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"How can I do it without eating? Eat somewhat, no matter what. ”

He Chen helped her sit on the sofa in the living room and took a tissue to wipe the water stains on her face.

Tao Si frowned and pushed his hand away, his tone was very impatient, "I said, I don't want to eat, I just don't want to eat." ”

Pregnancy is really torturous. The morning sickness alone made Tao Si feel like he was seriously ill, weak and weak.

After relieving for a while, feeling that the discomfort in his body had eased a lot, Tao Si opened his eyes and saw that He Chen was still sitting beside him, never leaving, quiet as if her shadow.

"I'm leaving." Tao Si stood up.

"Where are you going? I'll send you. He Chen followed her.

"Where do I go, what's your business?" Tao Si didn't look back, his hand just put on the doorknob, a large hand passed through from behind and pressed hard against the door. The door, which had just been pulled up a crack, snapped shut.

"What do you want to do?" Tao Si turned and looked at him coldly.

"You eat breakfast first. I'll cook whatever you want. It's that you can't go out until you've finished breakfast. He Chen had no room for negotiation at all. The corners of Tao Si's eyebrows jumped, this person spoke to himself in a commanding tone?

"What does it matter to you if I eat breakfast or not?" Tao Si stood close to the door, showing that I was uncooperative.

"Tao Si, you have a child in your belly, and it is easy to have low blood sugar if you don't eat breakfast."

"Are you dreaming? The child is gone. ”

He Chen's hand suddenly pressed against Tao Si's stomach, and through the thin summer clothes, the temperature of his palm passed through, making her panic. "The child is still there. After you cried and fell asleep last night, the doctor came to see you. Tao Si, is it interesting that you are carrying it like this? ”

Taos lost his voice.

He Chen pulled her, led her to the table and sat down, "Drink some porridge." ”

Tao Si silently took a sip. He Chen watched from the side, and even his breathing was lightened, for fear that Tao Si's next move would be to cover his lips and couldn't help but vomit. When Tao Si drank the second sip of porridge, He Chen's heart hanging in the air suddenly let go of half of it.

Tao Si drank most of the bowl of porridge.

"Eat more?" He Chen wanted to persuade her.

Tao Si put the bowl down and refused to eat it again.

Tao Si was about to go out, He Chen followed closely behind, and pressed the elevator in front of her, "Where do you want to go, I'll send you." ”

The elevator came at this time. Tao Si stepped in, leaned against the metal wall of the elevator, and looked at him with a smile, "I'm going to the hospital and have an abortion." Do you send it? ”

She admired He Chen's speechless appearance, making him feel aggrieved, it was really good.

"You...... Got it in mind? ”

When he sat in the car, He Chen spoke in a hoarse voice. He had no right to stop her, he could only confirm her intentions again and again. All he can do is to give her the corresponding protection after Tao Si has made a choice. He has no right to decide Tao Si's life.

Tao Si took a deep breath, and the palm hidden at his side was pinched by the fisted nails. Only pain makes people sober and calm. "What were you born for? Become an illegitimate child? Do you raise it, or do I raise it? Could it be that you will marry me? Isn't it interesting to be together for the sake of children? ”

He Chen didn't speak, and silently started the car.

"Is the hospital ready to make an appointment?"

"Not yet. Let's talk about it. ”

"Which hospital? Small hospitals can't do it, but big hospitals can guarantee it. However, reservations are usually required. ”

"Let's talk about it."

No matter what He Chen said, Tao Si would say it again, with an attitude of being determined to do it.

"What are you doing with all this nonsense?" Tao Si was annoyed by his grinding and chirping, and couldn't help but squint at him, "The person who did the operation is me, I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of?" Why do you talk so much? ”

"It's because of you that I talk so much." He Chen leaned on the steering wheel and looked ahead, his tone full of helplessness. Tao Si is now like a dynamite bag, which can easily explode in minutes, and it is impossible to communicate well at all. "Doesn't it say that miscarriage is very damaging to a woman's body? You've got to think about your future. ”

Tao Si sighed, cocked his feet, and counted his fingers, "After the miscarriage, the body will be afraid of cold and cold, which will easily cause menstrual irregularities. And that's not all. If the abortion is not done well, it is easy to cause premature birth, postpartum hemorrhage, and hinder the normal development and growth of the fetus. She let out a long breath of turbidity, and tried her best to say lightly, "Actually, it's okay, no one can die anyway." ”

Although He Chen didn't speak, the knuckles of his fingers holding the steering wheel turned white with force, and the green tendons on the back of his hands were knotted.

The corners of Tao Si's mouth were secretly hooked, but he felt sour in his heart. He cared about himself, but he refused to take that step. If you don't want to, why care.

No matter how slow the car is, it still drives to the entrance of the hospital. Tao Si stood in the parking lot, watching He Chen lock the car slowly, and slowly walked to her side.

"Let's go." Tao Si immediately turned around and walked in front.

Register, conduct an inspection, and wait for the results.

The two sat in the hallway of the hospital, next to couples like them waiting to have an abortion. Some people snuggled up to each other tightly, and the man's face was so tender that he coaxed the scared woman in his arms. The scene of you and me is awkward to see it outside the operating room. Someone has been arguing in a low voice, such as the couple sitting next to He Chen.

"It's all you, if you hadn't refused to take the condom, I wouldn't have suffered this sin! You're happy, and now I'm going to suffer! ”

"Say what? If I hadn't made people happy for ten or twenty minutes, would I have been happy in the end? Didn't I come with you? What more do you want? Do you want me to stab me in the stomach too? ”

"Oh, it's easy to say. Is it as simple as a stab to do the flow of people? Cheap for you! It's just a few stabs, okay? ”

"Isn't this a painless abortion? Don't try to scare yourself! ”

The girl next to her wanted to say something more, but was stopped by the sound of the operating room opening inside. Out of it came a girl with a pale face as paper, looking shaky. She leaned against the wall and moved, and no one in the chairs around her got up to help her. Every step she took felt like the dance that the little mermaid in the fairy tale "The Daughter of the Sea" danced for the prince after she became a human and exhausted her life, and every step felt like stepping on the scorching fire of hell and the sharp tip of a knife.

Tao Si suddenly got up and stepped forward to help the poor girl, "Go and sit on the bench." ”

She shook her head and rejected Tao Si's kindness, "I'...... Also go to work. ”

It's already painful like this, and you still have to drag your sick body to work?

Taos insisted on getting her out of the hospital and taking her to a taxi.

When the girl got into the car, there were faint tears in her eyes, "Thank you." She trembled her white lips and said, "I dare not stop, I am afraid that I will not have the strength to keep going." I wish you, good people, a safe life. ”

The car disappeared at the entrance of the hospital.

People who have never been alive are probably never seen again. Tao Si stood in place, his face inevitably revealing melancholy and depression like injury. There is no way to make mistakes, so you can't stop living and stay in place. Just like the girl just now, no matter how painful it is, she has to insist on continuing her life.

Tao Si sighed and looked at the blue sky with white clouds floating, hoping that when he came out by himself, it would still be such good weather. As soon as he took a step, his elbows tightened. Turning back in astonishment, He Chen's face was cloudy.

"What for?" She was puzzled.

"Don't do it." He Chen's hand was clenched very tightly, and the strength made Tao Si's brows furrow.

"Don't do it, you raise it?" Tao Si struggled for a moment, but did not shake it off.

"Let's get married." When He Chen said this, his heart suddenly brightened. There is only one thought in my mind, get married, and all these troubles will be gone when you get married.

Tao Si narrowed his eyes slightly, "Are you playing with me?" You were the one who dumped me at the beginning, and now you are the one who says you want to get married. Isn't it that when my belly is big and I'm going to give birth, you will tell me again that you regret it? Who do I go to at that time? Is it possible to strangle the child to death? Or let him be thrown into an orphanage like Jia Qiao? I saw how hard Yu Rao came over, I'd rather strangle him in the embryonic stage now than let him come to this world to be bullied by others! ”

He Chen tugged hard and pulled Tao Si to the car.

"Where to go? There are still people waiting for us to have surgery! ”

Tao Si was stuffed into the passenger seat, dissatisfied.

He Chen started the car neatly, kicked the accelerator and blasted it far away, and quickly moved away from the hospital.

"Go get married!"

The car drove to the Civil Affairs Bureau. Tao Si felt like a dream when he was led out of the car by He Chen. However, the dream soon woke up.

"I'm sorry, you must bring the following documents to get married, all of them are indispensable." The staff rejected them, pointing to the explicit regulations hanging on the wall, "ID card, household registration booklet......"

The two of them came in a hurry, only with ID cards on them, and they thought about bringing their household registration books.

The two of them stood at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau, the sun at noon was like fire, but it couldn't warm their hearts that were cold by reality. If you want a household registration book, He Chen can steal it, but Tao Si is obviously very difficult.

The two returned to the car, and the car was full of air-conditioning. He Chen held the steering wheel in his hand and wanted to light a cigarette, but suddenly remembered that Tao Si was now pregnant, and suppressed that thought again.

"Let me ask you, is this marriage still concluded?" Tao Si looked at He Chen coldly, he was about to say that he was impulsive just now, but now? The sun shone on his fair and handsome face, and his handsome eyebrows and eyes were like a layer of soft light, which could not be seen really. The impulses and passions will fade, and once he wakes up, will he return to the way he was at the beginning, and decide that there is no future between them?

He Chen didn't speak.

Tao Si was a little anxious in his heart. Once He Chen calms down, he is more ruthless than anyone else. He's a ruthless man. But if you follow every step of rational thinking in life, how many surprises should you miss?

"It's not over, is it?" Tao Si's heart calmed down under He Chen's silence, "Then send me back." ”

"Okay." He Chen thought that he was going home.

"No, I'll let you drive back to the hospital!"

After Tao Si realized that he was not in the right direction, he yelled at He Chen.

He Chen didn't stop, and continued to walk down according to his intentions. The car quickly drove downstairs to He Chen's apartment.

"What do you mean? What are you trying to do with pulling me back to your house? Tao Si's anger is like a firecracker that explodes at a moment, "He Chen, how can you be this kind of person!" ”

He Chen walked around the front of the car and opened the door. Tao Si was reluctant to come down, and sat on the seat with a puff of breath. This man is not a man at all, he is always looking ahead and backwards, and he has no blood at all.

"Come down."

"Not down."

"Don't you want to come home with me?" He Chen's hand was propped up above the carriage, leaning down, and gently caressing the top of her hair. This action has the meaning of coaxing a child, "Don't you want me to take care of you?" Won't you marry me? Don't you want to torture me with me? My Majesty Queen. ”

His deep voice was gentle, as if there was a kind of magic power, easily melting the anger that Tao Si had just ignited.

She couldn't believe it, but her hand was already reaching out to him irrepressibly.

When the two hands were shaken, He Chen's hand was slightly forced, revealing a comfortable smile.

"I'll carry you up." He Chen bent down and picked her out of the carriage. There were many passers-by, and many people looked this way. Especially the security guard standing in the sun at the door, with a smirk on his face. "The relationship is really good, when will you have a happy event?"

The security guard's words made Tao Si feel embarrassed.

"You put me down." Taos buried his face in his chest, struggling slightly to walk on his own.

"Don't let go." He Chen's hand was even harder, "Now I can still hold you." Later, not necessarily. ”

"You say I'm fat?" Tao Si thought it was unlikely, "I've never eaten fat. ”

"It's not. I said wait until the baby grows in your belly. ”

He Chen's words made Tao Si blush.

She is now in the early stages of pregnancy, so naturally there is no change. By the time it was late, the belly was bigger, and the weight had definitely increased.

When he was placed on the sofa, Tao Si still hugged He Chen and refused to let go.

"It's home."

He Chen thought Tao Si was asleep in his arms.

Tao Si's face was buried in his neck, and the hand holding him did not let go but hugged it tighter, and the urn said angrily, "I'm afraid...... I let go of you...... You've changed. ”

I'm afraid he'll say, I still don't want to be with you.

Tao Si suddenly understood that loving someone would be low to the dust, but it would bloom. If you bow your head, you can bloom. She is willing to bow her head, bow her head and try, just this once, let her let go of her self-esteem...... Let He Chen fall in, and then let him never run out again.

He Chen hugged Tao Si tightly, understanding that he had hurt Tao Si when he mentioned breaking up.

When will his queen be as insecure as a little girl? It's all through his fault.

"I'm sorry." He Chen apologized.