Chapter 49: Acquaintance with Jun Chu (1)
"Baby, are you crying?" turned on the lamp, he sat up nervously and hugged her in his arms, picked her up hard, hugged her more and more fiercely from behind, and comforted her softly, "Baby, don't cry, okay?" Don't cry, okay? ”
He was distressed when she cried, and his mind was all messed up when she cried, leaving only her tearful face. What hurt him the most was that he knew that she wasn't crying for him.
Coaxing his heart and liver and baby, Mo Xiaobei finally stopped crying, leaned on Ye Muyang's chest with peace of mind, grabbed his hand and held it tightly, closed his eyes and said, "When I first saw him, I just thought why this person was so stupid." It's stupid, and it's a little cute. He saw me too, froze for a moment, scratched his head and smiled at me. I think this man is even more stupid, and I don't even want to pay attention to him.
But that time I was sick and had a fever of 39-, and it was he who carried me from school to the hospital in a hurry, and kept comforting me along the way, saying that there was nothing to do, but he himself was anxious and sweating profusely. Seeing that people were blocking the way, and he didn't speak standard Mandarin, he actually spoke a thick Northeast dialect and scolded 'Get out of you', I felt that I was really sick and confused. Because I think he's a good man, and he can protect me.
I don't know how to do it, anyway, I'm very happy, until today I still remember, when we kissed on Pujiang Road, he held my hand nervously, with a lot of strength, I felt that my arm was numb, his palms were full of sweat, but mine too. Just as I was about to scold him, he pecked me on the lips with lightning speed. As the sun set, he blushed all the way to the base of his ears.
I thought we were happy, I thought we could live like this, but in my most difficult time, he was gone. The day my mom left, I was so sad that I just wanted to die. I called him, he didn't answer, I kept calling, and he didn't pick up once. Until my phone turned off automatically, I still didn't believe he was gone. But my classmates said that his luggage was not there.
Do you know the truth? I feel like my sky is falling. I don't think I can survive, and Xiaola's health has not been good at that time, always bad. I went to buy a fruit knife, and I thought, why don't you just let me and Xiaola go with my mother. I was so cruel and self-righteous that I wanted to take away Ra's life. I cut the blood vessels with a fruit knife and sat on the balcony in my favorite white dress. Wrist wrestling and watching the blood donation like a note. I'm selfish, I'm cowardly, I'm cowardly! I just can't accept these facts.
Later, Xiaola cried and begged me, and she begged me not to do this, and reason pulled back the residual humanity. I thought, I'm going to live obediently, and after that, I try not to think about my mother, and I don't think about him. I worked hard, and I had money in my eyes but money. It was my darkest time. Money can numb my nerves so I don't think about them.
I thought I was strong enough, but today, when I saw him, I couldn't help but want to cry, even though my tears had long since dried up. I still want to run away. There is no other way but to run away from me. But Ye Muyang, do you know the way? He said he loved me. Just today! He choked up and said loudly that he loved me......"
From beginning to end, Mo Xiaobei didn't say who that person was, but he knew that except for that person, no one else would let her be like this.
Pulling her wrist to her lips, a distressed kiss, sorry he wasn't there for her when she was at her hardest. He only regretted that he hadn't met her sooner. After so many years, the scar has not dissipated in the slightest, it is still purple red, revealing hideous. If she had been a little more stupid.
His eyes flashed with fear and fear, and he held her in his arms hard, he wouldn't let that happen.
Mo Xiaobei felt a little uncomfortable and wanted to withdraw his hand, but Ye Muyang refused, looked at her gently and seriously with a pair of affectionate eyes, pulled her hand under the second rib on the left, and pressed it gently. The voice was low, doting and soft, chocolate-like, sweet and greasy, "Then do you know the way?" I love you? ”
Feeling her body stiffen uncontrollably, Ye Muyang's eyes became more and more gentle, "Baby, do you know Lu Dao?" Her body trembled with fear, and she looked at him with a strange eye, and he only felt disappointed, or was he too eager to scare her?
Hugging her to lie down, he said, "Baby, I won't force you." Let's sleep. ”