When Tao Si received Yu Rao's call, he was on his way home.

"I went on a blind date just now, the blind date is not bad."

Yu Rao was so shocked that her mouth couldn't close over there, "What did you say?" Did you go on a blind date? Still think it's pretty good? Hey, hey, are you Taoth? Did I make the wrong call? ”

This woman once said that she would never go on a blind date, and even if she went on a blind date, she would not compromise. But now that I hear her say that it is wrong, I feel that this marriage is going to have a word.

"Anyway, a blind date is a means of finding a boyfriend."

Yu Rao still didn't believe it, "Who is that person?" Hurry up, let me see, I'd love to see who this person is? I can handle a fussy woman like you. ”

Tao Si smiled, "Let's talk about it first." ”

She wasn't sure how the man would react, but she was certainly surprised. As long as there was another expression on that paralyzed face, Tao Si felt happy. She dared to pack the ticket, and the Ji family would definitely be happy to see her and him develop.

Tao Si's voice was very pleasant, and Yu Rao was full of doubts when she listened, "Why does it sound like you're playing." ”

"yes, it's fun." Tao Si replied casually.

"I have a question for you right now."

"Loved ......"

"Not this! You give me a serious point! Yu Rao's voice was serious, "Are you pregnant?" ”

"Why do you keep asking this? I said, why did He Chen come to me and ask me if I had it? Did you tell He Chen about this? ”

Yu Rao was inexplicable, "How do I know?" I don't even know who your female godmother is! I was also questioned by He Chen. If he hadn't thrown himself into the net, I don't know when the two of you would have rekindled your old relationship. What the hell are you two up to? When did you get in touch with He Chen again? ”

"Nope. Where is the old love. People are indeed old, but love is gone. ”

"Just think about it." Yu Rao didn't say much. Because Tao Si has always been a person with ideas, she can only listen to what others say. Emotional matters have always been like people drinking water and knowing their own warmth. She, who is a friend, can only help her friends when they are in need, but she can't make decisions for her. "As long as you don't regret it, then, no matter how you choose, I will support you."

Before she drove to the door, Tao Si received a call from Ji's family, inviting her to attend a business dinner hosted by Ji's family tomorrow night.

Everything went as she thought and went according to her development ideas.

I drove the car into the special parking space in the community, got out of the car, and saw He Chen standing in the shade of a tree not far away.

The dappled light and shadow cast on his face, strangely setting off a whiter complexion. What's even more bizarre is that Tao Si's heart can't help but tremble when his eyes are projected.

Unpromising!

Tao Si scolded himself fiercely in his heart, secretly pinched himself in his palm, stabilized his expression, and then walked over.

"Didn't you feel sick yesterday? Why are you still running around today? He Chen stared at Tao Si, his tone was gentle, and he stood in front of her carefully, blocking the sun.

Tao Sile didn't shake his face at He Chen like yesterday, "I'll go on a blind date, can you handle it?" ”

"What do you want to eat at night?"

"I'm going to get a beauty sleep, so I'm going to stop eating. I'm going on a date with a blind date tomorrow. ”

"How about I make you braised chicken? Do you want cheese baked rice? ”

Tao Si looked at He Chen seriously, feeling that this person was talking to himself, and he didn't take her words to heart at all, "What do you mean by this now?" ”

"I want to take care of you." He Chen finally answered her question this time.

Tao Si's face sank, "You didn't take medicine when you went out." ”

"You are my medicine." He Chen said.

She didn't know how many times she had dreamed of this scene in her dreams. In the third week after the breakup, when she realized that this person had really left him, she had dreamed that He Chen had returned to her side in a rare sleep. After waking up, I was alone and touched the cold sheet. The heart, in also waiting, a little withered, desperate.

What he once longed for, suddenly got in front of her by surprise, and Tao Si was not excited at all. Her eyes were complicated, and her heart was dead. At that moment, the sound of leaves being blown to the ground not far away, and the sound of the whistle outside, hurriedly passed through the ears.

Tao Si smiled slightly, and said casually, "If you have anything you want me to help with, you can tell me directly." ”

He Chen's face darkened slightly, "I know you're pregnant." I saw a pregnancy test stick in the bathroom. ”

Because I knew she was pregnant, I suddenly changed my attitude. Because I know she's pregnant, that's why I'm here. All because she was pregnant with his child.

Tao Si's voice was slightly hoarse, and she tried to keep her emotions from being excited, "It's because I'm pregnant." That's why you want to go back? ”

He Chen frowned slightly, "My fault." ”

Tao Si's heart seemed to have been cut and cut by a knife, his blood was surging, and he even felt a sense of panic and shortness of breath when he stood under the noon sun.

"I don't think you have to."

Tao Si looked at He Chen for a long time, his lips trembled slightly, and he said softly, "Because, the child has been shed by me." So, you don't have to. ”

He Chen's throat moved slightly, and he wanted to say something, but in the end he remained silent.

A cruel smile appeared on Tao Si's face, "Okay, there are no children anymore, you don't have to force yourself to guard me." What age is it, getting married? I'm Tao Si, can't I find a man? I met the blind date today, and I liked it very much. I'm going to marry him. My dad is more satisfied with him than with you. He Chen, I appreciate your wisdom when you got rid of me in the first place, and I hope you can keep it in the future. After all, you're just that smart. ”

Pass.

Tao Si walked into the elevator in one breath, as if he was afraid that the person would still be entangled. She knew that He Chen was still a good person. He is a man who knows how to be responsible, otherwise he would not have come back to her after knowing that she was pregnant. However, this is not what Tao Si wants. When the metal door of the elevator closed behind her, and she was sure that He Chen hadn't followed, the tears in Tao Si's eyes suddenly fell without warning.

It was because she had expectations in her heart that she had such a violent reaction. If there are big expectations, there will be great disappointments. The grand love in those memories has always been buried in the bottom of my heart, never withered, never died, but was pitifully covered by strong self-esteem. All it takes is a look and a word of concern from the other party, and they will be ready to move, flourish and thrive.

Nowadays, stifling these anachronistic thoughts with your own hands is tantamount to cutting flesh from your body.

She has always been such a proud person, if she doesn't give what she wants, even if the result is the same, she would rather give it up.

All she wants is a sentence, I love you. I want to be with you because I love you, not because I'm the mom to your child.

That night, Tao Si flipped out the old movie "Soul Broken Blue Bridge" by himself to review it.

This film is actually not the first time I have watched it, but every time I see the mysterious and beautiful eyes of the heroine Scarlett full of sad tears, speeding up in the rain, and walking towards the speeding military truck, she will cry silently.

Some people say that this film is a story of a woman's tragic character, which is simply distressing and stupid. Because the heroine has never confessed her situation to the male protagonist from beginning to end.

Tao Si thinks the same way, but sometimes, knowing that her pride is stupid and dirty, she doesn't want to let it go. The reason why people are human beings is that they must first rely on self-esteem and self-love to stand.

She knows her own problems, but she doesn't want to let go easily, and what she is most afraid of is a heart that will be trampled on. Loving someone is equivalent to giving armor to others, and at the same time exposing one's own weakness.

Ultimately...... She and He Chen are both half-hearted, and neither of them is better or worse in this relationship.

Shang Chi's call came at this time, and he was startled when he heard Tao Si's crying, thick nasal voice, "What's wrong with you?" How can Queen Tao cry too? ”

"Watch the film. "Broken Blue Bridge". ”

Shang Chi smiled unkindly, "What else do you see?" Can't you just find some new tearjerker movies to watch? ”

"Most of the current literary films are hypocritical. Just looking at the beginning makes people feel contrived. Probably in the context of that era, because of the sense of distance, I don't feel how fleshy it is. ”

"Yes. At that time, the theme of Hollywood literary films preached that true love was selfless and stupid. You see, who's still shooting like that now? It's almost hard to have a classic poignant love story like the Broken Blue Bridge. It is enough for everyone to retreat to the second best thing and pursue small happiness in the ordinary world. Come on, come on, don't cry, my sister recommends you a few warmer ones, like "Heartbeat" or something like that......"

Shang Chi didn't stop as soon as he opened the chatterbox, the topics ranged from Antarctic penguins to polar bears, and finally hung up the phone, Tao Si came back to his senses, why did Shang Chi call himself? It seems that she didn't mention anything serious.

However, Tao Si's sadness has eased a lot. She touched her stomach, got up in the middle of the night, turned out the dumplings He Chen made by herself last night, and cooked a big bowl. I didn't go to sleep until I had eaten myself.

In the dream, my mother smiled at her before she died, and I was finally relieved, and my mother couldn't protect you in the future. You have to live well on your own,

Tao Si woke up crying.

The night was as cold as water, the light-colored curtains were blown up by the wind, and she lay on the bed, her tear-soaked eyes wide open.

We must not follow the path of our parents.

She must not just live for her children, she must first live her own life before she can really set an example for her children!