Chapter 261: A Woman's Heart

The most difficult answer in the world is not in the answer, what is entangled must be only the choice.

Cheng Shuixin seemed to have expected all this for a long time, and Su Yifan couldn't answer the fluttering question.

In fact, this is no longer a matter of choice, but the kind of situation that Su Yifan has been worrying about recently.

If there is anything that can make these people fall apart now, the difference between career and interests is one factor, and another important factor should be as Cheng Shuixin said, Su Yifan's tendency determines everything.

Such a choice is too difficult for Su Yifan, even cruel.

It seemed that he had expected that Su Yifan would not be able to answer, so after waiting for a few seconds, Cheng Shuixin said to herself: "I can say this today, I know that this will make you unhappy." I hope you understand me. ”

After speaking, Cheng Shuixin turned around and hugged Su Yifan fiercely.

"I like you, I want to have you to myself, but I can't do that...... So let's go back to being good friends, I hope you understand. ”

Su Yifan never expected that Cheng Shuixin would use her reason to defeat sensibility again, leaving her speechless.

"I don't want to be the one to be chosen." Cheng Shuixin whispered in Su Yifan's ear, "I want to choose for myself." So let's talk about something else, I'm sorry, I like you, but you can't be my world. ”

Su Yifan was stunned in place, after the relationship between the two became intimate, he also imagined the result of his confession to Cheng Shuixin many times. never thought that it was Cheng Shuixin who confessed to herself, and later used her usual rational attitude to deny her own feelings.

Cheng Shuixin's face was close to Su Yifan's ear, and he kissed his face again.

"Send me home, I want to be alone and quiet, you need it too."

Su Yifan, who was tightly hugged by Cheng Shuixin, felt that his heart was about to break, he silently accepted the sweet and bitter kiss, and then let go of his hands.

Behind Cheng Shuixin, the city at night is blooming. It was like countless boundless wings rising from behind the girl, extending into the distant sky.

The two of them went all the way home, Cheng Shuixin didn't speak again, she still held Su Yifan's arm, and even sat in the rough car and snuggled Su Yifan. During this period, Su Yifan turned his head to look at Cheng Shuixin countless times, and found that her eyes were clearer than usual.

Such Cheng Shuixin is the one Su Yifan likes.

It was only when she walked near the community that Cheng Shuixin let go of Su Yifan's hand.

"Go back and get some rest, there's something to do tomorrow." Cheng Shuixin looked at Su Yifan, who had been sullen, and chuckled, "The future we are facing is still very uncertain, and now that we are talking about this, what else can we have besides making ourselves tired?" ”

Su Yifan looked at the girl beside him, and he finally knew what the problem he was facing was.

Su Xiaoqing had told him many times that he had been deliberately avoiding it at that time. Finally, there was such a day, and he had to face it himself.

This is an unavoidable problem and a difficult problem to solve.

Cheng Shuixin left the question to Su Yifan.

- Since the initiative of choice is in your hands, the problem is naturally yours.

There are a lot of people at the entrance of the community, and the night in June is suitable for enjoying the coolness, and there are always many old men and old ladies who sweep around like a radar. Cheng Shuixin asked Su Yifan to stop here and took the schoolbag in his hand.

"See you tomorrow."

Su Yifan looked at Cheng Shuixin's usual smiling face and nodded silently.

"Okay, see you tomorrow."

Alone did not take the car, Su Yifan walked home along the road he was familiar with, and called Su Xiaoqing on the way.

"Light...... Xiaoqing, what are you doing? ”

"Guess."

"Can't guess ......" Su Yifan was a little depressed, he admitted that Cheng Shuixin thought more and deeper than himself, but the more he was like this, the more he felt that he had really messed up everything.

"I'm waiting for your call." Su Xiaoqing giggled on the other side of the phone, "What's wrong?" Get up on the wrong side of the bed? ”

For Su Xiaoqing, even the slightest mood swing of Su Yifan is too easy for her to detect.

"Then I guess......" Su Xiaoqing's tone was still relaxed, "You met with someone from the radio station today, right?" Why, the conversation was not very pleasant? ”

“…… Small light. ”

"How?"

"Is there anything you don't know?"

Su Xiao chuckled and said, "Yes, for example, who do you think is better, Cheng Shuixin or Yang Bingbing?" ”

“…………”

Su Yifan found out that although he would be teased when chatting with Su Xiaoqing, his mood was not as heavy as just now in an instant. Although Su Xiaoqing may have her own loneliness and depression, she can always actively mobilize Su Yifan's mood when facing Su Yifan, cheer him up and make him happy.

was interrupted by Su Xiaoqing like this, Su Yifan felt that he was a little stupid just now, and his attitude was also obvious - that kind of struggle and hesitation was clearly telling Cheng Shuixin that he did have more than one person in his heart now.

"Ding Xiaomei told me about you in the private room today." Su Xiaoqing only said a word or two every time he teased Su Yifan, and would never say more, "The contradictions within the Radio and Television Center implicate you, you are really a poor child who is easy to hate." ”

Su Yifan said helplessly: "I don't know why Lu Dao will come at us, maybe Cheng Shuixin behaves too much to them." ”

"It's good to get used to social normalcy." Su Xiaoqing said, "Sometimes you have to learn to get along with people with strength. You went to Linhai to negotiate with Zhao Yutong Yang Bingbing told me, I think you did a good job. Like today's incident, if you have a clear attitude at the beginning, or even be a little arrogant, those few people will probably not be so unscrupulous. ”

Su Yifan smiled bitterly: "I want to...... Cheng Shuixin has always asked me to endure it, so I will listen to her. ”

Su Xiao chuckled and said, "What an obedient and good boy...... What happened to Cheng Shuixin today? The little girl has suffered a lot of grievances, is there anything wrong? ”

"It's fine." Su Yifan finally thought of what he was calling Su Xiaoqing for, and suddenly asked, "Xiaoqing, do you think I don't know girls very well?" ”

Su Xiaoqing didn't expect Su Yifan to ask this question, this time she really thought about it before answering: "Actually, it's not that you don't understand girls, and it's not that you don't understand their hearts." You can always do something that moves the girl, and you will also stand up when the time is right. From the point of view of a seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy, you have very little to find fault with now, and you don't have to worry about that. ”

But Su Yifan still felt distressed: "Xiaoqing...... The problem is that I feel stupid right now. ”

"How do you think so?" Su Xiaoqing said lightly, "You failed to kiss Cheng Shuixin?" ”

Hearing Su Xiaoqing's rhetorical question, Su Yifan almost didn't come up in one breath: "Xiaoqing, you really look up to me......"

"I'll just say no." Su Xiao chuckled and said, "Even if you really want to kiss Cheng Shuixin, she probably won't resist too much." ”

Su Yifan was shocked in his heart, what Su Xiaoqing said was too much in line with the facts, she was the one who really understood the mentality of herself and the people around her.

"Actually, it's not ......" Su Yifan sighed, he didn't want to talk to Su Xiaoqing about these things, especially after Su Xiaoqing kissed him that day, "I feel like I did something stupid today." ”

Su Xiaoqing's gossip heart came immediately, and it was the kind of raging gossip fire that was not extinguished: "Oh? Let's talk about it. ”

Su Yifan thought about it, and said everything that happened between the time he came out of China Scene International today and sent Cheng Shuixin home.

For Su Xiaoqing, Su Yifan really trusted him unreservedly, he didn't miss any details, and told Su Xiaoqing everything as it was.

Hearing that Cheng Shuixin finally took the initiative to kiss Su Yifan, Su Xiaoqing let out a very low exclamation: "Ah......"

It wasn't until Su Yifan repeated what Cheng Shuixin said to himself that Su Yifan concluded: "Actually, I shouldn't have asked Cheng Shuixin that question today...... Even though she admitted to liking me, I always felt that we were further apart. ”

Su Xiaoqing was silent on the phone for a while, and said, "Where are you?" ”

"I'm downstairs."

"Wait for me in a few minutes, I'll come to you."

Su Yifan looked around the intersection left and right: "Okay, I'll wait for you in Kji." ”

Su Xiaoqing said that a few minutes is really a few minutes, Su Yifan just finished lining up and got two strawberry sundaes in the K record, and the black BMW was already honking at the door.

Holding two strawberry sundaes, Su Yifan walked out of KFC quickly and got into Su Xiaoqing's car.

"Eat such a hot thing at night...... Su Xiaoqing complained, but his hand took the sundae very honestly and began to dig, "Cheng Shuixin acted angrily, the little girl was moved?" ”

Originally, seeing Su Xiaoqing's smiling face, Su Yifan was already very happy, and when he heard Su Xiaoqing ask his question, Xiao Su's expression became bitter again.

"I don't know what to do...... At that time, I just asked in passing, but I didn't expect her to answer me. ”

Su Xiaoqing agreed, with Cheng Shuixin she knew, if she encountered this kind of question, there were at least a hundred different ways to avoid it, and it would make the person asking not feel embarrassed. No one expected that Cheng Shuixin, who was known for her wit and bravery, would directly answer Su Yifan's YES, and in such a realistic way, he countered Su Yifan's army.

"Don't be so frustrated." Su Xiao patted Su Yifan's shoulder, "For you, isn't such a dark answer countless times better than NO?" ”

Su Yifan looked at Su Xiaoqing seriously and met her gaze.

Su Xiaoqing's eyes are still like night stars without light pollution, so deep that people can easily fall into them and can't pull them out at a glance.

The eyes of the two looked at each other for a few seconds, and Su Xiaoqing suddenly stretched out his hand and gently rubbed Su Yifan's face.

"Are you willing to face your true self?"

Su Yifan's expression was very bitter, and his address to Su Xiaoqing naturally returned to the original way.

"Sister Light...... Today I just realized I was a jerk. ”

"Don't talk about yourself." Su Xiaoqing looked at Su Yifan, her eyes flashed, and her voice was gentle, "You always do your best to leave your own good to others, and you deserve the best." ”

This is really what Su Xiaoqing can say, compared to others, Su Xiaoqing's concept is the entire world.

Cheng Shuixin said that Su Yifan could not become her world. Su Xiaoqing always told Su Yifan repeatedly that this was not a problem for her at all.

Su Yifan felt that he really didn't understand a woman's thoughts.

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