Don't punish yourself for other people's mistakes, don't punish others for your own mistakes -

A shallow smile bloomed on her lips, just when she thought that in the next nine months, the little guy in her belly would slowly grow tender little hands and feet, and would share the breath of the world world with herself through the umbilical cord, and would echo with her heartbeat, so how amazing all this should be!

"Is it Miss Xue Zuining?" The little nurse bent down and asked her politely, looking at her and nodding her head, "Dr. Zhang, please come to her office, please come with me." ”

When she came out of the hospital, the cold temperature of winter made her shiver involuntarily, and she looked up at the gray sky, and there were two intersecting white lines in the vast sky, which should be the traces left by the two planes that had just crossed over, just like the words of the doctor's sentence in her mind.

“…… I carefully looked at the size and position of your fetal sac from the B-ultrasound, considering that you are young, and it is the first child, and the pregnancy cycle is short, I recommend that you have a medical abortion, which is less harmful to the body and is also conducive to recovery......"

Beside her, two young girls were happily taking pictures of the sky with their mobile phones, giggling and laughing, "Look, it doesn't look like a wrong number!" ”

Xue Zuining's heart stopped beating when he heard this, and when he looked up again, it was indeed a big mistake, as if it was drawn with white crayons on rice paper with a gray background. Seeing it at this moment, the foolish laughter overflowed sarcastically, what is wrong cannot be tolerated in the world after all, there should be no past, how can there be a future?

The sudden sneer made the two young girls look at her suspiciously, covering most of her face with their scarves, as if they felt familiar but couldn't remember who it was.

While the girls are whispering, the protagonist who is being discussed has long since left without nostalgia. Rows of street lamps have been lit up in this city before the night time, igniting its own prosperity.

Xue Zuining walked aimlessly on the lonely streets in winter, the leaves of the sycamore trees had long since fallen, leaving only the bare branches and the neatly pruned posture, which seemed to make this originally boring winter even more monotonous.

After walking for a long time, she was tired, and finally found a crowded hot drink shop to sit in the corner, but the mobile phone in her bag rang suddenly, she glanced at the name of the caller jumping on the screen, and lightly hooked her lips.

On the other side of the world, just when Lu Huaining thought that this call would still be automatically cut off in a state of no answer, her low voice unexpectedly came, "Is there something?" ”

Can't you call if you don't have something to do? Her coldness made the man frown slightly, "Why haven't you gone home yet?" ”

"Because Secretary Yang gave me a vacation today!" Xue Zuining tried her best to calm her voice, and saw the part-time waiter asking her with her mouth, she answered the man's question on the phone, while taking out the pencil used for ordering in the pen holder on the side, and wrote a line on the napkin: Please give me a glass of warm water.

Lu Huaining remembered Secretary Yang's call with him in the afternoon, and the scene in his vision seemed to be blurred because of his distraction, and after a long time, he slowly asked in a low voice, "You should hate me, right?" "It's impossible for any woman not to care about other people's wanton humiliation.

"Do you really want to know the answer?" Xue Zuining sneered in his heart, or rather, he should be able to get that answer soon.

"Are you really willing to tell me?"

"Lu Huaining......" Xue Zuining nodded and thanked the girl who delivered the water, and when he heard the man's low response, the indifference in his eyes gradually turned cold, "Do you believe in the immortality of the soul?" ”

Her shallow tone reminded him of the gloomy scenes in the movie, Lu Huaining couldn't help but twist her eyebrows, this woman can't watch horror movies because of insomnia, right? He secretly guessed in his heart, but he didn't dare to stimulate her at such a moment in words, "Good, if you are afraid of the night, let Xiaoyu accompany you." ”

"Afraid? What should I be afraid of? "I'm afraid it's just him! Xue Zuining peeled off the wrapper of the medicine, rolled the pale yellow pill into the tip of her tongue, took a sip of water and wanted to swallow the two pills, but she couldn't help coughing.

"What's wrong?" There seemed to be a worried anxiety in his voice.

"Nothing, choking." She swallowed the pill stuck in her throat with a second sip of water.

"Is it uncomfortable?" His casual laughter seemed to mock her clumsiness.

"Bitter feelings." It was the residual taste of the pill melting on the tip of the tongue, but this bitter feeling seemed to spread uncontrollably to the bottom of my heart.

At this moment, her indifferent voice made a feeling that had never grown crazy in the man's heart, Lu Huaining pinched the palm of the mobile phone and unconsciously hot, "Xue Zuining, wait for me at home obediently." ”

"Hmm." She replied gently, but he would never know it, and when the simple word overflowed between her lips, a hot tear splashed down the glass of water in her palm, melting into clear sadness, "I'll wait for you to come back." ”