1264 What About the Heart? What about the heart?

A "mother" is like injecting strong vitality into Xia Xi's already weak life, she suddenly wants to live and live......

Everyone knew that "she can't do it", even if it was only a short time with her son, Tan Fang hurriedly came in to get her grandson away, and gouged Xia Xi's eyes and scolded a few words, "Why don't you die quickly, die, die." ”

Fang Zhihao left home under the pretext of going out to make money, while Tan Fang used the excuse of taking care of Xia Xi, but in fact, she left Xia Xi alone to die every day, and occasionally gave her a bowl of half-cooked food like pig food without a meal.

Sometimes people's lives are very fragile, and they burp when they fall on their heels, but sometimes, they are really tenacious and terrible.

Even so, Xia Xi tossed on the chuang for more than two months, and in all the indifference, Xia Xi finally came to the end of his life.

During this period, Xia Zhengming only brought a basket of eggs to see her once, and then he didn't go.

Xia Yong often goes to accompany his sister for a while, but he can't do anything about all this, so he can only say a few more words with him.

After her death, Xia Xi's soul lingered, because her son's "Mom get up...... quickly" made her hold on for so long, and now, the only thing she can't worry about is probably her son.

But it didn't help. She saw that she was hastily pulled to be cremated, and they then dug a random pit and buried it.

My son often asks, "Where's Mommy?" Tan Fang would gouge out his eyes fiercely, scold him again, punish him for having no food or even beat him, and over time, the son never asked where his mother was.

Within two years, Fang Zhihao married another woman. At first, the son was a little timid to call "Mom", but later he got used to shouting under the strict discipline of adults.

There were times when she wanted to get close to her son, but was blocked by an invisible force. As the son grew up, he gradually became the same as his father, a cowardly and selfish and indifferent man with just good skin.

She saw that her father and Tan Fang were still living the same life as before, Tan Fang completely got the Xia family and the Fang family together, and gave all the family property to her son, but it seemed that her son was not angry and had a bad life. Xia Yong... The whole person has been decadent for a while, and he has also returned to his appearance. He has become a real idle young man who doesn't love his mother and doesn't love him. Later, with the help of a matchmaker and two sisters-in-law, she married a woman from a neighboring village. Women are also very capable, but it's a pity......

Looking at this indifference, Xia Xi felt as if she had never existed in this world, even if someone mentioned her name in the occasional small talk. There will also be three "bah blah" sounds in the back. It's as if names are all bad luck. After that, there was no one who could talk about her name...... No one remembers that in that small mountain village, there was a woman named Xia Xi who once existed.

Her life. Her experience... Everything was quietly swallowed up by such indifference, without a trace...

Ziqing felt a lump of cotton in her chest, stuffy, and had the urge to tear through that oppressive, dull, and indifferent air!

But how do you tear apart that indifference? How can we cut open their hearts and see what is going on?!

Oh, by the way, do they have a heart?

Ziqing pulled down with his hand...... Sure enough, such a task is to attract hatred, and it's not fun to torture and kill these people thousands of times!

The final ending is all a free life, and even the harvest of many loyal dogs and beautiful men, a double harvest of career and family, etc.

However, the task remains.

Ziqing was a little confused.

She began to carefully search for the similarities and differences between these counterattacks...... Finally let her find out, it was her mother, her child......

Ziqing sighed, she was thinking, what should she do? Is it using your ability as soon as you enter the quest? Will it be discovered by others? Will he be considered a genius or an anomaly?

All of her worries melted into nothingness when she entered the mission.

Because the moment she regained consciousness, she found that "herself" was sitting on the stove and going to the stove to feed firewood.

The small body is not as high as the stove, and the firewood, which is also a mixture of weeds and leaves harvested from the mountains, is fed into the stove and burns out at once, and it needs to be fed constantly. Ziqing's little face was red in the firelight.

Looking around, she saw a woman with a big belly busy on the stove.

This woman should be Xia Xi's mother...... It's a pity that the original owner didn't even remember his mother's name, because she was very young at that time and her memory was very weak. Since her mother "unprovoked" jumping into the river, she has completely disappeared from people's sight of life, just like her, as if she had never existed in this world.

The woman frowned, tinkered for a while, and shouted to Ziqing: "Big baby, go and call your father to come back for dinner." ”

Ziqing was stunned, and some memory fragments came up...... It should be April now, it is the busy farming season, Xia Zhengming did not work in the farmland, but was dragged to the market town to drink by a lazy person in the same village. The original owner was stunned and ran to the town to find his father and asked him to come back for dinner, but he didn't expect Xia Zhengming to give her a good meal on the spot, and when he came back, he beat the woman with drunkenness, and the amniotic fluid broke at that time, and he went to sleep by himself.

Or the two concubines helped her give birth to the child...... Later, I also suffered a lot of beatings and a lot of anger during the confinement, and in short, everything that was vague in the plot has now become extremely clear.

Ziqing felt a dull pain in the heart. What is called apathy, this is it. Those so-called betrayals, exploits, are a p in the face of this absolute indifference.

Ziqing stood still and didn't move, and the woman yelled a little anxiously: "Hurry up, there is still a lot of farm work to be done in the afternoon after dinner." ”

Ziqing hurriedly ran away two steps, because just now, she felt that this woman's temper didn't seem to be bad. In the posture of the other party raising his hand, it was exactly what she was going to hit someone. Maybe I didn't really want to hit her, I just wanted to vent or ...... I didn't realize what kind of damage this kind of beating would cause to my child. But judging from the reaction of the body's conditioned reflex just now, it should have been "beaten" like this before.

Ziqing suddenly regretted taking on this task, and his body is now a little more than four years old at most. The poor child is in charge of the house early, and the original owner is indeed precocious and very sensible, but he can't stand only such a small body.

The person who knows the times is Junjie, Ziqing swept all the scattered firewood in front of the stove aside, she was afraid that the sparks splashed out of the stove would ignite these, and then ran to the door in three or two steps, she stopped, turned around and said to the woman: "Mom, what is your name?" (To be continued.) )