few times, and Long Sheng'er and Zou Qingmei also came to visit him once when they left Sijiu City.

Seeing that Shen You's bedroom had a lot of books found by Todai Luoshu, whether it was Buddhism, Taoism, or Confucianism, Zou Qingmei said to Shen You with a little taste: "I have a very happy life, is this the legendary Le Bu Si Sheng?" ”

Long Sheng'er on the side obviously didn't expect Zou Qingmei, who was originally a little tasty, to actually lift her out, but she was rarely pretty, and her pink fist hit Zou Qingmei but didn't open her mouth to defend herself.

When sending them off, Shen You went out for the first time after many days of "seclusion", and he went to a not famous hot pot restaurant at night.

The hot pot restaurant in Laosijiucheng is very prosperous in winter, and in the cold season, anyone wants to come to a pot of tender mutton slices to nourish their body while beating their teeth.

didn't say anything about these Wen Ci, but came and went a little more frequently during the time that Zou Qingmei and Long Sheng'er left, and Shen You, who had nothing to do, took a book and debated for a long time when he looked at a certain paragraph in it.

After getting along for a long time, Shen You has also become wiser, and it is estimated that this is another way for Wen Ci to eliminate the influence of Zou Qingmei and Long Sheng'er in his mind.

It's just that some things are just known, but they are not spoken. The two of them can scrutinize a certain allusion for a long time, and fortunately, Lu Tianxing had a rich collection of books back then, no matter what kind of books there was, and Shen You also lived in the mountains and read all the books.

It's just that from the first time they met to the present, Wen Ci has deliberately avoided his family, and Shen You has not mentioned it, this topic seems to be a taboo for two people.

On a bright afternoon, when it came to not eating food, Wen Ci chose to appreciate, thinking that it was a manifestation of backbone, and as fun, Shen You could only choose not to appreciate, and the two debated on this topic.

In Shen You's eyes, how can a person talk about dignity under the premise that he can't even maintain his survival, "The Book of Rites" has a saying: Cang Liao knows etiquette and knows honor and disgrace when he has enough food and clothing, if he can't even solve the most basic food and clothing, then what is the so-called honor and disgrace etiquette?

Wen Ci unanimously listened to it, but after years of education, he was extremely impressed by the character of this person who was not a person who came to eat, and immediately replied-for-tat: "There is a way to starve to death, and it is a small loss of temperament, and it is difficult to give up the faith in your heart for a while?" ”

The Wen family is an authentic red family, and the old man of the Wen family also came out of the rain of bullets, and the aspect of faith was naturally instilled in the hearts of everyone in the family since childhood.

"To live, is to achieve a better ideal and should be done, if the ideal is noble, then the process of achieving it must be full of difficulties, rather than for this goal to die heroically, it is better to live for this goal strongly, only to survive, there is hope. Only then can we have the capital and ability to realize it. ”

Wen Ci was silent, just remembered his grandfather, and subconsciously muttered: "So is it wrong for the martyrs to throw their heads and spill their blood for today's situation?" ”

"Of course, it's right, it's just the times that are wrong."

"How?"

"What was bought by throwing away their heads and spilling their blood back then has changed its flavor after persisting for less than a hundred years, and the more things that were desperately defended back then, the more they are wantonly destroyed by their descendants now. No one is wrong, it's just the times that are wrong. From this point of view, although the rivers and lakes are sinister, they have no holes. ”

There was a silence that could be smelled of a falling needle.

At this moment, Wen Ci seems to finally understand her grandfather's reaction when he heard that she admired the people in the Thousand Sects, maybe they can still retain that rare truth in a materialistic society.

Time always passes quietly in the most inadvertent way, and unconsciously the New Year has quietly arrived, although it is not the Spring Festival of the old calendar, but New Year's Day can still make the citizens of this old city feel a strong sense of joy.

Two days before New Year's Day, Dai Luoshu came to the West Courtyard and said a few words to Shen You to explain his intentions.

And Shen You understood that if this moment was not under Dai Luoshu's Tai Chi push, he was afraid that it would come earlier, so he immediately smiled and agreed.