Chapter 209 'Let Go' Again
After Liu Cheng saw Xuemei's expression change, he was even more entangled in his heart, and asked softly, "Xuemei, you already know who he is, right?" ”
Xuemei stood up suddenly, and she said emotionally: "What you said is not true, right? You're lying to me, you're all lying to me, aren't you? ”
Liu Cheng couldn't help but sigh, and then said sadly: "I'd rather tell you 'lies' now, because 'lies' can help you get rid of the haze and move towards a new life." However, a 'lie' is a 'lie' after all, and it would be unfair to you to tie your life to a 'lie', no matter how gorgeous and well-intentioned it may be. Therefore, it is my duty to reveal all the truth to you. ”
Xuemei sat down on the chair again, and she asked nervously, "Then tell me, what the hell is going on?" ”
Liu Cheng then started from the fact that after he sent her to the station, he accidentally found Zuo Jun fainting in the station square, and then told Xuemei all the truths he learned later
Xuemei's heart was completely shocked, she felt her body tremble incessantly, she wanted to try to control it, but she couldn't.
When Liu Cheng saw Xuemei like this, his heart was sour, and he continued to speak: "I know that the truth of this matter is very cruel to you, and I have also planned to hide this matter from you, and I have always been in a contradiction, but if I really hide it, can it be considered my love for you?" I asked myself, even if I have you and Zuo Jun 'gives up' you, my love for you is far less than his! ”
When Xuemei heard this, she couldn't help but cry bitterly: "Brother, you finally discovered a cruel truth again, and with such a 'truth', you can leave me 'righteously'." Do you know? I'd rather believe that he's a negative guy who 'abandons' me. And the man who can 'rise to the top' doesn't want him to end up like this, it will be such a fate! ”
Liu Cheng looked at Xuemei with pity, and said emotionally: "He is a real man, he is willing to do everything for the girl he loves, but he refuses to let the girl he loves worry about being burdened. When he knew that he was terminally ill, he would rather make up a 'lie' as an excuse and endure the pain of breaking up with the girl he loved. I thought I knew how to love very well, but compared to him, I was really far away, and even, I had the selfish idea of hiding this matter at the beginning compared to his selflessness. I'm so ashamed."
"Say no more!"
Xuemei was already in pain, and she also deeply regretted her ignorance. In peacetime, he took too much to the left army. And rarely really cared about him, after that incident, he didn't seriously reflect and investigate, and didn't even confront Xiao Xiao, only considered his own feelings, and didn't take him into account at all. And quietly knocked out his child
When Xuemei thought of this, she burst into tears and said, "I'm really damned!" I have secretly knocked out his child and broken the 'root' of his left family! ”
Seeing that Xuemei's happy smile just now had completely turned into sadness and despair, Liu Cheng's heart was also broken.
He got up and approached Xuemei's side. Xuemei buried her face in Liu Cheng's body, and kept sobbing: "Brother, what do you want me to do?" What to do? ”
Liu Cheng gently stroked Xuemei's hair with his hand, and said with emotion: "Xuemei, you may not know, since Zuo Jun went through the divorce procedures with you, because he was worried that you would not be able to bear this blow psychologically, he has been secretly protecting you, when you go to the hospital to have a fetus, he can see it clearly, but since he acquiesced to you doing this, he didn't blame you at all, he paid you the limited years of his life, isn't the house you live in exactly what he has worked hard for several years?" I also want to have you selfishly, but I seem so small in front of his fraternity and selflessness. Xuemei, go find him back and take good care of him! Giving is a kind of love, and taking is also a kind of love. Happiness is not just about gaining, being able to give selflessly for the people you love is also a kind of happiness. At the beginning, the left army was buried in the rubble in Africa for eight days, all thanks to a photo of you, it was tenacious to survive, and now, his life is on the verge of life and death, only your love can help him overcome the disease and create the miracle of life again. ”
After Xuemei listened to Liu Cheng's heartfelt words, she had mixed feelings for a while, her mind was all confused, and now Liu Cheng's arms have become the only place she can stop and perch.
Liu Cheng also hugged her emotionally, and it lasted for a long, long time
Liu Cheng first woke up from such a entanglement, he gently let go of Xuemei, and said softly: "Zuo Jun is now taken care of by Xiao Yue, although fate has tied them together and experienced many tests of life and death in Africa, Xiao Yue's love for him can't help it, but Zuo Jun's love for you is unswerving." They are still living in the staff dormitory of Shengtong Company, and they will go to Beishi tomorrow morning, and they will take the same train as you went to Beishi this time. I'm going to Chunmei's house now, you think about it alone now, in order to make a choice for yourself, although, it's very difficult for you, but, life is like this, you need to go through countless crossroads in the itinerary, this time, whether you choose to go left or right, I will understand you and support you. ”
Liu Cheng turned around and picked up his package, and was about to leave Xuemei's house, Xuemei was still stunned there, and there was no reaction, when Liu Cheng opened the door, he couldn't help but look back at Xuemei, he was afraid that Xuemei's eyes would come over and connect with him, so he hurriedly walked out and closed the door, he leaned his back against the door, and looked up and cried like rain
Xue Mei in the room sat there silently, tears like pearls dropped
Besides, Chunmei didn't fall asleep quickly tonight, she knew that Xuemei would come back tonight, and she didn't know how Liu Cheng would face Xuemei, she sat in the living room, not bothering to browse TV, but staring at the clock in the living room anxiously
She seems to understand that as long as Liu Cheng doesn't come tonight, it means that Liu Cheng accepts Xuemei, and such a choice is happy for Xuemei and Liu Cheng, and it is also a relief and happiness for herself.
Xiao Zhang saw that it was not early, and he saw that Chunmei was a little distracted, and he had no intention of watching the TV program at all, so he turned off the TV with his hand.
"Chunmei, what do you want? Since we're not watching TV, let's rest! ”
Chunmei was still thinking about her thoughts, and she didn't pay attention to Xiao Zhang's words at all.
Seeing Chunmei's stunned appearance, Xiao Zhang couldn't help but smile, he leaned over and leaned over to pick up Chunmei from the sofa, and walked towards the bedroom
"Knock Knock"
When Xiao Zhang walked to the bedroom door with Chunmei in his arms, a knock came from outside.
Chunmei's heart tightened, she broke free from Xiao Zhang's embrace, and immediately ran out to open the door.
The courtyard door was opened, Chunmei and Liu Cheng looked at each other, and when she saw Liu Cheng's solemn appearance in the moonlight, Chunmei understood everything in her heart, and tears suddenly rolled out of her eyes
Liu Cheng walked into the room with heavy steps, and Xiao Zhang hurriedly gave up his seat to Liu Cheng.
After Chunmei stepped into the door, she didn't go any further, her eyes were full of sadness.
When Xiao Zhang saw this scene, he seemed to understand in his heart, so he asked first, "Brother Liu, have you been honest with Xuemei?" ”
Liu Cheng nodded silently.
"Brother, you've disappointed me so much! No wonder you're still beating a bachelor, you're simply an irresponsible man! Chunmei said angrily.
Liu Cheng slowly raised his head and said: "Chunmei, I almost convinced myself to accept everything arranged by the Zuo Army, but when I remember how heartbroken I was when I left Xuemei for the first time, didn't the Zuo Army also want to repeat my mistakes?" I am a healthy and strong man, and Zuo Jun, although he is more than ten years younger than me, his body has reached the 'end of his life'. Will he be able to make it through like me? He needs Xuemei more now, and he needs love even more! ”
"But have you thought about it for Xuemei? She is a delicate girl, how can she take up the burden of taking care of the left army? You've pushed her to the brink of misery! ”
After listening to Chunmei's questioning, Liu Cheng replied excitedly: "Chunmei, you are wrong, human life is very short, there is no eternal luck to make people happy for a lifetime, and there is no eternal misfortune to make people miserable, life does not believe in tears, life can only be truly mature and strong after experiencing the tempering of the years." Let's wish Xuemei together! I didn't force her to accept Zuo Jun, she has grown up, let her think about it for herself, to decide her own life! ”
Xiao Zhang listened to Liu Cheng's words, and almost applauded in admiration, and he said emotionally: "Brother Liu said it too well, you are a real man, the preciousness of love is not to insist on owning each other, sometimes 'letting go' is also a kind of love, even more touching than insisting on owning." ”
Liu Cheng nodded and said: "Yes, 'letting go' is not the same as 'giving up', to bless your loved ones to fully embody themselves and improve their lives in a space that needs her and is suitable for her, which is also a different kind of happiness!" ”
Chunmei looked at Liu Cheng with tears in her eyes, she herself had loved Liu Cheng, and that love was still in her heart. Liu Cheng's position in her heart cannot be separated at any time. She hopes that Liu Cheng can get Xuemei and have a happy second half of his life. But when Liu Cheng said this, she was speechless.
Xiao Zhang's heart was entangled at this time, and he couldn't help but ask again: "Brother Liu, if you leave Xuemei again, she has the left army to take care of, but who will take care of you?" Won't you experience the 'heart-wrenching' pain again? (To be continued......)