Gu Jingxi's room was next door to hers, and at this time, Gu Jingxi and Bai Manni were standing on the balcony next door, the window of Xia Xiaobai's room was wide open, and she could hear it clearly from the first sentence they said, that is to say, she heard all the words between Bai Manni and Gu Jingxi just now.

It's not that she wants to eavesdrop shamelessly, it's just that the two rooms are so close, plus Bai Manni is talking on the balcony, and the windows in Xia Xiaobai's room are not closed, it's very difficult for her to hear it.

And now, she couldn't control herself, her legs seemed to be filled with lead, the pestle was in place, she couldn't move half a minute at all, her whole body was so stiff that she couldn't control it, let alone escape, it was impossible to even move.

There is a voice in his heart shouting recklessly, Xia Xiaobai, what are you still doing here, you hurry up, your behavior of peeping at others is not right, don't you know the way?

But even so, her limbs did not listen to her brain, as if they were frozen in place, unable to move for half a minute.

She saw Gu Jingxi's complicated expression, his eyes were undisguised grief and pity, it was a kind of sincere affection from the heart, he raised his hand, his fingertips touched Bai Manni's cheek, every time he was careful, like treating a rare treasure, for fear that a little bit of force would break it.

His expression is so serious, his movements are so gentle, and his every move can see how important and special Bai Manni's status in his mind is.

At that moment, Xia Xiaobai's heart was like being stabbed with a sword, and the red and warm blood gushed out from the place where it was stabbed, like a column of blood, fierce.

She saw Gu Jingxi's lips pursed tightly, one by one.

"No, you're not wrong, don't apologize to me, really, I'm sad and distressed by you like this"

When Gu Jingxi said this, he seemed to have exhausted all the strength of his body, and every sentence was so hard and difficult.

Xia Xiaobai clenched his fists, trembling uncontrollably, the feeling of his heart being run over by a tank, almost lost consciousness in pain.

She gritted her teeth, the sweet smell of blood in her mouth became stronger and stronger, and she reached out and pinched her thigh.

Xia Xiaobai is enough, don't look at it anymore, it's enough, what else do you watch, what hope do you still have, it was originally that you shouldn't have been involved, look at people, how affectionate and meaningful, how affectionate and concubine-like, how right, what are you, why did Gu Jingxi give up a goddess like Bai Manni, and really like you?

Have you forgotten that you had a relationship that was not right at all? Have you forgotten how Gu Jingxi treated you before, he just suddenly had some interest in you, but it was just interest, do you really think that people are really in love with you?

Wake up, Xia Xiaobai, wake up quickly, don't dream.

I don't know how Lu Dao suddenly had the strength all over his body, and suddenly burst out, the limbs that were originally not obedient to the call were controlled, Xia Xiaobai barely stopped for a second, immediately turned around, and ran out directly, she needed to find a place to be quiet, think about her relationship with Gu Jingxi, and then make plans.

She knew that Gu Jingxi had feelings for Bai Manni, and Bai Manni also liked Gu Jingxi, so at this time, she proposed to leave Gu Jingxi, presumably Gu Jingxi would agree.

She doesn't have anything, anyway, she has done it more than once or twice, and the more times she has been, she is naturally immune.

Xia Xiaobai had already left, but the two people on the balcony next door were still standing in place, and Gu Jingxi helped Bai Manni wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"But Mannie, the old things are gone."

Bai Manni couldn't hide the joy on her face, grabbed Gu Jingxi's fingers that stayed on her face, and said excitedly:

"Then do you forgive me and want to be with me again?"

Gu Jingxi shook his head, his face full of seriousness.

"No, I mean, the previous things are in the past, and the relationship between me and you has become a thing of the past, you are not sorry for me, but it is no longer possible between us."

Bai Manni's smile stiffened on her face, her face was full of disbelief, she stared at Gu Jingxi with a complicated expression, and the tears that had just stopped fell uncontrollably again.

"Jingxi, I don't want it, I don't want this!" Bai Manni looked very excited, and her facial expression looked a little hideous.

"You promised me before, no matter what happens to me in the future, no matter what mistakes I make, you will forgive me, and you will wait for me to go back in the same place, and when I am tired, I can't play, and I want to return to you, your arms will always be for me to stay, open for me, but you don't now"

Bai Manni retreated again and again, shaking her head frequently, and big tears rolled down from her eyes and smashed to the ground one by one.

Gu Jingxi stepped forward and was about to hold Bai Manni, but was thrown away by Bai Manni, who looked excited.

"Mannie, there are some things that sometimes we can't control ourselves, and now, I still have Xia Xiaobai, I am now"

"Do you like Xia Xiaobai? How much do you like it, do you like it more than I like it? Bai Mani was almost crazy, and the words she said were also aggressive.

"Yes, I like her, but Mannie, I can tell you that no matter how far Xia Xiaobai and I can go in the future, no matter who my future woman is, I can still tell you with certainty that you, Bai Manni, have left a very important position in my heart, and your name has been deeply engraved in me."

Gu Jingxi pressed his left heart: "It's just that we can't be together anymore, I'm right to you"

"You don't feel it anymore, do you? Huh"

Bai Manni sneered and looked at Gu Jingxi with a see-through gaze, her legs were weak and couldn't support her body at the moment, making her whole person stand unsteady and shaky.

Seeing such a sad and painful Bai Manni, Gu Jingxi was so distressed that he almost spasmed, and stepped forward a few steps to support Bai Manni, but was brushed away by Bai Manni.

"Don't touch me!" She took a few steps back until her back was against the balcony railing, and then she stood still.

She didn't shed any more tears, she just looked at Gu Jingxi with an almost desperate look, and watched quietly for a long time, seeing that Gu Jingxi was asking for mercy, she took a deep breath and calmed down little by little.

She raised her head, closed her eyes, suppressed the tears that were about to burst out of her eyes, and when she opened her eyes again, although her eyes were still quite red, she had stopped shedding tears, and Gu Jingxi knew that those tears that did not flow out had flowed into Bai Manni's heart, and he hoped that Bai Manni was not so strong, and he was not forced to suppress those hot tears, and burst into tears like just now, crying at him, even if he was beaten and scolded, he admitted it, but like now, he was really uncomfortable.

"Okay, I see! But Jingxi, can I ask, for what? For so many years, you have no interest in other women, you only like me, I used to do so many things, you are angry and you are angry, but you will still forgive me in the end, but I don't understand, I am also very narcissistic to say, where is she better than me? ”

This sentence seems to ask Gu Jingxi's questions and incomprehensions that have been deposited over the years, and at the same time, he also asks his own heart.

He seemed to be stuck in the memories of the past, and as if he had wandered into the sky, the uncomfortable expression just now gradually became calm with his changes, and slowly a shallow smile floated to the corners of his mouth.

Those obsidian-like eyes shone with a light called tenderness and happiness, which was very enviable and jealous, and it was also very dazzling.

It was as if he was talking to Manny White, but more like he was talking to himself.

He said: "Yes, I used to ask myself, I asked myself, you have done so many things that are sorry for me, you are with so many men, I was very angry, and I was very angry, I wanted to scold you, and then beat those men who have a relationship with you all over the ground." I don't like you being with those men, I don't like seeing you laughing and hugging with those men, and I don't like you sleeping with those men. But I just don't like it, I'm just angry, but every time you come to apologize to me, talk to me softly, and be coquettish again, I'm relieved. At that time, I thought that this is love, this is the kind of love that has been loved to the bones, loved enough to tolerate all your mistakes, and can not care about how many men you have a relationship with. But later, after getting along with Xia Xiaobai, I finally understood one thing"

When he said this, he suddenly looked at Bai Manni helplessly but couldn't hide the doting smile in his eyes, the kind of smile with a hint of helplessness and bitterness, but still looking very happy and happy, like a bright moon, radiant, so that people can't take their eyes off.

Bai Manni chuckled in her heart, she seemed to have expected what Gu Jingxi would say next.

"I'm not such a generous man, on the contrary, I am still stingy. Not to mention sleeping with other men in front of me, even if it's just a little more intimate, I'll be jealous. So then I realized that I didn't really like you, maybe it was just a subconscious mistaken feeling. ”

"Mannie, I don't know if you've ever really liked someone so far, you say you like me, but I'll tell you right now that you really like someone, it's not like that. You say you like me now, just because you have become accustomed to me standing there and waiting for you, being obedient to you, and I will always forgive you no matter what you do wrong. And now, I suddenly don't wait for you, and I like someone else, so if you don't get used to it, you will go back and want to chase me back, and when I am the same as before, you will definitely repeat the same mistakes again, and the cycle will start again. You are a very ambitious woman, you also like to play, you can't hang yourself on a tree, even if one day, there will be a tree that belongs to you, but it will not be me. ”